Chapter 37: If I Love You
"Shiyin, are you really getting married?"
Wang Jun, who was sitting on the leather sofa and making tea, heard the words of his friend Lin Shiyin, his hands couldn't help shaking, and he looked at the bright woman in front of him with a face full of disbelief.
Picking up the teacup and gently shaking the yellow tea soup inside, Lin Shiyin's big red lips grinned gently, revealing white and neat teeth, and said without a trace of sadness on his face: "You can also see that he maintained that girl some time ago, at first, I just regarded that girl as my stand-in, and even felt that he had no feelings for me, but when he looked at the girl, I found that his eyes had the kind of doting on me that he once had." ”
"So, you're going to give up?"
Wang Jun asked unwillingly, over the years, he has eaten a lot of melons from these two people, but he didn't expect that when he was still struggling with the results, the two parties chose to let go, which made him feel powerless to hit the cotton hard.
"Who am I, Lin Shiyin?" Lin Shiyin, who was sitting opposite Wang Jun, crossed Erlang's legs, looked at Wang Jun opposite, and smiled confidently: "I will always love only the person who loves me, if I find that person does not love me at all, then I must let go before that person, this is called, the loser does not lose the battle." ”
"Haha, too," thinking of Lin Shiyin, who was unruly in his youth, Wang Jun also had a little understanding, and he didn't dwell on the past, but he was a little curious about how good a man who could tame such a wild horse would be, so he asked: "Who is married to you?"
"I don't know, I haven't seen it yet, the elders have arranged it at home," a trace of pain flashed in Lin Shiyin's eyes, but it quickly disappeared, and he still said to Wang Jun with a cynical attitude.
Don't look at her appearance that she is there now and doesn't care about anything, but last night, she cried in the quilt for a long time, and finally decided that it was better to forget about each other than to forget about each other.
She wanted to get along, but He Chenyi didn't want to!
What's more, her self-esteem doesn't allow her to do that.
"What? You decided to get married without even seeing it?"
Hearing Lin Shiyin's answer, Wang Junzhi felt that the other party was too child's play.
As if seeing Wang Jun's doubts, Lin Shiyin smiled bitterly, and then lightly opened her lips and said, "For me, it's not the same who I marry, isn't it all for the benefit of the Lin family?"
If it's not the one you love in your heart, who you marry, what's the difference?
If it weren't for the conflict between the interests of the family and the He family, how could she and He Chenyi be separated?
"Hey......"
Thinking of the family mission that Lin Shiyin was shouldering, Wang Jun couldn't help sighing, he wanted to be comforted, but he couldn't find the right words for a while, so he could only let the embarrassment in the air get stronger and stronger.
"Don't look at me with that kind of pity, my mother doesn't need it, I have money and beauty, what kind of little white face will I raise in the future?" Although a bitter smile squeezed out of the corners of his mouth, Lin Shiyin's tone could be heard to really see it: "Enjoying the glory and wealth that the Lin family gave him, how can he not pay for the Lin family?"
If He Chenyi still likes himself, he still has the confidence to fight against the Lin family.
But even the person's liking is gone, what's the use of caring about it?
It's better to live a short life and be happy in time.
It's also time to let go and leave a little beauty for each other, so that the love of that youth will remain in the memories of the two.
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Lin Shiyin on this side figured it out, but on the other side, Xu Yingzi encountered a headache.
Xu Yingzi didn't expect that after telling Xu Qiang and Zhang Liye Liang about her relationship with He Chenyi, she was unanimously opposed, and the reason for the objection was: The gap between the two was too big, and she was afraid that one day He Chenyi would change her mind.
No matter how Xu Yingzi explained, the three of them seemed to have already decided in their hearts the fact that He Chenyi would change his mind.
If Xu Yingzi explained further, Xu Qiang and the three of them would talk about the fact that Xu Yingzi was forced by He Chenyi to have no way out, and he could only rent a private house by himself.
It was only at this time that Xu Yingzi realized how much trouble her willful running away from home had added to her road of love.
Xu Yingzi naturally didn't dare to say these troubles to He Chenyi, so he could only hold it in his heart and work harder to prove that he would not be abandoned, and he was becoming more and more serious about the live broadcast in a certain hand, and the number of fans was also rising rapidly, according to this trend, Xu Yingzi would soon become the anchor of 200,000 fans, and he was worthy of the title of Internet celebrity.
However, even if Xu Yingzi didn't say it, He Chenyi, who had been in the mall for so many years, didn't eat rice, so he naturally felt that something was wrong with Xu Qiang and the three of them, and after a few questions, Xu Yingzi reluctantly said the idea that the three of them were worried that they would be abandoned, which made He Chenyi simply cry and laugh: If he would abandon it, how could he try to chase it back?
He wanted to help Xu Yingzi explain, but he didn't expect to be rejected by the other party in a righteous and stern manner.
"What they are worried about is not you as a person, but me, they think I am not worthy, so I have to work hard to improve myself, and strive to become the person who can stand by your side with his head upright, and can live well without relying on your shadow," After finishing speaking, Xu Yingzi handed the poem he had excerpted before to He Chenyi:
To the Oak Tree
Shu Ting
If I love you—
Never like a climbing flower,
Show off by your high branches;
If I love you—
Never learn from the infatuated birds,
Repeat monotonous songs for the shade;
Nor is it more than a fountain,
Cool comfort all year round;
It's not just like a dangerous peak,
Increase your height and flatter your majesty.
Even daylight.
Even spring rains.
No, that's not enough!
I must be a kapok near you,
As the image of the tree stands with you.
roots, clinging to the ground,
Leaves, touching in the clouds.
Every gust of wind passes,
We all greet each other,
But no one,
Understands our words.
You have your branches of brass and iron,
Like a sword, like a sword,
also like halberds;
I have my red flowers,
Like a heavy sigh,
and like a torch of valor.
We share the cold waves, the wind and thunder, and the thunderbolts;
We share the mist, the stream, the haper.
As if forever separated,
But they are dependent on each other for life.
This is the great love,
Steadfastness is here:
Love–
Not only love your majestic body,
Also love the position you hold onto, the land under your feet......
After reading this poem, He Chenyi's eyes became more and more addicted to Xu Yingzi, and sure enough, he didn't see the wrong person......