Where does the love go?
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He hadn't sucked her fragrance for too long, he was intoxicated, and he couldn't stop shouting in his heart: "My dream bamboo is back, my dream bamboo is back." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu slowly woke up: "No, no, I can't." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She jerked him away and stepped back.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "What's wrong? Mengzhu?" he was still unsatisfied, startled by her abrupt move.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Mu Xuan, Shi Keyun, you should go to see Shi Keyun." She can't have an accident. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Of course, of course I won't let her have an accident, I have already sent a telegram to Shi Zhibang, asking him to pick up his daughter, and I will hand Keyun to him completely." I've sent a lot of people to watch her. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "No, Mu Xuan, you can't do this, you know you can't do this!" she said.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He smiled: "Mengzhu, what are you worried about, I'm not afraid, with you by my side, I'm not afraid of anything." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He smiled calmly, and she suddenly remembered that time in the young marshal's mansion, she tried in vain to persuade him not to go on the expedition.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mengzhu, you're worried about me, aren't you?you're afraid I'm going to take risks, aren't you?" he looked at her with delight.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I'm worried about the life and death of the Yu army, the life and death of hundreds of thousands of soldiers, young marshal, as the head of an army, how can you treat life as a mustard? ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Since ancient times, those who have become great things are not informal, do not enter the tiger's den, and get the tiger?
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She exclaimed, 'For me?'
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Yes, for you! I want you to know what kind of man I am worthy of your love! I want to dominate the country and let the people live a life of peace and contentment, and I want to put a prosperous and beautiful river and mountain in front of you! Whether you are married or not, I want you to know that I am a man who will do anything for you! I am willing to gamble with my life!"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; As he said the last sentence, his voice was low and persistent, and a decisive brilliance flashed in his eyes.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; That time, she couldn't stop him, and he had proven himself, but this time it was different, she wouldn't let him take the same risk again.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Mu Xuan, accompany me back to the house to have a look." She said softly suddenly.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Okay, Mengzhu, I'll go with you." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He was overjoyed and led her briskly towards their bedroom.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She stood in the doorway, gathering her mind.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He was so excited that he gently pushed open the door, turned on the room light, and said, "Mengzhu, look, everything is still the same as it was, I have been waiting for you to come back, everything is still there." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu looked into the house, the bamboo was still on the snow-white tablecloth, full of green, or the pale yellow curtains, thin, soft, and softly hanging to the ground.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He led her into the inner bedroom, which was still the pink mosquito net they wore when they were newly married, and the big red satin quilt was neatly attached to the bed.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She walked in and gently stroked the quilt, a fragrance emanating from it, apparently freshly dried in the sun.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Dream bamboo. Situ Xiao gently hugged her soft body, disturbed a trace of hair on her forehead behind her ear, and said, "You stay tonight, okay?"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; His eyes were full of anticipation, she looked at him in horror, and he hurriedly explained, "I mean, you sleep here tonight, I sleep there." He pointed to the study: "Wait for Shi Zhibang to come over and pick up Ke Yun, Mengzhu, we will not be separated again." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu was about to open his mouth to speak, when he heard Chen Ran's voice: "Report to the young marshal." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao frowned and asked, "I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Chen Ran shouted loudly outside: "Young marshal, General Sun Minchun is calling." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Sun Minchun is now guarding the southwest, because of the peace treaty with Shi Zhibang, there is no war, and now he is calling, thinking that it is related to Shi Zhibang's coming to pick up Shi Keyun. Situ Xiao had no choice but to let go of Mengzhu and said, "Mengzhu, you wait for me, I'll come in a while." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He reluctantly went out, she sat gently in front of the bed, all the warm past came to her heart, and all the tenderness of the past was staged one by one.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Young Marshal, General Sun called, Shi Zhibang was dispatching troops in the west, and his actions were extremely suspicious. Shi Zhibang also mobilized a team of men and horses to cross the border, led by his close confidant Feng Shan to cross the border, although a peace treaty was signed, but General Sun said that now the Ye army has not yet been absorbed, Shi Zhibang's people with troops fully armed to cross the border, it is a violation of the peace treaty, but Shi Zhibang said that the young marshal was invited, and he was bound to cross the border, and the two armies were holding each other. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Shi Zhibang did it on purpose to show me, he wanted to threaten me that I would not regret my marriage. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Young marshal, you and Miss Shi have been married, and this marriage is unreasonable, according to Chen Ran's opinion, as long as the young lady is willing to be wronged, I mean young lady Mengzhu, even if she is a concubine, the young marshal values her in his heart, and it is the same." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;" nonsense. This is absolutely unacceptable. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao categorically interrupted Chen Ran's words.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "But young marshal, in this situation, if you really start fighting, it is impossible for Le Linfeng to be without movement, Shi Zhibang has no major threat to him, but we have always been his eyes." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Chen Ran didn't know that the young marshal knew about this, but he was afraid that he would leave these behind him for a while, and he had to remind him.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"I was afraid of tigers and wolves, what else could I do with Tu Xiao?" Telegraph to General Sun Minchun to let Feng Shan go beyond the boundary, let them camp outside Yunzhou City, and let Feng Shan's personal guards enter the city. Situ Xiao commanded.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Young marshal, what if we can't negotiate?" Chen Ran asked worriedly.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I want to see what kind of storm his little Ye army can stir up, is it not enough for me to give him three provinces and cities to compensate?"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Young marshal, last time because of the cession of provinces and cities, General Sun was extremely dissatisfied, and the marshal still came forward to round the field, now..."Chen Ran said tentatively.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Can he, Sun Minchun, rebel or not? I'll explain it to him." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Chen Ran knew that Situ Xiao had already made up his mind, and he had no choice but to call back in despair.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "How is it, Chen Ran?" Ruan Jingyuan asked in disbelief when he saw Chen Ran looking like he was fighting a rooster, and he knew about it in his heart.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"The young marshal is holding the heart of death this time, but I am afraid that it will be all Yujun who will be buried with him." Chen Ran said with a sad face.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"The young marshal and the young lady are as deep as the sea, you and I are both looking at each other, this time, the young lady finally came back, of course the young marshal will not let her leave." But these two young ladies ......" Ruan Jingyuan touched his head and said, "It's really difficult." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Jingyuan," Chen Ran sighed: "You and I will be sinners for the ages in the future, helping the young marshal destroy the Yu army." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Chen Ran thought that the matter of letting Mengzhu return from Lin'an was arranged by him and Ruan Jingyuan, and he only wanted to let the two lovers become married, but now that things are out of control, they all have unshirkable responsibilities.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Is there no other way?"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Ruan Jingyuan looked at Chen Ran, this kid has a lot of ideas on weekdays, and this critical moment is the time for you to behave, but Chen Ran shook his head, sighed and left, leaving Ruan Jingyuan standing in place.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Dream bamboo. Situ Xiao returned to the house, and saw Mengzhu sitting in front of the bed, holding the silk scarf in his hand, and was caressing the blood-red Xiaokai on it with his jade fingers.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Just now Situ Xiao went out, Mengzhu unconsciously opened the pillow towel, saw this silk scarf, took it out from under the pillow, remembered the scene that night, burst into tears, and couldn't help but take it in his hand and stroke it carefully.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She knows that Sun Minchun is the general who replaced Yilin stationed in the southwest region, it seems that it was Shi Zhibang who received Situ Xiao's telegram and made a move, she knew that it had always been Mu Xuan who was silently coming out for her, and now, it was time for her to repay with the love of her life, leave him, let him get out of the danger of being attacked on both sides, no matter how reluctant she was, no matter how much nostalgia, she had to do it, this is why she was ruthless in the first place, she was afraid that she would see him, she couldn't help herself, and made an unforgivable mistake.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Mu Xuan, I'm back." She turned her head to wipe away her tears and asked him with a smile.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Hmm. He sat down in front of the bed, looked at her face, and asked, "Mengzhu, you are crying." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"No. She looked at him with a smile.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mengzhu, I let Yulian boil the soup, I'll feed you." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He took her hand and sat down at the table.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Sure enough, when I saw Yulian bring in a bowl of steaming soup, Situ Xiao took it, scooped up a small spoon with a spoon, put it to his mouth, and blew it gently.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Mengzhu was in a trance in his mind, and heard Situ Xiao's gentle voice say, "Come, Mengzhu, take a sip." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She raised her head, tears could no longer help pouring down, if he took the bowl of soup that night, and brought it to her lips as gently as now, then, perhaps, she would have been living a happy and carefree life in this young marshal's mansion, waiting for him to return late every day, and gently accompanying her to drink soup, instead of sitting here sadly as now, remembering the warmth that had passed, looking for his last warmth, waiting for the sad parting to come.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao put down the bowl, gently wiped away her tears, and said softly: "Mengzhu, don't cry, I think I feed you every day, and I will never let you be wronged again, ah." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He picked up the bowl again and scooped a spoonful to her lips, she wanted to refuse, but she couldn't help but open her mouth.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Let me be greedy again, she thought, but for the last time, and in the future, I will never be able to enjoy his gentle care like this, never to meet his warm gaze again, and never to breathe his peculiar manly breath again.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He smiled like a happy and contented child as she quietly finished a bowl of soup.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; And her heart ached sharply, for the warmth and sweetness that she couldn't return.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mu Xuan, can you have a drink with me tonight?" she asked, and he immediately said in surprise: "Of course, yes, we should have a drink, I'll go get a bottle of French red wine." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "No, Mu Xuan, I'm going to drink Russian vodka." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao was a little surprised, but thinking that Mengzhu was in the Northland during this time, maybe he was used to drinking strong wine, so he called Ruan Jingyuan to get two bottles of vodka.