CHAPTER 64

Lei Yao's performance was all seen by Chao Yan, and her eyes were clouded with a faint resentment. She looked at Xiyan opposite, Xiyan was lowering her head, she didn't know what she was thinking, thinking about it, Xiyan must have felt Lei Yao's difference. Chao Yan began to be a little absent-minded, and she was conflicted in her heart. On one side is my sister, and on the other side is my husband.

Xiyan really couldn't hold on, so she found a lame excuse and went back to the palace. No one cares about her departure, she is no longer the protagonist. The current dormitory is relatively remote, she walks very slowly, and in the night, Yuexiang didn't notice her abnormality, thinking that she was just unwell.

Yan Tianmu came back all the way, and before he had time to rest, he went to Xiyan Palace first. He has already dealt with things as quickly as possible, he counted the days, and expected that Xiyan had begun to react.

In the dim candlelight, Xiyan crawled beside the bed in the dying. She sent all the maids down early, fearing that they would discover their secrets. She fell from the bed to the floor alone, fainting and waking up in pain. The cold ground didn't ease the pain on her body. Her tears dried and fell, sweat, tears and hair were intertwined.

"How are you?" As soon as Yan Tianmu pushed the door, he immediately threw down the sword in his hand and hurriedly ran over to pick her up. Xiyan hugged him tightly like a drowning person meeting driftwood, greedily inhaling the smell emanating from his body, and the countless sharp toothed pain drilled out of the bones retreated little by little, her body gradually warmed up, and her face slowly became human. When I looked up, the room was a mess, with quilts and pillows scattered on the ground, and even the bed curtain was half pulled down. Xiyan is still wearing clothes to go out, with shoes on one foot and barefoot on the other.

Yan Tianmu held her in his arms and let her climb almost frantically. Her sweat and tears fell on him. His heart ached beyond measure. She looked as if she was dead, and her body was much lighter, fluttering, as if she would fly away at any moment.

"Are you better?" Yan Tianmu put his left hand around her, and gently wiped the stains on her face with his right hand. Her eyes were slightly closed, and her long eyelashes fluttered.

"Yes. She didn't want to speak, and all the strength in her body was almost exhausted. For a few days, she basically couldn't swallow, even if she drank more water, she would vomit when she was in pain.

"Do you hate me?" Yan Tianmu looked at her, whether he was too cruel to the woman he loved.

Xiyan shook her head lightly, it was pointless to say this now, she just wanted him not to leave for so long, not to come to see her, not even to love her, she was really afraid, afraid of the pain, she couldn't survive or die, as long as she could live, as long as she could not be in pain, she would be satisfied.

Yan Tianmu moved the corners of his mouth bitterly, and didn't say anything again. That night, when Xiyan fell asleep, he cleaned up the house, went to the drunken heart building, and got drunk. When he went out, Jiang Xinyue saw him stumbling and stretched out her hand to help, but as soon as her hand touched his clothes, he avoided it fiercely: "Don't touch me." Yan Tianmu's evasive action made her sad. Every time he came, it was always for a woman, but even when he was drunk, he only called that woman's name in his heart, and that person was too precious to him, too precious to whisper her name easily.

Lei Yao saw that Chao Yan beside him had fallen asleep, so he gently pulled out his arm from under her neck, helped her straighten the quilt, and put on a piece of clothing, got up and went to the study.

He couldn't sleep, and even though he had drunk a lot of wine, his mind was still clear. The painful look of Xiyan kept circling in his mind. What's wrong with her? Is she sick? Although he didn't deliberately inquire, a lot of things about the concubine's fall from grace still reached his ears. He knew that she couldn't see her children now, and she was forced to change the palace with her low-status concubine, and at the banquet, the king didn't even say a word to her, she sat there alone, compared with the scenery that was brought back by the king all the way on horseback, it was simply heaven and earth. A vigorous person is so weak in an instant, is it really sick? He didn't talk to anyone, including Chao Yan, and he couldn't say it when he mentioned that Xi Yan didn't hesitate to risk his life to save him, and he didn't want to say it. Yan Tianmu came out to help him, which surprised him, he didn't dare to think about why? In the days of the battlefield, he had no time to think, but after he came back, he slowly recalled it, as if it was sunset everywhere. Her slight smile reflected her pale face, which made him feel heart-wrenching.

Chao Yan also sat up, he was preoccupied all the way, she talked to him, and he only responded lightly, not listening at all. She deliberately mentioned Xiyan, but he seemed to be violently shocked, trying his best to hide his unnaturalness. Xi Yan also went to the northern border, what happened between them there? At the banquet, he helped Xi Yan pour wine, what did they talk about? Why did Xi Yan keep hanging her head after that, and then she left the table early? The more she thought about it, the more uneasy she became.

When Xiyan woke up, he found that he was lying in the quilt well, and his body was no longer in pain. She sat up happily. Before yesterday, it was like a nightmare. Yan Tianmu finally came back. She jumped out of bed, pushed open the window, and felt like everything was so rosy outside. Bright sunshine, gentle breeze, swaying flowers, she breathed deep in the fresh air.

"Ah, you're already up?" Yuexiang was bringing water over, and saw Xiyan standing in front of the window with a look of intoxication.

"Get up. Xiyan said in a good mood.

"It's really rare, it's the first time you've gotten up so early in the past few days. Yuexiang entered the house, put down the water, and said as she cleaned up the bed.

"I woke up late, can't you also get up later?" Xiyan said with a smile. The painful days are finally over.

Yan Tianmu took the opportunity to check and strolled into the Xiyan Palace, and as soon as she entered the garden gate, she saw her squatting among the flowers in a bright pink light shirt with a smile on her face. He approached and found her pruning a flower branch.

"You look good. He smiled from the bottom of his heart and said to her, it is beautiful, so beautiful that people want to grasp it in their hands at all costs.

"You're not bad either. When Xiyan saw him coming, she stood up. It's all thanks to you, otherwise I wouldn't have felt so lucky to be alive.

"Xiyan. Looking at her soft eyes, he couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart, and couldn't help but want to call her by name, gently, with full affection, on the brightest morning.

With a smile, Yan Tianmu felt that the world had lost its color, and he could only see her smile.