Su Yimu was pulled back by Yao Qitao and sat down.

Yao Qitao began to recall.

Since his relationship with Ruan Linglong was exposed in front of Su Yi, he didn't dare to see Su Yi alone anymore, and he didn't even dare to look at Su Yi, but he would miss her again, so even if he graduated, he still often went to the school to find Ruan Linglong, in fact, his purpose was to see Su Yi and see if she was doing well.

But every time he saw Su Yi following Yuan Shaowen, they were always talking and laughing together, and at that time Yao Qitao thought that she was doing well, and he was relieved.

But what made him completely dead was that he saw Yuan Shaowen proposing to Su Yi, and the picture of them embracing each other, at that moment deeply stabbed Yao Qitao's eyes, he thought that she agreed to his marriage proposal, and never set foot in B University again.

In fact, it was Yuan Shaowen who deliberately held Su Yi at that time.

He proposed that day, but Su Yi didn't agree at all, and just when she was about to refuse, Yuan Shaowen saw Yao Qitao's figure.

He stood up directly from one knee, stepped forward to hug Su Yi, and said in her ear: "Don't push me away, just thank me for being good to you all these years." ”

Su Yi was facing away from Yao Qitao at the moment, and she didn't see him, so she didn't push Yuan Shaowen away.

When the two of them separated, she only saw Yao Qitao's back.

So because of this misunderstanding, the two went further.

Because Ruan Linglong also graduated, the wedding of Yao Qitao and Ruan Linglong was also held as scheduled half a year later.

But Yao Qitao has never touched Ruan Linglong once, and the only time he was drunk before.

This marriage seems glamorous and beautiful, but in fact it exists in name only.

Before getting married, Yao Qitao told Ruan Linglong that he didn't love her, but Ruan Linglong said that she loved him enough in this marriage.

He said that he would not touch her when they got married, and that he only married her to be responsible.

But Ruan Linglong still had tears in her eyes and resolutely wanted to marry him.

In those years, Yao Qitao could give Ruan Linglong anything, but he couldn't give her love.

After 10 years, Ruan Linglong began to be unable to stand Yao Qitao's lack of love for him, and they were so polite that they were not even as good as friends.

But Yao Qitao still couldn't give her love, because his heart was already full of Su Yi, and there was no place for Ruan Linglong.

Although Ruan Linglong hated because of love, when Yao Qitao was in danger, she still stepped forward, was injured and mentally ill, and finally died of depression.

Su Yi never knew that she thought that in those years, they would live and fly together, living a happy life as a fairy couple.

Because in those years, Ruan Linglong would always call her to tell her how good Yao Qitao was to her and how much he loved her, but it turned out that all this was just Ruan Linglong's lies.

Although she lied to her, she still couldn't hate her, and she was a poor woman after all.

Su Yi looked at Yao Qitao's eyes, choked up and asked, "How did she die?"

Su Yi wanted to know the details, she wanted to know that Ruan Linglong knew that Yao Qitao didn't love her, but why did she stay by his side and die for him.

At this moment, Yao Qitao's eyes were red, with guilt for Ruan Linglong and distress for Su Yi.

At that time, Yao Qitao became the leader of the Weilong Gang by chance, and he was assassinated more often.

He hadn't accompanied Ruan Linglong to go shopping for a long time, and after Ruan Linglong begged him for a long time, he accompanied her to the mall that day. When they were in the underground parking lot, they were besieged by four people, and Yao Qitao only brought one bodyguard at that time, plus Ruan Linglong, who had to protect her unarmed hands, it was a little difficult.

Suddenly, someone stabbed Yao Qitao in the chest with a long knife, Ruan Linglong rushed over and hugged Yao Qitao without thinking about it, blocking the knife for her.

Soon Yao Qitao's younger brothers also came, and the four people were caught red-handed, and Yao Qitao sent Ruan Linglong to the hospital.

Fortunately, although the knife was stabbed in, it did not hurt the vital point, and Ruan Linglong survived in the end.

Because Ruan Linglong blocked this knife for Yao Qitao, his guilt was even deeper, but he still couldn't fall in love with her.

Ruan Linglong also deteriorated because of the knife, and died of depression a year later.

Before she died, she called Yao Qitao to her side, and her face and lips were more rosy than usual that day, and Yao Qitao thought that her health was getting better.

She called him to the bed and motioned for him to sit down, only then did she pull the corners of her mouth open and reveal a shallow smile.

In fact, in order to see him, she also painted a light makeup that day, but she still looked a little sick.

"Qitao, I know that my time is running out, and I am very content to stay by your side all these years. But there is one thing, I lied to you for more than 10 years, and I want to tell you before I die. ”

Yao Qitao looked at Ruan Linglong, he didn't know what she was going to say.

Ruan Linglong looked at Yao Qitao's face that she had loved for more than ten years, after all, he still didn't belong to her, maybe she should let this marriage end in name only.

Ruan Linglong's face was very calm, and she slowly spoke: "I'm sorry, in fact, you were drunk back then, and nothing happened between us." ”

At that time, Yao Qitao stared at Ruan Linglong with wide eyes, and he blamed himself for more than 10 years, because he was drunk, delayed Ruan Linglong's life, and also ruined the fate between him and Su Yi.

But now Ruan Linglong told him that everything was fake, and everything was just her deception to him.

Knowing that Yao Qitao would be unbelievable, and of course she would not forgive her, she continued: "Actually, I found out a long time ago that you and Su Yi liked each other, but you just didn't pierce that piece of paper. But because I get along with you more and more, I also fall in love with you. ”

So far, Yao Qitao still hasn't interjected a word, just looked at her like this, and listened to her explain the reason for the matter clearly.

"That day, you came to me, and you said that you had something to tell me, and I was very happy. I thought you were going to confess to me, but it turned out that you asked me to help you confess to Su Yi, and I was stunned at that time. I don't know how the ghost made me make up the lie that Su Yi promised Yuan Shaowen to be her girlfriend, and you actually believed it. ”

Ruan Linglong had a smile on her face, and she didn't know whether she was laughing at herself or Yao Qitao's distrust of Su Yi at the moment.

"I didn't expect you to run out for a drink. I followed you all the way until you were drunk and unconscious, and then I took you back to the hotel. Actually, I wanted to do something with me at the time, but you were as drunk as a dead pig, how could you have done anything to me. ”

"But in order to be able to be with you, I deliberately tore my clothes and made myself embarrassed, as if I had a relationship. ”

"I didn't expect you to believe it the next day, and said that you wanted to marry me. It is my lifelong wish to be able to marry you, and I certainly will not let it go. Even if you tell me later that you don't love me, I still want to marry you because I love you. ”

Speaking of this, Ruan Linglong glanced at Yao Qitao deeply, her eyes were full of affection, and then she turned her face to look at the little bird singing on the branches outside the window. With a deep sigh, he said:

"Over the years, you and I have respected each other like guests, or I have been a widow all these years. I have hated you and hated you, but when the knife stabbed you, my first reaction was that I couldn't let you die, so I used my body to block the knife. ”

At this time, the bird flew away from the branch, Ruan Linglong's eyes followed its figure closely, and it was not until she was seen that she turned to look at Yao Qitao and continued: "In fact, over the years, I have trapped you and myself. How I want to fly as freely as the bird just now. ”

"Qitao, I'm sorry. Maybe it's a little late, but I have to. I hope that after I die, you can tell Su Yi your love. I wish you all happiness. ”

Faced with the truth that Ruan Linglong said, Yao Qitao was not only shocked, but also self-blame and guilt, he had lost two women in his life. But now, even if he knows what is the use of Su Yi loving him back then, he saw her promise to marry Yuan Shaowen with his own eyes, and now he is not qualified to confess again.

This was also the last conversation between Yao Qitao and Ruan Linglong, and Ruan Linglong left a week later.

Yao Qitao didn't come to see her this week, not because he hated her, but he didn't know how to face her.

Yao Qitao has not continued his strings over the years, and outsiders think that he loves Ruan Linglong and is reluctant to marry again, in fact, it is because he has always loved Su Yi in his heart, but he thought that if she married someone, he would not be able to marry the person he loved in this life, so he would die alone, which was also his punishment for himself.

During Yao Qitao's speech, the tears on Su Yi's face never dried.

Yao Qitao raised his hand to wipe away her tears after speaking, Su Yi turned his face away, Yao Qitao's hand hung in the air, and he took it back in a sneer.

"Su Yi, I'm sorry for Ruan Linglong all these years. Yao Qitao said with guilt in his eyes: "I'm sorry for you too." ”

The truth of the matter deeply pierced Su Yi's heart, and it turned out that this misunderstanding started from his distrust of her.

This misunderstanding is that in more than 10 years, or even more than 20 years, he has killed three people.

Su Yi turned around, and the anger in his eyes was deep: "Yao Qitao, do you remember the year Linglong died, when you took me to the airport?"

He didn't remember how he wanted her to stay, but in the end he swallowed the words back in his mouth.

"At that time, I said to myself, if you let me stay, I will stay with you. But you didn't say anything. It was originally designed by Linglong, but no one stopped us at that time, why didn't you even have the courage to say let me stay, why?"

In the face of Su Yige's questioning, Yao Qitao was speechless, it was he who was too cowardly and cowardly, which made them miss more than 20 years.

"Su Yi, I'm sorry. ”

He didn't know what to say except sorry.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm afraid you only have this sentence for Linglong. Hahaha......."

Su Yi smiled very sadly, Yao Qitao was distressed when he heard it, he raised his hand to touch her face, Su Yi opened Yao Qitao's hand with a wave of his hand.

"Yao Qitao, I suddenly found out that I loved the wrong person in my life, and so did Linglong. From now on, we won't see each other again. ”

After speaking, Su Yi got up and left, Yao Qitao wanted to hold her hand, but her speed was too fast, Yao Qitao grabbed a vacancy, and had to watch her escape.

Yao Qitao slapped himself twice, and the sound of snapping was particularly abrupt and harsh in this empty park.