Chapter 482: Mengxue's heartfelt words
Secretary Tang drank too much and said some strange things, usually Secretary Tang's mouth is very strict, but saying this today shows that he is really disheartened, and the other one is to treat me as a true friend.
After drinking, I asked Secretary Tang to stay in the guest house to rest, anyway, there were many empty rooms, Mengxue blamed me very much, saying that I shouldn't drink, I have injuries on my body, and it's not good to drink, but what can I do, Secretary Tang's state I will make him even more chilled if I resign.
The next morning, Secretary Tang didn't say goodbye, he had already left when I got up, maybe it was not good to think of me after I woke up, as the saying goes, I spit out the truth after drinking, Secretary Tang should know that he has said too much.
Secretary Tang's drinking words also affected my mood, after breakfast, I pulled Mengxue out of the door, I plan to take Mengxue to Zhongshan to play, I don't want to think about the rights and wrongs of Qianshan County, let them toss, anyway, it has nothing to do with me!
Before leaving, I called Hao Zhiwen, first, to ask him to be a guide, and secondly, I had a good impression of Hao Zhiwen.
Aman drove us to Zhongshan, and when we arrived at the foot of the mountain, we walked up the mountain, the weather was very good that day, and the scenery on the mountain made me feel good.
We climbed up the mountain along the path up the mountain, I felt that Mengxue seemed to have something on her mind, in the past I took her on an outing and she would be very happy and talk a lot, but today Mengxue has been very little.
Before we knew it, we came to the observation deck, standing on the observation deck and looking down, the entire Qianshan County was in full view, I couldn't help but sigh, such a beautiful small county town, who knew that it was so complicated inside, why should the relationship between people be so dirty!
From the observation deck, we walked to the waterfall again, and after playing at the waterfall for a while, I was going to continue climbing to the top of the mountain, but Mengxue was reluctant, she was worried about my injury.
Meng Xue pulled me to sit on a big rock, and Ah Man and Hao Zhiwen were far away from us.
"I'm fine, really. I smiled at Mengxue.
Meng Xue looked at me and suddenly sighed: "Haoyu, do you know, I often miss the old days now, when I was in vocational high school, and when I opened a store in Xinxiang, we were really happy at that time." Meng Xue suddenly said softly.
"Aren't you happy right now?" I was stunned.
"Are you happy?" Meng Xue asked rhetorically, looking at me.
I was silent, I don't know, but I'm really not as happy as I used to be, that's a fact.
"Sometimes I envy Brother Ma, he lives better than us, in fact, money is endless, I know that sometimes you can't help it, but we can actually change. Mengxue looked at me and said seriously.
"How do you want to change?" I asked.
"Don't you think we're going too fast, first a shrimp shop, and now a real estate business, aren't you tired?" Meng Xue sighed.
"Tired, but isn't life like this, if you don't advance, you will retreat. I replied.
"It's not like that, I think the meaning of life is to be happy, don't do anything unhappy, like now, I don't think the matter of the hidden mountain is meaningless, why don't you let it go?" Meng Xue persuaded.
I was speechless, when I came to Qianshan, it was entrusted by Secretary Gu, and it was also promoted by Qiao Jiguang, in fact, I have always been passive, but I am not selfish, my original intention is to use this matter to stick closer to Secretary Gu, and the same is true for Qiao Jiguang, I want to use the Qiao family, I will definitely have a vicious fight with Longji in the future, I am looking for foreign aid.
"You have too many things in your heart, in fact, everyone knows a lot of things you do, but they don't say it, I think I should tell you that you really should think about it. Mengxue said.
I looked at Mengxue, I couldn't say the feeling in my heart, as time went by, everyone had their own ideas, including Mengxue, the original ideas were actually changing little by little, why shouldn't I, my initial goal was to make myself stronger, my goal was LONGi, it was Guo Shijie, but now I feel that I am getting farther and farther away from this goal!
When I was young, I was straight to the point, whoever provoked me I would retaliate against whom, why did I make it so complicated, I worked hard here, Guo Shijie and Longji were there, I didn't hurt them at all, only the people around me were hurt, including Mengxue! The hatred of my parents is just my own business, I am kidnapping everyone to stand with me!
I took a deep breath, Mengxue's words made these thoughts pop up in my mind for a moment, maybe these thoughts have always existed in my heart, but I don't want to touch them!
"Dream Snow...... What should I do?" I said blankly.
"Haoyu, let go of your heart...... I know that you have hatred in your heart because of your uncle and aunt, but hatred can distort a person, I like you, not you now, do you understand?" Meng Xue grabbed my hand.
Looking at Mengxue's eyes, my heart trembled slightly, and I suddenly felt a strangeness, Mengxue didn't want to go down with me?
"Mengxue, are you asking me to give up?" I said bitterly.
"No, I want you to be happy, Sister Li and Brother Ma, as well as Glasses and Zhao Feng, I want to live like them. Mengxue said suddenly.
"What about my parents' hatred!" I snapped.
I was a little excited, Mengxue had never said such things to me, and these words made me angry.
Meng Xue was silent for a moment.
"It's been a long time since the incident between my uncle and aunt happened, and we have no evidence, could that incident be an accident, why do you have to live in the shadow of this incident all the time!" Meng Xue persuaded.
"No, it wasn't an accident, it was Guo Shijie, I must have done it!" I hummed.
"You don't have evidence, it's all your conjecture, isn't it!" Meng Xue also became excited.
I can't say Meng Qingyuan, I can't say a lot of things, I can understand Mengxue's excitement, if it weren't for my desire to take revenge, in fact, we could have lived well, Mengxue and I have experienced too much, many things started because of me, the year Mengxue was injured! The unfulfilled agreement between me and her! It's all because of my parents' hatred, there is a sentence that Mengxue didn't say wrong, hatred distorted my heart!
"Haoyu, I have actually endured these words for a long time, don't you see it, everyone is forbearance because of yours, and everyone is being pushed away by you!" Mengxue had a feeling of letting go.
"Stop it, our good uncle and aunt will be very happy to know it. Mengxue reached out to hug me, but I ducked back.
Mengxue's hand fell into the air, and she looked at me distressedly.
"Haoyu, I know you're not happy, why don't you make yourself happy!"
"No one can stop what I'm going to do, you don't understand!" I said stiffly.
"But you don't understand me, I just want to live an ordinary life with you, I don't want to be scared all day long! When I was in high school before, although we were very poor at that time, I was very happy, in fact, I didn't want much, I just wanted to have a small shop for the two of us, I like to watch you eat the barbecue I made, I like to hear you praise my good craftsmanship, instead of intriguing with people all day long like now, I'm really worried. Mengxue's tears flowed.
My heart tightened!
My chest rose and fell, I was angry, but I couldn't help it, I can understand Mengxue's grievances, she really suffered too much for me, and she has been understanding me and supporting me, but everything has a limit, obviously Mengxue can't hold on!
"Mengxue, let's not fight about it. I sighed and grabbed Mengxue's hand.
"You know, I've been lying in bed for a year, I can't move all day, my body can't move but my brain still thinks, that kind of feeling you can never experience, I live in fear almost every day, boundless darkness, I'm alone! Later, I heard your voice, your voice became my biggest pillar, and when I woke up, I could see you, and I said to myself, no matter what I do in this life, I want to support you like this, but I'm really tired......" Mengxue's tears slid down her face one by one.
I reached out to help Mengxue wipe her tears.
"Mengxue, don't cry, okay, I was wrong. "My nose was sour, too.
"Give up, Haoyu, let's live our own peaceful life! Mengxue looked up at me.
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