A long-lost blind date chapter - "I can accept what you say" (by the way, talk about the origin of this book)
Before the blind date single chapter, let's talk about the recent plot.
First of all, this is fiction after all.
For the sake of drama, the novel is different from reality, for example, and can only be said to be as close to reality as possible.
Otherwise, no matter what blockbusters and world masterpieces, you can find out what is unreasonable or does not conform to reality.
It's inevitable.
Not to mention that I'm a street fighter.
Of course, the problem is always with the author.
If a reader asks a question, it can only mean that I, the author, have not handled it well.
I'm going to keep working hard and try to be as natural as possible.
Then there are the duplicate issues.
It's something I've thought about early in the morning.
Everyone in the group knows that I often bubble up spoilers or something.
I've scheduled 3~4 movies later.
As I've said before, when the movie comes out, everyone's mindset and relationship with each other changes.
To be honest, I used to watch entertainment with relish, and then my friend told me that this book was too poisonous.
I boast that I've been reading online novels in the Hope Reading Club since the sixth grade of elementary school in 05.,It's an old white thing.。
I think it's good, why does he think it's poisonous?
I argued with him.
But he didn't say anything about the plot or anything, he only said a little.
Why does this protagonist remember almost all the famous movies, TV series, games, anime novels from his previous life?
Even a word in a novel, a storyboard in a movie, the lyrics in a song, all the instruments used and how to arrange the music - he remembers it all clearly?
Is this something that ordinary people can do?
He belongs to the kind I said earlier, and he has to dwell on this matter.
This is regarded as a golden finger for the protagonist by default.
Otherwise, what else can I do, write that the protagonist has crossed over, and then continue to mess around, and the whole book is over.
After that, there were too many of them, so while the system was on fire, someone created a new model.
All my sources of novels, movies, and anime, were given to me by the system!
Perfect!
Actually, I don't think it's a big problem.
(That's not how I wrote it anyway, and I won't have a system in this book)
What do my friends think is the biggest problem?
is obviously a copyist, but he has to pretend that he is very awesome, particularly literate, and very tall.
What are you pretending to be the main character?
Are those your things?
And those big guys who write that they are starting to be young.。。。
You're a person who does the work of "copying", but you have to let the protagonist Wenqing...
It's amazing.
Actually, I didn't react, my friend told me so.
I suddenly felt bored...
But I won't say anything, because this kind of thing can't be avoided.
My own protagonist also copied it.
He changed the script not because he looked down on copying, but because he couldn't remember all the details of the original script.
How can you remember it...
This brings us to the origin of this book.
I'm a dreamer.
He is also a person who likes to be cranky.
My inspiration generally comes from three time periods.
When you go to the toilet.
When taking a bath.
Cranky thoughts before falling asleep.
These three correspond to the "brain hole text", "wisdom fighting text" and "brainless harem text" respectively
At the beginning of this book, before I fell asleep one night, I hugged my paper man wives left and right.
But most of my producer wives are not characters in the everyday world.
But in order to enhance my sense of substitution, I set them all in my mind to a modern city, where everyone is an ordinary person.
Then I thought, the protagonist has to feed them.
How do you feed them? Make their original anime movie!
That's where the framework comes in.
Then there is the question with the eldest lady.
As I said, my main character, Fang Bei, is actually an exaggerated version of myself.
Fang Bei is the dream that I have always YY but can't realize.
His past experience is basically my experience.
I know his personality because in a way, he's me.
The so-called responsibility is actually a little inferiority.
I want to climb up, but I'm afraid of falling off a cliff.
Because for most people, if it fails, he can go home and lick his wounds.
But for me, it's dark to look back.
Fang Bei is an extension of my dream.
He's a man with a lot of flaws.
I want him to change slowly.
Rin is the perfect woman of my dreams.
Don't feel inferior, because I will also have low self-esteem when facing such a girl.
So it will change slowly.
I want to tell a story, not just go through the cutscenes according to the traditional entertainment routine.
I can't write about it, and if I write it, no one will read it.
There's so much nonsense ...
Let's get down to business.
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This is a single chapter on a blind date.
To be honest, this is not the first time I've seen this girl.
The first time I saw her, I think it was more than three months ago. (This girl didn't talk much about it because they met for the first time, so she didn't write a single chapter)
At the time, I didn't think about meeting the second person.
But during the Qingming Festival in April, I was having a barbecue with my friends at Xiaolangdi.
She sent me a WeChat message: "Can you talk again?"
I didn't reply because I told the introducer the day after the last meeting.
The two of us are not suitable.
After that, nothing happened.
I was too depressed, which led to something wrong, so I simply said I would go and go north to Hebei to meet two friends.
(That is, Pei Tugou, the author of "Projection of the Heavens", and the author of "Starting from Gu Won Bird".) )
We hit it off at first sight and talked about everything.
Even chatted all night in the living room - from nine in the evening to eight in the morning.
It feels like I've really finished talking about a year.
After that, I went home and continued to write my book.
At the end of May, the introducer came to me again and said that the girl wanted to see me again.
I was hindered by the instructions of my elders, so I agreed to chat on WeChat first.
We're just talking about it and I'm talking about it.
And then, no more.
Until a few days ago.
Out of the blue, she messaged me, "Can you give me a chance?"
After thinking about it, I decided to meet and make everything that should be said clearly, I am a 92-year-old single dog, but I can't delay other little girls.
By the way, that girl is 97 years old, and she is five years younger than me.
Are the girls of 97 going out on a blind date now?
Back to business, we met.
How so...... We certainly didn't fall in love with each other at first sight, after all, we were all just ordinary looks.
The girl was very blunt, and she asked me why I didn't want to try to get along with her.
I spoke up about my concerns.
I'm an autistic person, I don't like to communicate, I don't like to talk, I don't like to contact strangers.
I've spent 26 of my last 27 years in a muddle.
No goal, no purpose.
It wasn't until last year that I had a goal.
At that time, my brother-in-law came to talk to me, and he asked me what I liked.
I thought about it for a long time and told him that I like novels, I like stories, I like to be immersed in my own world, I don't want to continue to wear a mask and crawl around in society, I've lived six years like this, I've been through a lot, I've had enough.
Then he supported me to do what I wanted to do, and he was the first person to do that.
So I started writing novels.
At first, it was a bit of a success.
So I gave up everything in society, went back home, and became a full-time author.
I was happy and anxious.
Where is the writing bad? Where is the rhythm wrong? Do others like this character?
I'm easily distracted by outside distractions.
So my mindset changed, and I became more depressed than before.
In fact, the pressure on the authors of online novels is really high.
You probably haven't seen it, and the reviews and the trolls in this chapter really aren't much.
I've met readers who went straight into the readership and then chatted privately with me scolding my whole family for dying.
This was four months ago.
And this kind of thing is not just me.
But I still love writing novels.
So when we met, I told the girl.
I said you're still young, you can't stand me.
I won't accompany you every day, pick you up every day, take you to the movies, and eat all kinds of delicious food.
It's okay once in a while, it's too slimy... I can't.
Because I still have to update the code word, if my energy is 10, then I may only be 3 on falling in love.
Can you accept it?
I think that's probably the end of it.
But, she said, she could take it.
She doesn't bother me when I'm busy, and she doesn't deny it when I write novels - although I don't make any money (I have taken screenshots of the manuscript fee in the readership group before, and it has been floating at 2~3000 in recent months.) )
She said, "All she wants is that I can give her a chance."
Even if it's only a month for her to prove that she can really do what she says.
I don't know why she was so attached to me, and I didn't ask.
I am a person with low self-esteem.
People with low self-esteem do not step out of the walls they have built.
But there is a risk that the wall could be broken.
A crack was made in my wall.
I agreed.
I said, I'll try my best to do it, and if you can't accept it, just say it, it's all my fault.
She shook her head and said only one word:
"If you really love writing novels, then even if you can't make money, that's okay. I'll try to make money. ”
Why is she so attached to me?
I do not know.
Maybe it's because the people around her are still at the age of playing, so she thinks I'm the kind of person who has more plans for the future?
Who knows.
I only know one thing.
The wall I built myself may really be smashed open.