Chapter 38: Horror (1)
Ou Jinyu sat in front of the window, and since he came back from watching the performance, he has maintained this posture, the cigarette in his hand burns himself alone, spitting out the wisps of lonely smoke, it seems to be blaming Ou Jinyu for his coldness, but Ou Jinyu still just ignites it, but does not inhale.
He had this habit since he lit that first cigarette five years ago, he just watched it slowly turn to ashes before his eyes, he liked the way it was self-destructive, he didn't do anything, he didn't hasten its "death", he didn't lend a hand, he just watched from the sidelines, watching the whole process from existence to nothing.
Perhaps, he has a coldness in his bones that cannot be removed in this life, but undoubtedly, he can't be completely ruthless, he just watches, but he doesn't want his hands to be stained too much.
He thought, maybe he is a contradiction, neither true kindness, true benevolence, nor complete cruelty, complete bloodshed, maybe this conflict within the self will one day eat him back, let him die in the conflict of the self.
"Mr. Ou, I'm sorry, I tried my best, but there is still a newspaper•••••••" Knocking softly on the door, his subordinate guiltily handed over a newspaper, and the entertainment page was particularly eye-catching with a large photo of Jiang Yumo falling in Jiang Yumo's arms in early summer.
Ou Jinyu's hand trembled slightly, and the burned cigarette fell a little cigarette ash in retaliation, and he threw down the cigarette butt in embarrassment, and said lightly: "I know." ”
The subordinates silently lowered their heads and withdrew, and gently brought the door, but their hearts were not steady, and Ou Jinyu's unexpected silence made him feel even more frightened. In fact, he really didn't be lazy this night, he has been communicating with various media non-stop, some families have perennial contact with Ou Shi, and they are naturally happy to give Ou Jinyu this face, and some communication is naturally indispensable to the so-called unspoken rules, money can make ghosts push ghosts, money can also make ghosts push ghosts, he is confident that there is no money in this world that cannot be done, but it is a pity that he forgot what it means to have an exclusive report when all the media promised not to send that photo, and no one will give up on such a matter of fame and fortune, and this Yihai Morning Post seized this opportunity, because they know what a simple concert can be, what they want is a big wave, and this time the topic of heroes saving beauty has made their uproar.
Ou Jinyu frowned and picked up the newspaper, the early summer dragged the long skirt tail like a dying white swan in "Swan Lake", and the man next to her was so affectionate, snorted softly, they thought they were acting in a drama, this photo was like a still, he angrily threw the newspaper on the ground, but couldn't help but look down again, but said in his heart: This woman is simply too hateful, she must make the city full of wind and rain to be finished?
He doesn't know what the bite in his heart is, he only knows that the things that belong to him Ou Jinyu must not be touched by anyone, even if he doesn't want it, disdain it, and never want to touch it again, he must wait for him to throw it away with his own hands, instead of being snatched alive by others when it is still in his hands, this kind of mistake, this kind of negligence, made five years ago, will never repeat the same mistakes, this kind of mistake, this kind of shame, can only have that once in a lifetime.
Exhaling heavily, he closed his eyes tiredly, the night's sleeplessness made him look somewhat haggard, and he didn't realize it, let alone admit that he cared, his fingers tapped lightly on the armrest of the chair, but his mind was thinking about what to do next.
In early summer, she woke up at Jiang Yumo's house again, she seemed to be very familiar with this environment, she knew which side would have an alarm clock, and where there would be a water cup prepared by Jiang Yumo, and the water cup would always have her favorite honey grapefruit tea in the cup, and the strange thing was that every time she woke up, the temperature of the tea would be just right, neither cold nor hot, the temperature was like Jiang Yumo.
She lay there, secretly watching Jiang Yumo continue to be busy with his affairs, everything he does seems to be orderly, and it seems that there is nothing in the world that he will not do, she has seen him cook, sew, yoga, pulse diagnosis, ironing, is he an almighty superman!
Slowly sat up, Chu Xia was stunned, although every time she would be rescued by Jiang Yumo when she was the most embarrassed, but she always thought of another person in her heart, and there was no way to control her thoughts, that kind of longing was released from the depths of a person's heart, as natural as breathing, as instinctive as breathing.
When she found herself staying at Jiang Yumo's house again last night, she was once so scared that she was going to faint again, in fact, she was afraid that Ou Jinyu would know, and when this name slipped through her heart, she realized that it was impossible for her to forget him, even if he really hurt her that night. But she thought that maybe he didn't care where he was, maybe he had forgotten her, just like the clouds floating in the sky could never stay in the same sky, he was the free floating cloud.
"What are you in a daze? Are you still uncomfortable?" Jiang Yumo looked at her, and his voice was extremely warm.
Chu Xia shook her head, she has been like this since she was a child, she gets sick quickly, and she gets better quickly, but he looked at the piece of paper in his hand and said a little hesitantly: "If you are in good health, can you do me a favor?"
Chu Xia nodded hurriedly, because she couldn't repay him for the help he gave her, and she knew that he shouldn't hurt him.
When Xia took Jiang Yumo's arm and slowly walked into the banquet hall, she found out that she had been tricked, and this favor seemed to be a bit of a big help, because this man actually said at the door, the invitation said that he wanted him to bring his girlfriend to attend instead of his female companion, Chu Xia's eyes were almost open and almost flowed out, pointing at him with his finger, unable to speak for a long time, Jiang Yumo said embarrassedly for a long time: "Actually, this is not my fault, everyone thinks you are a •••••• after last night's performance , I just made up a special invitation card of yours this morning, and it really has your name, and I am not talking nonsense. ”
"Then you're going to go down the slope and get off the donkey? Isn't this forever clear? Oh, how can I mix in the music industry!" "In early summer, I almost cried and grabbed the ground, but I saw Jiang Yumo with a disapproving face, and said softly: "You haven't mixed in now!"
Chu Xia rolled his eyes in anger, but Jiang Yumo's mouth slowly floated a long-lost smile, he was a little grateful to the organizing committee for the chaotic mandarin duck score, sometimes the mistake continues to be wrong, and the mistake may become correct after a long time.
He pulled the reluctant early summer and continued to walk inside, the greetings along the way overwhelmed the early summer, she was not his girlfriend, but she had to receive his girlfriend-like attention, all this made her feel awkward, she looked absentmindedly, but inadvertently met a cold gaze, shivering, the blood all over her body was frozen at this moment, it turned out that everything just now was just a prologue, and the truly terrible music had not yet been officially staged.