Chapter 101: It's better to die

Chen Yanyan took the money to buy goods, the process was not smooth, the other party came to a few gangsters, about in a small alley, Chen Yanyan went out in a hurry, some disheveled, and suddenly made those people feel angry.

She was pushed to the cold ground, and the cold winter wind blew and made her unconscious.

But she didn't have the heart to estimate the little gangsters who were doing to her, she took the things she bought with trembling hands, hurriedly lit them and stuffed them into her mouth and sucked them hard.

Seeing that Chen Yanyan was motionless, she didn't feel anything they did, saying that it was a dead fish that lifted her, and several people suddenly felt bored, got up and scolded and left.

After slowly relieving himself and suppressing the addiction, Chen Yanyan's consciousness returned.

She looked down at her body, and tears flowed down her face.

"Ahh

She took the powdered cigarettes as if they were her own filthy body, and when she stepped on them completely, she crouched on the ground and cried.

At this time, she thought, just find a place, a high-rise building, or a river, and die. But when the impulse was over, her urge to die retracted, and she continued to live such a disgusting life.

What is the hope of saying or there is hope, what hope is there for her to live?

Chen Yanyan thought about it again and again, he really didn't want to continue like this, so he had better find a place to die.

She got up and put on her clothes, and in the winter, she was bare-legged and wearing a short skirt, and a T-shirt over her upper body with a down jacket that she had worn for a long time.

She wrapped her down jacket tightly and stumbled out of the alley, seeing the bright road outside, and the lampposts were full of red lanterns, as if it was going to be the New Year, but it had nothing to do with her, she didn't know where to go.

Since you have decided that you want to die, let's find a meaningful place.

It was Lin Haofeng who caused her to be like this, so she simply went to the Lin Group building, and when everyone went to work tomorrow morning, she jumped down from it.

Even if it is suicide, it should have a certain impact on Lin Haofeng, right? After all, some insiders know that she was Lin Haofeng's lover before, and if she fell to her death under the building of the Lin Group, Lin Haofeng will definitely be investigated.

That's right, just do it!

Chen Yanyan made up her mind, unconsciously quickened her pace, and only took two steps when she heard someone calling her name.

"Chen Yanyan?" Xi Cai's nanny car was parked on the side of the road, Xu Jia was also sitting in the car, she saw that the person standing on the sidewalk in a daze looked a bit like Chen Yanyan, so she asked to stop and come down to take a look.

Xu Jia also recognized it, but he was too lazy to deal with Hate Hao, the other party ran away and ran away, as long as he didn't act as a demon on the Internet, he didn't want to care about it.

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, and the crew of "Princess Shu" gave them a day off after filming today, so she came back early, and even Huo Yanqin didn't know.

Because the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and the weather is so cold, there are almost no pedestrians on the streets, at least for now.

Chen Yanyan was so focused on committing suicide that she didn't notice that a car suddenly stopped next to her, and after she turned her head and saw Xi Cai, she subconsciously wanted to run.

"Chen Yanyan. Xi Yan screamed again, the previous body was confused and uncertain, but this time she was completely sure of Chen Yanyan's identity.

Chen Yanyan's figure paused, and suddenly shivered with coldness.

Looking at Xi Shi wrapped like a bear from head to toe, and then looking at herself, her legs were blue from the cold, no wonder she was not cold.

"What are you going to do, are you laughing at me?" Chen Yanyan is already like this, he wants to commit suicide by jumping off the building, what does it matter if he is embarrassed in front of Xi Yan?

"It's not funny. Xi Cai saw Chen Yanyan's appearance, and only felt miserable, "What are you going to do?"

She was in the car just now, and when she saw Chen Yanyan's swaying appearance, she felt that she had nothing to love, she was not a nosy person, but somehow she let the driver stop the car.

"Then I'm leaving. Chen Yanyan used to hate Xi Cuisine the most, but now she has no strength and no heart to hate Xi Food, she only hates Lin Haofeng now, if she has the ability to find Lin Haofeng, it is best to die with him.

But she doesn't have that ability, after the onset of drug addiction, she has no dignity anymore, it is estimated that she will kneel in front of Lin Haofeng, praying to him like a dog, she doesn't want to go on like this anymore, it's better to die quickly.

"Wait a minute. When Xi Cai walked next to Chen Yanyan, he glanced at the situation in the alley and guessed that Chen Yanyan came out of it.

"What are you doing?" Chen Yanyan was a little impatient.

Xi Cai continued to ask, "What do you want to do? It's so cold, it's about to be the New Year, why don't you go home?"

"Go home?" Chen Yanyan smiled, "Where do I have a home?"

In the past, Chen Yanyan must have felt that Xi Cai's current appearance was deliberately embarrassing her, but working in a nightclub these days, she was embarrassed too much, and Xi Cai couldn't arouse any emotions at all.

Xi Yi felt that Chen Yanyan's state was very wrong, this was completely her intuition, and she couldn't tell the reason, but she felt that Chen Yanyan would do something bad next.

"Don't think about it. Xi Yan didn't know how to comfort people, and he didn't have much friendship with Chen Yanyan, so naturally there was no euphemism. Euro eBook

Chen Yanyan was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and subconsciously said, "How do you know that you can't think about it?" ”

If she can't open it, she has to go back to the nightclub and live a life that is not as good as pigs and dogs, but she still wants to open it, and she doesn't have to suffer if she dies.

Xiyu frowned, "You wait for me." She turned around and went to the car, took a card from her bag, and came over, "Here's for you." ”

Chen Yanyan frowned when she saw that it was a bank card, "What? You said you didn't come to laugh at me, dare you to humiliate me?"

"Take it, no matter what you're going to do, this money may be able to help you!" Xi Yu stuffed the card into her hand, "It's not much, it's only 100,000 yuan, and you don't have to have a psychological burden." ”

The main thing is that she is not very generous, she is a poor ghost herself.

Chen Yanyan was still stunned, and Xi Cai had already gotten into the car and left.

She was holding her bank card and had mixed feelings.

After Xi Cai got into the car, Xu Jia asked her, "I usually don't see that you have the physique of a virgin, didn't she hurt you badly enough?

Although Xu Jia didn't get out of the car, but looking through the car window, he knew that Chen Yanyan was living a very depressed life now, on such a cold day, he was still wearing a short skirt, and he was dressed very dusty, and he felt spicy when he saw it.

Xi Cai will send money to Chen Yanyan!

"I felt like she didn't want to live anymore. Xi Yan said, and looked at Chen Yanyan who was gradually moving away from the headmirror, she was still standing in place, staring at the card in her hand without moving.

Xu Jia didn't care, "If you don't want to live, you don't want to live, you look at her dress, you know that she mixed in those unclean places, how to say that she was a glamorous and popular flower before, such a gap is not something that ordinary people can afford." ”

Speaking of which, this can be regarded as the sadness of the entertainment industry, right? When I was in the circle, I desperately wanted to be popular, and I wanted everyone in the world to know me, but when something happened, after I was forced to withdraw from the circle, I was afraid of being let out by others, and I had to be watched by people with colored glasses in any line I did.

"Since she doesn't want to live anymore, then I'll give her a little money and let her do something meaningful. Xi Yu said incomprehensibly.

Xu Jia didn't understand this logic very well, but the money was given, and Xu Jia didn't bother to say it, so the matter was revealed.

The next day, Chinese New Year's Eve.

Huo Yanqin knew that Xi Cai was already at home on vacation, so he immediately drove to the apartment to pick her up.

Xu Jia also took the opportunity to go home for the New Year, and he was relieved to know that Xi Yi wanted Huo Yanqin to celebrate the New Year together.

When Xi Cai got into Huo Yanqin's car, he was still on the phone, but despite this, he still had his hands free to fasten Xi Yan's seat belt.

"Well, I'll be back soon, you go first, and we'll go straight to you. After Huo Yanqin finished speaking, he put away his mobile phone and began to concentrate on driving.

"Where to go?" asked Yuki.

Huo Yanqin smiled, "Grandparents have to let us go shopping for New Year's goods together, so we will go directly to the mall to meet them." He laughed, because he suddenly felt that this mode of getting along between the two was like a small couple.

Xi Cai didn't feel this way, and she was full of curiosity about the next Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

In the future, everyone only knows that there is such a festival, but there is no such form.

Huo Yanqin could see that Xi Cai was very happy, and he was in a good mood.

Soon I arrived in the mall, and I felt very festive when I saw it red everywhere.

Xi Cai is fully armed, even if the heating is turned on in the mall, she is covered with a thick layer, and she also wears a hat and sunglasses, for fear of being recognized.

After meeting with Grandpa Huo and Grandma Huo, the two elders gave her a warm hug, and then saw her dressed up, and felt a little sorry for her, public figures are not good, and they have to hide in public places.

"I said she didn't need to be used, let's just go back and wait for you, you have to let me bring her with me. Huo Yanqin also felt that Xi Cai was too hard like this, like a spy.

"No, no, I think it's funny, what are we going to buy, let's go, go buy it!" Xicai was very excited, she hadn't visited the mall, but she hadn't visited it during the New Year, and she was still with a family, which was a wonderful feeling.

Seeing that she was so excited, Huo Yanqin didn't say anything, pulled her to follow Grandpa Huo and Grandma Huo, and let her pull whatever she wanted.

In fact, Huo Yanqin doesn't understand this kind of thing about buying New Year's goods, it all depends on his grandparents, and his role is to escort.

Xi Yan was attracted by the novelties in the mall, and she didn't pay attention to Huo Yanqin holding her hand, Huo Yanqin got cheap, and naturally she wouldn't let Xi Yan notice.

There were only four people for the New Year, and Grandpa Huo and Grandma Huo bought a lot of things, eating and wearing, and most of them were eating, snacks and dried fruits, as well as all kinds of vegetables and meat.

"In previous years, it was a Chinese New Year's Eve meal made by Qing, and this year Huo Yanqin helped, so we will make it ourselves!" Grandma Huo took Xi's hand and said to her.

Since there was the little baby of Xi Cai, the two elders called Huo Yanqin had their names and surnames, so as to distinguish Huo Yanqin's status in the Huo family.