Chapter 37: Crying
Xu Lang and his roommate sat in a food stall eating and drinking, and the college roommate who hadn't seen him for a long time was particularly topical.
"One day, I found that I had no qualifications for self-pity, and I was left with tireless shoulders and simple ...... of satisfaction."
Xu Lang put down the wine glass in his hand and looked at the TV hanging on the wall of the food stall. I don't have the qualifications for self-pity, and I want to be happy. Xu Lang thought to himself.
"What's wrong, third," the boss Zhang Xuyao patted him on the shoulder in fear.
"This song is very good," Xu Lang replied. The song sung into his heart.
"Oh, Yang Yunruo, it's the nymphomaniac who divorced Ouyang Tianhou, I heard that he was dumped by Ouyang Tianhou, and I don't know if it's true" Zhang Xuyao said with interest.
"Ah, dumped?" Xu Lang doesn't pay much attention to things in the entertainment industry.
"Yes, it was uploaded on the Internet, saying that he and Zhao Yinger harassed Zhao Yinger when they were on the script, and then Ouyang Tianhou dumped him" Zhang Xuyao took a sip of beer. "If you want me to say, this kind of person deserves it, guarding such a beautiful diva as Ouyang Mingyue, and still going to insult others, not dumping him, who is completely self-inflicted."
"Really?" Xu Lang muttered. He doesn't believe it, who can say clearly about the affairs of the entertainment industry.
......
Yang Yunruo finally got the right to ascend to the upper level.
"Okay, let's get back to business, and you'll be in control of the next stage," Su Yingxue said to the camera.
"Thank you, host, the next one is one of my original songs "Should I Go Away Quietly", I hope you can like it," Yang Yunruo said slowly.
"I don't know/Why is this/Love is not what I imagined/I just can't find the direction to you/Not to mention how to forget/Standing in the rain with tears in my eyes/I don't know where to go/Thousands of times in my heart/Keep calling you/Keep looking for you frantically/Should I go away quietly/Or should I stay bravely/I don't know so much helplessness/Can I do it all over again/Should I walk away quietly/Or should I wait here and wait/You understand/The love I give you can never go away"
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Listening to it, Xu Lang silently left tears. Should I walk away quietly, or should I be brave enough to stay. The vicissitudes and precipitation in those words can easily give birth to a sense of picture, a loser hiding in the corner and watching his shining lover, muttering to himself if he should walk away. Turning around gently, walking away silently, walking away gently, walking away alone, no one seeing, no one finding, alone enjoying the heartache of the moment, chewing on the evocative feeling, and that reluctance. Should I walk away quietly?" Xu Lang asked himself silently. He thought of Yang Yunruo, the man who sat in the corner without a glance, like a wounded stray dog licking his wounds alone. What is Yang Yunruo's final choice? Is it divorced? Is that me....... If you don't deserve her, you can't ignore her, but you should leave.
Xu Lang took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone number from the bottom of his heart.
"Hey" there was a wheezing sound from the other side, as if he was tired.
"Let's break up," Xu Lang said softly.
There was a long silence on the other side of the "Okay", and finally he replied with a word. A good word. A good, five-year relationship quietly flowed and dissipated in the moonlight, like a puff of smoke, dissipated, and there was no trace left.
Xu Lang felt so uncomfortable, picked up the wine bottle next to him, raised his neck, and the wine in the bottle poured down his throat. Drenched heartily.
The roommate next to "What's wrong, the third child" hurriedly took down Xu Lang's wine bottle and looked at Xu Lang, who was already in tears.
"I broke up"
"It's divided, it's divided, come, buddy drink with you. ”
"Come, come, come. Drinking, drinking."
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"Damn, why do you feel a little distressed when you listen to this song?"
"How do I want to cry? Can anyone tell me where my tears came from?"
"Haha, you cry, but I keep laughing, laughing Yang Yun is so talented but has to face the fingers of Qianfu, I thought he didn't understand love, so let love flow away from his side, but now I find out that I am wrong, wrong outrageous, wrong mess. I feel that from then on I turned black to him. ”
"Woo, it turns out that he loves Ouyang Mingyue so deeply, I don't believe it, I don't believe that Yang Yunruo will do something offensive to Zhao Yinger, I don't believe it, someone must have framed him. ”
It turned out that what Yang Yunruo said at the press conference was true, he really decided to divorce Ouyang Tianhou a long time ago. ”
"Although I still don't agree with his character, I really like his songs, the song "Steady Happiness" just now, and the current song "Should I Go Away Quietly", I really like it, and I turned into a fan decisively. ”
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Ouyang Mingyue listened to your lover's whispered song, and unconsciously left tears. She has been strong since she was a child, she has not shed tears since her grandmother disliked her as a girl, no matter what she does, she buries it in her heart and bears it herself, silently fighting against fate.
It's just that what does Yang Yunruo's song mean? Do you leave him? In the past three years, Yang Yunruo's figure has entered her mind again and again, bit by bit. Chat with her when she is most lonely and lonely, accompany her to watch the sunset quietly, take her to eat street snacks, eat with oil in her mouth, blushing her face and ears spicy, take her to fly a kite on the days when the autumn wind blows, that silk thread, how much is not their thoughts, when the snow is white, help her cover her ears with his warm palms.
It turned out that the name Yang Yunruo had been engraved in her bones, and it turned out that he also loved her as much as she loved him. It's just why people who obviously love each other can't be together, why can't they listen to her explanation, why do they want to escape. It turned out that he had been torturing himself if he should leave. Now it's okay, I indirectly forced him to choose to leave. If, if they could have met earlier......
"Sister, what are you doing" Ouyang Mingzhu slammed the door open and walked in, leading the takeaway in her hand, and said to Ouyang Mingyue with a smile: "I know you've been busy with the album recently, I think you shouldn't have eaten yet, how about it, haven't you eaten?"
Ouyang Mingyue hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and pretended to smile and said to Ouyang Mingzhu who was walking to the table: "No, I'm just waiting for you to bring me food, I don't think you will starve me." ”
"That's" Ouyang Mingzhu walked into her sister, and Yang Yunruo's singing voice came from the computer, 'Should I go away quietly......
"Sister, what song are you listening to, it's very good"
"It's nothing" Ouyang Mingzhu closed the computer.
"Sister, why are you crying?" Ouyang Mingzhu looked at Ouyang Mingzhu's somewhat red and swollen eyes, as well as tears that had not been completely wiped away. "Say, who bullied you, tell me I'll go find him. ”
"No one, no one, eyes into the sand" Ouyang Mingyue hugged Ouyang Mingzhu's shoulders and sobbed softly.