Luo Xi was silent.

Si Junxian thought that she was tempted, and even understood the silence as a sign of thoughtfulness.

It was originally an unintentional joke, but if Luo Xi really thought about it, he would be happy to do it.

Although he has not yet planned to become a father, he is willing to try.

Si Junxian's heart actually had a faint expectation.

But he didn't know how much psychological burden this question brought to Luo Xi, as if she was thrown from the beautiful fairy tale castle into the abyss at once.

Sure enough, the dream is to wake up.

The happiness and warmth that Si Junxian brought to her made her subconsciously shield off the unbearableness of the past, just immersed in the happiness of the present, paralyzed the pain, and forgot the hatred.

However, after all, we have to think about the future!

If she is really determined to be together and form a family, should she be honest about the past?

At the very least, he should have been told that she had a child and that her whereabouts were unknown.

At the very least, he should be told that because of improper postpartum care, she has a severe uterine cold, and even affects fertility.

Also, shouldn't you tell him about what you've been through...... Dirty and unbearable?

Luo Xi didn't think about it.

"It's getting late, let's get up and clean up. She said sullenly, and was about to get up from Si Junxian's arm.

Si Junxian thought that she would give a gratifying answer after thinking about it for so long, but she was discouraged by his indifference.

"If you don't want to, you say you don't want to, and you don't have to. I will not force you, and I respect your opinion when it comes to children. Si Junxian said what he said from his heart, but he was already serious, and it was impossible to say that he would not be disappointed.

There was inevitably a bit of emotion in the tone.

It was impossible for Luo Xi not to hear it, but she couldn't comfort or explain, she just thought in her heart, wait until she goes back to find an opportunity to talk openly and honestly about her past with him.

In fact, Luo Xi was also very worried in his heart, afraid that everything he had now would come to naught.

But you can't hide it because that's just going to make the future worse, right?" she thought to herself.

The two of them got up separately, and the atmosphere was a little cool, unlike before last night, even the air was filled with the smell of honey.

When he arrived at the airport hall, after Si Junxian came back with his luggage, Luo Xi, who had been restless all the way, couldn't hold his breath after all, and asked from the side: "Gu Shaoli, has he talked to you about the past?"

"Yes. Si Junxian replied simply.

Luo Xi's heart sank, and after saying "oh", he had no desire to ask.

Si Junxian continued: "I told you something about the Gu family when you were a child. ”

"Gone?" Luo Xi asked subconsciously.

"It's gone. Si Junxian looked into her eyes, and there was an unknown emotion hidden in her deep eyes, "Do you want him to talk to me about something else?"

"It's not. Luo Xi immediately denied it.

Si Junxian said seriously: "If he doesn't take the initiative to say it, I won't ask." I want to hear you say to me in person, I can wait. ”

Luo Xi's fingers pinched the corners of her clothes, she thought that Si Junxian couldn't see it, but in the next second, her hand was already held by the other party.

Luo Xi thought that he didn't hide his identity at the beginning, so Si Junxian must have heard those rumors about Miss Gu's family, and maybe he had done an investigation.

Thinking of this, Luo Xi was even more ashamed, and gently withdrew his hand.

Si Junxian didn't clench it, and withdrew the little hand from his palm.

Just with this one action, he knew that Luo Xi was not ready. Is she not doing enough on her own? That's why she doesn't want to open up?

Si Junxian misunderstood Luo Xi's guilt, but thought that she still didn't trust herself and didn't cherish this love enough.

Two people who love each other are careful about each other, for fear that they will hurt each other because of themselves, but this kind of "unspoken" love is the most deadly.

Si Junxian hugged Luo Xi for no reason.

Luo Xi coveted his warmth and his broad, firm chest.

"I just remembered one thing, my mother asked me to bring her local specialties fish maw and aconite, and I haven't bought them yet. Si Junxian let go of Luo Xi, his tone was relaxed and slightly smiling.

"Then what should I do, go buy it now?" Luo Xi came out of the depressed mood just now.

"I'm looking for it here, there should be a store selling it. You board the plane first, wait for me on the plane. Si Junxian looked at the row of shops outside.

"Good. Then you go and find it. Luo Xi didn't think much about it, and he was also anxious for him.

Si Junxian nodded at her and looked at the team that was checking the tickets, "You go, I'll be fast." ”

Luo Xi said "um", turned around and left, but was grabbed by Si Junxian's arm again.

Before she could react, a kiss was printed. Without waiting for her to react, the other party had already let go of her and ran out.

Luo Xi didn't sleep all night, his head was not very bright, and he didn't think deeply.

She pursed her lips and walked to the ticket gate in a daze, then crossed the bridge, boarded the plane, and found a seat and sat down.

In the process of waiting, she called Si Junxian and got a reply: "I found it, go back soon." ”

So she was also relieved, and fell asleep in a daze.

It wasn't until the plane was about to land that she opened her eyes and realized that the seat next to her was empty!

Her first reaction was to look at the bathroom, thinking that Si Junxian was there. But after waiting for a full ten minutes, I didn't see the shadow of the other party.

"Hello, may I ask where the gentleman next to me has gone?" Luo Xi asked the flight attendant.

The beautiful flight attendant smiled and said, "Hello ma'am, this passenger did not board the plane." ”

Luo Xi's brain suddenly "buzzed", only to feel that his scalp was numb, and he didn't speak for a long time.

He didn't board the plane? Si Junxian didn't board the plane? Did he not catch up? Or ...... He's mad at himself? Don't want to come back together?

Luo Xi's brain is numb, and he lacks thinking about problems, so he likes to drill the horns.

"Ma'am, what's wrong with you, are you not feeling well?" the flight attendant asked nervously when she saw that she was not in the right state.

Luo Xi came back to his senses and said "it's okay" twice, and the flight attendant left with confidence.

There was no signal on the mobile phone in flight mode, Luo Xi was so anxious that he had to wait patiently for the plane to land.

In just ten minutes, Luo Xi stared at the clouds, only feeling that every cloud was stationary, and the plane seemed to be motionless in the sky.

What she hoped was that Si Junxian didn't catch the plane because she was shopping, but when she thought of this morning's conversation and the kiss Si Junxian had before leaving, she felt that she was thinking too simply?

How could she have thought that Si Junxian didn't plan to return with her at all?

At the end of the trip, the phone was finally able to resume communication.

Luo Xi was about to talk to Si Junxian when he saw a message jumping in: "It's still a step late, sorry to let you go back by yourself." I'll be back with you soon, loveu."

Luo Xi breathed a long sigh of relief, finally not so worried, and gave up the idea of calling.

"Okay, I slept all the way too, and I realized that you didn't catch up before I landed. She said it lightly, adding a heart-to-heart expression at the end.

"Little girl with no conscience, aren't you in a hurry when your husband is gone?" Si Junxian half-joked, and brought an angry expression.

Luo Xi smiled at the screen unconsciously.

"I knew you didn't catch up. "She showed her wit.

"Okay, go home quickly, I arranged for Ouyang to pick you up. By the way, let him take you to see the eyes. Si Junxian replied.

"Okay, then you can come back early. Luo Xi didn't think much about it.

"Well, you're missing me so soon? ”

"Forget it, you have enough fun over there!" Luo Xi replied angrily.

"Yes. Thank you, ma'am, ma'am!"

After receiving such a reply, Luo Xi stopped looking at his phone and couldn't afford to be angry.

After taking her luggage, she successfully rendezvoused with Ouyang and obediently checked her eyes.

Luo Xi didn't have much expectations, she listened to everything Ouyang said, and finally took a large bag of boiled Chinese medicine, two packs in the morning and two in the evening.

"Traditional Chinese medicine is broad and profound, it is worth trying, remember to follow the doctor's instructions!" Ouyang instructed when parting.

"Well, thank you. Luo Xi agreed.

When she returned to the door, she looked next door, stood at the door, thought for a while, and knocked on the door.

No response.

Is it at home, or has it moved away? Luo Xi's eyes flashed Xiao Nan's narrow peach blossom eyes and bright and sunny smile.

Somehow, she was always a little empty in her heart.

However, she also knows very well that there is a particularly important thing waiting for her to do when she comes back this time.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he put down his luggage, Han Jingting called.

Luo Xi keenly guessed that the call should be related to what she wanted to verify.

"Hey. She picked it up, her tone flat.

"Do you have time now? I'd like to meet you. Han Jingting's voice was low, and his mood seemed to be poor.

"Well, where is it?" Luo Xi asked.

"I'll pick you up. ”

"Good. ”

Half an hour later, Luo Xi got into Han Jingting's car.

She inadvertently saw Han Jingting's haggard appearance, and she didn't take the initiative to ask about Lu Lingyun's condition along the way.

After arriving at the tea house, the two entered a private private room, and then the topic was opened.

Luo Xi said first: "I brought back the auctioned works, they are genuine, you can rest assured." ”

"Well, I'm looking for you today, not for this matter. Han Jingting said indifferently.

"I know. Money is nothing to you. How is Ling'er?" Luo Xi did not evade.

When she saw Han Jingting's reaction, she knew that the other party no longer had hatred and prejudice against her because of Lu Lingyun's matter.

At the beginning, everyone misunderstood that she caused Lu Lingyun to lose her virginity, and when she had a hard time arguing, Han Jingting was not as polite to her as now.

Thinking of the past, Luo Xi's heart began to rise and fall again.

At that time, Lu Xingyun took advantage of Lu Lingyun's accident, and he hated her to the core, and the means of insult and torture were endless, even if she thought about it now, she would still tremble.

Luo Xi looked at Han Jingting with some expectation: "I just came back today, and I want to find a time to visit her in the hospital." ”

Han Jingting's eyes were a little tired, and his lips moved a few times before he finally said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry." ”

As soon as these three words came out, Luo Xi was like someone had clicked on the acupuncture points, maintained a posture, and did not move for a long time.

A belated apology, how many years has she waited?

How much did these three short words cost her?

Luo Xi's eyes were blurry, she lowered her eyes, and a drop of crystal liquid fell into the teacup.

Han Jingting sighed deeply, crossed his hands on the tea table, and said slowly: "Ling'er woke up and told me the truth back then. Since you know that the person she likes is your eldest brother, why don't you say it? If you say it sooner......"

Luo Xi didn't wait for the other party to finish speaking, then interrupted: "If I say it, under the circumstances at that time, will anyone believe it? Will you? Will Lu Xingyun will? Will the people of the Lu family do? You will only say that I lied, insulted Ling'er, and labeled me viciously, right?"

Han Jingting swallowed the unfinished words, and said an extremely helpless "sorry".