"Tell me, what do you want me to help with. Zhao Aiping asked the two people.

So Lao Li told Zhao Aiping about his plan like this, that, and that.

Zhao Aiping looked at Tang Feng after listening, "I think it's okay, let's ...... like this"

So, throughout the whole process, Zhao Aiping and Lao Li were discussing what to do with them, Tang Feng listened and listened, and felt that eh, how could this unreliable plan be quite reliable.

The three people here who are more than two Jiazi are discussing how to attack Tian Xiaoxia, and on the other side, Tang Mu has already taken Tian Xiaoxia to visit the house.

On the first floor, in addition to the living room, kitchen, and dining room, there are only two guest rooms, and one of them was originally lived by the aunt, but Tang Feng often traveled, and Tang Mu basically did not eat at home, so the aunt was dismissed, and the room was empty.

There are many rooms on the second floor, especially when there are few people. Tang Feng's study, bedroom, Tang Mu's bedroom, there are still three empty rooms, originally Tang Mu also had to have a study, Tang Mu felt that it was not necessary, he was in China for more than half a year, still in school, and it was very limited to read books when he went home.

Tang Mu pointed to the remaining room, "One of the south-facing rooms is reserved for you as a bedroom, and this north-facing room is for you to use as a study? ”

Tian Xiaoxia waved her hand again and again, she didn't want to have a room here.

Tang Mu pretended not to see Tian Xiaoxia waving his hand, "Dad has been in the study for a long time at night, so his study will not move, and his bedroom is also facing south, so there is only one room left facing south." ”

Saying that, Tian Xiaoxia pushed Tang Feng's study away, "Mom's photos are all in Dad's study, Dad's study usually doesn't let people in, and I reported it in advance." ”

Tang Mu asked Tian Xiaoxia to sit on the sofa next to the bed, then went to the desk, took down the two photo albums from the separate small bookshelf, and took them to Tian Xiaoxia's side.

"There are not a lot of photos of my mother at home, most of them are photos with my father when he was studying abroad, several personal photos are still what I asked my grandmother when I was a child, and my grandfather still has a photo of my mother at home. ”

Tian Xiaoxia's mind was on the photo, and he didn't notice what Tang Mu said, let alone the closeness in Tang Mu's words.

Taking the photo album that Tang Mu brought over, Tian Xiaoxia couldn't wait to open it.

Tang Mu explained to her beside her, "This is Mom, Dad said that Mom is better than us at this time, and it was taken when they first went to Russia." ”

"This is a picture they took when they went to the beach. ”

"This is what I asked my grandmother for, and my grandmother said that my mother was only twelve years old at this time, and it was taken after graduating from elementary school, and you see there is a red scarf. ”

“……”

Tang Mu slowly explained to Tian Xiaoxia, Tian Xiaoxia gently rubbed the photo through the transparent plastic of the album, as if she could touch the person she had always wanted to touch, but never had the opportunity to touch through the thin plastic, through the photos, and through the years.

There are really not many photos, and the two of them just watched it slowly, and it took more than half an hour to see it.

Tian Xiaoxia wanted one, but she felt that it was inappropriate, there were too few photos, so she took it herself, and they didn't have to look at it when they missed their mother.

Tang Mu knew that Tian Xiaoxia was sad, although he was sad every time he mentioned it, but he was an elder brother and a boy.

"Okay, don't be sad, Mom is gone, and my brother and Dad. Tang Mu took the lead in breaking the sad atmosphere between the two of them, and patted Tian Xiaoxia's head as he spoke,

"Mom still has two diaries left, but in Dad's drawer, I ...... It's not very convenient, and after a while, Dad will come back and let Dad bring it to you. ”

Tian Xiaoxia raised her head to look at Tang Mu with tears in her eyes, "Am I really very similar to her?"

Tang Mu nodded, it's just that the woman in the photo, at their age, still has baby fat on their faces, Tian Xiaoxia is thinner, and when it comes to the kind of group photo in the countryside, the woman in the photo is already very thin, and she can't nourish the sickly thinness of long-term labor.

"You say...... Why doesn't she want me, and doesn't tell others about my existence, does she just not want me?" Tian Xiaoxia finally asked.

Tang Mu handed Tian Xiaoxia a handkerchief with the smell of soaphorn, "Nonsense, how could my mother not want you? As we said before, my mother left you in Linzhou because she was afraid that you would suffer." ”

"Yes...... But why don't she leave you behind, isn't she afraid of your suffering?"

"Xiao Xia, I'm a boy, it's okay to suffer a little, my mother can't leave both of them, after all, many people knew about her pregnancy at the time. ”

Tang Mu paused, "But when the situation is really grim, our mother's surname is Lin, that's right, it's that Lin, the person written in the history books is my mother's uncle, you say, in that case, since your mother chose to give you away, how can you still let people know about your existence." ”

Tian Xiaoxia sobbed quietly and did not speak.

"Xiao Xia, you can't say that about Mom, Mom didn't give up on us under such difficult conditions, Mom endured so much hardship and brought us to the world, Mom definitely loves us. Tang Mu's voice choked up as he spoke.

Tian Xiaoxia also choked up and muttered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know that no mother doesn't love her children, and my mother is sorry, but, but, I'm really sad, I haven't even seen her." ”

Tang Mu craned his neck and tried his best to hold back the tears in his eyes, and patted Tian Xiaoxia's shoulder again and again, "Mom definitely won't blame you, I can find you in the vast sea of people, Mom must be happy, don't cry, Mom must be happy to know that you are home." ”

Tian Xiaoxia cried like a whimper for a long time, the tears stopped, but the crying hiccups couldn't stop for a long time.

"You said Mom... My mother was afraid that I would suffer...... Just leave me behind, you... Can you tell me... Tell me about when you were a child? Have you really suffered a lot?" Tian Xiaoxia raised his head, there were tears in the corners of his eyes that had not been wiped off, his eyes were red, and he asked Tang Mu with a hiccup.

Tang Mu handed the water to Tian Xiaoxia and said slowly: "It's not bitter, I didn't go back to Kyoto until I was almost three years old, I went back to Kyoto for a few days, I just saw my father, my father said that I was very thin at the time, he didn't even dare to hug me, I looked a lot smaller than children of the same age." ”

Tian Xiaoxia looked at the boy in front of him, who was taller than most boys, it was hard to think that he was once a lot younger than children of the same age, but he could also figure it out, in that environment, he must be malnourished.

"You said you hadn't seen your mother, but I don't really remember it. Maybe it was too young at the time. ”

"Although I always say that this is our home, in fact, it has only been half a year, I really feel that this is my home, there are many people living here before, grandparents, and uncle's family, grandma is not grandma, uncle is not pro-uncle, everyone is just ...... It's okay to get by on face. ”

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