CHAPTER 90
"Why are you?" Xiyan was about to say something, but the words that came to his mouth were swallowed back the moment he saw the person coming. It seems like he shouldn't have reappeared.
"It's me. Lei Yao smiled softly. She must have been surprised, otherwise she wouldn't have been surprised that she couldn't even close her mouth. "Are you waiting for someone?"
"Yes. Xiyan swallowed her surprise and smiled instead. "You may be seated. ”
"I thought you were going to chase me away. Lei Yao sat down as he spoke, and looked at Xiyan lightly, "General Yan just left, and you started waiting for him?"
"I don't have anything else to do but wait. Xi Yan smiled lightly and pushed the tea in front of him. She doesn't admit it and doesn't deny it.
"Thank you for your willingness to give me a cup of tea. He looked at her with suppressed sadness in his eyes.
"How is my sister?"
"It's not bad," Lei Yao said, looking at the freely stretched blades in the cup, "Do we have to have her for our conversation? ”
"I didn't mean anything else, just ask, I'm sorry for upsetting you. Xiyan said sincerely.
"You don't need to be sorry, it's me who should say sorry, the person you gave me, I didn't take care of. He looked her in the eye and made a clear accusation of her cruelty.
"You're not just here to say that, are you?" asked Xiyan looking away. She couldn't afford his gaze.
"I'm about to go on a journey, and I don't know if I'll be able to come back, so I'm sure I'll see you. Lei Yao smiled, maybe the last time.
"You're going to be a triumphant. ”
"I hope so. Lei Yao said softly after the rising water vapor. He will fight to the death and rush to the front.
Yuyan brought her face close to the cup, and the heat moistened her eyes. He is much older, not his face, but his eyes, the vicissitudes of life are depressed, he can't find the gentleness and peace he once had, he is already a tired middle-aged man. Her heart was a little sour, she couldn't say why, maybe she was also getting older and becoming sentimental.
"Xiyan" he broke the silence, "Maybe I shouldn't say this again, but I still hope you know that I don't mind sacrificing my feelings, but I really mind sacrificing you." "Even though there are many things that you don't want to let me know, I feel something.
She looked at him and smiled charmingly. "Whether I'm worth it or not, your words, I'll take it. ”
"Don't smile at me, that will give me unrealistic hopes. Lei Yao resisted the desire to reach out and touch her cheek. Her soft hair, her watery gaze, made his heart waver. The silent heart is gradually ignited, and there is a scorching temperature. What kind of affection is love, and is the heart that can only burn for her love her?
"Do I want to cry to you?" asked Xiyanxiao.
"Not to mention, in that case, I will immediately take you to the ends of the earth, regardless of whether you want to or not. Lei Yao said with a wry smile.
"You're talking too much today. Xiyan interrupted him.
"If there is no chance in the future, there are not many now. ”
His words alerted her, and she asked cautiously, "Why do you say that?"
"Nothing, don't be nervous, the sword has no eyes, anything can happen. Lei Yao said casually. Death and fate. Life is long and boring now, and even if it ends early, there are no regrets. I remember your voice, your smile, your warmth in my arms, and I will take them with me and face everything calmly. His face was indifferent, so that she couldn't guess his plan.
She didn't have any position to say anything. She couldn't help him anymore. Xiyan sighed softly, now, just look at each person.
Han Lang leaned against the porch outside the window and looked at the figures sitting opposite each other. Prince Gong appeared. It's time to say goodbye.
Tomorrow we will go on the expedition. I can't say goodbye again. Prince Gong was lonely and disappeared into the silent night.
Xiyan hugged her arms and shrunk her body like a cold. She looked at Han Lang standing in front of the door and said nothing. Thinking too much, but unable to express anything. Let's go, let's go, get close to me, it's to walk into a puddle of muddy water. As I sink in the whirlpool, I will sink anyone who comes near me.
Han Lang's eyes were calm, as long as she was safe here, until he returned, it would be enough.