Chapter 155: Doubt Yourself
Wu Xinyue was carried all the way back to the courtyard by Chu Yu, even when she got to the side of the car, this girl still strangled Chu Yu's neck and didn't let go, and finally she could only call a van with a relatively high ceiling before the three of them returned to the courtyard.
Chu Yuti's back hurt and he originally wanted to let Yan Snake change his back, but the latter didn't dare, he was afraid that Wu Xinyue would unconsciously strangle him to death if he drank too much.
Therefore, Chu Yu was terrified all the way when he carried Wu Xinyue, and he was afraid that Wu Xinyue would slap his head if he drank too much and was unconscious.
Looking at Wu Xinyue lying on the bed, Chu Yu touched his nose and sighed with emotion.
He felt that he might know why Wu Xinyue suddenly cried.
Lonely!
That's all.
Wu Xinyue has been practicing martial arts since she was a child, and she is still practicing martial arts in the deep mountains and old forests, and there is only one person she comes into contact with, that is, her mother, that is, her master.
Chu Yu asked Lao Baili about the Wumen before, the heads of the old Wu family were like praying mantises, looking for her husband just to pass on the lineage, and after having a child, she kicked her husband, and then raised the child alone to grow up and become a disciple, so Wu Xinyue has no father since she was a child.
This loneliness is not only due to the lack of father's love, including mother's love, and all the happiness that should be in childhood.
Yan Huangfeng's disciples are also lonely, just like Qin Beige, the kind of incompatibility that suddenly blends into the world after being isolated from the world, and his loneliness can be seen everywhere.
But Wu Xinyue's loneliness is different, Qin Beige has at least many brothers in the same class, and before Wu Xinyue left the school, she only had contact with one person, and that was her mother.
Yan Shi is a high apprentice, Yan Shi and his mother are originally two different and opposing identities, Wu Xinyue can have such a strong skill, it is conceivable that her mother plays the role of Yan Shi instead of a loving mother.
Except for her mother, the rest of the time, Wu Xinyue came into contact with wild animals in the deep mountains and old forests.
Sleeping in the open air, isolated from the world, so lonely.
Even after leaving the school, Wu Xinyue went to the Yanhuangfeng Mountain Gate to move his muscles and bones, and he had never made friends with anyone in the Mountain Gate, or even chatted, even in the world, except for him and Yan Snake, he had come into contact with Luo Shi.
In Lao Luo's words, Wu Xinyue stayed at his house for two days and one night, in addition to eating and meditating, he said a total of three sentences, where is Chu Yu, how to find him, take me to find him.
People can't live like this, human beings are social animals, crowded places always seem lively and prosperous, people are also prosperous, and the heart is also prosperous.
If it is not prosperous, it is lonely.
Sighing silently, Chu Yu closed the door and came to the courtyard.
The flame snake held a cigarette in his mouth and waved his hand at Chu Yu.
The two sat down looking at each other, and Yan Snake was the first to speak: "This person... It's actually pretty good. ”
"yes, that's good. ”
Yan Snake looked like he wanted to speak and stopped, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Do you want to take her overseas with you, and if you stay by your side, at least you won't let her go down the wrong path." ”
"It's not up to me. Chu Yu shrugged his shoulders and said, "And don't forget, according to the trend of history, it was because she went overseas that her whereabouts were unknown and she finally turned black." ”
"yes, then I won't take her overseas. Yan Snake asked curiously: "I have something I can't figure out, Wu Xinyue can be said to be the most simple and brainless person I have ever seen, how can she get involved with Chu Shuye?"
"I don't know. Chu Yu spread his hands, and after a moment of silence, he said with an expression of disbelief: "At first, I thought she was hating because of love, but then I felt that I was a little too narcissistic, just like me, how could Wu Xinyue like me." ”
That's right. ”
Chu Yu continued: "So I think it may be me in the future, that is, Chu Fugui, who wanted to use Wu Xinyue at that time, after all, Wu Xinyue is so capable of fighting, and then brought overseas, and then something happened, which made Wu Xinyue completely disappointed in Chu Fugui, and finally was used by Chu Shuye, I think this possibility is higher, after all, Chu Fugui, the old bastard, did everything to stop Chu Shuye." ”
"It's not impossible for you to say this, but one thing doesn't make sense. ”
"Which point?"
"Judging from our investigation, Chu Shuye seems to be working for Wu Xinyue. ”
"Oh yes, that's it. Chu Yu rubbed his temples: "This is strange, I can't figure it out, how could such a simple girl become like that." ”
"yes, it's quite simple. Yan Snake shrugged his shoulders and said: "I haven't eaten well, I haven't drunk good, I have no friends, I'm isolated from the world, I'm with animals as my companion, I only have martial arts in my heart, no wonder I have such a terrible cultivation." ”
Forget it, what should we do, I'll go find Mr. Zhi tomorrow, let's go overseas as soon as possible, as for Wu Xinyue, let it be, blackening is not something that can be blackened in a day or two, let Yanhuangfeng Mountain Gate pay more attention. ”
"Well, that's all there is to it. ”
Chu Yu yawned and went back to the house to sleep.
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Chu Yu slept soundly this night.
Solved Ju Zhengqi, solved the soul binding master Kundu, Feng Kaishan woke up, Xiao Baiyue can live for sixty more years, all the bumps and bumps can be regarded as solved, and the first time after the arrival of Chu Yu slept extremely sweet.
When he woke up, it was already the third pole of the sun, but he didn't wake up naturally, but was woken up.
The flame snake kicked the door open, and directly pulled Chu Yu, who was wearing pajamas, and ran into the courtyard.
"You're sick, so don't let people get a good night's sleep. ”
The flame snake didn't explain, and pointed directly to the roof.
Chu Yu squinted his eyes and looked intently, only then did he see Wu Xinyue sitting motionless on the roof.
"What is this girl doing on the roof?"
Yan Snake swallowed a mouthful of saliva: "He was on it when I got up, like... It seems like... ”
"Seems like what?"
"It seems to be a demon of the heart. ”
Chu Yu grinned: "Crossing... Demons?"
Yan Snake's face was complicated: "My senior brother and I crossed the heart demon because we have experienced countless battles, especially me, several times on the edge of life and death, this is the experience of the heart demon, this girl... This girl is drinking a drink and starting to overcome the demons?"
Chu Yu couldn't cry or laugh.
Although he is not a martial artist and does not know kung fu, he feels that the heart demon should not have much to do with whether he fights or not, and he should have entered a state of self-doubt.
To put it bluntly, it is nothing more than two situations, one is the sudden change of the environment and life trajectory, and the other is that the idle egg pain begins to think crankily, of course, there may be both.
Qin Beige experienced the demons in his heart, and that was because he came to the world, first the living environment changed, and then his faith began to collapse, and finally he began to enter the state of crossing the demons.
As for the situation of the flame snake, it is similar, in the last days, this guy will do two things, kill people, or be killed.
Even if you often fight after coming to this world, it is nothing compared to the end of the world, and the intensity of the battle, the environment of the battle, and the degree of danger are almost incomparable.
In addition, the flame snake began to be at a loss, because he found that the present world was too "beautiful", beautiful as a dream, the streets were full of ordinary people, the kind of ordinary people who kicked one by one, who could cut whoever was not pleasing to the eye, without much effort, the water flowing in the faucet was without any pollution, and there was no need to grab what to eat, not only could it be satisfying, but also very delicious.
All of this made the flame snake feel as if he had flown from hell to heaven, so he was confused.
This confusion does not mean that he is unwilling to live a good life, but that he is afraid that he will become obsessed with this wonderful world and reduce his fighting spirit and dedication to tasks.
Therefore, Qin Beige and Yan Snake both faced a problem before they had to experience the demons.
Qin Beige could not continue to be his chief senior brother of Yanhuangfeng Mountain Gate in the world.
The Flame Serpent is unable to be his most wanted criminal in the world.
With their original identity and three views, they cannot integrate into this world, and if they cannot integrate into the world, they will not be able to enjoy the joy and happiness that they have never gotten with peace of mind.
If they want to blend in with the world, they can't be the chief brothers, and they can't be the most wanted criminals in the last days.
What can make them what they are now, but it is precisely these two special identities.
This is like many retired old cadres, who have been busy all their lives, and finally got idle and depressed, basically the situation is similar, because they have become accustomed to the previous environment and life.
As for the other masters of the Demon Tribulation, it is because the cultivation has reached that point, and they can't find an opponent, or they still doubt themselves, and they suspect that they have spent decades practicing martial arts, and in the end, they have a feeling that they can't even find their opponents, in fact, they are also self-doubting, and they don't know if it's worth it.
It is understandable that the others have crossed the heart demon tribulation, Chu Yu.
But this Wu Xinyue... As Yan Snake said, because one meal and two bottles of Moutai entered the Demon Tribulation, this is a bit nonsense.
Zhou Qian stood aside, looking at Wu Xinyue on the roof, as if looking at a fairy who was about to soar.
"Oh my God, the Demon Tribulation, this is the realm of legends. ”
Zhou Qian had heard from the hidden door worshippers in the family before, and those who basically wanted to cross the calamity of the heart demons were almost the same as soaring in the daylight.
Yan Snake rolled his eyes: "Lao Tzu has already crossed over."
Finish. ”
"Really?" Zhou Qian said with a look of disbelief: "Then why do you still say that you can't beat Sister Wu." ”
"This has a hairy relationship with the strength of the body... Forget it, you don't understand it even if it is explained. ”
Chu Yu nodded.
Whether or not you can survive the catastrophe of the demons has little to do with combat effectiveness.
It's not that the combat power will rise in a straight line after the catastrophe of the heart demon, it can only be said to be a change in mentality.
I haven't crossed it, and I've been in the stage of self-doubt, let alone fighting, and I can't even live a normal life, because my mind is full of self-doubt and the three views are constantly collapsing.
If it is over, people are open-minded, in layman's terms, that is to eat Ma Ma fragrant, and in layman's terms, that is, the mentality determines everything.
The mentality is good, and the progress of martial arts is also fast, without mentality, let alone practicing martial arts, I can't sleep well, and I will go crazy sooner or later.
Looking at Wu Xinyue, who was meditating cross-legged on the roof, Chu Yu gradually figured it out.
This girl entered the catastrophe of the demons, and it shouldn't have much to do with shabu mutton and Moutai.
Since leaving the Nine Dragons Waterfall with herself, this girl has experienced a lot of things.
Beat freaks and get lost, kill Kun and save people, contact Luo Shi has lived in a mansion, played drunk and eaten meat, more exciting every time, more novel every time, mainly because I know a lot of specious things that have not yet found the answer, such as my identity, the future of the other party, and what the future will look like, etc.
I've tried all these messy things, and I've tried it all in one go, if I don't drink, it's okay, with Wu Xinyue's self-discipline and mind, I will solve it one by one and think about it one by one, but there will be no problems, but I drank too much yesterday, and my brain is like paste, mainly because I cried.
The reason why I cry must be because of grievances, since I am wronged, I think it was a long time and then suddenly broke out, this outburst, coupled with messy things, entered self-doubt, and then became demonic.
Anyway, no matter how powerful Wu Xinyue is, she is a woman in her twenties, and whoever lives in the deep mountains and old forests every day will be wronged.
"Let her think for herself, she can't rely on others for such a thing. ”
Chu Yu didn't dare to go up and breathe, if Wu Xinyue was crazy, no one would be able to cure her.
As soon as the words ended, there was a knock on the door outside.
Zhou Qian was just about to shout someone, but he was directly kicked by the flame snake.
"Wu Xinyue was disturbed. ”
"Oooh. Zhou Qian rubbed his ass and ran to open the door.
After the door was opened, Zhou Qian walked out from behind the shadow wall, followed by the servants, the old Bai family, Bai Buer, Bai Wushuang, and the little white moon in Bai Buer's arms.
Bai Fuji's face was ruddy, as if he had drunk adult wine, and as soon as he entered the door, he was about to laugh heartily, Chu Yu and Yan Snake immediately made a silent gesture viciously.
Bai Fuji looked embarrassed.
No matter what his Bai family's old mansion was burned into, no matter how many feet the flame snake kicked him, these are all processes, and the result is something that no one can deny, that is, Xiao Baiyue!
Okay thoroughly, a good group of doctors called hell, all the indicators of the good body are completely normal, and the good little Baiyue can run and jump for a day and a night after waking up, and she hasn't coughed.
No matter how stupid the Bai family is, they understand that it is Chu Yu's reason.
If there is no result, the process is that Chu Yu will burn their Bai family's old mansion and kick them like a dog.
But with this result, the definition of the process has changed, and the reason why Chu Yu did this is not the "to save Xiao Baiyue" that he has been shouting.
In the past, Chu Yu was the life-and-death enemy of their Bai family, burning down their house and kicking their Bai family's big face.
Now, Chu Yu is the great benefactor of their Bai family, and in order to save Xiao Baiyue, he burned their house and kicked their Bai family's big face.
Because of this, the three generations of this family ran to the courtyard and prepared to thank them in person.
According to Bai Fuji's plan, his dignified head of the Bai family came to visit in person, and then everyone shushed and smiled to avoid enmity.
As a result, they didn't even let out a fart when they entered the door, and Yan Snake and Chu Yu both stared at them with murderous expressions.
Bai Wushuang's face was relatively thick, and he walked over quickly, smiling kindly at Chu Yu: "Mr. Chu, before... ”
"Speak quietly. ”
"Oooh. Although Bai Wushuang didn't know why, he still lowered his voice and said, "Mr. Chu, there were many misunderstandings before, Wanwang Haihan... ”
"Be quieter. ”
Bai Wushuang: "... ”
This also makes it impossible for people to speak.