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Luo Xi didn't answer Han Jingting's question directly, and after being silent for a long time, he asked, "Is there still no news from your eldest brother and sister-in-law?"
Han Jingting's expression was solemn and he shook his head.
"Since the Han family knows that Ono is not biological, I'm afraid they won't treat him as their own, right?" Luo Xi was thinking about Han Qingye's future.
She remembered what Si Junxian had said about Han Qingye before, but she didn't expect it to come true so soon.
And Han Qingye turned out to be the child he lost back then.
How should she confess to Si Junxian?
Si Junxian is such an excellent man, and she ...... has been insulted by two men one after another, and what is even more excessive is that she doesn't know who the father of the child is.
Luo Xi was a little lost, and she even thought, if she hadn't fallen into the swamp of love, wouldn't she have thought so much?
She still likes to be free and easy, and hates the current indecision.
Han Jingting heard Luo Xi's words, and said in a deep voice: "No." ”
"How is it possible? Your Han family even has to be right for the marriage of the younger generation, where can you accommodate a child of unknown origin? Even if you take him in, it will definitely not be the same as before. What's more, your generation will still have children, and Ono will definitely feel the difference in treatment at that time. Luo Xi thought of his experience in the Gu family and knew that Han Qingye was not suitable to continue to stay in the Han family.
But how can such a little guy tell him the truth about his background?
Han Jingting had no choice but to use silence instead of answering.
He knew better than Luo Xi that Han Qingye really couldn't be loved as before.
"Han Jingting, I want to take Ono away, please help me. Luo Xi thought for a long time, and finally made up his mind, "But don't tell him the truth, let me take care of him instead of Mr. and Mrs. Han." If one day they come back, Ono will still be their child. ”
Han Jingting stared at Luo Xi for a long time and said "Okay".
He accidentally wondered if he hadn't been so irritable back then, would it be Luo Xi and this child......
The weakest thing about time is "if", and he pushed the thought back.
After the conversation, Luo Xi went to the hospital.
Han Qingye was sleeping, his little face was pale, and his bulging little face was also sunken.
Because the visiting time had passed, Luo Xi could only look out the window in a daze.
It was a sunny day that she had been thinking about for so long, and she thought that her hope was dashed, but she didn't expect the little guy to be by her side.
Thinking back to the first encounter, and the little guy's love for her, maybe everything is destined to fate.
Unconsciously, Luo Xi was already in tears.
"Luo Xi?" a surprised female voice dragged her back to reality.
Luo Xi turned his head and saw Jiang Mengxi looking at him in surprise.
Only then did she realize that tears were already flooding her face, and she hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe them dry.
"You...... Come to visit the patient?" Jiang Meng hoped to the ward.
"Yes. ”
"This kid?"
"Hmm. Aunt Liu also lives here?" Luo Xi thought of Si Junxian and said that Liu Ruyan was seriously injured.
"Yes, my mom is recuperating here. Jiang Mengxi said apologetically, "Is it convenient for you?" Let's go out and talk for a while. ”
"Good. Luo Xi saw her earnestness, so she agreed.
The two of them came to the downstairs of the hospital, and at dusk, the afterglow of the setting sun fell on them.
"That, Luo Xi," Jiang Mengxi pursed her lips a few times before facing Luo Xi solemnly and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Luo Xi naturally didn't know the inside story, and his eyes were full of questions.
Jiang Mengxi knew that Si Junxian did not confess what happened that night.
Since this is the case, she can't say anything, so as not to add misunderstanding to the two.
"It's nothing, it's just that I'm very grateful to Mr. Si for saving me and my mother. Jiang Mengxi paid special attention to the title.
"Aunt Liu and Aunt Si are good friends, and you envy him and won't ignore him. Luo Xi didn't know what to say, so he reluctantly worded.
Jiang Mengxi was relieved and said briskly: "I really envy your feelings, I hope that one day I can meet such a loyal man." ”
Of course, Luo Xi didn't understand the deep meaning of these words, but just smiled lightly and said, "It will definitely be." ”
"Thank you. I hope to be very good friends with you!" Jiang Mengxi said, stretching out his right hand.
Luo Xi smiled and shook it back, "Of course." ”
The halo hit Luo Xi's face, soft and warm, and Jiang Mengxi felt Luo Xi's difference at this moment.
She finally understood why Si Junxian loved this woman deeply.
After saying goodbye to Luo Xi, she returned to Liu Ruyan's hospital room and brought her dinner.
Although Liu Ruyan was not in danger of life, her body was much weaker.
Jiang Mengxi has always blamed herself for causing her mother.
"Mengmeng, there is something that my mother has never told you. Liu Ruyan slowly drank the rice porridge, and her voice was smooth and low.
When Jiang Mengxi heard such a tone, he immediately felt uneasy.
"Mom, what's wrong?"
"Actually, you have a sister. But she left us at a very young age. At that time, she was only two years and four months old, and she was still so young. Liu Ruyan seemed to fall into a memory, and her eyes became blank.
Jiang Mengxi was completely stunned, looking at her mother in disbelief.
At this moment, she realized that the other party seemed to be much older all of a sudden.
"Your dad is always busy and can't take care of the house. At that time, I also had my own business, and I could only arrange a nanny to take care of your sister. But unexpectedly, the nanny colluded with outsiders to kidnap her. Liu Ruyan said slowly, as if there was a big stone in her chest, which made her breathless.
Jiang Mengxi then understood why her mother had been a housewife since she could remember.
She always thought that Liu Ruyan was originally a virtuous helper behind her father, until she grew up and inadvertently found the trophy certificate that was piled up in the utility room, and she knew that her mother had such a high artistic attainment.
She asked why, but received no answer.
Today, her question was finally solved, "Mom, is it because of my sister that you never pick up a paintbrush again?"
Liu Ruyan didn't answer, and said to herself: "I received a call from the kidnapper, and I told your father that no matter how much money the other party wants, we will give it, and we must redeem your sister." But your father called the police behind my back, and finally ...... Your sister never came back. ”
Jiang Mengxi saw her mother's desperate eyes, and her heart was as uncomfortable as a knife.
She finally understood why her mother always treated her father coldly, and it turned out that she was resentful because of it.
She once thought that her father had cheated on her when he was young, and she had never been forgiven by her mother.
Even if he was injured this time, his father specially asked for leave to come to visit, but his mother drove him away on the grounds that he didn't want to see him.
"Mom......" Jiang Mengxi held Liu Ruyan's cold hand and said distressedly: "It's not your fault. ”
"Heh," Liu Ruyan laughed self-deprecatingly, "don't blame me? ”
"Mom, you are a good mother, you have done a lot for me. From Jiang Mengxi's point of view, the distance between her sister and her is too far, and what she can perceive is naturally that Liu Ruyan, as a mother, has reached the extreme.
With all the time companionship, meticulous care, and a lifetime of cultivation, for her, Liu Ruyan is indeed the most perfect mother in the world.
But she now understands that this is another kind of compensation and redemption.
She has such a mother's love, which she sacrificed her sister in exchange.
Liu Ruyan has guilt for her eldest daughter and love for her younger daughter, and has been struggling with contradictions over the years.
Now that she can finally express her heart, the whole person seems to have been drained of her energy, and she can't hold on anymore.
This life and death calamity made her decide to tell Jiang Mengxi about this matter, and if she was no longer alive, she would let her youngest daughter continue to look for her sister.
She has never been willing to think about the worst outcome, which is also the pillar that supports her life.
Liu Ruyan leaned weakly on the head of the bed, looked at Jiang Mengxi, and instructed: "Mengmeng, promise me that if your mother is gone, you will go to find her for your mother." ”
Jiang Mengxi held back her tears and solemnly promised: "Mom, you must be well, and wait for my sister to come back and reunite with us." I'm going to mobilize all my relationships and friends to find it, and I'm sure I'll be able to find my sister!"
Liu Ruyan's face finally had a smile, "Okay, I'll wait." ”
*
Luo Xi was walking aimlessly on the sidewalk when he received a call from Si Junxian.
She looked at the caller ID and waited for a long time, until the ringtone disappeared, and she didn't pick it up.
Si Jun persevered and called again.
Luo Xi adjusted his mood and picked up: "I'm sorry, I made a temporary appointment and can't go home for dinner." ”
Si Junxian immediately sensed that something was wrong, this was not Luo Xi's style of acting.
"Where are you, still with Han Jingting?"
"No, I made an appointment with Ye Man. Luo Xi was so nervous that he had to lie.
"Ye Man is on a business trip. Si Junxian said with a word.
Luo Xi was speechless.
"If you don't make it clear to me, then I'll go to Han Jingting and ask for clarification. Si Junxian's tone was incomprehensible.
"Si Junxian, give me a little time and let me think about it, okay?"
Luo Xi suddenly softened, making Si Junxian unable to answer for a while.
Seeing that the other party was silent, Luo Xi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Didn't you say it before, I don't want to say it, you won't ask." ”
"Yes, I said that. Si Junxian shook his fingers, "But you can't be alone, let alone lie to me." ”
Luo Xi knew that he was blaming himself for lying to him just now.
"I'm sorry. She apologized.
"I don't want to hear sorry. You can not say it, I can not ask, but I will accompany you. Once Si Junxian became stronger, Luo Xi couldn't refuse, "It just so happens that I also have one thing I want to confess to you." ”
Half an hour later, Luo Xi got into Si Junxian's car.
Neither of them spoke, and the car drove all the way to the outskirts, and finally stopped in a village in the middle of the country.
In the night, the warm yellow light is in the darkness, and the smoke rises up, warming the cold night.
Luo Xi never knew that there was such a place in Long City.
Si Junxian took her hand and walked into a homestay in the village.
As soon as the bespectacled young man sitting at the bar saw them come in, he greeted them warmly: "Brother Jun, you have finally brought your girlfriend!"
"Hehe, it's my wife. Si Junxian slapped his documents on the table, "Open a room." ”
"Yo yo yo! I haven't seen you married for a few years! How many little sisters are going to cry to death. Haha, hello sister-in-law!" The young man greeted Luo Xi while joking.
Luo Xi didn't expect Si Junxian to have acquaintances here, so he could only smile and praise: "Hello, the decoration here is very chic." ”
"It's fun, my sister-in-law likes it. Oh, Brother Jun, Tianguang Fang!" the young man handed Si Junxian a room card.
"Then you're busy. Si Junxian didn't talk nonsense, and led Luo Xi to the stairs.
This small villa has only three floors, and the young man opened the best one for Si Junxian, and the balcony extending from the bedroom can directly see the night sky and the wilderness.
"Have you been here?" Luo Xi was a little curious.
"Five years ago. Si Junxian came prepared, and actually took out the lunch box from the big bag.
"You...... Already ready?"
"Well, there's a microwave, and there's wine. Perfect. ”
Si Junxian started the operation with ease, and after a while, he set up the meal on the small table on the terrace.
Simple yet sophisticated.
"Are you hungry?" he said in the moonlight.
Luo Xi learned from him to sit cross-legged on the futon and picked up the cup with red wine: "I want to drink." ”
"Accompany you to the end. Si Junxian raised his glass and touched it gently, and his doting gaze made Luo Xi dare not look directly.
Luo Xi, who was full of worries, soon entered a slightly drunken state.
The reason why she chose to drink was because she wanted to escape, and secondly, she wanted to be courageous, which was so contradictory.
Finally, she felt that she was bold enough, and when she raised her eyes, she fell into the vast galaxy.
"Xiaoxi, do you care about my past?"
Si Junxian actually spoke one step ahead of her.