Chapter 377: The helplessness behind the glamour

Chen Xiaoyi received a call from Li Wan that she had just finished recording a show and was removing her makeup in the dressing room. Mobile

was entrusted by Li Wan and Lin Qiang to find Feng Weiqiang, but it didn't bother her. In this male-dominated society, whether it is officialdom or the workplace, or even in the shopping mall, women with a little posture will almost have been harassed by this kind of harassment, and they have experienced a lot and are used to it.

Moreover, every line has its own unspoken rules, especially in their entertainment industry, this kind of thing is no secret, so much so that the person in charge of a small column like Feng Weiqiang dares to think crookedly. Chen Xiaoyi is now a famous host in Taiwan, so naturally she doesn't need to pay attention to this kind of little person, and of course she can't scold him in person, so she just brushes her sleeves away.

has been in this circle for a long time, Chen Xiaoyi also understands that it is almost impossible to gain a firm foothold and develop in it just by relying on her own beauty and talent, unless she has a very strong background relationship, otherwise, the so-called adherence to principles and self-love can only allow herself to be quickly isolated and eliminated, and there will never be a future.

A little girl like her, who relied on her own efforts, was admitted to university from a small country town and was lucky enough to enter the city TV station, with only a back behind her, and naturally she couldn't escape from the rules. After experiencing the initial psychological struggle, Chen Xiaoyi could only succumb to this environment.

Fortunately, she is very smart, does not make unnecessary efforts and sacrifices, cleanly and neatly pong the former deputy director of the real power figure, directly ignoring the other pretenders below, smoothly position, from an office staff to the host position, can finally learn to use, and with their own beautiful temperament and professional talent, under the care of the deputy director, step by step to grow into a famous news host in the station, all important news occasions in the city are hosted by her to host interviews, but also responsible for hosting every Monday, Wednesday, Friday night broadcast of the " Yangzhou Big Event" column has become one of the pillars.

Although the deputy director was transferred to another city as the director of the TV station more than a year ago, and invited her to go there to develop there, Chen Xiaoyi refused the deputy director on the excuse that she didn't want to leave this hometown city, but in fact, she didn't want to entangle with him anymore, so she took the opportunity to return to her freedom.

At this time, she also has a certain reputation, although she has no backer, she has finally gained a firm foothold, and it is difficult for ordinary people to shake her position. It's just that those eyes who have been coveting her beauty have also begun to circle around her without scruples, Chen Xiaoyi is no longer the ignorant little girl who just entered the industry, and she has already had a way to deal with those womanizers, and she will not let them succeed easily, nor will she turn against them face to face, and she will very cleverly protect herself from being hurt.

Since meeting Li Wan because of an advertising business, the two quickly became good friends. Li Wan has a good family background and can realize her ideals according to her own ideas, which makes Chen Xiaoyi envious, but Li Wan admires her for having a good career through her own efforts. There is also a reason why the two of them finally became good girlfriends, both of them have graduated from college for many years, and they already have a good career foundation, and the two are also beautiful and charming, but they have not yet had a sweet love.

After all, Chen Xiaoyi has experienced personnel, and her understanding of men is much deeper than Li Wan's, after several contacts, she quickly saw Luo Zhiyong's true face, and when Li Wan finally broke up with Luo Zhiyong, Chen Xiaoyi also gave her very firm support.

When Li Wan and Lin Qiang became partners, and co-produced the sensational real estate endorsement advertisement, and through her relationship, after the TV broadcast on the TV station, Chen Xiaoyi found out when such a young talent as Lin Qiang appeared in Yangzhou from time to time, when Li Wan invited her to help the opening ceremony of Hongyuan Garden to broadcast live, Chen Xiaoyi happily agreed, because she wanted to understand Lin Qiang, just because Li Wan once joked that Lin Qiang was still a single aristocrat.

After that, Chen Xiaoyi naturally knew that Li Wan was teasing her, and she was very surprised to find that the relationship between Li Wan and Lin Qiang was becoming more and more unusual, with intuition, Chen Xiaoyi was sure that Li Wan had a mind about Lin Qiang, although she repeatedly denied it, but Chen Xiaoyi from the perspective of a person who came over, from Li Wan's admiration and slightly shy demeanor when talking about Lin Qiang's brilliant deeds, it can be seen that Lin Qiang has entered her heart, and at the same time, Lin Qiang's more and more dazzling performance in Yangzhou also made Chen Xiaoyi look at him with admiration, and it was very certain that with Lin Qiangxiang, Luo Zhiyong would soon be scum into the soil, and would be completely excluded by Li Wan。

The result of the matter was just as Chen Xiaoyi expected, but after Li Wan and Luo Zhiyong broke up completely, they went to Fengcheng to develop a new business, and there was a lot less contact between the two, she didn't know about Li Wan's relationship with Lin Qiang after that, let alone that the two of them had broken through the relationship, and she didn't know that Li Wan had recently found her true love.

Although she has known Lin Qiang for a long time, Chen Xiaoyi has not dated Lin Qiang alone, and entrusted by Li Wan, she learned that the two of them also opened a catering company in Yangzhou, and Chen Xiaoyi is even more convinced that the relationship between the two of them is not ordinary.

Good friends begged each other, Chen Xiaoyi naturally wanted to help, so she met Lin Qiang alone for the first time, and exchanged contact information such as msn, I thought that with my own relationship, I could easily get things done, but I didn't expect to run into a scumbag like Feng Weiqiang. After the matter was messed up, Chen Xiaoyi was embarrassed to explain the reason to Lin Qiang in person, and did not dare to ask him to meet, but only told him on the phone that he could not help.

Lin Qiang still expressed his gratitude to her on the phone at the time, and later at the food festival, Chen Xiaoyi took the opportunity of the interview and report to do a good job of promoting Lin Qiang's special steamed noodles, which can be regarded as indirectly helping a friend, and then Chen Xiaoyi also put this matter aside, this time the program team took the initiative to contact Lin Qiang and their company for an interview, and Chen Xiaoyi did not know about it.

received a call from Li Wan, saying that she and Lin Qiang were going to invite her to dinner, and Chen Xiaoyi also joked that she couldn't help, and she didn't get any money. But Li Wan couldn't help but say it on the phone, telling her that she had booked a private room at the lake restaurant in the hot spring resort, and she would not see her for lunch.

Chen Xiaoyi actually wants to see with her own eyes what the relationship between Li Wan and Lin Qiang is now, with her understanding of Li Wan, if the two of them really have a relationship, I believe that a few private words can be derived from Li Wan's body.

After removing the heavy costume in the mirror, Chen Xiaoyi found that the skin on her face was no longer as delicate and shiny as before, and a slight and shallow loss welled up in her heart. It is said that a woman's youth is fleeting, and it is even more difficult for a woman without love to resist the erosion of time.

In the eyes of outsiders, she and Li Wan both belong to the kind of so-called successful women with beauty and careers, and they have gathered a lot of envious eyes, but who knows that under their glamorous appearances, they have to endure the torment of emptiness and loneliness alone. It's not that they don't aspire to, they don't pursue beautiful love, and it's not that their mate selection requirements are too high, it's just that in the eyes of ordinary people, they give people a feeling of being high, so that people can only look up from afar, but they don't have the courage to approach, especially those young people who are the same age as them, often don't have their own career foundation, and they will always have inferiority complex when facing them, let alone win their hearts.

In fact, Chen Xiaoyi and they don't necessarily ask each other to be better, they just want to be really good to themselves, at this time, if that young man can muster up the courage to approach and pay sincerely, there are often unexpected surprises.

Therefore, for outstanding girls like Chen Xiaoyi and Li Wan, ordinary girls in fact have fewer opportunities to contact with the opposite sex of the right age, and it is naturally more difficult to find their love. Around them, they are often those old men who have power and resource dominance in their hands, and they only covet their beauty and young bodies, which is also the fundamental reason why there are so many power and sex transactions in today's society.

Chen Xiaoyi is the same year as Li Wan, and she is about to turn 28 years old this year, which is really an older youth for girls. Chen Xiaoyi's parents still live in a small country town, and they will not nag around like Li Wan's mother, but she is also anxious in her heart, every time she returns to her residence after work, facing the empty house, especially in the dead of night, the loneliness and emptiness that has nowhere to go will always follow her, making her feel troubled and tormented.

In her impression, Li Wan is still a virgin, maybe this kind of distress and torment will not be particularly strong for her, but after all, her body has been developed by men, and it is also the time when the desire for her body begins to recover and gradually intensifies. It is said that women are land, men are cattle, and the virgin land that has been developed often expects more to be cultivated and cultivated.

When the deputy director has not been transferred, the two are always together once or twice a month, although Chen Xiaoyi subconsciously resists and even disgusts, but she has to admit that the natural needs of her body will be more or less satisfied to a certain extent, but since the deputy director was transferred, she has never had intimate contact with the opposite sex, and her body is like a field that slowly dries up after autumn, and she begins to crave to be moisturized.

When he was with the deputy director, although his body was overdrawn early, he was often full of sexual interest at the beginning, and he looked like he was going to charge into battle, but when he really fought, he just lay on her body and couldn't move a few times every time, and he withdrew his troops with a cold shudder, Chen Xiaoyi was hung in the air almost every time, not going, not coming down, that kind of uncomfortable energy really made her want to cry without tears. But even so, Chen Xiaoyi was still able to get a small release, plus every time she finished in a hurry, she could still hide in the bathroom, face the mirror, fantasize about the prince of her heart, and help herself come to a complete physical release, but now she doesn't even have such an opportunity, she stays alone in the empty room every night, and many times she can only rely on fantasy in her sleep to meet her unspeakable physiological needs.

Chen Xiaoyi was surprised to find that Lin Qiang didn't know when he started to break into her dreams and became her most frequent sexual fantasy object, which made her feel sorry for Li Wan, as if she had robbed her good friend of her beloved things.

Thinking of this, Chen Xiaoyi looked at herself in the mirror, her pretty face turned red unconsciously, and she hurriedly retouched her light makeup. After looking at the time, it was almost 12 o'clock in the afternoon, so I packed up my mood and drove to the resort.