Where does Nongben love go?
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The gate of the Li Mansion was closed, Ruan Jingyuan got out of the car, Uncle Xiang came to open the gate, and Situ Xiao's car slowly drove into the courtyard.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The car stopped, and Situ Xiao couldn't wait to get out of the car and walked quickly towards the main building of the Li Mansion.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He hurriedly walked to the main hall, and his heart suddenly jumped violently, even more violently than the time he saw Mengzhu on the battlefield.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He took a deep breath, he hadn't seen Mengzhu for almost a year, was she fat? Or thinner, whiter or tanned, there was more wind and sand in the north, I wonder if her skin is as watery as before, and she won't lose her moisture because of the wind and sand and dryness in the north, right?
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; What would she do when she saw him? surprised? bland? would she blame him? or would she have forgiven him already? or would she wait for him to gently take her into his arms? or...
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Everything was still being speculated, and he had made his way to the main hall at a brisk pace.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; A room full of people sat inside, and all eyes swept towards Situ Xiao.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Yilin, Mrs. Li, Qin Siying, Zhang Xinzhe, and Alan were all present, and Situ Xiao swept them away one by one, there was no dream bamboo, but there was no dream bamboo.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mom, Yilin, where's Mengzhu?" he asked urgently.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Mengzhu won't have an accident, right? This thought flashed through his mind, and immediately denied it, no, Chen Ran said, Mengzhu is already in the Li Mansion, it will definitely be fine, he is too nervous, he thought.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mrs. Li did not accept him, he published a statement in the newspaper that he was no longer her son-in-law, and he did not need to call her mother anymore, she said coldly: "Who is this young marshal? ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao didn't pay attention to her tone, and said, "I'm calling you, Mom, Mengzhu, Mengzhu is back, why aren't you at home?"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He saw Doubler's gaze sweep behind him, looking to the upper left, and also turned around, looking towards Doublellin's gaze.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Blood suddenly poured from all over his body, roaring and rushing in his body, his heart seemed to burst out of his chest, and behind him, at the corner of the stairs, stood a figure, like a dream.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She was wearing that brown coat again, her skin was whiter and more tender, with a seductive pink glow, she didn't wear any ornaments, and she didn't apply fat powder to her face, revealing natural, pure, smooth skin.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She saw him, stood in the stairwell, stopped there, her eyes filled with his indescribable expression, he was just like her, long-term thoughts, deeply embedded in the memory of the other party, once it appeared in front of you, there was a kind of unreal horror, I am afraid that all this is just a mirage-like illusion.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mengzhu, Mengzhu, is that you?" he called, his voice excited, surprised, uneasy, guilty..."
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She didn't move, she still stood there, and he stood right in front of her, he was dark and thin, but he was in good spirits, his face was reddened with excitement, his voice trembling and hoarse.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mu Xuan, do you remember that day, you were also here, and you were wearing this dress, you came to pick me up, and I was also standing here, my heart was fluctuating, waiting for you to run up and embrace me excitedly into your arms, but you just stood there silently, waiting for me to come downstairs.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; More than a year later, she stood here again, and this time, he called her with a red face: "Mengzhu, Mengzhu." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; This soft call has been longing for a long time, but it has not sounded in her ears for a long time, and now...
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He rushed up quickly, three steps at a time, and almost flew up, desperately rushing to the corner of the stairs, and hugged her tightly in his arms.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Mengzhu, is it really you?Mengzhu, is it really you? I'm not dreaming, I'm not dreaming?"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He took her into his arms, she couldn't breathe, but how familiar this voice, this breath, was, but it seemed to come from a distant place, so ethereal...
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know how much I want you to come back? ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He said excitedly, his hand stroking between her hair.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She bowed her head, tears fell silently from her cheeks, what kind of words she had looked forward to, how many nights and days, how many eyes and rainy seasons, looking forward to, looking forward to, looking forward to him taking her back, hoping that he would say such affectionate words.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Now it's time to wait, but it seems that my favorite food has long expired, and there is a kind of attachment, a kind of reluctance, but I decided to give it up.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mu Xuan, it's too late, if I stay, you will inevitably turn against Shi Zhibang, if Le Linfeng takes the opportunity to make trouble, what kind of predicament will you fall into, I must not let you do such a stupid thing for me.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She pushed him away and whispered, "Young marshal, if you have something to say." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Situ Xiao saw that her words revealed a somewhat calm tone, and his heart seemed to be poured with a plate of ice water, and he turned around and followed her downstairs.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She just complained about his incomprehension and distrust, she would understand, she was such a courteous woman, he thought, no matter what, he had broken her heart like that, he should understand her.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The two went down to the main hall, but saw Uncle Xiang come in and report: "Madam, young master, the handsome man is here." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Everyone was stunned and looked out in unison.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Kun was supported by his attendants, leaned on a dragon head cane, and walked into the main hall step by step with difficulty.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The whole hall was silent for a moment, so quiet that only the "thump" sound of the dragon's head crutches falling to the ground and the suppressed breathing of everyone were heard.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Father." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao broke the silence and stepped forward to support Situ Xiao, and Uncle Xiang moved a stool and asked him to sit down.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He didn't sit down, but moved towards Li Yilin step by step.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Doublewood, my son. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He finally moved to Li Yilin's side, stretched out his thin hand, and stroked Li Yilin's face.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Li Yilin looked at the old man trembling in front of him, his face had become skinny, his eyes were deeply sunken, in addition to the thick eyebrows, he seemed to be able to see his might back then, and the huge loose wrench finger on his hand flashed with green light to reveal his wealth, he seemed to be an extremely ordinary old man.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He used to respect him very much, thinking that he was an outstanding talent in the army, and he used to hate him so much, and regarded him as his father's killer, but now he faced him, and knew that this old man, whom he had revered and hated, was his biological father.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He wanted to call his father, but he couldn't, the father he had raised him for more than ten years, his adoptive father Tang Jiaming, was killed by him as a snitch, and now, his black and white photos are hanging on the wall, does he want to call him a father in front of him?
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He stayed there, letting his withered hands stroke back and forth on his face, watching two cloudy tears fall from his deep, cloudy eyes, and he knew that he was looking forward to his call, but the word "father" was stuck in his throat like a fishbone, and he couldn't call it out.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Li Yilin could feel his mother looking at Situ Kun's cold gaze beside him, and Situ Kun turned his face to meet Mrs. Li's cold gaze.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Jingqin, I thank you for raising your son to adulthood, and he is still such an outstanding general. I thank you, thank you for bringing him back to me, thank you, Jingqin. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; With tears in his eyes, his lips squirmed, and his whole body never stopped shaking.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Don't thank me, thank the man you killed, he raised your son to adulthood, taught him what kind of man he should be, how you should thank him, Situ Kun." ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Her gaze fell on the pleasant man on the wall, and he watched them quietly, always with a slight smile on his lips.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He followed her gaze and looked over, it was he who helped him raise his son, but it was also he who took away her favorite, and let him live in memories and fantasies.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "At the beginning, my father was seriously ill and forced me to leave you to marry him, my heart was broken, but how could I leave my seriously ill parents behind, I wanted to tell you, but I couldn't get out." On his wedding day, he entered the Li Mansion. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mrs. Li's eyes were full of tenderness, as if she had returned to that moonlit night.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"He lifted my red turban, saw me burst into tears, he froze, and asked me what was wrong, I was out, I decided to confess to him, in this way, he would dislike me, disgusted with me, I told him, I have a sweetheart, but my father beat the mandarin ducks, I told him, I don't keep women's morals, I was pregnant before marriage, I said, you touch me, I will die to show you. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mrs. Li paused, she was only thinking about her sweetheart, and she didn't care about the state of mind of the man in front of her, she only thought that the more she disliked him, the better, but he didn't mean to be disgusted, but was moved by the firm look and persistence of the woman in front of her, and actually smiled to comfort her.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He said that he would make a fake couple with her, and wait for her sweetheart to come back and return to Zhao.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She was shocked, she was ashamed, but he just smiled, like her dearest big brother, caring for her and pampering her.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I waited for you for three years, he protected me for three years, and later, when I heard that you had a wife, had a child, and had a career, I said to him, 'Jiaming, I also want to have a child for you'." How bright he smiled, for three years, he waited for my words, and he restrained himself, just because he wanted to return me to you in its entirety, and he thought that was the happiness I wanted. ”
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Situ Kun's whole body trembled even more, and his lips kept squirming: "Jingqin, I'm sorry, I don't know, I thought ...... I blame you, I blame Tang Jiaming, I ......"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I'm sorry?
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mrs. Li forced Situ Kun to look at him, the old man's whole body trembled even more, Mrs. Li retracted her gaze and walked towards the wall, she moved a chair and placed it in front of Tang Jiaming's portrait, without taking off her royal blue satin shoes, and stepped on a pair of small satin feet like zongzi.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Everyone was stunned, but Zhang Xinzhe walked over and held the chair, and then Yilin and Mengzhu also stepped forward, stood on the side of the chair, looked up at Mrs. Li, stretched out her hand that was still beautiful although there were some vicissitudes of life, and took down Tang Jiaming's posthumous portrait.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Her pair of blue zongzi moved down from the chair, carefully holding the photo in her hand, like holding a beloved treasure, and walked towards Situ Kun step by step.
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Look at him, look at this man who helped you raise your son but was killed by you, are you sorry?"
&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Her eyes showed a sharp gaze that she had never seen before, like a treasure knife that had been buried for thousands of years, "whoosh" out from the ground, emitting a silver-white and dazzling light, stabbing deeply at Situ Kun.