Lin Ruxu's head was tilted.

Feng Anchao knew that he was stable, so he exaggerated his feelings even more in what he said, "The girl is very good, but the boy is too impulsive and threatens ......me several times."

"How to threaten?"

Feng Anchao immediately catered to Lin Ruxu's words and said, "You said that you want to expose me, you say this...... I know that you are all professional and trustworthy, so I believe in you. ”

Lin Ruxu nodded slowly.

"Why don't I call that girl now?"

Lin Ruxu subconsciously looked at Feng Anchao after hearing his name, but the message to Feng Anchao was that this person was reacting to Song Jing'an.

Love.

The love between young people is too unreliable.

Thinking about it, Feng Anchao sneered in his heart.

I suddenly remembered my rabbit.

The fragile rabbit is the strongest relationship in the world between him and himself.

Shaking his head, Feng Anchao opened the address book.

Lin Ruxu didn't speak, and watched Feng Anchao hold up the phone in front of his eyes and shake it, "This is Song Jing'an's phone number." ”

Just by a glance, Lin Ruxu knew that what Feng Anchao said was right.

This is a string of numbers that I remember in my dreams.

Things that are too familiar look a little sad now, and about the familiar owner of the mobile phone number, her feelings may never be inclined to her side.

In the six months that he lost contact with Song Jingan, Lin Ruxu didn't know how he came over.

That incident, at the beginning, was Lin Xuechu who told herself: "Don't go to her." ”

"Why?"

This was the first time Lin Ruxu saw Lin Xuechu after leaving Lin Xuechu's apartment.

It has been three weeks since Song Jing'an's departure.

It was also three weeks since I moved out of Lin Xueci's apartment.

No more, no less.

Lin Xuechu said calmly, "Because she is not worthy of you doing this, you have your own life." ”

"I didn't notice your indifference before, and now it seems that I was negligent. ”

There seems to be an invisible magnetic field between Lin Ruxu and Lin Xuechu, and slowly, because of Song Jing'an's matter, the two of them are being pushed far away.

At the beginning, it was good, Lin Ruxu remembered it.

Lin Xuechu told herself that she likes Jing'an very much and supports herself to be with her.

So why, is it like this now?

"Don't forget, it's because of your reaction that she's leaving here. This is what Lin Ruxu said to Lin Xuechu when he forcibly suppressed his anger.

"Yes. Obviously, Lin Xuechu didn't have any reaction to his words, "I came here today just to tell you something." ”

No matter what happened, Lin Ruxu didn't want to hear it.

Lin Xuechu brought himself a deep enough malice towards Jing'an.

"I don't want to damage our relationship any further. Lin Ruxu suppressed his emotions, "Leaving from your apartment is not because I want to find Jing'an, but because you, who are malicious to Jing'an." ”

Lin Xue

Chu suddenly took a deep breath, "So, because of an inconsequential person, you have to deny the family relationship between you and me?"

"It doesn't matter, because I still treat you as a relative, so I will come to see you, but right now, you don't deserve it. Lin Ruxu's hands held the cup tightly.

Lin Xuechu nodded slowly, "That's it." ”

It's calm.

Much calmer than when she had stopped herself.

"You've been in contact with Jing'an, and you know how difficult it is for her, her brother, her family, and herself...... Jing'an is a very sensitive person, your attitude towards him only makes me feel chilled, you don't deserve anything!"

Lin Ruxu didn't know what the purpose of meeting Lin Xuechu today was, but he still came after seeing Lin Xuechu's information.

I thought that under this communication with her, I could change my previous impression of her.

But now, I only feel colder.

Lin Ruxu didn't want to listen to the person opposite, so he stood up directly.

It was at this time that Lin Xuechu followed Lin Ruxu's movements and also stood up.

"Song Jing'an is dead. Lin Xuechu said.

Lin Ruxu didn't know how he said "get out" to Lin Xuechu.

"This is her cousin, you can ask him. Lin Xuechu walked across from Lin Ruxu and handed him a piece of paper with Song Jing'an's phone number on it.

After speaking, Lin Xuechu lowered her head, Lin Ruxu couldn't see her emotions clearly, "I'm also very sad." ”

"Is it just sad?" Lin Ruxu suddenly laughed, "When a person dies, do you only have sadness? What about other emotions? What else should you do? You do this, it will only make me feel more disgusting about you!"

Lin Xuechu raised his head, closed his eyes and adjusted his mentality, "What do you think I should do?"

"You don't have a heart. Lin Ruxu said, "Also, I don't believe a word of what you just said." ”

After speaking, Lin Ruxu walked out directly towards the door.

Lin Xuechu said in the back, "You can call Song Jing'an's cousin ......"

Lin Ruxu turned around, tore the note directly, and threw it in Lin Xuechu's face, "You don't need to act together, I know you just want me to give up her! I tell you, it's impossible! It's impossible!"

The more Lin Ruxu spoke, the higher he went, and when he got to the back, the eyes of the entire café fell on him.

Lin Xuechu didn't react, but took out another piece of paper and repeated the previous action, "You can ask Song Jing'an's cousin." She had an accident on the road, a car accident, a rear-end collision. ”

The current Lin Xuechu is an emotionless machine in Lin Ruxu's eyes.

Lin Ruxu's tears fell from her eyes, and she looked at Lin Xuechu in disbelief, "Jing'an, I'm going to find her brother, and don't forget, who forced her away." ”

"It's not. Lin Xuechu replied categorically, then raised his head and met Lin Ruxu's gaze, "Song Jing'an, she had a car accident and is now dead." ”

Lin Ruxu laughed and didn't take the note in Lin Xuechu's hand.

"I know

Dao, that afternoon, you stayed with Jing'an for an afternoon, and you told her that she was not worthy of me, so she left. Lin Ruxu laughed out of tears, "So, who blames you, even if she dies now, she blames you alone!"

After that, the psychological construction collapsed in the time when Lin Ruxu wanted to find Song Jing'an through his own efforts day by day.

She didn't have any news.

Just like Lin Xuechu said, dead.

Song Jing'an said to herself before that he would send postcards and write letters to himself after leaving, but all of them stopped.

No further letters were received from her.

Lin Ruxu didn't want to believe it at all, but in the dead of night, he would look at the ceiling and cry.

Song Jing'an did not die.

It's all Lin Xuechu who is lying to himself.

I don't know how long this self-deception has lasted.

Just after that, Lin Ruxu was about to believe the fact that Song Jing'an died.

Don't follow any news, don't listen to anyone.

In this way, Lin Ruxu has always been in his own world, and he can't get out at all.

(End of chapter)