Chapter 19 It's hard to play small

Chen Minghao leaned on my desk and smoked a cigarette and said: "Anyone with a discerning eye can see that now the entire Di Kai is the two brothers and sisters of the Lu family fighting for power, at this time you suddenly appeared in the Ministry of Security, serving as the Minister of Security, to say something unpleasant, you are like a flag, cannon fodder, maybe you will be very unhappy when I say this, but think about it carefully, is this the case? I think you are a little carried away because of Lu Yuxin's support, so blatantly against Cao Youwei, it really doesn't do you much." ”

My gaze swept over Chen Minghao's face, and I was indeed a little unhappy, but I didn't show it, and asked seriously: "Tell me your opinion, what do you think I did wrong?" ”

"If I'm not mistaken, you haven't investigated Cao Youwei's reputation among these undercover investigators, you don't know any of this, isn't it unwise to rashly go against Cao Youwei?"

Indeed, Chen Minghao is right, I did not seriously investigate Cao Youwei's reputation among these security personnel, just by virtue of his two brief contacts, I thought that Cao Youwei was the kind of leader who was not very likable, so I rashly did today's thing, if I misjudged, it would cause a lot of trouble to myself.

Thinking of this, I suddenly didn't think much about what Chen Minghao said.

Chen Minghao was also observing my expression, and seeing that my expression was quite soothing, he continued: "Second, it is not a very wise thing for you to be so anxious to bring down Cao Youwei, what will other people think of you? Have you ever thought about this?" Speaking of this, Chen Minghao paused and continued: "I know what you think in your heart, if I were you, I would change my approach, such as the last sentence of today's meeting, you said to everyone, you can find you if you have problems in the future, you are doing this to set up Cao Youwei." But wouldn't it be better for you to put it another way? You just said to everyone, if you have any questions, you can ask me or Cao Youwei for a reaction. ”

I asked, a little incomprehensibly, "What's the difference?"

Chen Minghao explained: "First, it seems that you are so generous, it is easier for others to see your measurements, rather than what you leave others with now is a mercenary appearance, competing with Cao Youwei." Second, there are some problems that Cao Youwei may not be able to solve, when Cao Youwei can't solve them and you can solve them, everyone will naturally be on your side. ”

Fuck! Suddenly there was a feeling of empowerment. Mo Shaojie only handed me how to be strong and strong, but Chen Minghao taught me how to be tactful, I looked at Chen Minghao and had an indescribable feeling.

Chen Minghao extinguished the cigarette that was about to finish in the ashtray on my desktop, and pretended to be relaxed: "Actually, I am also gambling, putting the bet on you, there is no future as a security guard in this company, only to find an opportunity for myself, I will put my future on you." ”

I nodded and said to Chen Minghao: "I understand what you mean, many things are indeed not thoughtful enough, thank you for reminding me today, or that sentence, I hope we can make something big together, you treat me as the head of the department at work, and treat me as a friend in private, I am not the kind of person who can't listen to advice." ”

Chen Minghao smiled and walked out of my office.

I sat on my chair and thought about Chen Minghao's words repeatedly, the more I thought about it, the more it made sense, I was still too impulsive to do things, and I didn't recognize the current situation at all, and I also agreed with what he said, in Lu Yuxin's eyes, I may be a small chess piece. Maybe she didn't think so, and she offered me a job just out of ...... For...... I'm trying to give myself a reason, but I'm finding it hard to find.

Even if I can't make an excuse for myself, I don't want to admit that I am Lu Yuxin's pawn, maybe this is the only hope I have left.

During the two-hour lunch break at noon, Gao Xu came down from the 29th floor to look for me, and I saw Gao Xu wearing a suit and tie for the first time, and I had a very strange feeling at that moment, as if Gao Xu standing in front of me was a successful person, and I was wearing a security uniform, looking so "humble".

Gao Xu came to my office and urged me: "Hurry up and pack up, ready to go out." ”

"Where are you going?" I looked at Gao Xu with a confused look and asked, "What are you doing in a hurry?"

"Of course, I'm going to the hospital to see Jing Yao, let's have a two-hour break at noon, if you don't hurry up, it's too late." ”

"Look at Jing Yao?" I was a little surprised, hesitated for a moment and said to Gao Xu: "Forget it, I'm not going, you have to go yourself." ”

"What are you doing?" Gao Xu glared and asked, "Are you really angry?" Jing Yao drove you away just a sentence of anger, are you more mature, okay? Don't be childish like a child. ”

"No......" I was a little depressed, "what do you say I'm going to do at this time? In what capacity am I going? classmate? Or is it a former lover? She only let me go yesterday, I'll go back today, didn't I slap myself in the face?"

"Accompany me ......" Gao Xu said emphatically: "You went to see Jing Yao today because I wanted to see Jing Yao, but I couldn't find which hospital or ward Jing Yao lived in, so I came to beg you, let you go with me?

Well, Gao Xu found me a reason to go back to the hospital.

On the way to the hospital, Gao Xu kept talking in his ear, all about how enviable Jing Yao and I were in high school, why did Lao Yan fly apart in the end?

I don't want to listen to it, he just has to talk non-stop, I saw Liu Qian again at the gate of the hospital, she had already bought flowers and fruits and was waiting for us, seeing me and Gao Xu get out of the car together, Liu Qian walked over quickly, threw a bouquet of roses to me, and said coldly: "Take it, Gao Xu asked me to prepare it for you." ”

I looked at Gao Xu and asked, "What are you doing here?"

"What are you doing? Your brother and my sister-in-law are helping you recover your old cherishes, take this bouquet of flowers, what should you say when you go in, and use me to teach you?"

"You can really mess around......"

Before I finished speaking, Gao Xu came again, he interrupted me loudly and said: "Silently, let me tell you, you have been very cowardly since you were a child, and you never dared to fight with others for anything, even many years ago, you and Jing Yao liked each other, and Jing Yao confessed first, do you want to coax Jing Yao for the rest of your life? Today Jing Yao is in this hospital, don't tell me that you have put down Jing Yao, you are a gentleman, you should go up and do anything, if you are really afraid, throw the flowers in the trash can on the side of the road now, and obediently go back to your office to work." ”

"Go to NM!" I took the roses from Gao Xu's hand, strode forward, and went straight to Jing Yao's ward, when I came to Jing Yao's ward and looked through the window, I felt inferior again, because there was a larger bouquet of roses next to Jing Yao's bed.

Gao Xu was behind me at the time, and when he saw me stop, he came up and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I pointed through the window to the roses inside, and then at the bouquet in my hand...... Suddenly, Gao Xu understood what was going on.