149 Passing by, half a world is wasted (2)

Three days later, the hospital ward.

As soon as the nurse helped Gao Lan wipe his body, Lin Yucheng pushed open the door of the ward and walked in, and when he saw that it was him, Gao Lan's face immediately burst into a bright smile: "Yucheng, you are here." ”

The nurse went out with a basin with great discernment, Lin Yucheng walked to the side of the bed, pulled a chair and sat down, his expression was not good, and his face was tense.

"What's wrong? Who you off?"

Gao Lan looked innocent and asked softly.

Lin Yucheng was not in the mood to accompany her to pretend to be crazy and stupid, so he asked straight to the point: "Where are her parents?"

"Yucheng, what are you talking about, I don't know, the doctor said that I was seriously injured, I don't know when I will be able to get out of bed, maybe I won't get better for the rest of my life, why don't you care about me?"

After Gao Lan finished speaking, some tears welled up in her eyes, Lin Yucheng had seen enough of her pitiful appearance, got up and kicked over the chair he was sitting on: "I really don't know, do you?"

Lin Yucheng's face was pale, and he looked like he would go berserk at any time, Gao Lan shook his shoulders with some fear, but he still replied firmly: "I really don't know." ”

"Okay! I'll break off my marriage contract with you now, and I'll take her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register her marriage later. ”

"Lin Yucheng, you dare!" Gao Lan's face changed greatly, and he raised his head and roared, not at all weak and windy.

Lin Yucheng sneered: "What don't I dare? In addition to dissolving the marriage, I will also thoroughly investigate the matter of Coco's car accident!"

"You said you were going to marry me, how can you marry another woman!

Gao Lan roared hoarsely, and Lin Yucheng looked at her coldly, as if looking at a monster, and indeed a monster.

Her world is only left with herself, what she wants must be obtained, and what she doesn't like can be destroyed.

"Please pay attention to the words, the woman you are talking about is about to become my Mrs. Lin. ”

Lin Yucheng reminded without a trace of emotion, he had endured it for many years, and now he didn't want to continue to endure it.

I don't know if the three words 'Mrs. Lin' stimulated Gao Lan's nerves, she screamed loudly, her voice was sharp, the nurse who patrolled the room pushed the door and rushed in, but Gao Lan didn't stop, after screaming like this for more than a dozen times, Gao Lan suddenly calmed down, she looked at Lin Yucheng, and said confidently: "I can tell you where those two people are, but I have a request." ”

Lin Yucheng didn't say anything, and waited for Gao Lan's request with his hands on his chest.

"I want to be Mrs. Lin, the only Mrs. Lin in this life, if you want to marry another woman, I will see one and destroy the other, you know that my grandfather loves me very much, as long as I say, he will definitely help me do it." ”

After saying the last sentence, Gao Lan showed a sweet smile on her face, like a little girl who didn't know the world, only those who knew her knew what kind of crazy soul was hidden under such a face.

Lin Yucheng knew that what she said was true, and he also knew that she would do what she said.

For Xiao Hong, he has made a desperate bet, the Lin family broke with the Gao family, and the hospital also found someone to do an asset appraisal.

He thought he had made all plans and was ready to resist, but it was only at this time that he realized how powerless he really was.

Even if he did everything he could, he couldn't guarantee Xiao Hong's safety, and even implicated her family.

If he was really with Xiao Hong, Lin Yucheng didn't know what kind of thing Gao Lan would do.

In fact, looking back, what did he give Xiao Hong?

Meaningless verbal promises, natural and man-made disasters that will fall on her at some point.

He is incapable of protecting her and giving her the best life.

He can give her love, but behind this love, he bears too much responsibility.

He has too many responsibilities on his shoulders and too many restraints, and he is destined not to be desperate for her.

Such an accident can happen once, or it can happen a second time.

Even if he didn't care what the Lin family would become in the end, wouldn't Xiao Hong care?

She still has her own family and friends, can she tolerate Gao Lan's fault-finding for no reason? Even if she can bear it, can he be completely sure to protect her?

No, he didn't.

So, instead of forcing her to stay by her side and be afraid, it is better to ...... Let it go.

As soon as this thought came to him, Lin Yucheng felt a fierce pain in his heart, as if someone was holding a knife and wanted to rip off a piece of meat in his heart.

Many years later, he realized that he himself was the cold-blooded and ruthless executioner.

Lin Yucheng didn't know how he said that 'good' to Gao Lan, when he walked out of the hospital, his whole body was in a daze, he didn't know where he was going, and he didn't know what he should do.

Buying a bottle of wine, getting drenched in the rain, and then sleeping at the door of Xiao Hong's rental house is the most indulgent thing he has done in years.

The headache after the hangover and the weakness of the body after the cold hit, and he heard Xiao Hong's voice coming from the corridor.

She was discharged from the hospital and was talking to her neighbor downstairs in a quiet voice.

Then the footsteps approached little by little, and when he looked up, he saw her surprised face, and there was still a little vigilance and fear in his eyes: "Who are you?"

She didn't recognize him, and it wasn't until that moment that he knew how embarrassed he was, full of alcohol, his hair was unkempt, and where did he get the confidence to give her happiness in the first place?

Standing up against the wall, he lowered his head and went downstairs without saying a word, and when he passed by, she suddenly turned around and wondered: "Yucheng?"

It was just two simple words, but it easily broke all his psychological defenses, and stumbled downstairs, which was the only time in his life that he escaped from the wilderness.

He was afraid that if he stayed for a second longer, he would not be able to control himself and hold on to her, and he would selfishly ask her to give up everything with him to bear those unknown and inexplicable dangers.

When he stepped on the empty steps and fell down, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, it was better to ...... Let's just die.

No, even if he doesn't die, it doesn't matter if he has broken his hands and legs, he is incomplete, at least he can prove how desperately he once loved someone.

He even smelled the sweetness of the blood as it ran down his head and across his cheeks.

After lying on the ground for a while and getting up from the ground, he moved his hands and feet, unfortunately, it seemed that his limbs were all in good condition, but something was no longer there.

The wedding with Gao Lan was held in a very high-profile manner, and the dowry from the Gao family alone was enough to make headlines in Cloud City.

On the day of the wedding, he wore a haute couture handmade suit, like a doll and let others swing, and when he exchanged rings, he paused for a second, his eyes unconsciously looked at the door, and then swept every corner of the wedding scene.

He didn't know what he was expecting, maybe he was just a little unwilling to survive.

When the ring finger of the expensive men's wedding ring was put on, he closed his eyes and accepted the bride's tiptoe kiss.

Mrs. Lin, I'm married, but it's a pity that the bride is not you.

I know that if I pass by you, I will only have half a life left.

I will miss you for a long time, and I will not disturb your life because it is the best protection for you.

I hope you marry a very good man, he will give you the best care, give you unique favor, he will not be involuntarily, he will give you all the good that I can't give you.

You may think I'm cowardly, and even look down on me, but I'm glad that I'll never tell this secret, even if I keep it until the end of my life.

Ten years later

"Dad, Uncle brought me Transformers, can I play with them?"

Wearing blue plaid bib pants and a white T-shirt, Xiao Budian ran over with short legs and asked, his big, dark eyes blinking whims, full of longing.

Lin Yucheng reached out and rubbed his head: "Go ahead." ”

"Thank you, Dad!"

Xiao Budian answered loudly, cheered and ran over to play with toys, Lin Huai played with him for a while before going upstairs and knocking on the door of the study.

Lin Yucheng was not in the office, just standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window to watch the night view, his right arm slightly raised, slowly moving.

"Shoulder pain again?"

Lin Yucheng didn't answer, and sat down at the desk after doing a simple stretching activity.

Lin Huai had long been accustomed to his taciturn appearance, so he took a few plasters from his pocket and threw them over: "The weather has changed a lot recently, if your shoulder hurts, just stick one, it is a recipe that our Ji Shao spent a lot of money to specially help Mrs. Ji, I heard that the effect is very good, take it and try it." ”

Lin Yucheng glanced at the plasters and picked them up and put them in the drawer under the desk.

"What happened to that mad woman, did you kill herself?"

Lin Huai asked with great interest, Lin Yucheng turned on the computer, the faint blue light reflected on his face, and even the pupils refracted a bit of blue light: "No, the hospital wall is protected, and it is very safe." ”

"She could have stabbed you cruelly, what are you still protecting her for!?

"She is Lin Jian's mother. ”

Lin Yucheng said lightly, raised his eyes and glanced at Lin Huai, full of warning.

Lin Huai was not afraid of him, and replied confidently: "But you are not his father." ”

Lin Yucheng didn't speak, opened the email and downloaded the file that was not processed by the company today.

"I don't think she'll be able to get out of the asylum in her life, so you really don't plan to find another one?"

"What?"

"Bed buddy!"

Lin Huai said loudly that he originally wanted to talk about Mrs. Lin, but considering that this was Lin Yucheng's reverse scale, he could only change the word when it came to his mouth.

"I can't be women. ”

"Not alright?" Lin Huai leaned on the desk and asked, Lin Yucheng snorted on his head with a folder, Lin Huai still didn't give up, and asked again: "Are you interested in men?"

As soon as the words fell, Lin Yucheng's eyes flicked over: "I think my parents have lived too comfortably in the past two years, and I want to send them to Elysium in advance to enjoy happiness?"

“…… Okay, okay, you just don't say anything about it, everyone has two children, and you don't know how good your life is, so you can't let yourself go?"

Lin Huai muttered quietly, of course Lin Yucheng knew who the 'people' in his mouth were.

Turning the pen in his hand, Lin Yucheng ordered the guest: "I want to work." ”

"Don't, I still have something!" Lin Huai spoke, Lin Yucheng raised his eyebrows, signaling him to say something directly.

"That...... I want to make a pair of rings to order. ”

"Men's rings?"

“…… Well. ”

"Don't. ”

Lin Yucheng refused without hesitation, he has always held an attitude of neither supporting nor opposing this matter.

"You said you didn't object!"

"I didn't say yes either. ”

"You ......" Lin Huai was angry, thought for a while, and said: "Anyway, I'm pressed by others, if you don't let me marry, then I'll marry out!"

“……”

Lin Yucheng habitually pinched his eyebrows, does this bastard dare to be a bastard again?

"Get out!"

"I'm going to see the ring in ten days. ”

"Get out!"

"Look good, it's a lifetime thing. ”

"Give you three seconds, 3,2......"

Counting to two, Lin Huai rushed out of the room like a rabbit, but after a while, he poked his head out of the door again: "At that time, I will borrow your son Lin Jian for two days." With that, he vanished.

It took Lin Yucheng a long time to calm down the urge to catch Lin Huai and beat him up.

I turned on the computer drawing software and prepared to draw the design drawing, but my mind was empty and there was no idea, and the shoulder socket seemed to start hurting again.

I just wanted to take a pair of plasters, but the mobile phone rang, it was from the hospital, and when I clicked on the answer button, the nurse's trembling voice came out: "Mr. Lin, Mrs. Lin has been shouting to call you since yesterday, and she has been given three tranquilizers, so she can't play again." ”

"It's okay, give her the phone. ”

"Good. ”

The nurse was pardoned, and after a while, a woman's hoarse voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Yucheng, you're finally willing to answer my call?"

"Hmm. ”

"How is Lin Jian?"

"It's good. ”

"I knitted him a sweater, blue, when are you going to bring him to try it on?"

There was even a thick sponge on the walls, how could she get something as sharp as a sweater needle?

"He's not coming. ”

"Is he too busy going to school? ”

The woman deceived herself and said that Lin Yucheng was not broken, and held the mobile phone quietly.

After a while, the woman said timidly, "Your shoulder, is it better......?" I didn't mean it at the time, and I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”

The woman was crying, crying very much, pitifully tight, but it was a pity that Lin Yucheng had heard too much, but now she was not touched when she listened to it.

After crying for a while without being comforted, the woman slowly calmed down, and continued to speak after a long while: "Yucheng, you ...... Will you marry someone else?"

"No, it won't. ”

"Really?" the woman's tone jumped into excitement, "I...... I will cooperate with the doctor well, and when I come out, I will definitely accompany you well......"

"No need, you stay in there well, I will take good care of myself, and I will take good care of Lin Jian. ”

He will take good care of everything she cares about, but she can't see or touch it.

"Yucheng, I don't want to stay here, there are only four walls here, I have to take injections and pills every day, I'm about to be driven crazy by this life!"

Haven't you gone crazy a long time ago?

"Yucheng, today is our 10th wedding anniversary, I have a gift for you, I ......"

"Mrs. Lin, I'm tired and don't want to hear what you have to say anymore. ”

"Yucheng, don't hang up the phone, I'm ...... Doodle. ”

The woman's hoarse cry was replaced by a busy phone tone, and before the phone screen lit up, Lin Yucheng pulled out the phone battery.

When his ears returned to purity, Lin Yucheng suddenly hooked his lips and smiled.

He was still suffering for a long time, how could he let the culprit get away with it so easily?

He thought that his most despicable revenge was to make her love and not be able to do it.

There is no mercy between them, no understanding, only torture until death.

He said that as long as she didn't die, Mrs. Lin would only be her.

Mrs. Lin, never see you again in this life, is it the happiness you have always wanted?