252: Really resigned to fate
Leave the office, walk through the silent dusky streetlight road, and step into the bustle and step into the roaring bus and subway. The apology echoed in Yang Yunruo's mind, and his face was really not worth mentioning compared to Yun Yao's life or death. But when he really accepted his fate to apologize, he always felt that his dignity was pressed to the ground and rubbed sparks.
However, I'm really not a selfish person. Yang Yunruo thought that Yang Yunruo was also a human being, and he cared about the evaluation of others like everyone else, especially the people around him. When people around him say it, even if it's a really selfish person, they can't wipe their face, and they have to pretend that they are not a selfish person. If you really sacrifice some of your dignity and pride in exchange for Yun Yao's survival, then you can exchange it for yourself.
All night, Yang Yunruo didn't sleep well, constantly tossing and turning. The concept of admitting mistakes and not admitting mistakes, apologies and not apologizing in the mind, is like the two sides fighting a hard-fought battle, and then they fight this battlefield to pieces. Although he had already told Mu Leyao that he could admit his mistake and apologize, and that he could give up his signature on "Birds and Fish", he was uncomfortable in his heart after all. It's like your own confinement being coveted and prying eyes by others, and then violated.
But after all, he said it in front of Mu Leyao, although he may have endless regrets now, and he can't get back the water that was spilled. Then he is helping Yun Yao, which can be regarded as helping Mu Leyao and helping himself.
When he got up in the morning, Yang Yunruo dressed himself up seriously, changed several sets of clothes in front of the mirror and then chose one set. It's like a sacrifice that is holding a perfect sacrificial ceremony, perfectly preserving the lofty reverence for God.
Isn't it just a sacrifice, but the sacrifice is "Birds and Fish", and it has its own dignity. However, there is no choice in the matter, in fact, there was such an expectation, didn't it?
For the first time, when Yang Yunruo came to Yun Yao, it was not before work, but because of his ink, he was more than an hour late.
It's just that Yun Yao's door is open, and the things inside are constantly being packed, and the entire studio seems to fall apart. Crooked chairs, desks being disassembled, computers in boxes, potted plants piled up.
"Stop, stop, who are you, what are you doing. Yang Yunruo stopped the unfamiliar employees from continuing to disassemble and move the objects.
"Mr. Yang, this is arranged by Mr. Mu, say it is ......" An employee of Yun Yao approached and explained to Yang Yunruo, even if Yun Yao is now disbanded, Yang Yunruo is still 'Mr. Yang'.
"Let them all stop doing it yet, and we'll talk about it later. Yang Yun instructed the staff, and hurriedly wanted to walk to Mu Leyao's office.
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"This time, he will definitely apologize, and Yun Yao will definitely be reborn. Liu Tao said that she was basically sure that Yang Yunruo would definitely consider Yun Yao and the people around her. This is a donkey person, you face him head-on, even if he loses, his heart will never admit defeat, even if he is cowardly, he will scold in his heart, you just follow him, to him, this kind of person can be completely in the palm of the hand.
"But, do you think this is fair to Yang Yunruo?" Mu Leyao forced his eyes and said, it's not fair, this is sacrificing Yang Yunruo's future to save Yun Yao, who was already in turmoil. If Yang Yunruo admits defeat and apologizes, Yun Yao may gain a short-term development. However, without dignity, will Yang Yunruo still be Yang Yunruo? Killing people is punishing the heart, a person compromises once, kneels down once, and it is extremely difficult for him to stand up again. Because habit is a terrible thing, this time because of all kinds of people choose to tolerate and compromise, the next time you encounter a problem, the first thing you think of is the plan that succeeded last time.
"It's not fair or unfair, Yang Yunruo is also a part of Yun Yao, it's not even as simple as a part, he is one of Yun Yao's two shareholders, he should shoulder Yun Yao's general responsibility. Liu Tao said a little unbearable, although she couldn't bear it, but she had to do it, in the so-called invisible dignity compared with the real interests, she chose interests.
"But I don't think so, it's true that I say I'm tired. Mu Leyao sighed: "Sister Liu, I'm sorry. I don't want to go on like this, in just half a year, I feel so tired, and the whole person feels like I'm going to fall apart. All sorts of things are mixed together, and I can't handle it. I resigned myself to my fate and stopped struggling. Maybe it was a mistake to enter the entertainment industry from the beginning, and it was even more of a mistake to start Yun Yao, the biggest mistake I made in my life compared to others. Actually, why should I compare myself to others, others are others, and I myself have my own life. ”
"How many people get by, and those who don't get by are good, happy. Don't be burdened by fame and fortune, and be free to be there. When we encounter people we don't like, we try to avoid them, and when we encounter things we don't like, why don't we avoid them? It's because we can't bear it, because the slightest unwillingness in our hearts is causing trouble. In fact, I gave up Yun Yao and gave up the entertainment industry, which is very good, safe and stable, and it is also good to live a plain life. ”
"Yaoyao ......" Liu Tao grabbed Mu Leyao's hand, his face was distressed, and he felt sorry for the softness of this stubborn woman at this moment.
"Sister Liu, Yun Yao, let's disperse. Mu Leyao said softly, the voice seemed to be nothing, with a little unwillingness, and in this spring evening, it was also full of desolation.
"Yaoyao, no, no, no. If Yang Yun is willing to do it, he is willing to do it himself, he will definitely be willing......" Liu Tao didn't know what words to use to comfort Mu Leyao, although Yun Yao was also her hard work, but it was indeed all Mu Leyao.
"I know, I know he will be willing......" Mu Leyao raised his head, his eyes were full of light, thinking of the boy who sang 'the brightest star in the night sky' under the street lamp, he would definitely be willing. It's just that she doesn't want him to be treated unfairly, and she doesn't want him to waste it for this. Sacrificing Yang Yunruo for Yun Yao, sacrificing emotions for fame and fortune, she was unwilling. Yun Yao is her Yun Yao, and it is also Yang Yunruo's Yun Yao, and it is their Yun Yao together. Without Yang Yunruo, without that persistence and resistance, Yun Yao would not be Yun Yao.
"It's okay to disperse, it's okay to disperse. Mu Leyao lowered her head and said, "Sister Liu, contact the recycling, sell everything Yun Yao can sell, and come tomorrow." Let Yun Yao's Lantern Festival completely disperse. ”
"Yaoyao, let's wait, maybe things will turn around......"
"No, I'm afraid that if I wait any longer, I'll do something I regret. Mu Le Ya stood up and left, the incandescent light pulled her figure long, old......