89. The best of both worlds
Cabbage was very entangled.
Can I become a grand pianist myself?
She is twenty-three years old, and she failed to show her talent at the last Chopin International Piano Competition.
Since then, she has actually known the answer.
She thought of what she had said to Chen An at the beginning: if she failed, she would start an ordinary life.
However, she also felt that even if she couldn't be a great pianist, she insisted on being an ordinary little pianist, which could be regarded as extraordinary in the ordinary.
"If you want to study abroad, you can prepare now, and a year or two is actually very fast. ”
Today, Huang Zeli's words woke her up like a needle.
Going abroad?
She couldn't say things like "wait for me for three years" or "come with me."
But to go abroad on your own ... is undoubtedly pouring cold water on this emotional fire that has just begun to burn.
Fish and bear's paws, it seems that you can't have both.
Huang Zeli on the other end of the phone was a little strange, if it was changed to before, the cabbage would definitely say "good" quickly.
It's one thing to go to Juilliard or not, but you have to fight for opportunities.
Hearing the sound of a car engine on the phone, Huang Zeli asked, "Are you outside?"
The cabbage let out an "um".
Huang Zeli smiled and asked, "Is it because of him?"
"Yes. Cabbage said softly.
Completely ignoring other people's thoughts is a manifestation of selfishness, even if Chen An can wait for her to come back, there is no doubt that she will make herself the inferior party in the relationship.
Chen An spent a lot of money to give her things, she would not feel humble, because she knew that money was not the most important thing for people like Chen An, and persistence from the beginning was.
The thought of putting Chen An to the test made her feel guilty as quickly as a red tide.
Thousands of kilometers away, Chen An didn't hold on, she naturally lost, Chen An persevered, she was also a loser.
If there is an imbalance between the advantages and disadvantages of a relationship, I am afraid that the foreshadowing of the rupture will be buried.
Seeing that the cabbage didn't speak, Huang Zeli muttered for two seconds: "Then what are you going to do?" This is a very important decision. ”
In this kind of matter, she will not take sides and interfere with her students' judgment.
Some things are missed, and indeed they are not for a lifetime, but some people are missed, and they are also lost for a lifetime.
Two things that are comparable, important is the cabbage's own thoughts.
The voice in the mobile phone was not loud, and the cabbage took a deep breath: "I want to hold a solo performance in the Xinghai Concert Hall." ”
Huang Zeli was a little puzzled: "What is the relationship between the two?"
She just didn't figure it out.
"Didn't you say that, teacher?" said with a smile, "It doesn't matter where you learn, the teacher is the most important." If I really have that level, it's not too much to find a master as a teacher. ”
Huang Zeli smiled: "Actually, as long as Chen An helps you pay, you can find a very powerful teacher." ”
"If I had that level, I would definitely agree, if not, forget it. Cabbage couldn't help but curl the corners of her mouth: "Anyway, what I want is not a prestigious school diploma." ”
Cabbage's idea is simple, she prefers to stay in the country, and it is better to study abroad for some time every once in a while. Of course... The premise is that you really have that level, otherwise you won't have the face to learn.
If you really don't have that level, then you can finish your studies in China. After graduating next year, I will apply for the highest level concert hall I can apply for, which will bring this 20-year piano study journey to an end.
The piano used to be her life, but now she lives with more than just the piano.
Huang Zeli couldn't help laughing: "I won't talk about the rest, but it's too tiring, right?"
Cabbage pursed her lips and said: "I want to dream and live, of course I have to pay some price, how can there be a real thing to have the best of both worlds?"
The phone was quiet for a few seconds, and Huang Zeli's voice was a little embarrassed: "How many bowls of chicken soup did you drink from Chen An?"
Cabbage: "..."
After hanging up the phone, the cabbage finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"What have you said for so long?"
Chen An came out of the convenience store, holding two bottles of Wangzi in his hand, and handed one bottle of cabbage.
Cabbage took the drink and gave him a blank look: "Praise you for how well the chicken soup is boiled, and I am dizzy." ”
Chen An: "???"
The two of them pressed the road on the street, and Chen An felt that he might be the richest person who would not be able to enjoy himself, and he couldn't find anything interesting.
...
At lunchtime, the cabbage wanted to eat Haidilao, and Chen An said that it was okay.
The two of them didn't order much, just enough to eat.
Chen An looked at the cabbage absent-mindedly, looked down at his phone from time to time, and changed his way to ask what was going on.
"Wait for a message. ”
Cabbage smiled slightly.
"What?"
Chen An was a little puzzled, and politely rejected the idea of the Haidilao waiter performing a face-changing show for them.
"We'll find out in a moment. ”
Cabbage thought that in case things didn't work out and it was embarrassing, it would be better to keep it a secret first.
After eating Haidilao, the two of them ran to the furniture mall with great interest.
IKEA market in the XC zone.
There were a lot of people in the mall, and Chen An found that there were also many young couples, holding leaflets in their hands, sitting on stools and muttering, as if discussing how to buy more cost-effective.
Chen An casually took a leaflet and pondered what exactly was in the house.
Although I don't live in that place very often, the empty house is uncomfortable to look at.
The cabbage is in high spirits, but after a few minutes it takes a look at the phone.
Boom!
Because he looked down at his phone, the cabbage hit his forehead carelessly, and his painful eyes were red.
Chen An was a little helpless: "What are you looking at?"
"Dreams. The cabbage snorted softly.
The furniture market where people come and go is life, and the flashing mobile phone curtain carries dreams.
What should I do if I want to walk while looking at my phone?
Cabbage thought about it, grabbed the corner of Chen An's clothes with one hand, and thought that he would not meet now.
Not long after shopping, Chen An secretly scolded himself for being a fool, can he buy it himself?
Isn't it okay to wait for furniture sales to come to your door?
He had no idea what style was right and what was not, and now he was buying purely in Shagil.
But there is a saying that... It's all here, how can you do it without buying something?
Chen An pondered for a while, let's buy some electrical appliances.
For furniture, just contact the property when the time comes.
Anyway, savvy furniture sales will have a good relationship with the property, and once there is a customer need, they will come directly to the door.
Washing machine, refrigerator, air conditioner...
When the time comes, the door will be delivered and installed, and Chen An will only have to pay.
After a busy time, when he walked out of the market, Cabbage's mobile phone finally came to move.
Huang Zeli sent a text message.
After seeing the text message, the cabbage was stunned for a moment, and then showed a sigh of relief.
Chen An smiled and asked, "Can you say it now?"
"Hmm. Cabbage nodded: "I wanted to hold a concert in Xinghai Concert Hall before, but I didn't expect the teacher to directly help me get two." ”
Huang Zeli's message to her was to prepare for the solo performance of the Xinghai Academy Concert Hall first, and then think about the Xinghai Concert Hall.
Although there is only a two-word difference between the two, the difference is quite large.
One is within the school, and the other is the one that ranks among the top in the country.