Li Suiqiu tilted her head, looking at the doctors and nurses looking at her quite strangely, and frowned slightly.

Could it be that something happened while she was away for a time that she didn't know?

"Hey, are you going to deliver medicine, I'll go with you?" Li Suiqiu couldn't find anyone to ask now, and just saw a more familiar person pushing a cart past, and she greeted with a smile and familiarity.

Seeing this, the man's body couldn't help but tremble, and he quickly lowered his head and pretended not to hear it, and walked quickly past her.

This made Li Suiqiu even more confused, but her intuition told her that there were some bad rumors about her.

However, this didn't have much impact on her, she came back just to save Qin Shutong, and she didn't care about other people's eyes at all.

Li Suiqiu adjusted his mentality and greeted everyone as usual during the break, even if they ignored him.

And when she was busy, she studied new techniques, all in order to be able to practice this technique well, but Li Suiqiu found a fact that she couldn't believe, that is, as soon as she picked up the scalpel, she trembled uncontrollably.

"How can this be......" she looked down at her hands, her eyes full of shock.

She swallowed, not planning to tell Bai Buyan about this, and was going to give herself a few more chances.

"Sister Gu, there is a lifting operation tomorrow that needs your assistance, the chief surgeon is still Doctor Bai, get ready. ”

Li Suiqiu was still comforting herself in her heart, and when she was immersed in her own world, Huang Jiaqi's voice suddenly appeared in her ears, and she couldn't help but startle her.

"yes, I see. She was startled and pretended to be calm.

Huang Jiaqi didn't see that Li Suiqiu was wrong, and left after reminding her, leaving her alone to continue practicing.

Only Li Suiqiu herself knows what kind of insurmountable psychological obstacles she is experiencing, but she can't show her stuff, otherwise the step she finally took again will be wasted.

While there was still time, Li Suiqiu abandoned other distracting thoughts and concentrated on practicing his current shortcomings.

It's just that this practice is in the second half of the night.

Until dawn, she couldn't overcome it.

Time passed very quickly in Li Suiqiu's eyes now, and she wished that this operation would be canceled, so that she would have more time to practice, but no one gave her such a chance.

The surgical staff all went to the preparation room to change their clothes, but Li Suiqiu was not seen for a long time.

Huang Jiaqi thought she was too busy and forgot, so after changing her clothes, she searched everywhere, and finally found her in the place yesterday.

"Sister Gu, don't be in a hurry to practice first, the operation is about to start, let's go change your clothes." ”

Li Suiqiu only felt that Huang Jiaqi's voice was like a devil's voice now, and she couldn't shirk it, so she could only follow it.

After waiting on the operating table, Bai Buyan stood in the position of the chief surgeon, while Li Suiqiu stood opposite, just in case to take over.

"This surgery is relatively simple, but don't relax easily, otherwise it will be a desecration of life. ”

Bai Buyan straightened out his white gloves and said solemnly.

The others didn't smile anymore when they saw this, and they were concentrating on what they wanted to do, only Li Suiqiu was still a little dazed.

"Gu Rong, what are you thinking?" Bai Buyan asked his blue heart to be injected with anesthesia, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Li Suiqiu who was stunned.

Li Suiqiu blinked his eyes and said, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Bai Buyan frowned slightly, thinking that she was a little strange, but he couldn't see anything wrong now.

When he wanted to ask anything more, he saw that the effect of the anesthesia had begun to work, so he temporarily suppressed his mind and concentrated on the operation.

"You're going to cut off the other part of the extra stuff. Bai Buyan's movements in his hands did not stop, but there were also times when he lacked skills, so he opened his mouth and said to Li Suiqiu.

When Huang Jiaqi, who had been preparing, heard it, he immediately handed the scalpel into Li Suiqiu's hand.

Li Suiqiu, who had always maintained a good position, thought that she would not be needed, but when the scalpel made contact with his hand again, it trembled uncontrollably as if it were conscious.

Li Suiqiu gritted his teeth and wanted to make his hands obedient, but it was still useless.

Bai Buyan saw that something was wrong with her, but now that she was at a critical juncture, he didn't have time to say more, the movements of his hands accelerated, and the entire operation was ended with the ability of only one person.

Just before the nurse pushed the patient out, Bai Buyan was the first to grab Li Suiqiu's wrist and strode out of the operating room.

"Where are you taking me. Li Suiqiu only felt a burst of pain in his wrist, raised his eyes to look at Bai Buyan, who was only walking forward, and asked with a little displeasure.

But Bai Buyan didn't answer her a word, and didn't stop until he walked to a more remote corner, and then let go of the hand holding her and said coldly: "What's the matter with you." ”

"What's the matter with me, I still want to ask what you're doing, and bring me here without saying a word. ”

Li Suiqiu rubbed his reddened wrist lightly and said dissatisfiedly.

"You can't even hold a scalpel steadily, it's not like your style, you have something to hide from me. Bai Bu's tone was low, and he didn't look like a gentleman before.

Li Suiqiu rubbed his wrist for a moment, tilted his head to the side a little unnaturally and said, "What are you talking about, I don't understand." ”

"Gu Rong! This is about your future! Don't lie to me, as a friend, I don't want to see you lose this job! You also know how serious your current situation is to you, do you want to just wait for people to find out that something is wrong with you and leave here!"

Bai Buyan's heart ached, but he didn't expect that caring about her would still be a friend of her identity.

Li Suiqiu saw that he was serious, and it was not good to continue to pretend to be stupid, her eyes were slightly red, she pursed her lips, and whispered: "As soon as I picked up the scalpel, I remembered my mistake in the last operation, and it was my greatest courage that I could return to the hospital, but I couldn't face my own failure!"

The more she spoke, the more her voice trembled, and she faintly felt like she was about to cry.

After Bai Buyan heard this, the anxiety in his heart also dissipated, he looked at the helpless Li Suiqiu in front of him, and had an urge to hug people into his arms, but reason told him that he couldn't.

His hands hanging on his sides couldn't help but clench a little, until there was pain in his hands, and then he lowered his voice and said: "If you are in trouble, I will help you, this is the promise I once told you, and naturally it will be fulfilled." ”

Li Suiqiu was extremely moved in his heart, but he could only say a word of thanks when he came to his mouth.

"This matter, can you please not talk about it. She still wanted to try again, and the reluctance in her heart told her that she couldn't admit defeat easily.

"Good. ”

Where did Bai Buyan have a reason to refuse her request, and his eyebrows and eyes also became gentle, responding to the other party.

In order to hide people's eyes, he deliberately transferred Li Suiqiu to the department under his jurisdiction, so that she could not enter the operating room for surgery.

However, the dean's project is almost coming to fruition, and even if the person has not yet appeared, it is clear on the phone.

"Okay, we got it. Bai Buyan replied to the dean on the other end of the phone.

Now he is using all his abilities to cover for Li Suiqiu, and during this period, he has been helping her overcome psychological obstacles.

It's just that the results are clearly not satisfactory.

Li Suiqiu had a great sense of frustration for the first time, she threw the scalpel aside in frustration, and squatted down on the spot, the more she thought about it, the more frustrated her eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"Gu Rong, don't be discouraged, you see that you are much better than before, I believe that if you persist any longer, you will definitely have results. ”

Seeing her like this, Bai Buyan sighed lightly, but now he had no other way than comfort.

Li Suiqiu didn't respond, she pursed her lips tightly, refusing to make a sound, but the tears that burst out of her eyes leaked her emotions at the moment.

At this time, it was already early in the morning, and the outside world was quiet, and Yu Shiqian heard that Li Suiqiu had been back in the hospital for many days, and he had just taken time to visit today.

As soon as I walked in, I noticed that something was wrong.

"Why are you crying. Yu Ciqian took a closer look, and saw that Li Suiqiu was squatting there crying sadly, he raised his eyes to look at Bai Buyan and asked, but the other party only shrugged his shoulders.

He half-squatted down and gently wiped the tears from her cheeks, his eyes full of distress.

"Ziqian, I don't think I can do it, I want to resign. ”

When Li Suiqiu saw Yu Ciqian's face, the emotions that he had been holding back finally broke out, and he said very dejectedly.

"I know what you're capable of, how could it not be. ”

He coaxed patiently, but Li Suiqiu didn't want to speak anymore, buried his head in his knees, and pretended to be an ostrich.

Yuji Chimi couldn't ask anything anymore, so he could only get up and look at Bai Buyan, turn his head towards the door, and motioned for him to come out with him.

After the two walked out, he waited a little farther before he stopped, and he didn't say much polite to Bai Buyan, and asked directly: "What's going on?" ”

"She couldn't overcome the failure in the last operation, and as you know, Qin Shutong meant special to her. ”

Bai Buyan said it simply, after all, a smart person like Yu Ciqian can also understand the meaning.

Yu Ciqian nodded, and didn't stay outside with him for long, for fear that Li Suiqiu would not be able to think of escaping.

He walked back in a hurry, and seeing that Li Suiqiu was still squatting in place and was stupid in the posture just now, he stepped forward and dragged the person up forcefully.

"What are you doing!" Bai Buyan said nervously as he saw such a scene when he walked back.

However, Yu Zhiqian ignored his words, and after Li Suiqiu stood firm, he walked behind her and held her hands, manipulating her hands to pick up the scalpel.

Sure enough, as soon as she touched the scalpel, her hands began to tremble uncontrollably.

"Yuziqian, I can't do it, I can't do it, you let me go. Li Suiqiu said with some self-abandonment, and even wanted to escape from his arms.

"Gu Rong, do you believe me. ”

Yu Ciqian asked in a low voice, his words surprisingly calmed Li Suiqiu, she nodded silently, and she didn't know why she could believe him for no reason.

"I can let you out of the shadows, but only if you cooperate. ”