Chapter 222: Enjoying the Moon and Enjoying the Heart
The night in Liangqi City is always so lively, the streets and alleys are full of people, people come and go, she walks alone in this vast night, but her heart is always empty.
Maybe the prosperity of this world has nothing to do with her, her appearance is just to make up the numbers, or maybe she doesn't even need to make up the numbers, to put it bluntly, she is redundant.
I wanted a quiet one, but the phone wanted to do it again. She had to take out her phone and look at it, it was her mother calling.
She felt a wave of disgust in her heart, and when the bell stopped, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, but she didn't expect the bell to ring again.
No matter how hard-hearted she is, she is embarrassed not to take it. After all, it's a mother-daughter game, so let's take it.
She gently pressed answer, and soon a voice came from there.
"Hey, Yiyi?"
"Hmm. ”
"Yiyi, it's Dad, how are you doing with your recent work in the company?" her father asked, but he didn't know why her mother was suddenly silent.
Of course, Chen Yiyi realized something, but she felt very cold in her heart.
Of course, she knew that her mother couldn't get used to her working in the most famous company in Liangqi City, and she didn't know why her mother thought so.
Isn't it a good thing that her daughter is flying high? She could only reply to her father coldly: "It's okay, don't bother you!"
Her father was silent in an instant, and he seemed a little embarrassed about his daughter's perfunctory.
Chen Yiyi was also a little heartbroken, why didn't she want the family to chat happily together?
The heart that should be cold has long been cold.
What kind of affection does she expect?
She was still pretending not to know anything, and her mother continued: "Your sister-in-law hasn't texted me for a long time, isn't she having a good time with you?
Chen Yiyi almost cried, she was born to do laundry and cook for her sister-in-law.
Not to mention, that's really the way it was in her mother's eyes. Chen Yiyi thought it was funny, everyone regarded herself as a treasure, but her mother couldn't wait to use herself as a tool to collect money, and it wouldn't be good if she let herself suffer.
If she hadn't really understood her mother, she would probably be wondering if she was not filial by now.
Tears always filled her eyes so silently, and she gritted her teeth so that no one could notice it, especially her hard-hearted mother.
She used to touch her belly button, is this really the place where she and her mother used to have the most connection? Why can't she feel a little bit of maternal love?
The ice in my heart has accumulated little by little, and it has become an extremely cold place for so many years.
She almost laughed coldly, yes, this woman herself can't do anything to her, and she can easily make herself sad and haggard, because she once gave herself life.
I couldn't hear anyone on the other end of the phone and thought it was a bad signal, so her mother said again: "What's wrong? Is there no signal over there?"
Chen Yiyi said softly: "Maybe, it was a little stuck just now." ”
Mom: "That's fine, we didn't say anything. It is to let you have time to take care of your sister-in-law, and don't scare people away. ”
Chen Yiyi lifted her face, her gorgeous face seemed to scare people away? It turned out that in her mother's heart, she was such an ugly and disgusting person.
Is such a person really worthy of being his mother?
"I haven't been working well lately, and I still have 200 yuan after paying the rent, so I guess I can't take care of my sister-in-law. She said softly.
"Ahh
"She's spending a lot of money outside!" said her father, too, but soon he didn't dare to speak again.
Chen Yiyi should have been able to imagine that scene if she was at home, her mother must have glared at her father.
Otherwise, how could her father not dare to speak? The grievances in her heart spread like this, no matter what, she is a person who has a family and no family, so why care?
Since childhood, she and this mother have been opposites. She doesn't understand either, it's because she's too independent and self-reliant, right?
Also, she rarely shows weakness. Perhaps, her mother just wanted to take the opportunity to suppress her temper. People are arrogant, in fact, you say you can't get used to it?
"I'm tired, hang up first. ”
"Why don't you know how to listen to your elders?"
"Go to my brother and tell me to go. Chen Yiyi said coldly again.
"Of course my brother and I will tell him, you don't have to worry, remember to give your sister-in-law a red envelope first when your salary is paid in the future. You don't have to live in a good rental house now, I've heard that people can live in four or five hundred a month. Her mother continued.
"I live now for 300 yuan a month, but I still don't have any money for my sister-in-law. ”
"Then you hurry up and marry a rich husband, and let him give him more bride price when the time comes, so that your brother can marry a daughter-in-law in the future and make the wedding bigger!" her mother said again.
"The signal here is not good, so I hung up first. ”
Chen Yiyi hurriedly hung up the phone without waiting for the conversation to play, she didn't need to understand, she was just a chess piece in the eyes of her parents.
She was a little envious of her brother now, why did she have to do nothing to get all this?
Hehe, her tears "brushed" down again.
Is she unfilial, or is her family too ruthless? She would rather be an orphan, at least she doesn't have to do so many things just to be used by others.
She cried as she walked, the supper stall next to her was lively, and she was alone. She walked all the way, and she wandered all the way.
Is she really not good enough? Is she really not worthy of love?
She walked around and walked to the famous observation deck in Liangqi City, where the ticket cost more than 1,000, and she would never go up to it.
But today she doesn't think so, instead of keeping the money cheap Liu Jialing's sister-in-law, it is better to let her take it herself and have fun.
She also wanted to know what kind of scenery was on this observation deck, and she couldn't care so much about the cold night wind, and still walked up with her head held high in her high heels.
The observation deck is lit up with neon lights, and from a distance it looks like a tower with dim lights shining in the night.
There is also a large swimming pool on the top floor, surrounded by flowers for viewing, and some long rows of seats.
The elevator went all the way, and Chen Yiyi took such a high elevator for the first time. Fortunately, it was closed in the door, otherwise she would have had to scare her out of the heart attack.
She was very sad in her heart, but she felt quite relieved of her hatred. What about a thousand dollars, aren't you worth the thousand dollars?
She won't admit it, at least she won't admit it to that kind of cold family affection. If you want her to be compromised to integrate into a so-called "family", it is better to let her be alone and comfortable.
I have been studying for a few years, and I still know what it means to provide for my brother and sister-in-law. The two members of her family are not people who have done any great good deeds, and what blessings do they have to receive this offering?
She smiled, as if all the so-called worries had disappeared. It's just that there is still some pain in my heart, maybe I am unwilling to be why I was born from the same belly, but I have to treat it differently like this?
Is it because I can't give her a pension and send her to the end?
The grievances in her heart are stacked layer by layer, and she doesn't know how many years or months this resentment will be eliminated.
I simply didn't go back after all these years, so as to save my heart from chilling and destroy my good mood.
The stairs go up all the way up, and you can see the night view of Liangqi City outside. Everyone around her was amazed by the beauty of the night scene, but she just watched coldly.
She wished there was someone who could watch with her, and this person would understand what she meant. I won't leave myself because I don't understand it and I'm not happy.
As the floors get higher and higher, some tourists are afraid of heights and dare not look at them. Chen Yiyi was slightly apprehensive in her heart, she was fine, but she felt that she was a little shaky.
The scenery in front of her seemed to present a large area of Liangqi City, and she stared at it stupidly, and her tears had already dried with the wind.
The pain in my heart should be hidden or hidden, what is wrong with living with an indifferent mask?
The stars in the sky look far away, I don't know if it's because the lights on this level are too bright or what, these stars are still a little gray.
The elevator went all the way to a very high floor, and she walked out with the crowd of tourists. It wasn't until the moment she stepped out that she realized how afraid she was of heights.
She didn't dare to come again with the glass mirror behind her, for fear that her little heart would jump out in fright.
She walked around at will, and she didn't know if the thousand dollars were worth it. The people around her were running around, looking like they were playing hide and seek, and she complained in her heart, wouldn't it be too extravagant to play hide and seek in this place?
Walking and walking, she came to the opposite side of the pool. There are only a few people swimming in this pool, and the lights around it are warm, and it seems to have a sense of tranquility.
She stood quietly under a lounge and watched people swim, but she didn't know what it was good about. The tiredness in my heart is not something that ordinary people can experience.
The bright moon in the sky seemed to be hanging on the horizon, and she only needed to stretch out her hand a little more as if she could fish it out. This is the first time she has seen such a night.
Some beautifully dressed beauties walked in front of her, apparently wanting to show off their good figures.
But Chen Yiyi didn't bother to pay attention to them at all, she was no worse than them at all, she was just too lazy to waste time here.
The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, so she simply sat on someone's chair with a large flower umbrella covering her head. Seeing that she was not leisurely and not leisurely, the eyes of the people around her looked at her a little strangely.
I don't know, I thought that Chen Yiyi spent a thousand yuan to buy a ticket and came in just to sit here and watch the moon.
The swimming coach walked out, and he had just noticed Chen Yiyi inside.
He's still wondering, how can people get so rich now, and just sit here without having fun?
He asked curiously, "Do you want to swim in beautiful women?" ”
Chen Yiyi glanced up at him, and when she thought that the water was also cold, she instantly became timid.
"Don't go!"
"We're a very fit swimmer, and it's good for your body. ”
"No, no, no!" she shook her hand, indicating that she didn't want to move.