Chapter 12 Forgetting the Year
Lin Yu was born in a second- and third-tier city, and his family background is very ordinary.
Her father works in a big city, and her mother stays home full-time with her and her younger brother Lin Ran. Although the family is not wealthy, fortunately, his father is capable and gives them relatively good living conditions, and Lin Yu even learned piano.
But everything has changed since my father disappeared and my mother died of illness.
She only remembered that her grandmother, who had been living in a small town, led her uncle and aunt to knock on her door one day, and since then these two people have lived in her house with their children.
At that time, she had just graduated from junior high school, and her younger brother was still in his first year of junior high school.
She refused, but the words of a child had no weight in the eyes of adults, and despite her efforts, she was still powerless.
The uncles and aunts who just lived in their own house are not bad, they take care of Lin Yu and her brother's diet and daily life, and will buy gifts for Lin Yu on her birthday, and after grandma returns to the town, the essence of the matter is revealed.
Lin Yu was in his first year of high school and Lin Hui was in his third year of junior high school.
One day, when he went home by moonlight, Lin Yu's heart was remarkable.
She and her brother are in the same school, and during her brother's rebellious period, he often ignores her and treats her as if he doesn't know her at school. This time, Lin Ran obediently guarded the door.
He sat on his school bag, crossed his hands on his lap, his eyes hidden behind his bangs, and he didn't look up when he heard movement.
"Why are you sitting here and not going in? Lin Yu stretched out his hand to pull him, Lin Ran shook off her hand, stood up a little unruly, and carried the schoolbag with one hand.
The adolescent child looks like a strip on his body, and before he knows it, Lin Ran is half a head taller than Lin Yu.
Lin Yu poked him, "What's wrong with you, you've been bullied?" Lin Yu bypassed him and opened the door, Lin Ran followed without saying a word, and there was a sense of impatience all over his body.
"Lin Yu Lin Ran, you're back, come over and eat. The aunt wiped her hand on her apron and looked at them kindly. My uncle and aunt have lived in the countryside for many years, and the simplicity of the countrymen is soaked in half of my body.
"Okay Auntie, I'll put my schoolbag first. Lin Yu went to her room, and her aunt hurriedly stopped her, "Auntie, is there anything else?"
The aunt in her thirties rubbed her hands, took off her apron and threw it on the sofa, and brushed the broken hair around her ears, "Yo, I just didn't tell you, I'm going to vacate your room for Hui'er to live in, and you also know Lin Hui is in the third year of junior high school this year, and our second elder is counting on him to go to a good high school and get a good university, so ...... Lin Yu, will you go down first this time?"
"Auntie, how can this work? No, then where do I live?!"
"You're only a freshman in high school, and your studies aren't so tight, so I have also thought of these problems, I'm going to separate the living room from a useless small balcony in the living room, so you can do it first, we are rural people, and we are not so particular, so we look forward to a college student at home...... glorifying our ancestors," the aunt's voice was already choked up.
Uncle comforted her and persuaded Lin Yu, "Lin Yu, you are a sensible child, and you are the oldest in the family, so you should think more about your younger brothers and sisters." ”
Lin Yu was so sad that she couldn't speak for a while, Lin Ran unexpectedly grabbed her and threw her schoolbag on the ground, "Don't go too far!!"
"What did you say, what was not too much?" the aunt burst into tears and questioned Lin Ran. Lin Ran couldn't suppress his anger, "Don't think I don't know what you've done, don't blame me for doing this again......"
"What did we do?" exclaimed the aunt, "you little rabbit cub with no conscience, we give up our good life to take care of the two of you who have mothers and mothers, and you still don't appreciate it, do you want to tell me if I bought this dish?
"You ......" Lin Ran was extremely angry, and seeing that he was about to rush forward, Lin Yu hurriedly grabbed him. "You say this again?!"
"Okay, don't argue, Lin Ran, you go back to the room first!!"
Lin Ran was indifferent, glared at her aunt, and her aunt did not show weakness, and scolded her, "Spineless rotten cub, Ke Tian Kedi ...... parents"
Lin Yu didn't listen to it, and pulled Lin Ran towards his room with all his might, and his aunt's scolding was endless, and he could hear the chanting-like grunt through the door.
Lin Ran walked to the bedside by himself, waiting for Lin Yu's teaching, but this time Lin Yu didn't speak, and he couldn't speak.
Grandma is a typical rural woman, the ideas of the older generation are deeply ingrained in her bones, she has preferred her uncle's family since she was a child, she only thinks about her youngest son when she eats and wears, Lin Yu's father was bullied a lot when he was a child, and he finally grew up, was admitted to a good university, and entered a large enterprise before buying a house and marrying Lin Yu's mother.
Despite this, Lin Yu's grandmother was not proud of him, and his younger brother's various living expenses were all counted on his head, and in Lin Yu's memory, his grandmother always hid the money her father gave her and then gave it to her uncle.
is such a person, he never knew the burden of his eldest son's life, and two months after his son's death, he let his youngest son live in Lin Yu's house, which is called taking care of them, but Lin Yu and Lin Ran know even if they have nothing to do, but it is just for this house.
Since they moved in, Lin Yu and Lin Ran have lived a life under the fence, and they have been squeezed everywhere. When Lin Yu's mother died, she gave her a bank card, which contained 30,000 yuan, although she didn't worry about tuition and living expenses, but the daily suffering also made the two of them breathless.
Lin Yu is older, and every time he exposes his younger brother to wait for him to go to college, he is fragmented, and he doesn't even have the courage to comfort himself, just like this incident.
Lin Ran sat on the bed for a while and walked out of the door, "You live in my room, and I'll sleep in the living room." Lin Yu didn't stop him, although the two didn't talk much, they always had a tacit understanding in their hearts.
Lin Yu went back to her room to clean up her things, all the books on her desk were left in the corner, and all kinds of bits and pieces were pushed to the entrance like garbage.
Lin Yu felt bitter in her heart, but she didn't shed a single tear, she took her piano sheet music out from under the table leg, patted the dust on it, and reluctantly piled it with other books - she couldn't even have a dream now.
These things were swirling in Lin Yu's mind, and after many years, every time she remembered high school, she still couldn't help but feel numb. It is said that the past follows the wind, but those memories seem to be engraved in her bones, and the longer the time, the more painful it is when she recalls it.
After being paralyzed in bed for a long time, Lin Yu got up to take a shower, as usual.
The effects of alcohol finally gave her a sense of comfort at the right time, and she was able to fall asleep quickly despite holding the cold quilt.
The strange thing is that she was not stung by her aunt's words, and saw Gu Bei's smile in her dream, like a clean and warm smile in good weather.
The warmth that goes deep into the hearts of the people wraps her, and this kind of love for Gu Bei is still clean and clear under the plundering of time, which is really good.