Chapter 1150: The Calling of the Heart

Fang Renzheng and Zhao Yayue said this, Zhao Yayue listened, and had no choice but to say: "Okay, I understand, don't say it anymore, drink so much, drink some water." ”

Zhao Yayue took care of him, Fang Renzheng got up and took a sip of water, and after drinking, he said, "Yayue, don't you plan to remarry now?"

Zhao Yayue glanced at him and said, "Why are you asking about this?"

Fang Renzheng said: "I think you should remarry, you can't live alone for the rest of your life." ”

Zhao Yayue glanced at him and said, "If I remarry, how will you feel?"

Fang Renzheng smiled: "Of course I will feel bad in my heart, but I can't delay your youth." ”

Zhao Yayue said: "If you can think like this, I feel very happy in my heart, there is no chance of starting over in life, I will not remarry." ”

Seeing her say this, Fang Renzheng knew that she still couldn't let go of herself, and said after a while: "If you find it difficult to face the past, then find a way to leave the country and go to live in a place where no one knows you for a while, my work is very busy, and I don't have much time to meet you, and I don't want to watch you spend your life like this." ”

When Zhao Yayue saw him say this, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she said, "It's all my fault, if I hadn't been confused for a while, how happy we should be now." ”

Fang Renzheng sighed and said: "Yayue, let me tell you the truth, you see that after I developed later, I have seen countless beautiful women, but I can't compare with our acquaintance in school in the past, at that time, there was no utilitarian factor, it was completely the attraction between the sexes, that kind of relationship is the purest, why do you say that the feelings between civilians are the most sincere, because the commoners themselves are nothing, and there is less consideration for what is in charge, and once you have a family property, there are more situations to consider." Some women like to marry into a wealthy family, in fact, they will know the ups and downs of a wealthy family, but once they reach that level, they can't go back if they want to go back, they can only follow the rules of the game of the wealthy family. So I still miss the old days, but it can never come back, and if I'm a poor bastard now, we'll still have it

Chance to stay together, but I wonder if you'll ignore me if I'm a pauper?"

Zhao Yayue hurriedly said: "How can I ignore you? I want you to turn back into ordinary people, and we can come together again, even if it is as lovers." ”

Fang Renzheng said with a smile: "There are no assumptions in everything, keep that good, listen to me, find a man to marry, clear the past, I don't know where I will go in the future, maybe I will never see each other again." ”

Zhao Yayue was shocked when she heard this: "Taizheng, where are you going?"

Fang Renzheng said: "I'm just saying this, don't look at how great it is that I am now the richest man, in fact, I may not be happy in my heart, when I had no money in the past, I was unhappy in my heart, and now I am rich, I still feel unhappy, people, unhappiness is the norm, happiness is the exception, life is so strange." ”

Zhao Yayue said: "What are you unhappy about? You have a successful career now, and the beauties around you are like clouds, what else is there to be unhappy?"

Fang Renzheng smiled and said: "If you have a successful career, will you be happy if you are as beautiful as a cloud? If you say this, you must be the happiest when you are an emperor, but how many happy emperors are there? Why don't emperors live long? In fact, whether a person is happy or not, the most fundamental thing is not your external things, but your inner things, and your inner things have a person who can understand you, and at that time, people are the happiest. ”

Zhao Yayue listened and said puzzledly: "Then what is there in your inner world that is not understood?"

glanced at her and said, "Our lives are actually wrong, and after being wrong, it is difficult to be happy again." You and I are both in a way that we don't see through the true meaning of life. We are all ordinary people, don't look at me with so much money, I am also an ordinary person, as long as it is an ordinary person, he will be unhappy, because the ordinary man has taken the wrong path from the beginning, and it is difficult to turn back. ”

Zhao Yayue frowned and said, "Renzheng, I don't understand these things you said. ”

Fang Renzheng said: "Let me tell you this, from the time of birth, people are the purest, there is a word called the heart of a child, this child is a baby, and the state of a baby is the best state of human beings."

State, all his pursuits are internal, he wants to eat, he wants to pee, he wants to cry, it is all his nature, and when you grow up, your pursuit becomes external, when I was poor, I felt that others looked down on me, felt that I was a failure, and only when I made a lot of money and became a master, can it be regarded as a success. But when you become a master and have money in your hands, do you feel very happy and happy? Completely wrong, if a person takes the external pursuit as his goal from the beginning, he has taken a wrong path, and there is no way to turn back, and if you have embarked on this road, you come back again, and then think about it, it is very difficult. And a person who can see through life, he will not take this path from the beginning, but listen to his own heart, to pursue an inner thing, everything he does is natural, all from the call of the heart, such a person, the more he goes, the more he feels full of inner fulfillment, the more he goes, the more he feels very happy, his growth is internal, not external, such a person is a real bull breaking character. You see all those great people, all of them are like this, and once you have your desires and want to pursue external things, your final realm will not be high, and even if you succeed, you will not feel happy, and you will even fall short in the end and suffer a major failure, I say this, can you understand?"

Zhao Yayue listened to it for a long time, but she was still ignorant, shook her head and said, "Renzheng, you are different from the past now, you are too incomprehensible." ”

Fang Renzheng thought to himself, maybe only Wang Xiaoya could understand him, Zhao Yayue couldn't understand him, Chen Qian couldn't understand him, only Wang Xiaoya would really understand him when she talked to him about this matter.

"Maybe I'm thinking too much, but I didn't tell others these words, I just told you, I just want to tell you, everything is only called from the heart, don't pursue external things, as long as your heart is at peace, you can be happy, understand?" Fang Renzheng looked at her and said.

Zhao Yayue glanced at him, and finally realized that she and Fang Renzheng were no longer people on the same parallel line, not only in terms of property, but in terms of soul, she was just an ordinary woman, while Fang Renzheng had become a philosopher, and she could only become a servant in front of him.