Chapter 365: It's His Will
Xiaokeng had called Lin Xuechu "sister" before.
At that time, Lin Xuechu felt more moved.
But now, under the embrace of Xiaokeng, Lin Xuechu felt that he wanted to cry.
After all, I didn't think I'd do it before I came.
Tell the little pit the truest emotions that you have pressed yourself in the depths of your heart,
In fact, when he said it, Lin Xuechu felt that he had no scruples.
Because that's what I've always believed.
It's like telling Xiao Pit yourself.
Especially after Jiang Suyi's incident, Lin Xuechu understood more clearly what kind of friendship he had with Xiaokeng.
It's like the first person you meet in the chaos, and then, that person brings a lot of unexpected things to yourself.
Lin Xuechu actually likes Xiaokeng to call her sister.
"I see. "Small pits.
"So, what the hell is going on? Lin Xuechu spoke.
Xiao Keng said: "I know what I did was wrong, but I just can't help it." β
"What is the reaction of Zhan Yu?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiao Keng: "Zhan Yu is looking for me." β
"Looking for you?"
"I didn't expect him to react like that. The pit opened.
Lin Xuechu: "So what is your situation now?"
Xiao Keng shook his head: "You know that the host is big, he said I was too selfish. β
Lin Xuechu remembered those things before and didn't speak.
Xiao Keng: "I know I'm selfish and use that method to test him, but I ......"
"But you never thought he would blame you. Lin Xuechu spoke.
Xiaokeng nodded: "I thought I liked it enough and wouldn't blame me." β
"So, if you think about something alone, you will always fall into your own cognition, you are not Zhanyu, no matter how much you like him and how well you know him, you are not him. Lin Xuechu spoke.
However, the current Lin Xuechu felt particularly distressed when she looked at such a small pit.
In my impression, Lin Xuechu had never seen such a small pit.
But that's enough to say one thing, and that's that he can finally show a side of himself that he's never seen before.
Lin Xuechu slowly hugged the small pit.
"Like you said, I'll always be there for you, no matter what. Lin Xue Chu said.
The current Xiaokeng is indeed very much like his younger brother.
Lin Xuechu felt that he had too many subjective factors in judging some things.
The small pit, which was previously considered "heinous", has now become a little sheep in an instant.
The things that Xiao Keng had done to Zhan Yu before had been pressed deep in Lin Xuechu's heart.
"It's okay, just be clear. Lin Xue Chu said.
Xiao Keng shook his head: "The host who can't tell is big, I've never seen the war rain like that." β
The scene of that day seemed to appear right in front of him, Xiao Keng watched the rain of war in front of him, and tears flowed down the moment he finally returned to his position and saw himself.
At that time, the small pit was still safe
comforted Zhan Yu: "It's okay, it's all over." β
"You jumped. "War Rain Road.
Xiao Keng: "Aren't I still here?" β
"Why did you jump? You know I'm going to be worried, I'm going to be scared, why do you do this?" Zhan Yu asked after regaining his composure.
Xiao Keng said: "I just think it's interesting. β
"Aren't you in pain? at the moment of falling. β
Xiao Keng: "I think it's okay......"
"But my heart hurts!" Zhan Yu said in a loud voice: "You never considered my feelings from beginning to end! You never asked me what I thought, and you always insisted on going your own way." β
"I'm insecure! Even if you told me I'd always be there for me, I still didn't feel safe!"
Zhan Yu: "I think it's actually quite lucky that we can have our own consciousness, but what are you doing with these hard-won consciousnesses?
Xiao Keng turned his face away and said, "I just want to see your feelings for me." β
"Are you a child? Can you not be so naΓ―ve? Why are you tempted?"
"I thought you'd give me enough security when you came back. "Small pits.
Zhan Yu sighed: "Maybe I didn't understand love from the beginning, but I don't think love is never carried out in temptation." β
"Can't you stand me like this? I thought you'd understand me. "Small pits.
Zhan Yu looked at Xiao Keng, his eyes were firm, and he said, "Yes, I can't stand this." β
"I'm just ......"
"I know what you've been looking forward to, and I've been tolerating you, but have you ever thought about getting to know me?" Zhan Yu asked, "It's not easy for us to have emotions, but why do you want to complicate him?
Xiaokeng shook his head: "I don't know." β
"You have a good relationship with your host, that's because you know how you get along with each other, but what about us?"
From beginning to end, Zhan Yu stood in place and looked at the small pit, his eyes were always very firm.
What the pit touched was the rain of war that he had never understood.
"You always thought I would do what I would do, I did, and my first reaction when I saw you jump straight from that place was to jump with you, but that doesn't mean I'm going to tolerate you. β
In the end, Zhan Yu kept repeating the sentence: "The value you think is not my value, can you try to understand me?"
"And then?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiaokeng shook his head: "After saying this, Zhan Yu left directly." β
Lin Xuechu: "Didn't you chase him?"
"I was shocked. β
Shocked that Zhan Yu, who has always tolerated himself and never said anything heavy, would be so kind to himself.
So the small pit has been hit quite a bit.
At this time, Lin Xuechu and Xiaokeng sat directly on the ground.
Although Lin Xuechu can't be real
I felt the temperature of the roses next to me, but it was still a good feeling to sit here and talk with Xiao Keng.
Then, Lin Xuechu sighed in unison with Xiao Keng.
"That's growth. In the end, Lin Xuechu summed up the matter of Xiaokeng with this sentence.
Xiaokeng nodded: "Learn to grow in love." β
"However, Zhan Yu has already made it very clear. Lin Xuechu said: "You should try to understand him." Don't rely on your subjective thoughts to judge what he will do when faced with a situation. β
Xiao Keng nodded slowly.
Lin Xuechu: "But how do I feel ......?"
How do you think that Xiaokeng is completely very willful in the relationship.
It's like being unreasonable in front of your boyfriend, a little girl.
The original intention of his feelings cannot be tarnished in the slightest.
Otherwise, it will definitely make a fuss.
Lin Xuechu: "I didn't find you like this before. β
"I don't know. β
After Zhan Yu resolutely left, Xiao Keng's first thought was Zhan Yu's fault.
But by the time the next day, the endless guilt had swallowed up the pit.
"The host is big, this is the human emotion, is this your emotion?" asked Xiao Keng.
Lin Xuechu: "You are now humanized. β
"It's really hard to be a man!" said the little pit.
"You can choose not to do it. Lin Xue Chu said.
Xiaokeng shook his head: "But if you don't be a human, you won't have feelings, and in that case, I'll become a machine again." β
Lin Xuechu laughed and looked ahead.
I know the disadvantages of being a man, but the advantage of being a man is the reason not to give up.
"You've grown up. Lin Xuechu said.
Suddenly, Lan Sheng appeared in the garden.
Then Lin Xuechu saw a butterfly.
Then Lan Sheng stepped forward to play with the butterflies.
"What kind of person do you think she is, just watch this scene. Lin Xuechu spoke.
Then, Xiao Keng followed Lin Xuechu to look over, and then said, "Very gentle person." β
As soon as Xiao Keng's voice fell, the scene in front of him changed.
"I haven't seen Mu Jinhang'......," Lin Xuechu said.
Xiaokeng said: "It's okay, this can be adjusted, just take you back later!"
"Cow ......"
(End of chapter)