136 I will love you for many years, without a fixed term

The car sped by, and the wind blew on the face, but it was hotter than being slapped hard.

Lin Yucheng grabbed Gao Lan's hand and didn't let go, his waist was hugged tightly by Gao Lan, and after a while, Gao Lan raised his head and looked at him with a happy face: "I knew that in your heart, I couldn't have no status at all." ”

His chest was burned with anger, but looking at the smiling face of the woman in front of him, there was no way to vent his anger.

This marriage was agreed to by him, Xiao Hong, and he pushed it away with his own hands.

Between love and the Lin family, he has already made a choice, and these consequences are also what he must bear.

Xiao Hong's parents lost their lives because of you, Lin Yucheng, it is undeniable that you are an indirect murderer, this is the guilt and remorse that lingers in the rest of your life.

The girl who will read the loneliness and feel sorry for you from one of your expressions now has a better home, and there is a better man than you to love her and care for her.

Those who you can't give her happiness, there will be better people for her.

From the day you make your choice, you are destined to remain alone for a lifetime.

He already knew such an ending, why did he still feel so sad now, why did his heart still hurt so much?

Is it because he subconsciously thought that the girl would always stand there waiting for him?

Scold!

Why?

He can get married and have children, so why should she wait for him all the time?

Lin Yucheng let go of Gao Lan, and suddenly reached out and slapped himself hard.

"Mijo, you're crazy!"

Gao Lan's eyes widened and exclaimed, as if she was frightened a lot, Lin Yucheng looked at her fixedly, for a long time, and suddenly hooked her lips and smiled: "Yes, I'm crazy." ”

From the time he heard Xiao Hong say with a relieved expression that he used to like it, but it was already in the past, he was probably driven crazy by himself.

Those deep loves that he had suppressed for many years suddenly woke up in that moment, grew like vines, and then wrapped around his heart, dripping with blood.

The scene of him returning to his hometown with Xiao Hong many years ago suddenly came to mind, and Xiao Hong once showed him a plant called thorn vine.

The plant was as soft as an ordinary vine, but its branches were covered with hard thorns with barbs on the thorns, and once pricked, when the thorns were pulled, the flesh would be brought out.

Lin Yucheng felt that Xiao Hong was a clump of thorn vines growing in the bottom of his heart, before he thought it was just an ordinary vine, but now he knew that this vine was full of thorns, and he wanted to clean her out of his heart, as long as he moved such a thought, he would be so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Gao Lan soon discovered that Lin Yucheng's mood was not quite right, and the gentle aura of the humble gentleman on his body was of course gone, replaced by a depression and sadness that could not be concealed.

This kind of Lin Yucheng made her a little scared.

"Yucheng, don't be like this, grandma is still waiting for us to go back to celebrate her birthday......"

Gao Lan prayed with tears in her eyes, Lin Yucheng nodded, yes, grandma is still waiting for them to go back to celebrate their birthday, parents are still waiting to hold their grandson, there are many people staring at Lin, and Lin Huai's hospital also needs a lot of money to maintain its operation......

There are still many things to be done for him, and he can't regret it, he can't do anything.

Stretching out his hand to take a taxi, Lin Yucheng opened the car door and sent Gao Lan to the car, and then closed the car door, Gao Lan leaned on the car window and looked at him nervously: "Yucheng, won't you go back with me? Where do you want to go?" I can accompany you!"

Gao Lan said nervously, she vaguely felt that the current Lin Yucheng was no different from before, if she let him leave like this now, this man would never come back.

Gao Lan said that he wanted to get out of the car, but Lin Yucheng stretched out his hand to prop himself on the car door.

"Go back by yourself, or, come with me now to go through the divorce procedures. ”

Gao Lan's whole person was like being struck by lightning, and bean-sized tears slid down from the corners of his eyes, looking pitiful and innocent: "Yucheng, you...... You're kidding me, aren't you? You said that as long as I live for one day, one day will be Mrs. Lin's, and I know I just you off, so can you take that back?"

Lin Yucheng hooked his lips and smiled, as gentle as ever.

"Mrs. Lin, if I hadn't pulled you just now, I'm widowed now. Hearing this, Gao Lan's face changed, but Lin Yucheng didn't stop there, and continued: "Or, do you want to be widowed?"

Gao Lan felt as if a hand was pinching her neck, and her breathing became difficult.

If she is widowed, it means that Lin Yucheng is gone, and if Mr. Lin is gone, then what is the point of her being this Mrs. Lin!?

No, she doesn't!

Gao Lan's face flashed with unwillingness to go crazy, and finally calmed down.

She touched her belly with a loving face, looked up at Lin Yucheng with a smile: "Yucheng, the baby and I will always wait for you to come back." ”

If it was in the past, Lin Yucheng would definitely answer her with a gentle smile, but this time, Lin Yucheng did not answer her.

Turning around and leaving, Lin Yucheng's movements were very chic, Gao Lan never knew that a person's back could hurt people so much.

What she didn't know was that many years ago, this man withdrew from her world without even leaving Xiao Hong's back.

Xiao Hong could get news of him in many ways, and she could also find him in many ways and ask him everything, but in the end she didn't do anything, even during the most difficult time, Xiao Hong never thought of going to Lin Yucheng.

Maybe it's her humble self-esteem that makes her not want to be seen as a stalker by others, or maybe it's because she knows in her heart that a man who can do so decisively, even if she finds him, nothing will change.

Guan Zhe drove Xiao Hong back to his apartment directly, Xiao Hong's eyes were only red when she entered the house, and when Guan Zhe poured her a cup of warm water, Xiao Hong suddenly burst into tears.

Guan Zhe has never seen a woman crying like her, without any image, snot and tears flowing, and her voice is very loud, like a child who has been greatly wronged, crying unscrupulously.

Guan Zhe didn't say anything to comfort her, because all the comfort was useless, and those injuries had happened to her, leaving an indelible imprint.

She had been in pain, and now that she thinks about it, it still hurts.

In the car just now, what Xiao Hong said, Guan Zhe was very distressed, but for so many years, when he hadn't met her, Guan Zhe had no way of knowing how many grievances she had suffered.

The only thing he knew was that from now on, this woman would be guarded by him, and he would not let her suffer any more harm.

Xiao Hong cried for nearly half an hour, and Guan Zhe was always beside her to help her hand her tissues.

After a while, the floor that was so clean that it was not stained with dust was littered with tissues, if it was before, Guan Zhe would definitely not be able to stand it, but at this moment, he had no time to take care of it.

"Mrs. Guan, if you continue to cry like this, you may not be able to open your eyes tomorrow. ”

Guan Zhe kindly reminded that Xiao Hong's eyes were already red and swollen, and her mouth was a little chapped, Guan Zhe snatched the water cup in her hand and poured it into her.

After waiting for a few more minutes, Xiao Hong's mood finally calmed down.

Wiping her tears with a tissue, Xiao Hong laughed: "You know, I haven't cried for many years except for filming, and all my tears seem to have ended when my parents died." ”

"With me, I only allow you to cry once, and not again. ”

"Hmm. Xiao Hong nodded: "The doctor said that my eyes can't cry too much, and there may be repetitions, so I have always paid attention to protection, because in this world, the person who can transplant my cornea for free is no longer there, and the person who can remove a kidney to treat me is also gone." ”

Xiao Hong said these two sentences very calmly, but her eyes were still uncontrollably red.

The person who loves her the most is no longer alive before she has enjoyed any blessings.

She still has a lot to say to them, and there are still a lot of scenery to see with them, how can they just be gone?

Leave so many regrets for her, what do you want her to do in the future?

The heart throbbed because of these, and her vision blurred again, and the man hugged her into his arms, his head against his broad chest, and Xiao Hong heard the man's loud promise.

"If you can't see your eyes in the future, I will give you a cornea transplant, and I will keep one to take care of you, if you can't see again, I will take good care of you, even if you are old and wrinkled, you have to eat and drink in bed, and become a sloppy old lady, I don't dislike you. ”

"Mr. Guan, has anyone ever praised you for saying very beautiful things?"

"Nope. ”

"Oh. ”

"Because of my love words, I only speak to you alone. ”

The heart, because of this man's words, sprouted an emotion called 'throbbing'.

Xiao Hong thought that she should be glad that she met this man named Guan Zhe at the age when she was already past the age of love.

She didn't know why he was so sure that he would be so sure that he would be in his life, but she knew that the rest of her life would only be related to him alone.

After sitting quietly like this for a while, Xiao Hong sorted out her emotions.

Guan Zhe took out his notebook and put it on Xiao Hong's leg with great interest, then hugged Xiao Hong and sat on the sofa and flipped the photo to her.

"How do you want to arrange the bedroom? Although my current bed is a double bed, you should not like the style, you can buy it according to your preference, and the decoration style in the house may be relatively deserted, you can find someone to redecorate it again." ”

"It should take a long time to renovate, where will you live during this time?"

"Honeymoon. ”

"I also have a job on location. ”

"Then go to the place where you recorded your honeymoon. ”

“……”

"If you don't like it, we can go somewhere else. ”

"Mr. Guan, don't you think you spoil me too much?"

Xiao Hong tilted her head and asked as calmly as possible, Guan Zhe raised her eyebrows: "Is there one? That means I haven't worked hard enough." ”

“……”

What else does this man have to try?

The man's hand around her was slightly forced, holding her in his arms, his back against his chest, the two hearts were closer than ever, and the frequency of the heartbeat gradually coincided.

Then the man whispered in a lingering and doting voice: "Mrs. Guan, I will try to make you take being pampered for granted." ”

I love you, so it's only natural for me to spoil you, and you can ask anything from me, whether it's reasonable or not, and I won't find you vexatious.

I think I will love you for many years, without a fixed period, not for a lifetime, but at the end of life.

I hope that I will live longer than you, so that I can always love you and not let you be wronged, so that you will not experience loneliness......

If you leave me a long, long time later, I will think of you every day, and even if I am so old that I don't know anyone, I will still remember you.

My beloved one, thank you for being able to meet you in the vast sea of people, and let me experience such beautiful feelings in my heart.

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