316: Mood
Mu Leyao walked on the shore of Xiaoxi Lake, the evening breeze brought a burst of coolness, and the cut of autumn water reflected the prosperous lights of Hengcheng, and could not reflect the boiling voice of Hengcheng. It's like it's always someone else who is tired, and it's estimated that it's always with you. The rustling leaves are like the whispers of a lover, but Mu Leyao has no lover to speak of after all. Even if it's Yu Hailong, it's not.
thought that he could fall in love for a long time, even if Yu Hailong was not as good as Yang Yunruo, but Yu Hailong's kindness to himself could be seen with his eyes, even if he was young, even if he might be using himself, Mu Leyao also wanted to give him a chance behind Liu Tao's back, and the important thing was to give himself a chance, because it is said that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a relationship again. But it seems that she can't do it, even if she has tried her best to force herself, but there are some things that just can't come.
Although she had agreed to Yu Hailong's date, and although she had walked out of the hotel with him, at the last moment, Mu Leyao still didn't convince herself that she was still the same she, right is right, wrong is wrong, like is like, dislike is not like. He doesn't like Yu Hailong, she knows that what she likes is Yang Yunruo, even if she pretends to be indifferent and covers it up in the depths of her heart, but this feeling still exists, and it will not disappear because of Mu Leyao's pretended indifference, nor will it be annihilated because of her cover-up.
Mu Leyao built a small pebble and threw it hard, rippling in the calm lake water. Yang Yunruo is Yang Yunruo after all, and Yu Hailong is also Yu Hailong after all, it has nothing to do with whether it is excellent or not, but they cannot be replaced by each other. Yang Yunruo's care and love for herself seems to be careless, but it comes from the heart, never showing off, like a ray of sunshine, as if it is there, because of her. And Yu Hailong is more like an air conditioner, or a heater, after all, it is a little pretentious, losing a sense of innocence and a little more of a taste of intrigues.
I still remember when I said sorry to Hailong, his ugly face and inward-looking appearance, his expression of hatred, but at that moment, he changed his extremely distressed look, as if if he really didn't go, he could still take out his heart and liver to show himself. In fact, he just didn't want to demolish him, he was not young anymore, and he was in the entertainment industry, he looked good, and he didn't know how many people who swore to him, how could he really fall into his trap, it was just that he couldn't get the sustenance from Yang Yunruo and wanted to seek comfort. But he is Yu Hailong, never Yang Yunruo.
"Hey" Mu Leyao sighed, maybe Liu Tao is right, she is no longer a little girl who has just fallen in love, she is already a woman without youth, and what kind of love is chasing is whimsical in Thailand, a woman of her age, most of the children are playing soy sauce. Perhaps, love itself is a lie in this world, otherwise so many people who dedicate themselves to love will end up disheartened and hurriedly find an honest man to marry. Even if there are people in the outside world who are singing those love stories that can be sung and cried, isn't it because of the few, that they are precious and enduring? Imagine that for 5,000 years, according to tens of millions of young women every 20 years, only a little bit of love stories are left, which is really sad.
Don't expect it, this is a love prize that is more difficult to win than winning the lottery, why does it fall on your head, and you are just an ordinary person. Maybe I should obey Sister Liu, take advantage of my beauty to find a successful career, or have a deep background, be a canary well, at least don't worry about food and clothing, I just use lazily spread on the sofa, recliner, or curl up in the corner like a cat all the time, don't think about anything, just squint like that, this is in line with my own heart.
It's just that there is always a trace of unwillingness, just like when Ouyang Mingyue stepped on his head, he always feels that if he has not experienced a love in his life, he has not worked hard to survive, and he always feels that life is like a kind of regret. Think about how you laughed at those classmates who were in early love, you really don't know how thick the sky is, what qualifications do you have to laugh at them, maybe they are standing in front of you and laughing at yourself now.
"Xiaoxihu ......" Mu Leyao clasped her hands and looked at these three words in the dim faint light, it was the first time she knew that this Xiaohu was called Xiaoxihu, and the filming place was on the other side of the lake, and this boundary monument had never appeared, and she had never asked others what this lake was called. In her opinion, it doesn't matter what this artificial lake is called, it's just a name chosen by a person, or a talent or feelings, nothing more than that. But this lake is actually called 'Little West Lake'.
I really remember Yang Yunruo, or when they met for the second time, it was on the edge of the West Lake in Hangzhou, because I was in a bad mood, and because I was in a bad mood, it was related to the "Legend" given to me by Yang Yunruo was snatched away by Ouyang Mingyue, so when would I greet Yang Yunruo and say a few more words to her. Then, they founded Yun Yao together, Yang Yunruo helped her write songs, helped her compose music, and became a director to make online dramas. In the same way, Yun Ruo's time together, scene by frame like a movie passed through Mu Leyao's mind, it turned out that she had done so much for herself, and what she gave him was some meager and pitiful support. Paying too little, and asking for too much, maybe this is the reason why she and Yang Yunruo can't get together, everything always has to find a reason, because only when you find a reason can you feel that this matter is what you imagined.
"Little West Lake ......" is now filming "The Legend of the New White Lady", which also has a bridge section of West Lake. crossed the bridge paper umbrella, and then left the love legend of Yang Yunruo's "The Legend of the New White Lady". Yes, a love legend, but the plot of a short time set, but Mu Leyao felt as if she was the white snake 'Bai Suzhen', because Yang Yunruo and 'Xu Xian' can cause trouble, and they are not obedient. It's just that this is not film and television after all, but a fact, she is not a white lady, if Yang Yun is not Xu Xian, they don't have that kind of lingering compassion.
It's just that I don't know if Yang Yunruo thought about herself when she wrote this scene, remembering that she met him with the broken bridge. Mu Leyao's face was a little red, even if he had already made up his mind to maintain a relationship with Yang Yunruo as a partner, he couldn't help but jump in his heart at this moment. There should be, because she and he really met at the Broken Bridge in West Lake, and because he asked her to play this role, which means that the play itself is tailor-made for him, for her, or for him and her.