Chapter 181: Self-abandonment
S City in November is like entering a natural ice cellar, and the weather is unpredictable. To make everyone who travels can't help but shiver, the bare branches emit a faint halo in the meager sunlight.
Shen Zhuxi's slender figure curled up in the corner of the huge room, the sunlight outside the window was all blocked by the curtains, and the room was airtight.
With a "snap", a snow-white beam of light suddenly lit up in the originally pitch-black room, stinging Shen Zhuxi's eyes.
"Who?" she immediately tilted her head alertly, her gaze fixed on somewhere in the doorway. Seeing that the person who came was Leng Yan, he relaxed for a moment. His tall and straight body was visible in the darkness, his facial features were clearly sculpted, but his eyes were deep.
Since the last time she said goodbye to Gu Huaizuo, Shen Zhuxi seemed to have lost her soul, her eyes were dull, her work was empty, like a soulless marionette. I kept myself in the door and never went out.
She made Leng Yan's heart tremble fiercely. He slowly raised his eyes, his gaze fell on the slender figure, his face full of distress and pity. Why is she so self-loving......
"Xi'er ......" Leng Yan muttered to herself, calling her name softly dripping water, but bitter in her heart.
Shen Zhuxi's eyes were slightly trance, her face was pale and almost transparent, and she was lying on the ground very weak at this time, and her originally bright eyes were obscure at this time, as if she had been imprisoned in this dark abyss for many years.
"Is there something wrong?" The cold tone came out of her already dry mouth, and the originally soft and sweet voice was now forced to be as hoarse and jerky as a ninety-year-old woman.
There was shallow vigilance and deep alienation in her eyes, as Leng Yan approached step by step, she stepped back step by step, and the corners of her mouth hooked up with an extremely ironic arc, she didn't want to end up like this between herself and Gu Huaizuo.
A tingling pain swept across Leng Yan's eyes, and then immediately returned to coldness.
"He's recovered. Leng Yan was silent for a while, but finally sighed and spoke.
His tone was very light, as if he were saying something as simple as what he should eat tomorrow morning, and nothing came into his eyes. But his eyes betrayed himself, and those obscure eyes were firmly fixed on Shen Zhuxi.
Who is he? Shen Zhuxi's brain was blank for a short time, and his first reaction was a blank, but in an instant, he immediately reacted. He ...... "Her heart was as uncomfortable as being devoured by thousands of ants.
The last thing she wants to mention now is Gu Huaizuo, and the cry in her heart is all hidden in her heart, no matter what realm she is in, she is not willing to show her humility in front of others.
"Do you want to stay like this all the time?" Leng Yan didn't want to be as confident as she had in her original impression, and such a perfect girl would become what she is now.
At this time, Shen Zhuxi's sloppy expression finally reacted and gradually focused. She pursed her mouth and wore a white veil on her body, like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world.
"Then what should I do?" Shen Zhuxi almost roared, she had recently locked herself in this room and meditated hard and didn't think of her future development, and now she was very confused.
At this time, the housekeeper knocked on the door urgently. It seemed that something big had happened when the sky had fallen, but Leng Yan ignored it. The most important thing at the moment is Shen Zhuxi's affairs, and he is not willing to take care of the rest.
"Young master, open the door quickly!" The housekeeper didn't wait for the movement inside for a long time, and his body was about to form cobwebs. I wanted to break in rudely immediately, but I was worried that this would annoy Leng Yan, so I was in a hurry at the door.
"The master is calling, it's urgent!" he hesitated for a moment but said the matter directly, so that he could open the door.
Shen Zhuxi struggled to her feet, she walked with heavy steps to the clean and tidy bed, each step seemed to exhaust all the strength in her body. This kind of her made Leng Yan feel more and more distressed.
"You go over, I'm fine, just take a rest. She knew in her heart that the other party cared about her, but she resisted.
Leng Yan turned his head, but there was an uncontrollable injury in his eyes, he finally nodded and turned to leave.
"Uncle Leng, remember to help heat up a porridge. After giving the order, he hurried to his study. He understood what his father was looking for, and it was estimated that Gu Huaizuo had already left there at this time.
At this time, Cheng Yu walked in directly, she squinted her eyes slightly, her eyes crossed a fierce light, and she gritted her teeth and said, "I didn't expect you to be here!"
She stared at Shen Zhuxi with excessive resentment, she had lost contact with Gu Huaizuo during this time, as if she would never see him again. It's all to blame on the woman in front of her, if it weren't for herself, she would never be in the current situation.
Shen Zhuxi's strength completely crushed Cheng Yu at any time, and all the aura since she appeared, Cheng Yu became nothing. All the focus is no longer on her, even Gu Huaizuo's.
"You damn broom star, blame you for harming Gu Huaizuo like this. If it weren't for you, his group would definitely be intact, you really damn it!" Cheng Yu stared at Shen Zhuxi's haggard appearance angrily, his eyes as fierce as quenched poison. god
"It's not me......" Shen Zhuxi didn't care about what she said, but as long as Gu Huaizuo's name appeared in her ears, her heart jumped uncontrollably, and suddenly a fishy sweet taste appeared in her throat, and her blood surged.
It's ridiculous, it's clear that he is the one who has the most right to speak, but now he is being accused.
At this time, Cheng Yu walked in slowly, with an extremely arrogant attitude. She condensed her eyes disdainfully, staring at Shen Zhuxi condescendingly, as if she was a living queen, extremely noble.
"Fortunately, my uncle is back to preside over the overall situation now, otherwise no one can bear the consequences!" she pinched Shen Zhuxi's jaw tightly, her eyes were vicious, as if she could destroy her in the next second.
Her father had an excellent relationship with Leng Yan's father, and she was ordered to come here today to cooperate with Leng Yan, but she didn't expect to dig up such a big news. When she thought of this, her eyes were filled with deep meaning.
In fact, the relationship between his father and himself was already very stiff a few months ago. However, she has been trying hard to redeem it, so she has put a lot of thought into it. Fortunately, the Leng family helped his family at that time, otherwise he would have gone bankrupt by now.
"So what?" Shen Zhuxi struggled to get up, the corners of her mouth hung with an incomparably cold arc, and her fists were clenched. The bottom of my heart was so painful that even my breath had an extremely strong smell of blood.
"Shen Zhuxi, in the end, you still have nothing!" Cheng Yu opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Shen Zhuxi suddenly, and the aura of her superior swept over, completely the kind of temperament that has been naturally generated by staying in a high position for a long time.
"Shut up!" The stiff pain in her body was difficult to get rid of for a while, but she stared at Cheng Yu coldly, this momentum was just right to deter Cheng Yu and make her speechless for a long time.
She was stunned for a while before she realized that she was actually frightened by this woman's momentum, and immediately scolded herself in annoyance, twisted her eyebrows, and reprimanded unhappily: "What do you think you are?"
Cheng Yu's posture is still so high, like a peacock, and it is difficult to ignore it. However, Shen Zhuxi was stunned, she had long been surprised by this woman's thoughts, but she was too lazy to care.
"So what do you want?" Shen Zhuxi's tone was flat and breezy, and he didn't take this woman in his eyes at all. She originally cared about only Gu Huaizuo from beginning to end, and other people and things had nothing to do with her.
Seeing that Shen Zhuxi was in such a situation at this time, he still had such an arrogant and lofty attitude, which completely angered her. She directly pinched Shen Zhuxi's wrist fiercely, wanting to pinch her to death.
And the other party's injury was affected by this crazy woman, and she immediately broke out in layers of cold sweat, trying her best to restrain this pain, but Cheng Yu, who was on the verge of outburst, didn't notice this at all.
She noticed that Shen Zhuxi didn't speak at all, and suddenly became even more angry: "To be a man, you have to know Entu, now that Leng Yan has saved you, you have to repay others, but you have nothing at present." ”
Cheng Yu thought about it, and she quickly turned her conversation to other things, so that it would not cause unnecessary misunderstandings, and at the same time, it could prevent Leng Yan from bumping into her rivalry when she suddenly came.
"Hehe, hypocrisy!" Shen Zhuxi is not stupid, she knows very well what Cheng Yu is doing at this time, so she directly sarcastically spoke out mercilessly. There was a strong disdain in his eyes, and this scene made Cheng Yu's anger accumulate deeper and deeper.
"Bang" At this time, the door was suddenly kicked open, and Leng Yan walked in indifferently, and when his eyes came into contact with Cheng Yu's figure coldly, he was really angry.
"Uncle Leng!" His eagle-like eyes were extremely dark at this time, like a demon in the abyss, making people tremble. This frightened Cheng Yu, and she was suddenly silent, after all, this is not her own home.
Leng Yan was in a very bad mood at this time, he didn't remember that his house was something that outsiders could come in and out casually. Even if this person is the daughter of his father's best friend's family, it can't be!
And Shen Zhuxi's delicate face that was carefully portrayed by God was shallow surprise at this time, she had been wondering how this woman came here just now, and now it seems that their relationship is not as good as she thought.
In fact, what shocked me even more was how Leng Yan knew Cheng Yu, after all, in her opinion, this woman was her nemesis.
The housekeeper was suddenly excited, and he hurriedly walked in and kept wiping cold sweat. He thought that this young lady was a good friend of Shen Zhuxi, and it seemed that he almost caused something bad, but fortunately, the young master found out in time.
Cheng Yu wanted to make herself look as natural as possible, so she hooked a strand of hair on her forehead with her slender fingertips, she pretended to be intimate and approached Shen Zhuxi, looked at her like a good sister, and explained: "Actually, in addition to my father sending me here today, I also heard that my friend is here. ”
After speaking, she looked at the place where Shen Zhuxi was staying, intentionally or unintentionally, wanting to confirm her statement.
And Shen Zhuxi didn't listen to her words at all, her forehead was already covered with fragrant sweat, and the convulsive pain in her whole body came again, and she felt that all her limbs and bones were invaded by a cold current, and there was a pain of tearing flesh and bones.
What's wrong with her? Shen Zhuxi was suddenly a little scared, wondering if he was the sequelae of many serious injuries, and then Gu Huaizuo's handsome appearance appeared in his mind, and his heart ached again.
Her current state is like a waste, of no use to her most beloved person, and even a burden.