It's not that she doesn't think about it, it's not that she doesn't miss it, Luo Xue shed tears, and she suddenly felt very vulnerable.

It's like the time when her stepsister Lu Chaoyu committed suicide by jumping off the building, or when she was going to pay off her gambling debts for her father-in-law, or when she experienced Ah Jiu's ten-year Shura memory, like a helpless duckweed, let the wind and rain beat.

She crossed the threshold, thinking that she had become strong, thinking that she had firmly established the path, but she could re-examine her former self and find that this was the source of pain.

It was also where her dreams were shattered.

Luo Xue looked at the surroundings, it couldn't be clearer, it could not be clearer, it could be so clear, and completely restore the grass and trees of her childhood, sure enough, Ah Jiu alone can't do it, a child's memory is not so complete, and there is also its own subconscious.

"Come on, fight, and don't forget that we're still above the oxygen-thin lava beyond the illusion. Ah Jiu chuckled and raised the whip, which she whipped, but the target was not Luo Xue, but the grape trellis on the side.

Luo Xue also remembers this grape trellis very clearly, these are all planted by her mother Ning Qin, and they are picked for them whenever the fruit bears fruit.

Once upon a time, she and Ah Jiu were still taking advantage of her mother's absence, Luo Xue didn't eat enough and wanted to eat more, but the grape trellis was too high for children, so the two of them stacked Arhats, Ah Jiu carried her, Luo Xue stretched out her hand and went to secretly pick it off and eat it herself, but because the grapes were not ripe, she was sour and cried. It was also Ah Jiu who comforted her and handed over a piece of candy.

Later, they were scolded, Ah Jiu took all the responsibility alone, and Luo Xue just hid behind her sister timidly, like a safe haven.

"Don't !!" Luo Xue pounced, blocked in front of the grape trellis, and was brutally whipped by Ah Jiu, from the outer arm to the lower abdomen to the thigh, and the skin was whipped open.

Ah Jiu's whip is specially made, specially designed to deal with Luo Xue's physique, after being drawn, there will be a lot of glass shards left in the skin, and the process of body healing will be even more painful.

"You... Ah Jiu thought that Luo Xue would do this, but when Luo Xue really pounced, her heart was also awe-inspiring.

Ah Jiu's hand holding the whip also trembled a little.

"Obviously... Obviously, it is. Obviously, you chose to abandon everything, abandon the responsibility of being a mother's daughter, obviously you have chosen your future, choose someone more important than your mother, and pretend to be sad here!"

The falling snow kept not flashing, and he was whipped hard, and a mouthful of blood spurted out.

Luo Xue has lost her will to fight. She couldn't fight anymore.

"I lost... Kill me, sister. I thought I was ready to come to my senses and have determination, but it turned out that I was so cowardly. Luo Xue's eyes were hollow, and the sword and Wuji Silk in her hand all fell to the ground.

Ah Jiu looked at Luo Xue like this, and walked towards her step by step.

Ah Jiuyi grabbed Luo Xue's collar, dragged her to his side, and looked at her angrily, "It's very boring to kill you like this, I want to make a decision with you, but just ushering in your ending like this really makes me very disappointed." ”

Ah Jiuyi slapped Luo Xue to the ground.

Luo Xue struggled to get up, she wanted to resist, but she was afraid that everything would be destroyed and destroyed.

It's like a mother whose child is taken hostage, and she doesn't dare to act rashly if she has great strength, for fear that her cherished things will be hurt a little bit

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Say something and smile to see each other off. Ah Jiu slapped Luo Xue to the ground with another palm.

"Say what to live for each other. A slap in the face.

"Say what to see the future of this world. A slap in the face.

"You're such an idiot. A slap in the face.

"Coward. A slap in the face.

"Just trust me. A slap in the face.

"Also a. A slap was slapped again.

Luo Xue's cheeks were swollen.

"You're this... ”

Ah Jiu slapped him again, and Luo Xue held his wrist hard.

"Do you think I want to, do you think I want to lose to you, but that's all I don't want to destroy, it belongs to you and my home, it's proof of our common life, if you even give it up. That my past. What's the point. ”

Luo Xue clutched Ah Jiu's hand with tears in her eyes.

"But it has been destroyed, you are no longer the original you, I am not the original me, our mother, our mother Ning Qin is dead. It's all your fantasy, and since you want to protect them so much, bury them here. Ah Jiu also left tears and waved down with a whip, "You just die here, the rest of the way, I will walk for you, no matter in pain, no matter in despair, I will walk for you." ”

Luo Xue watched the whip stab towards her chest like a long sharp blade, and she closed her eyes.

"If my heart is taken away, I'll die. Sister Ah Jiu, you can live. ”

"I said so many beautiful things, but in the end I didn't do anything. ”

"That's fine. ”

Luo Xue thought in her heart.

"Is that okay?"

A voice came to mind from Luo Xue's mind.

Luo Xue suddenly opened her eyes, and there was a blank void around her, everything was gone, and she was the only one in the whole world.

No, it was two people, and in front of her, there was a person, a person who looked very similar to her, but older.

"Mother. . . Luo Xue muttered, she suddenly looked left and right, she didn't know what was going on, wasn't she in the illusion of 'empathy' with Ah Jiu, how did she get here, and where was this.

"Do you really think it's good to just hand it over to Xiao Jiu, that kid must be very tired. Since she was a child, she has carried a lot alone. Ning Qin's voice reached Luo Xue's ears.

"Yes, my sister is very strong, she has been strong since she was a child, she is very powerful, if it were not for my sister, I would not have been saved at that time, she was so strong, so strong that I was ashamed of myself, the humiliation and torture of the red line did not make her collapse, and I still lost to her when I came to this point. Luo Xue lowered her head and said, like a child who confessed her mistakes to her mother.

"She's so tired, you've grown up, it's time to carry it all for her. Over the years, haven't you been working hard step by step and found your own path. Ning Qin's hand touched Luo Xue's face kindly.

"But I still can't get out, take the first step, I can't lose it once. A little bit is fine. Luo Xue choked and threw herself into Ning Qin's arms.

"You didn't lose this

Che will always be in your heart, will always be remembered by you, and you have a broader stage, where is your home, every child will grow up, will embark on a different life from their parents' expectations, whether it is wonderful or not, go on to know. ”

Ning Qin hugged Luo Xue in her arms and slowly disappeared.

"Mother. . . Luo Xue muttered, she opened her hands, and Ning Qin disappeared.

"Tides, don't be bound by shackles anymore, my superhuman sister, you should soar in the sky, you, must be happy. ”

Luo Xue turned around again and saw a tall woman wearing a pink sweater and black-rimmed glasses, very lively, with hope and sustenance on her face.

Thumbs up at her from a distance.

"Sister Chaoyu!!" Luo Xue trotted a few steps but could never catch up with the figure, she kept running, and the figure kept becoming distant, and then Lu Chaoyu shook his flowing hair, turned around, and disappeared at the end of his sight.

"Cher, it's not like you can't do anything, don't put your posture too low, you're very strong, but you don't feel it. ”

"Xue'er, I taught you to practice swords, I can see that you don't lack strength, but if you want to break through the confusion in your heart, you still lack a little bit, what is missing, I can't say clearly, because this is something that only you know. ”

"Cher, in the future, I will tell me that the person she is most sorry for is you, all you think about until you die is to fulfill others, which is not good, you should also have your own happiness. ”

"The host. . . Sister Liuli. Sister Chenxi. Luo Xue looked back again and saw three familiar people, standing behind the three of them were people she knew.

Ying Wuwu, Bai Wei, Yang Lin, Zhou Xiaoxun Many people are standing in the distance, those are her friends, classmates, and family members.

"Obviously, you have so many important people, what are you still confused about? ”

Luo Xue found that someone was pulling her clothes, and when she turned around, she saw a small figure.

Luo Xue turned around and looked at her, this is thirteen, that is, Luo Xue when she was a child.

"I have very few friends, and the only one who can play with me is Sister Nine, but if you are what I will be in the future, I will be very happy. Thirteen smiled, and the figure slowly disappeared.

"Bang"

Luo Xue felt a stumble, as if someone had pushed her behind her.

She looked in the direction of the push, almost exactly the same as Thirteen, but Thirteen was shy, but this little girl was grinning, very cheerful, optimistic, and sunny.

"Ah Jiu. Sister.. Luo Xue muttered.

"Look at your crying face, have you forgotten the agreement? Xiao Ah Jiu stretched out his little finger and headed in the direction of Luo Xue, "Make an agreement to tick the hook." ”。

Luo Xue slowly stretched out her fingers, her little fingers interlocked.

"Forget today's tears, tomorrow will continue to smile in the sun, grow up, grow up, we protect each other. Step by step, step by step, protect the loved ones for a lifetime against the wind and rain. ”

The two of them sang nursery rhymes, and Luo Xue gradually overlapped with her past figure, hooking her fingers with Ah Jiu.

"I'm almost done with my story, I don't know how to make you happy, so can you tell me your story next, my favorite, sister!"

A tear slipped down and fell onto the finger.

"Okay, I'll tell you, Sister Ah Jiu. ”