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Nanbei pinched her palm with her fingers hard, a slight pain made her sober up a little, she raised her head, the dark blue flannel-like sky crossed the faintly twinkling starlight flight traces, her ears were the noise of people coming and going and the roar of airplanes, her temples were faintly throbbing, and her stomach suddenly hurt for a moment, she subconsciously touched her stomach, only to think that she hadn't eaten much today, and she had no appetite in the morning. Later, she was emotionally stressed, and during the long-distance flight, although she closed her eyes, she couldn't sleep, and now she was in poor spirits and her face was pale.
The airport staff saw that her face was too bad, and asked kindly: "Madam, are you okay?"
He suddenly spoke, but he startled Nanbei a lot, and she was stunned. The staff hurriedly apologized, Nanbei shook his head, and pulled out a smile: "I'm fine." "
Seeing that the staff was leaving, she suddenly grabbed him, and asked softly: "Hello, I'm sorry, can you borrow my mobile phone, I'll make a call." "
When calling for help, Nanbei once again realized how failed he had been, and his life for so many years revolved around Song Qingran is the Song family. The only friend is words, and at this time, only words can help her.
Nanbei dialed the phone, and the "beep" sound rang for a long time, but no one answered. She gave her phone back to the staff, flagged down a car, and took a taxi to the downstairs of the apartment.
She paid the cash and borrowed the mobile phone from the driver, but no one answered the phone, so she wanted to hang up, but someone answered the phone on the other end.
First, the little star's milky voice was far away: "It's my mother's mobile phone, someone is calling." "
Then it seemed to be Lu Yan's deep voice with magnetism: "Well, good, let's be quiet." Mom has something. "
Finally, there is a soft voice: "Little star is good...... Hey, I'm Words. "
When Nanbei heard her voice, it was as if she was in a different world, the tip of her nose was sore, and the hot tears fell silently, and the feeling of grievance instantly overwhelmed her.
She swallowed her throat, her voice was very weak, very weak: "Yanyan, I'm downstairs in your apartment, you come down, okay?" she paused and added, "Don't tell Lu Yan." "
Yan Yu heard Nanbei's weak voice, and his heart contracted heavily in an instant, and he almost lost his voice: "What's wrong?" But thinking of Nanbei and wanting to hide it from Lu Yan. She didn't say anything, but she couldn't help but think in her mind that Song Qingran had taken Nanbei last time, and since the words of reporting peace, Nanbei had never contacted her again.
Yan Yu hung up the phone, raised his head, and bumped into Lu Yan's line of sight, his dark pupils filled with inquiry.
Yan Yu took a deep breath, she was originally cooking with Lu Yan, she took off her apron and said softly: "Lu Yan, you cook first, the party at the law firm suddenly has something to do, I'll go back to the law firm first." She couldn't wait for Lu Yan's reply, and grabbed her wallet and car keys. Running down the slippers indoors, even the little star forgot to explain.
However, Lu Yan will definitely take care of the little star, he saw that he was in a hurry and picked up the little star. soothed: "Dad takes care of you, Mom has to go to work." "
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Nanbei was in the parking lot downstairs of Yanyu's apartment, Yanyu looked for a long time before she saw Nanbei in the corner, and the first time she saw Nanbei, her heart hurt fiercely.
It's summer, the weather is hot, but the north and south are wrapped in a blanket, it seems to be very cold, her face is pale, almost transparent, the face is thinner than a palm, people are a little stunned, and there seems to be only a pair of big black eyes left on one face, which are frighteningly big.
Yan Yu walked over quickly. As if he was afraid of scaring her, he called her very lightly: "Beibei." "
Yan Yu turned her head along the voice, and when she saw Yan Yu, there was a little light in her wooden eyes, and her tears rolled down immediately.
"Words. Her eyes were red, and her voice was trembling.
At the moment when Yan Yu walked over, Nanbei hugged her, her bulging lower abdomen separated the two, and she was incoherent, what she wanted to say. But it wasn't that sentence that came out, and the crying from time to time interrupted her thoughts, and finally said, "Yanyan, help me." "
Yan Yu was so distressed: "What's the matter, Beibei." Didn't you go back to Song's house with Song Qingran?"
Nanbei was crying and laughing, and when she heard Song Qingran, she was emotional, and then calmed down again: "Yanyan, help me leave." I only have you, Song Qingran will soon know that I am leaving, he is a madman!"
Yan Yu didn't continue to ask, but said, "Okay." "
Nanbei said again: "Song Qingran has already received the certificate, and he is married." "
Yan Yu was stunned: "What?" Nanbei is pregnant with Song Qingran's child, and now she is pregnant, Nanbei has returned to the Song family for so long, in her opinion, the Song family should know that Nanbei is Song Qingran's child in her belly, no matter what, Nanbei was raised by the Song family himself, and the love should still be there, the child was not killed, did the Song family let Beibei and Song Qingran get married?
But she still subconsciously asked again: "With whom?"
Nanbei's smile was a little bitter: "It's not with me." "
Yan Yu was stunned for a long time, and felt that it was difficult to digest what Nanbei said, after Nanbei became pregnant, Song Qingran still married someone else?
Nanbei seemed to calm down, especially the tone, calm to the extreme, as if she had seen through everything, and it was precisely because of this that she seemed even more sad, some people have difficulty leaving the man who has hurt them because of self-deception. But she was obviously aware of Song Qingran's harm to her, and she also knew Song Qingran's cruelty, but she was still reluctant to give up.
"Song Qingran is married to someone else, that person's family background can help him, he wants the Song family. Her eyelashes fluttered. In his opinion, marriage is just a formality, a tool, a material, and something that can be exchanged, so he married someone without hesitation, and naturally became someone else's husband, husband, and other half. "
Yan Yu was angry when she heard it, she was very sharp, and sneered: "Is it? He really doesn't care about marriage? If he has the ability, he agrees that you will also marry someone else, and then he doesn't care that you are someone else's wife, then I believe that he Young Master Song doesn't care about marriage." "
Nanbei is also very clear: "Yes, he is essentially a selfish paranoid. She pulled the corners of her lower lip: "He said he loved me, but he kept hurting me, when he didn't say he loved me, he hurt me the same, his love can't bring happiness, he didn't take me to heart at all, he didn't even care, after he got married, in the eyes of others, what are me and my children?"
Yan Yu didn't know what to say for a while, she believed in what Song Qingran said about love, but Song Qingran's ruthlessness and calmness made his love restrained and calm, even discounted.