"Then how old do you think I am?" Gu Jingzhuo put his hand in his pocket.

Lin Ruxu remembered the scene when he first met Gu Jingzhuo, and then said, "I think you have just entered college at best...... Not much older than me. ”

Then, Gu Jingzhuo said a number.

Lin Ruxu felt that he hadn't heard clearly, "What?

"I'm a year older than your sister. Gu Jingzhuo said.

At this time, Lin Ruxu stood up directly, and looked at Gu Jingzhuo's eyes changed, "You're not lying to me, are you?" ”

"I won't lie to you. Gu Jingzhuo said softly.

Lin Ruxu sat down, and then said, "It's simply unreasonable...... Why are you and my sister growing up against each other......"

Compared with before, Lin Ruxu is finally a little more relaxed.

Remembering that when he first saw him, his eyes were negative, compared to him like this, Gu Jingzhuo still hoped that he could maintain the vitality of the two times he saw him before.

"Thank you. Lin Ruxu suddenly said when he finally recovered from the truth of Gu Jingzhuo's age.

"Since you're the most important person to her, you're also the person I think is important. Gu Jingzhuo spoke, "That incident is actually not all your fault, you just put your expectations too big, and afterwards, you don't have any evasion, which is a good thing." ”

Lin Ruxu nodded, indicating that he had listened to the words of the people next to him.

"And then, what are you going to do?" Gu Jingzhuo looked at Lin Ruxu and said.

"I don't know, but Zhao Xiaoya is the only one by her side. Lin Ruxu turned his head and looked in the direction of the operating room.

"What about them, what are your plans in the future?" asked Gu Jingzhuo.

Lin Ruxu looked ahead, and finally, slowly covered his face with his hands, and finally shook his head and said, "I didn't think about it." ”

In that incident, Lin Ruxu had already put too much energy into it.

And in those "pays", the current Lin Ruxu has figured out what he gave up at that time.

In addition to the most important thing, the family relationship with his sister, there is also his social status, his ability to believe in a person, and his degree of reconciliation with the world.

These are things that take a long time to recover.

But Lin Ruxu didn't know if he could really get back some of his former abilities.

……

Lin Xuechu and Xiaojin have been waiting until late in the apartment without any gain.

"Sister Xue Chu, you go back first, and I'll tell you when he comes back. "Little Golden Road.

"Have you forgotten what we said? There is no need for anyone to sympathize with anything in this matter. Lin Xuechu's eyes kept staring at the door of the community.

Xiao Jin saw Lin Xuechu's resolute attitude, so he had no choice but to shake his head, "I just think my own body can eat it." ”

"It's okay little Kim, I can. As he spoke, Lin Xuechu put his hands in his pockets, and after exhaling, he only felt that his body was much smoother than before.

In the middle of the year, when Lin Ruxu was mentioned

, Lin Xuechu didn't know what kind of feelings he felt.

Is it powerlessness or confusion?

The things Lin Ruxu did before, his abandonment, his dedication, in the end, Lin Xuechu didn't know what he had gotten.

After receiving Lin Ruxu's message before, Lin Xue initially thought of a resolute him, and his anger when he learned the news that he had concealed from Xiao Jin.

"Now that I think about it, could it be that he didn't actually know about it?" Lin Xuechu stood for so long, and some things also figured out a lot.

Xiao Jin looked at Lin Xuechu, "What exactly do you mean?"

"From the message Lin Ruxu sent me, it can be easily inferred that he was thinking at the time, but what we know is the whole picture of this matter, and he just saw Song Jing'an go back. Lin Xuechu said slowly.

Jin nodded, "He didn't mention that incident when he said those things. ”

Lin Xuechu read Lin Ruxu's text messages many times before, and they were indeed full of extreme words, the key word was "Why did you lie to me", and did not mention anything else.

"In general, the reason why he blames me now is because of it. Lin Xuechu said to Xiao Jin, "Now that you know that I am lying to him, where do you say he might go?"

Xiao Jin didn't think about it before he spoke, "Go to my house." ”

The impression of Song Jing'an's family, Lin Xuechu has been stuck in last year.

Whether it was the crampedness she showed when she met Song Jing'an for the first time, or the shyness of Song Jing'an when facing herself later, along the way, Lin Xuechu always thought about the intersection between herself and Song Jing'an.

"I have the impression that she has always been a very quiet and clean person. Lin Xuechu leaned on the co-pilot and said with his eyes closed.

Xiao Jin looked at the road in front of him, and at this time, the car was passing through an unmanned road, and the lights on both sides extended infinitely.

Lin Xuechu opened his eyes slightly, feeling that the current Xiao Jin was leading himself to a road that did not know the end.

"I used to think so, but in the future, even I couldn't fool myself. Jin spoke.

"I wouldn't have thought of it, I wouldn't have thought it in that direction. Lin Xuechu spoke.

If that hadn't happened, then Lin Xuechu would have judged a person casually.

"She told me before that she thought that Lin Ruxu and I were actually very simple, I was thinking at the time. Lin Xuechu turned his head and looked outside.

The face reflected in the car window was a little tired.

Lin Xuechu raised his hand and drew a circle in the air, "I'm wondering why she would say such a thing." ”

"She was a very precocious person, and after my parents had an accident, she became reticent. ”

Lin Xuechu said, "I originally thought that her silence only represented her quietness, including what she said. But then I realized that it was all her expression after careful consideration. ”

Xiao Jin didn't deny this, nodded and said, "That's right." ”

Lin Xuechu sighed, "The departure of her family has caused her lack of heart, which is actually quite pitiful." ”

"It's my failure to make up for her lack in time, and I haven't done what a brother should do, I want to give her a good life so much, so I neglected her inner growth, I didn't expect her to be so sensitive. ”

No matter when I talked to Xiao Jin about Song Jing'an, Lin Xuechu and Xiao Jin's heads automatically came with dark clouds, and then the two of them would fall into various sad emotions.

But there are some things that have to be faced.

Otherwise, there is no solution to be found.

"Is it good or bad to meet that person?" Lin Xuechu asked.

"I've thought about it more than once, and at first, when I didn't understand what was going on, I hated him, but later, when I learned the truth, I felt that I shouldn't hate him. Speaking of this, Xiao Jin only felt that he was very entangled.

Lin Xuechu sighed inaudibly, and then said, "He has given Jing'an warmth, or rather, he will always give Jing'an warmth, but the essence is to lead her to destruction." ”

(End of chapter)