Chapter 566: After a Drunken Dream
This conversation between Shangguan Qiuhan and Wen Ling undoubtedly answered a lot of doubts for Shangguan Qiuhan, including how Wan Chenxi was targeted, the painful life during that time, and the torture of various diseases, as well as the killing of Wan Chenxi by Lin Yuexi and other Lin family members.
It was hard for him to imagine how Wan Chenxi, a weak girl, had survived that difficult time, but he knew that during that time, he was not by Wan Chenxi's side, nor did he give Wan Chenxi any possible help, and even hurt Wan Chenxi deeply.
Self-blame?
Of course, Shangguan Qiuhan blamed himself, deeply blamed himself in his heart, his lover suffered all kinds of hardships, but he was indifferent, how could he not feel self-blame.
Guilty?
Of course, he felt guilty, if it weren't for the fact that he was with Wan Chenxi, Wan Chenxi would not have provoked the Lin family, become a thorn in the side of Lin Yuexi and even the Lin family, and even become the disgust and target of Shangguan Zhengming.
Without him Shangguan Qiuhan, Wan Chenxi may still be working part-time or running between various recruitment units, although she is tired of hard work, but Wan Chenxi at least feels fulfilled, and her life is comfortable and happy, and the most important thing is that in that way, Wan Chenxi is at least alive, not like now, Wan Chenxi left in despair in all kinds of suffering.
"If you have time, go see the morning light for me!" Just when Shangguan Qiuhan and Wen Ling were about to end their conversation and Shangguan Qiuhan was about to get up and leave, Wen Ling said such a sentence helplessly behind him.
Shangguan Qiuhan looked at Wen Ling's noble and elegant face filled with deep sadness and remembrance with a hint of doubt, and even had an indescribable heart-rending pain, but this pain was deeply hidden.
"I heard that the eldest lady of the Xue family bought a piece of land for Chenxi in the Tianshan District Cemetery on the outskirts, and Chenxi is buried there, and now I am grounded by your father, and I can't go to see Chenxi, I can only pray for Chenxi at home, so I hope you can go and see her, don't let her feel too lonely." ”
Wen Ling looked at Shangguan Qiuhan expectantly, picked up the bottle of wine that had not yet dried, poured another glass for herself, and drank it in a big gulp, it could be seen that Wen Ling's sadness and sadness for Wan Chenxi's death was definitely not lower than any of Wan Chenxi's friends, and even more than that.
After drinking this glass of wine, Wen Ling stood up by herself and walked towards the villa with some lost soul.
Looking at her bleak back, Shangguan Qiuhan suddenly had a feeling, as if Wen Ling had suddenly aged a lot and was much haggard.
However, Shangguan Qiuhan was very puzzled by the fact that even if Wan Chenxi had saved Wen Ling, Wen Ling would not have a good relationship with Wan Chenxi to that extent, according to Wen Ling, they had only met a few times, and they hadn't even had contact many times.
If anyone is like this, ordinary people will give Wan Chenxi a little repayment, and this matter will pass, but Wen Ling not only did not do this, but also helped Chenxi many times, and even defended Wan Chenxi for the sake of Chenxi despite Shangguan Zhengming's reprimand at the engagement ceremony, and the moment she heard the news of Wan Chenxi's death in the hospital, Wen Ling, who has always been gentle and graceful, actually beat Lin Yuexi, which is something that everyone finds incredible.
It is precisely because of this that L Xiong scolded Lin Yuexi so angrily, thinking that it was Lin Yuexi who angered Wen Ling, and Wen Ling was not wrong at all, and even Wen Ling's husband Shangguan Zhengming showed dissatisfaction with Wen Ling, and L Xiong also spoke for Wen Ling, because Wen Ling was too peaceful and docile, so everyone would think that Lin Yuexi had done something to make Wen Ling angry at the first time.
If Wen Ling was only saved once, Wen Ling didn't need to act like that to Lin Yuexi because of Wan Chenxi's matter.
Shangguan Qiuhan also knew that after being confined to the house by Shangguan Zhengming, Wen Ling seemed to want to seek justice for Wan Chenxi many times through her own relationship, although in the end there was no result and she was rejected, but it can be seen from this incident that Wen Ling seems to have different feelings for Wan Chenxi.
It's just that the explanation given by Wen Ling is that her life was saved by Wan Chenxi, if it weren't for Wan Chenxi, a girl who blocked a knife for her, she would have been dead now, so Wan Chenxi is her life-saving benefactor, and she will never forget Wan Chenxi's kindness for the rest of her life.
Wen Ling's statement is not many people doubt, after all, Wen Ling's personality is still clear to everyone, she is gentle and graceful, friends are in trouble, she is also very enthusiastic to help, just like those noble ladies in your circle, sometimes they will ask Wen Ling to help with some small things, Wen Ling can also help, and if she can't help, she will explain clearly, there is no shelf of a top wealthy lady in the East China Sea, and her reputation in your circle is still very good.
In the eyes of many people, Wen Ling's statement makes them feel that Wen Ling is a person who knows how to repay her kindness, the grace of a drop of water, and the spring of reciprocation, if it is someone else, who saves her life, most rich people will choose to give more money as a reward for each other, and rarely like Wen Ling.
People can't be resurrected, Wen Ling's actions undoubtedly brought her relationship with the Lin family to a freezing point, according to the general situation, Wen Ling's actions were undoubtedly a slap in the face of the Lin family, and it was also a slap in the face of their eldest lady, besides, Lin Yuexi's arrogant and domineering, willful and brutal character, the relationship between the two should be very stiff, right.
Unexpectedly, on the night of the incident in the hospital, L Xiong took Lin Yuexi to Wen Ling's ward to apologize to her in person, and also behaved very respectfully.
Afterwards, the relationship between the Shangguan family and the Lin family did not become stiff, but seemed to have not been affected in any way, and it was not alarming.
But Shangguan Qiuhan's coma during that time happened to miss these things, which caused him to re-analyze and find answers to many things.
"Is Dawn really dead? Why do you all believe that she is dead, should a girl as kind as Dawn die? No, I don't believe it, I will definitely find Dawn, even if it is Dawn's body in the end. ”
"As long as Chenxi's body is not found for a day, it means that Chenxi may still be alive, so I must speed up the investigation, and I must better understand what happened to the whole thing, even if it costs anything, I will not hesitate to do it. ”
Shangguan Qiuhan waved his hand to a subordinate who came over, brought him some wine, and after cleaning up the previous mess, Shangguan Qiuhan continued to be in the back garden alone, pouring the strongest and fiercest wine into his mouth in large gulps.
In the past, Shangguan Qiuhan rarely drank alcohol, and even if he did, he drank a few glasses, not like now, cup after cup, bottle after bottle.
Today, on the third day after Shangguan Qiuhan woke up, he finally knew something about Wan Chenxi, he was happy, he was sad, he was sad, he was sad and angry, he blamed himself, and he regretted it.
All kinds of complicated emotions filled Shangguan Qiuhan's heart in an instant, making the anger in his heart burn brightly, burning more and more, almost burning his whole body, only with the paralysis of alcohol, he could feel better.
A seat of drunkenness, just like yesterday's dream, Shangguan Qiuhan's consciousness was anesthetized by alcohol, and it seemed that in a dream, he saw Wan Chenxi's sweet and innocent smiling face again.
Wan Chenxi in the dream, with a sweet and greasy smile on her face, her voice was like a refreshing heart, softening Shangguan Qiuhan's heart and getting drunk on him, Shangguan Qiuhan wanted to step forward and grab Wan Chenxi's hand, but there seemed to be a light veil between them, dimly separated between the two, but it was this light veil-like haze, so that the more Shangguan Qiuhan wanted to grab Wan Chenxi's hand, the more blurred Wan Chenxi's figure became, farther and farther away, until it disappeared into the white chaos.
"Autumn cold, autumn cold. A soft voice sounded in Shangguan Qiuhan's ears.
Shangguan Qiuhan slowly opened his eyes from the drowsiness, his bloodshot eyes were red, and he felt dizzy, obviously he drank too much last night, and he still has a little headache.
Shangguan Qiuhan got up from the bed, leaned on the edge of the bed, looked tired and haggard, shook his head violently, and made himself a little more sober, only then did he notice that there was still a person sitting in front of the bed.
And this person is not Wan Chenxi in his dream, but Lin Yuexi.
"Qiu Han, why do you have so much wine, you will drink bad body, I cooked you a sobering soup, you drink it while it's hot." Lin Yuexi picked up a bowl of decanting soup from the bedside table on the side, and there was still a hint of heat on it, obviously not long after it was ready.
Shangguan Qiu glanced at Lin Yuexi coldly, did not speak, turned his head to look in the direction of the window, it was already sunny outside, it was obvious that Shangguan Qiuhan was drinking in the back garden yesterday and was drunk, as for how to return to the room, of course it was not for him to think about, at least, there were so many people in the villa, they were not eating dry food.
"Qiu Han, you drank so much wine yesterday, drink some sobering soup first, and your head won't be so uncomfortable. Seeing Shangguan Qiuhan rubbing his temples and shaking his head, it was obvious that this was the sequelae of drunkenness, his head was distended and he was groggy.
Saying that, Lin Yuexi picked up the spoon and wanted to feed Shangguan Qiuhan to drink the sobering soup.
"Get out of here!"
Shangguan Qiuhan impatiently swept forward with his hand, slapped the sobering soup in Lin Yuexi's hand and splashed it on the quilt, and then, Shangguan Qiu coldly glared at Lin Yuexi, who was already stunned, got up from the bed, and walked out of the room directly.
He didn't care how aggrieved and sad Lin Yuexi was at this time, he only knew now that he hated Lin Yuexi very much, even to the point of disgust.
Wan Chenxi's death is inseparable from her, the torture and suffering suffered by Wan Chenxi before her death was caused by Lin Yuexi, if it wasn't for Wen Ling telling him that these things were done by Lin Yuexi, Shangguan Qiuhan would not have thought about it.
Although Shangguan Qiuhan knew that Lin Yuexi was very rude and willful, and would also come up with some more vexatious ways to target Wan Chenxi, but in any case, Shangguan Qiuhan would never have thought that Lin Yuexi would be so vicious, and under her arrogant cheeks, there was such an ugly and vicious mask, which was not the same person at all as the childhood sweetheart in Shangguan Qiuhan's impression, and the little sister who followed her all day long.
It was precisely because Shangguan Qiuhan directly excluded Lin Yuexi from many things, and even simply thought that as long as Lin Yuexi saw the harmonious relationship between him and Wan Chenxi, he would give up after all, but he still miscalculated.
In his erroneous cognition, Wan Chenxi faced more unscrupulous injuries, and Wan Chenxi never told Shangguan Qiuhan about her suffering, even if she was sad, she also thought about Shangguan Qiuhan.
So now, as soon as Shangguan Qiuhan saw Lin Yuexi's pretending innocent face, he felt sick and sick to his stomach, how much dirty ugliness was hidden under this mask of the eldest lady?
"Qiu Han!" Lin Yuexi was also frightened by Shangguan Qiu Han's appearance, and the whole person was stunned, not knowing what to do.
In the final analysis, Lin Yuexi is just humiliating herself, if she is really in love with Guan Qiuhan, even if she is unwilling to give up on him, she will not use such despicable means to deal with Wan Chenxi and even the people around her.
In front of Wan Chenxi, coercion and temptation will not work, if you want to talk about her weakness, it is too much love and righteousness.
Coercion and temptation are useless, if Shangguan Qiuhan's safety is put out and the power of the Lin family is used to threaten the Shangguan family, of course, Wan Chenxi will also leave for Shangguan Qiuhan, and she did the same.
It's just that Lin Yuexi is worried about Wan Chenxi's threat, and she is still unwilling to let her go.
"Xiao Han, isn't Yuexi in your room, why didn't you see her come down together, she is a girl, you have to care more about her, and why was she drunk yesterday, there are no rules at all. Shangguan Qiuhan had just gone downstairs to the living room, and when he opened the refrigerator and was about to take out pure water to drink, Shangguan Zhengming, who was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, taught him a lesson.
Shangguan Qiu ignored it, and after drinking some water, he felt that his throat was not so dry, and his head was not so groggy, and he wanted to go back to the room to clean up listlessly.
And Lin Yuexi was still sobbing in his room, Shangguan Qiuhan directly ignored her existence, at least, he would not think about treating Lin Yuexi like that in the past, not only verbally, but even emotionally, he could no longer regard Lin Yuexi as his friend, partner, or sister.
"You rebel, stop me, do you still have any rules? Is my father a non-existent person in your eyes? Shangguan Zhengming slapped the newspaper in his hand heavily on the yellow rosewood table, and became furious, and his majestic tiger eyes glared at Shangguan Qiuhan.
"Hehe, rules, you still know rules? Hurting an innocent girl by any means is what you call rules, if that's the case, then I'd rather not have such rules. Shangguan Qiuhan smiled sadly, ignored Shangguan Zhengming, who was roaring angrily behind him, and returned to the room by himself.
However, Lin Yuexi was no longer in the room, Shangguan Qiuhan packed up his things, changed his clothes, and left the Shangguan villa in everyone's eyes, leaving Shangguan Zhengming with a cold face and sulking.