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When she was a child, she watched TV series, and she couldn't help but think, isn't she a child of the Nan family, is that her biological parents going to come to her?
The grandmother in the ward was still talking about the past: "I don't know what the doctor thought back then, your parents were also careless, and they didn't even know that there were two children in their womb...... Your mother didn't have a big belly back then, so why did she have two children......"
Nanbei has been listening quietly, and in the end, grandma only had a long sigh: "The Song family can't climb high, Qingran is married, let's not get up, our family Beibei is so good." Will meet a better one. "
Nanbei walked to the window, looked down from the ninth floor, the parking lot was almost full, her eyes flashed, and she saw something.
When grandma saw her blowing the wind, she was a little anxious, walked over, closed the window, and said bitterly: "Not long after you gave birth, you can't blow the wind." "
What Nanbei saw was Bo Yan, who was holding a small fat dun with one hand and closing the car door with the other hand. The little chubby dun obediently lay on his shoulder, not knowing what he said, Bo Yan's eyebrows suddenly dyed a little thin smile, and patted his little buttocks lightly.
Nanbei was just about to retract his gaze, Bo Yan, who had lowered his eyes, suddenly raised his head, and looked at Nanbei's gaze from afar, the moment he saw her, his slightly cold and hard facial features suddenly softened a little, Nanbei's eyelids jumped, and he subconsciously took a step back, avoiding Bo Yan's gaze.
She waited for her heartbeat to calm down before she lowered her eyes again. There is no longer a thin inkstone there.
Grandma put on a small coat for Nanbei, frowned, and said worriedly: "Do you want to go back to Nan's house with grandma? It's not good to live in the hospital all the time." It's a good word, but we can't keep bothering her, she has her own life...... When I go back to Nan's house, my grandmother will make up for you. "
These truths are understood by both the north and the south. She won't keep bothering to speak, but she won't go back to the Nan family, where will there be a place for her in the Nan family now?
Grandma continued: "I heard from your aunt that Song Qingran still thinks that you can go back to him...... How much did you suffer with him, how much did you lose your freedom, you lost a child? He is married now, why don't you give up, and force you to be a third party......" Grandma may not mean anything else, but what she said sounded a little harsh to the north and south, "Your aunt said that she also welcomes you back to the south house, after all, you are still a little girl, and now you have no job." There is no man to rely on, the young master of the Song family forced you to be a silk flower, go home, your family will always be your dependence. "
Nanbei pursed the corners of her lips, the sarcasm in her eyebrows and eyes was a little obvious, she believed that these words were said by her aunt, and she also believed that her aunt now welcomed her back to Nan's house.
She smiled: "Is my aunt still worried that I am a little girl and can't control my father's inheritance?
Grandma was slightly stunned, she probably didn't expect that Nanbei had guessed her daughter's thoughts.
Nanbei sighed in her heart, she thought of her family relationship with her grandmother, and she also believed that her grandmother was kind-hearted, but her grandmother was old, and in so many years of getting along, she gradually turned her heart towards her aunt and them.
Nanbei softened his tone, didn't blame her, just said lightly: "Grandma, I've grown up." I have the ability to manage my father's inheritance, and Uncle Song has also arranged a special manager for me, so you don't have to worry about my aunt. "
Grandma didn't want to say anything more, sat down for a while, and left.
Nanbei was silent for a long time, then hooked her lips and smiled, she stood up, but accidentally gently pulled the wound on her body, stinging like a pinprick, reminding her of the suffering because of Song Qingran and her own stupidity, and the passage of this child completely woke her up.
Compared with hating Song Qingran and Jiang Sheng, she hated herself more.
If she could have made up her mind to leave earlier, if she could have cut off her feelings for Song Qingran earlier, if she could have spent more effort to protect herself...... Isn't that kid going to leave?
Actually, she always understood.
Song Qingran is not without feelings for her, but the importance of feelings is not as important as his career ambitions, and the cruel reality does not allow him to continue to indulge in his feelings for her. He treated her like a canary trapped in a cage, and went to great lengths to keep her by his side and not let her see the light of day. Let her only cling to him and survive on the meager love he gives.
Nanbei knew early on that Song Qingran's personality was a little gloomy and distorted, and most of the time, his dark distortions were only vented on her, perhaps because they had known each other for too long and were inseparable, and they were familiar with each other as if they were themselves. When I was young and ignorant. She had also been stupidly happy because of this--she was special to him, she could see Song Qingran who others couldn't see.
Nanbei felt a little funny, his past self was a fool. She also knew that Song Qingran still hadn't given up his plan to take her away, one reason was that she was by his side, so that he could control the overall situation, and the other reason was that he wanted to protect her, and the extreme measures he took were all out of his original intention to protect her.
But he didn't understand, she didn't need this protection, it would only hurt her over and over again.
Nanbei was pondering, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and the first to come was a little boy wearing a small hat, his eyes smiled into a small crescent, clenched his small fists, and walked towards Nanbei, and then hugged Nanbei's legs, and called softly: "Mom." "
North and South: "......"
She was a little stunned, and Bo Yan walked in from outside the ward. He was dressed in a silver-gray suit, and his slender fingers were unfastening his cufflinks.
Nanbei recognized it, this little boy was the one she met in the mall before, she was a little crying and laughing, the first time they met, the little boy called her mother, and now he called her mother again.
Bo Yan lowered his eyes and glanced at the little boy holding Nanbei in his arms, his thin lips overflowed with a chuckle, and his voice was low: "Introduction, this is my son, his name is Bo Yue." "
Nanbei bowed his head and met the little boy's sparkling eyes. She remembered that the last time she was in the elevator, when Xiao Chubby Dun secretly smoked her bubble tea, a woman who claimed to be Xiao Chubby Dun's mother called him "Yue Yue".
Bo Yue laughed stupidly, and when he heard his father say his name, he immediately took Bo Yan's hand, and the other hand went to pull the hand of the north and south. Then he opened his black and white eyes and said seriously, "Dad, Mommy." "
Nanbei was cute by him, but he still explained: "No, I'm not your mother." "
Xiao Bo Yue didn't seem to understand, he smiled, and called at Nanbei again: "Mom." "
The thin inkstone's dark eyes were full of soft light. He looked at Nanbei, chuckled, and hugged Bo Yue: "Stupid or not?" He didn't explain, but looked at Nanbei.
Nanbei was inexplicably a little embarrassed, she noticed the plain ring on Bo Yan's hand, and said, "The last time I saw your wife, she took the child to the mall that ......"
Before she finished speaking, Bo Yan chuckled: "She is not my wife, she was introduced by the family, and I have already made it clear to her." What does he mean by that he is now single?
Bo Yan put Bo Yue on the ground, and there were toys in a bag he brought, and Bo Yue could play for a long time by himself, and at this time, Bo Yan continued: "My wife has died. "
Nanbei pursed his lips, and his heart inexplicably lifted up.
Bo Yan lowered his eyes, his thin eyelids covered the emotions under his eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled: "Yue Yue is not impressed by his mother, most of the time he sees photos, he is stupid, he called you mother several times, sorry." "
Nanbei shook his head and said, "It's okay." "
Bo Yan stared at Nanbei for a long time, and then said, "Maybe it's because you look like her mother in Yue Yue's eyes." "
Nanbei didn't know what to answer for a while, she and Bo Yan hadn't known each other for a long time, and the two were still quite awkward to get along, but Bo Yan didn't know why he came to visit her in the hospital recently, and he actually brought his son today.
Bo Yue sat on the carpet playing with toys, he didn't know what suddenly came to his mind. He stood up, raised his eyes to look at Nanbei, and then with sparkling eyes, he took out a packaged bread from the bag, and wanted to give it to Nanbei, saying, "Mom...... Eat. "
Nanbei glanced at the bread he was holding in his hand and noticed that the packaging of the bread was familiar. Only then did she remember that this bread was the chain bakery she went to last time, and she looked very similar to the founder of the bakery.
Bo Yan looked indifferent: "My wife used to like baking, and then she opened a shop, but not long after, she passed away, the more I like to eat the bread in the store, maybe it has the taste of my mother." He paused slightly, then looked north and south, "Do you know this shop?"
Nanbei hesitated and nodded.
Bo Yan: "Then have you seen the photos of my wife, you are very similar in appearance." Actually, normal people don't like to be said to be like anyone, everyone wants to be the only person, but Bo Yan's tone is calm, there is no disrespect, Nanbei doesn't care in her heart, she is also surprised, she and Bo Yan's wife look alike, surprised, but also a little funny, Song Qingran used to say that she looks like his mother, and now Bo Yan says that she looks like his deceased wife, no matter which man it is, she is just a substitute.
The resemblance between her and Song Qingran's mother lies in her temperament and angle, while the resemblance to Mrs. Bo Yan is more about her facial features.
Before Bo Yan left, he said to Nanbei: "When you need help, remember to call me." "
There was no response from the north and the south.
*
In the evening, Yan Yu came to the hospital to look at the north and south again, and noticed that someone in the ward had just left, she raised her eyebrows slightly, and vaguely guessed that the person might be the man before.
"Did someone just come?"
"Hmm. Nanbei didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly asked, "Ah Yu, you say, will there be a man who treats a woman well for no reason?"
Yan Yu smiled: "There are men?"
Nanbei smiled: "No. "
"The man you used as a shield last time seemed to have a lot of interest in you. "
Nanbei didn't go back, but she knew in her heart that Bo Yan was only a little interested in her because of his wife and son, and she didn't have any intention to participate in the emotional relationship anymore.
*
Song family.
Song Yancheng also came back because the old man was sick, the old man fell badly this time, and occasionally when he was sober, he opened his eyes to look at his son, grandson, and granddaughter, and occasionally talked about the girls in the north and south.
Song Yancheng and Song Qingran didn't want the north and south to return to the Song family, the current Song family was not suitable for the north and the south, so they had to coax the old man.