Chapter 405: No Goodbye
Lin Xuechu walked up to Fa Ming, "Are you okay?"
Fa Ming shook his head and said, "Your clothes are wet." ”
"Nothing. Lin Xue said at the beginning, her tone was very flat, without any emotions mixed in.
Although now Lin Xuechu feels that some feelings in his heart are about to explode.
Later, when Lin Xue was waiting for Fa Ming to speak, Fa Ming walked up to the little girl.
The little girl looked at Lin Xuechu and said happily: "I must be like my sister in the future!"
"How are you feeling now?" Fa Ming asked.
The little girl pinched her shoulder and said, "It still hurts a little." ”
"Arms?"
"yes, it's just this place, I just knocked it there, I'll just go back and touch some ointment. ”
Fa Ming: "That's fine. ”
In fact, Lin Xuechu is still more angry with himself now.
Why did you get jealous and eat on the head of a little girl?
Still not a good woman in the new era!
But.
Lin Xuechu looked around.
The sky was completely dark, and the smoke and fire that Lin Xue's heart had in his heart seemed to rise like this.
This is not a new era.
And jealousy, it doesn't seem to be so fine.
The most important thing is Fa Ming's attitude towards himself just now.
Just push yourself away.
Softly said such a detached word.
He also ignored his own protection of him.
Even if that protection didn't really feel how Lin Xuechu was, it was just that his clothes were wet, just like Fa Ming said, just change it.
But the water seemed to have spread all the way to Lin Xuechu's heart.
What to do.
In addition, jealousy or something should be a very small thing, Lin Xuechu felt that it had no weight in her heart.
What matters is Faming's attitude.
The people around had already dispersed, and Lin Xuechu didn't hear what the little girl said to herself.
Just following behind Fa Ming and the little girl.
Aimless.
Lin Xuechu walked forward normally, but after finding that he only had Fa Ming and the back of the little girl, Lin Xuechu lowered his head.
In the end, the little girl came over and invited Lin Xuechu to go with them.
"Sister, are you in a bad mood?" asked the little girl.
Lin Xuechu: "It's okay. ”
"Is it because of the clothes?"
"It's not. ”
It was definitely a psychological reason, Lin Xuechu felt that he didn't even want to talk now.
Including Fa Ming.
Originally, Lin Xuechu thought that he could think about it, but when he thought that he went directly to hold Fa Ming to block the water for him, and then Fa Ming didn't even say a word.
Wrong. He said.
"My sister has been looking at the Taoist, is she really thinking about the Taoist?" the little girl asked.
Lin Xuechu: "No. ”
"My sister is so tired. ”
"I'm fine. ”
"When I went back, I drank the Chinese medicine. ”
"What's your name?" Lin Xuechu asked.
However, when he asked this, Lin Xuechu's eyes remained on Fa Ming's back.
Anger.
though
He always knew that Fa Ming couldn't promise himself anything in this plane, but Lin Xuechu still felt depressed and panicked.
After turning his head to look at the little girl who said that her name was Qin Zhaoxi, Lin Xuechu began to complain about why he was in trouble with a little girl.
Obviously, Fa Ming just asked her a few more words.
"When did you and the Taoist Master meet?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Qin Zhaoxi said: "It was the Taoist who brought you here, and when my sister came before, it burned badly." ”
"Then the place where I live is your house?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Qin Zhaoxi nodded and said, "Grandpa recently went up the mountain to collect medicine, so I stayed in the hospital alone, fortunately, sister, your illness is not serious, otherwise I really don't know what to do, I'm afraid the Taoist chief will be very sad." ”
"Was he in a hurry when he went?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Qin Zhaoxi followed Lin Xuechu and looked at Fa Ming's back all the time, and then said, "The Taoist has been guarding your side, and I'm very worried." ”
Lin Xuechu: "Did he say anything to you?"
"What do you mean, sister?" Qin Zhaoxi asked.
Lin Xuechu: "That's what he's leaving." ”
"Sister, you're still here, why would the Taoist leave?"
Lin Xuechu shook his head: "My feeling is very strong. ”
Qin Zhaoxi said: "But aren't the Taoist chief and my sister together?"
Lin Xuechu didn't speak again after answering.
Faming stopped around the corner.
Qin Zhaoxi's words just now were like a clear spring, instantly extinguishing Lin Xuechu's anger from the top of his head.
Before Fa Ming could say anything, Lin Xuechu automatically gave Fa Ming a reason for what he had done just now.
…… There is no principle at all.
But it can't be controlled.
Qin Zhaoxi pulled Lin Xuechu to Fa Ming's side, and then said, "Dao Elder is waiting for us." ”
Lin Xuechu finally walked next to Fa Ming.
Fa Ming kept looking ahead.
Lin Xuechu: "The night is good. ”
Fa Ming: "Go back and rest early." ”
"Tell me when you come out later. Lin Xue Chu said.
"I'm just out of the picture. ”
"I'm afraid that if you don't count what you said before, you will leave independently. ”
"You're not in a good mood, don't think too much. Fa Ming said.
Lin Xuechu: "As long as you give me enough security, I won't think about this." ”
"You...... What kind of security do you want?" Fa Ming asked.
Security.
The purpose of the previous small pit was to find a sense of security.
Suddenly, Lin Xuechu felt a burst in his heart.
It seems that from now on, it will be easy for me to find the reason why Xiaokeng did this in the first place.
Lin Xuechu was a little unconvinced.
But that's what really exists
When something becomes unstable and uncertain, "finding security" is the best way to go.
It's just that the small pit is too extreme.
But extremes have the inevitability of their occurrence.
That's deep love.
Or love that is deeper than deep love.
The average person can't understand it.
But looking at Fa Ming like this, Lin Xuechu suddenly understood Xiao Keng's actions.
There is a very
Great rationality.
"Let's go. Fa Ming said.
In the end, Faming didn't say anything more.
Lin Xuechu kept thinking about Fa Ming's attitude towards him before.
Obviously not like that.
But now Fa Ming's change of attitude made Lin Xuechu unable to relax.
It shouldn't be like this.
Why didn't Fa Ming get along with his previous model?
Or, in the past few days when he was asleep because of a high fever, what did Fa Ming think?
After returning to the medical hall, Qin Zhaoxi went to decoct Lin Xuechu.
Faming sat aside.
Lin Xuechu walked to Fa Ming's side.
"Thank you for taking care of me. ”
"The monks are compassionate. Fa Ming said.
"So what the Taoist means. ”
Fa Ming: "You are in my arms of mercy." ”
"Just compassion?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Fa Ming nodded, "We're too close, it's not appropriate." ”
Lin Xuechu: "So from the beginning of saving me to the present, all the friendship for me along the way is compassionate?"
Fa Ming: "What do you think?"
Lin Xuechu was stunned.
yes, what do you think?
Automatically turned Fa Ming's friendly and caring attitude towards himself into some kind of emotional exchange and contact?
I also longed for him to leave the world, even if it was just to think about himself for a moment.
Now that I think about it, I've been thinking too much.
Whether it's every time you're in a hurry in the moonlight, you can only see the back.
Or lying in the sea of flowers together that day, Fa Ming shielded himself from the sun.
"My sister's medicine is cured. Qin Zhaoxi shouted.
Lin Xuechu took one last look at Fa Ming, who had his eyes closed.
Didn't say anything more.
I don't know what to say again.
After the surrounding voices were completely quiet, Fa Ming slowly opened his eyes.
The stillness of the mind that Master said has fluctuated a lot in the past two days.
Especially when waiting for something.
This feeling of not knowing how things will play out gives Faming an inexplicable fear of the future.
I don't know when the feelings that I haven't been exposed to will sprout.
Then the longer it grows, the bigger it gets.
I fell deeper and deeper.
Perhaps stay away.
Maybe you should really leave the source that disturbs you.
"Doesn't the Daoist have anything to say to me?" As he stood up, Fa Ming's mind automatically came up with such a sentence.
Just can't see you again.
(End of chapter)