When Cui Xue was hugging Lin Xuechu, Zhu Jie came over and picked up the fish on the ground.

Lin Xuechu shook his head lightly at Zhu Jie, and Zhu Jie retreated.

Behind, Lin Xuechu carefully fed Cuixue fish meat.

Cui Xue's eyes kept following Lin Xuechu, and she didn't look at the fish.

"Are you feeling better now?" asked Lin Xuechu after feeding Cuixue several pieces of fish meat in a row.

Cui Xue raised her sleeve and wiped Lin Xuechu's mouth, "There is something at the corner of your mouth." ”

Lin Xuechu took the handkerchief on the table and said to Cui Xue: "I'll wipe it for you too." ”

Cui Xue didn't move after hearing this, and followed Lin Xuechu's movements.

"Alright. Lin Xuechu said.

Cui Xue followed Lin Xuechu and stood up, "Can I follow you all the time?"

"Absolutely. Lin Xuechu spoke.

Then, Cuixue finally showed a relieved smile.

But this smile only lasted for such a moment, and after that, Cui Xue's face sank again, and at that time, Lin Xuechu had just handed the plate to Zhu Jie.

Zhu Jie buried himself in washing the dishes, not daring to turn it back, for fear of scaring Cuixue again.

But Cui Xue just saw Zhu Jie's back and kept retreating, and finally turned around and ran upstairs directly.

Lin Xuechu hurriedly said when Zhu Jie's guilty expression appeared: "It has nothing to do with you. ”

"Girl, are you going to see her now?" asked Zhu Jie.

Lin Xuechu nodded and planned to leave.

"But I'm afraid she'll hurt you. ”

"It's okay. Lin Xuechu didn't feel anything else, but felt that Zhu Jie was much more relaxed beside him now, and he would not be the same as when he first started.

When he walked out, Lin Xuechu glanced back at Zhu Jie, who was standing in place with worry in his eyes.

Lin Xuechu suddenly stopped and turned around in front of Zhu Jie.

Zhu Jie was stunned for a moment and then laughed.

"It's good to smile a lot, but if you say it, it's a laugh from the heart. ”

Before walking out of the kitchen, Lin Xuechu heard Zhu Jie say, "I seem to have found something that makes me feel happier besides cooking now." ”

Lin Xuechu didn't ask.

has been worried about Cuixue's situation, and when she walked to Cuixue's room, Lin Xuechu couldn't find her again.

"Cuixue, come out and take a shower. Lin Xuechu said, put the bucket next to the bath bucket, and sprinkled the petals.

There is no figure of Cuixue.

Lin Xuechu turned around and looked around, and then called Cuixue's name several times.

Suddenly, Lin Xuechu remembered the Cui Xue she had seen in the attic before, so she hurriedly ran towards the attic, and she didn't care if the bucket was kicked.

Cuixue is not in the attic.

Lin Xuechu retreated.

When passing by his room, Lin Xuechu's handkerchief accidentally fell off his body.

When he squatted down to pick up the handkerchief, Lin Xuechu inadvertently raised his head, and then met a pair of eyes.

Facing the direction of the bed.

Under the bed, there is a pair of eyes that have been looking at him, and it is dark all around, only the eyes under the bed.

Lin Xuechu stood up suddenly, his heart shaking uncontrollably.

Lin Xuechu didn't react to why only those eyes were lit up in the entire dark room.

This time, Lin Xuechu felt that it was enough to scare himself out of the psychological shadow.

…… This is called the real-life version of someone under the bed.

After relieving himself, Lin Xuechu raised his handkerchief and looked at it.

Fortunately, I squatted down, otherwise I would have been in a panic when I slept at night.

He didn't die by suicide, but was scared to death by someone in the end.

What a tragedy.

When walking under the bed, Lin Xuechu also thought of a scene after that.

In the middle of the night, I suddenly opened my eyes, and there was a person standing in front of my bed and looking straight at me.

…… Lin Xuechu squatted down.

Those eyes were still looking at themselves.

Lin Xuechu spoke.

"Cuixue, you come out first. ”

The owner of those eyes slowly pushed the candlestick out from under the bed after being mentioned, and Lin Xuechu took it.

Cui Xue shook her head: "I don't want to go out, I'm used to staying here." ”

"Are you used to staying under the bed?" Lin Xuechu asked, "but it's very uncomfortable here." ”

Cuixue didn't move, "I used to hide here when I was scared, can I sleep here?"

"This is not where you used to be. Lin Xuechu said.

"But it's all the same, there's him everywhere. ”

Lin Xuechu opened his mouth suspiciously, "Who are you talking about?"

After that, Cuixue fell into self-talk, repeating: "No matter where he is, he is always there, no matter where he is......"

After seeing Cui Xue's various contrasting reactions, Lin Xuechu guessed that she might have been traumatized.

It is now certain that in Cuixue's past, she has not had a very good life.

"I've got everything...... I have everything, I really ......" At this time, Cuixue said another sentence, as if to prove something, "so I don't want it anymore." ”

"It's good to have. Lin Xuechu received it.

Cui Xue kept nodding, and suddenly, blew out the candlestick, "Let's stay like this, that's how I used to stay." ”

"Do you have someone you really want to meet?" Lin Xuechu asked Cui Xue.

"My sister. In the darkness, Cuixue's voice was much firmer than it had just sounded, "She can always find me, and then the two of us talk like that." ”

Lin Xuechu listened to Cui Xue's tone and felt that she really wanted to see her sister, "Is there any way to find her?" Lin Xuechu asked.

"But I'm sleepy now. Cui Xue said.

"You come out ......"

Lin Xuechu didn't wait for Cui Xue's words, and after waiting for a long time, Lin Xuechu stood up in the dark, lit the candlestick and squatted down again, intending to drag Cui Xue out directly.

However, when the light of the candle shone on Cui Xue again, Lin Xuechu was frightened again.

At this time, Cuixue's eyes were still open.

…… Don't squat down easily in the future. Lin Xuechu thought silently in her heart.

But still after recovery

Then he persuaded Cuixue from under the bed, "You can sleep in my bed." ”

"I'm going to sleep. Cuixue repeated, "I was just thinking about something. ”

"What?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Cui Xue looked at her hand: "My strength that day was still too light......"

After speaking, Cui Xue fell asleep directly, leaving a Lin Xuechu who was squatting in place and at a loss.

Lin Xuechu glanced at his bed and was a little afraid to lie down.

After standing up and knocking on his already numb leg, Lin Xuechu was sure that he really couldn't sleep when he was lying on the bed.

Suddenly, the words that Cui Xue, who was standing in the attic before, entered Lin Xuechu's ears.

After soaking in the bucket, Lin Xuechu closed his eyes.

After putting on a red shirt similar to Cui Xue's body, at this moment, Lin Xuechu felt as if she was possessed by her now.

Especially when I look in the mirror, the flower in my ear blooms very conspicuously.

When going downstairs, Lin Xuechu saw Zhu Jie.

The latter didn't say anything when he saw Lin Xuechu, Lin Xuechu walked into Zhu Jie and said, "I want to repeat what Cui Xue did before." ”

"Do you want me to do anything?" asked Zhu Jie.

Lin Xuechu nodded: "It's good that you just met Cui Xue." ”

After that, Zhu Jie put the fruit salad that Lin Xuechu had ordered in front of her eyes.

Empty yourself and try to bring yourself into the role as much as possible.

At this moment, Lin Xuechu felt that she was Cuixue.

Perhaps in this way, you can reach a sense of empathy with Cuixue to some extent.

Lin Xuechu didn't care what he was eating now, and when the juice of the tomatoes slowly dripped from the corners of his mouth onto the table, Lin Xuechu's eyes widened.

What happened to Cuixue, who had done the same thing?

What did she think about while eating?

What forced her into the current situation?

For a while, Lin Xuechu had countless questions in her mind, but at this time, she felt that she didn't feel like Cui Xue anymore.

When Cuixue was eating, her eyes were empty, as if she was used to this mode of eating.

And when she fed Cuixue fish and meat, her eyes lit up again.

(End of chapter)