Chapter 275: I'm Not Easy
What else?
Every time I stick to him, I always feel a sense of security.
This kind of security is something I haven't had since I was a child.
The feeling of the dust settled.
"Do you think we'll meet again?" When he was in the mountains, Ji Yuze's back gave Lin Xuechu infinite sadness, so Lin Xuechu hurriedly chased him in front of him and asked such a sentence.
Although Lin Xuechu didn't know why he asked this at that time.
"Why not. Ji Yuze's answer to Lin Xuechu was yes.
Just like his attitude towards Lin Xuechu as always.
As long as you are sure of the idea, then there will be no dodge.
Later, when he fell into online public opinion, Ji Yuze was the first to stand up to protect himself and make a statement for himself.
I've experienced everything in this world, but it still seems to be a blank when it comes to feelings.
It's clear that they're really holding hands.
"Okay, don't take pictures when I put it on. Ji Yuze picked up the red belly pocket and took off his coat.
"Don't worry, you won't take pictures. Lin Xue Chu said.
It will always be remembered.
When the white bright light suddenly flashed, the group leader suddenly thought of something.
When Ji Yuze looked at Lin Xuechu blankly, in the next second, Lin Xuechu entered a space.
That's it?
Ji Yuze, who was still standing opposite before, and Ji Yuze, who was still slowly putting the red belly pocket on his body before.
Why didn't you think it would be so difficult to leave a familiar environment?
It's so hard that when that person leaves, his heart directly becomes empty.
I just wanted to cry in that moment.
"You're okay, the host is big~" Xiao Pit's voice appeared, "Congratulations on you, you have completed the task !!of this plane!!
Lin Xuechu didn't speak.
"Why don't you speak? Isn't that a thing to be happy about? And even if you part, I've analyzed it a lot for you before! You'll meet again sooner or later!...... Alas, don't you cry, why are you crying??" After seeing Lin Xuechu's tears, Xiaokeng finally panicked.
"Xiaokeng said it before...... It's okay, you'll always come across it. ”
It's not the same, this feeling.
In the past, when I was in a space, even if I couldn't meet him, I never felt like this in my heart.
This is an eternal farewell, an explanation of this space, a farewell.
Maybe who will he live with in the future, that is the plane where Ji Yuze is located, and he will not open it to himself again.
"No, who said I can't open it to you anymore!!What questions do you have to ask Xiaokeng!!Don't think nonsense, it's easy to grow gray hair!!" Xiaokeng said, "Xiaokeng knows that you just got out of that environment and is very uncomfortable, but the future is beautiful!"
Lin Xuechu: "There is sand in my eyes." ”
After all, by the sea, there is more sand, wind
It happens to be big, too.
Xiao Keng was stunned, "Are you really okay?"
"Everything that needs to be said has been said, and the emotions that should have been brewed have been brewed. Lin Xue Chu said.
Xiao Keng, "This is the host I know!!"
I can't forget Ji Yuze's last look, and from now on, I seem to be going to move forward with this thorn.
"It's okay, it's heartache, it's the experience of life. ”
Small pits.
"I regret one thing. Lin Xuechu spoke.
Xiao Keng, "I know you've been regretting it, you didn't say to him that I love you, or that sentence, there will be a chance in the future!"
"It's not. Lin Xuechu slowly stood up, "I can't say that in my last sentence." ”
Lin Xuechu was disappointed with his behavior of dropping the chain at a critical moment.
What a sad thing it was to part, why did she shout that sentence to Ji Yuze at that moment?
Autistic and autistic, it turns out that in my own heart, that thing is the most important??
"What the hell did you say?" asked Xiao Pit.
Lin Xuechu, "I said. ”
Let's rewind the clock to three minutes ago.
"How is it, what do you think?" After Ji Yuze put on the red belly pocket, he turned around in front of Lin Xuechu.
Lin Xuechu nodded, "I think it's very unique." ”
Without saying a word, a white light flashed.
Lin Xuechu: "Actually, there is something I have always wanted to tell you. ”
Ji Yuze was frightened by the white light that suddenly appeared in front of him, because at that moment, Lin Xuechu was instantly shrouded in white light.
At this moment, Ji Yuze suddenly felt a strong sense of separation, "What do you want to say to me?"
"I want to say ......"
The white light slowly disappeared, leaving only Lin Xuechu's fluttering words in the air.
"I really hate eating scrambled eggs with tomatoes!!"
When I heard this, I didn't even react later.
……
"Why is it so excessive?" Xiao Keng couldn't stand Lin Xuechu like this anymore.
At this time, Lin Xuechu squatted on the ground again and hugged his head tightly with both hands.
"Yes, you're not a human trafficker right now, you don't need this position. ”
"No, it's just that when I think of that incident, I'm very sorry for him!!" Lin Xuechu said.
Xiao Keng, "If there is something you tell him face to face, there will be a chance in the future~ When his soul fragments are finally put together, he will remember some of the things he experienced with you in each plane, and it is not too late for you to explain!"
Lin Xuechu: "How long do I have to wait?"
After speaking, Lin Xuechu just poked out his head and buried it in his arm again.
"How are you feeling now?" asked Xiao Keng.
Lin Xuechu: "It's very bad, it's extremely bad. ”
Xiao Keng, "It's okay, let's take a look at the next mission." ”
"You're still not human, are you? I've just been tortured now, and you're going to let me take on the next mission?"
"I'm not a human at the moment~ haha!!"
Lin Xuechu: "
Please let me calm down on my own. ”
"Okay~ By the way, let me introduce you, the place where we are now is a gap in space, and every time you shuttle back and forth to the plane, you need to pass through here, oh, yes, I forgot that you came here like this the first time. "Small pits.
Lin Xuechu: "No, as soon as I opened my eyes, I was already lying on the original owner's bed. ”
"Oh, yes, that's initialization, it's not the same state. ”
"Since you're not human, then please make a qualified system, okay?" Lin Xue Chu said.
Xiao Keng, "Learn slowly, this is my first time here." ”
…… So you still have a gap in space?
So professional?
But now Lin Xuechu has no power to complain about the pit, and she can't even take care of herself.
The grief came at this moment, and at the beginning of parting, there was no feeling.
But there is an emotion that creeps in and permeates.
Infiltrated to the present, Lin Xuechu suddenly wanted to fall asleep and fall to the ground, hugging herself tightly, as if Ji Yuze was holding her before.
The emotion of grief is like this, slowly tearing itself apart.
How he cried in the end, Lin Xuechu himself didn't know.
It was the first time I squatted on the ground and cried so loudly, as if I had experienced something deeply hurt.
Xiao Keng did not speak again.
No one is so free and easy, and people who can get along with themselves day and night can easily say goodbye.
I don't know when the roots of love were planted, at this moment, when I recalled the past, all of them disappeared.
It is said that you can meet again in the future, but at this moment, or the next moment, and in the future, I don't know when it will be the end.
I can't even see the person I have in my heart.
That's the root of heartache.
That's the number one element that doesn't want to be withdrawn.
Lin Xuechu cried until the end, and shouted a few times, but the emptiness in her heart and the sudden feeling of falling out of love made her not know what to do in the future.
At this moment, I strongly felt that I was in love, because of parting, because I was caught off guard.
The feeling of the heart is dominated by an unheard-of void and does not know where to go next.
"As long as you stand up, it's the future. Xiao Keng didn't know how to comfort him, and in the end he could only say such a sentence.
As if a century had passed, Lin Xuechu slowly stood up.
"I'm fine. ”
It was at that moment that I determined what I was really pursuing.
"Next task, tell me. Lin Xuechu spoke, very firm.
"Great, host, you've finally figured it out!!When you open your eyes next time, we'll really meet!" Xiao Keng said excitedly.
Lin Xuechu: "Thank you for your company along the way. ”
The meaning of stepping out next has changed.
It's no longer just a task.
(End of chapter)