The days passed unchanged, but they also passed day by day. Huo Tianlei, who was leaning on the edge of Dr. Liu's bookshelf, suddenly remembered the future. It is a vision for the future, but there is also a confusion about the future.

He didn't know where he was going, or where he would end up. He just wants to restore the glory of Chinese medicine, make Chinese medicine something that everyone can hear, and let Chinese medicine no longer be limited to China, but also want to make the name of Chinese medicine, the name of China, famous thousands of miles.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but ask Dr. Liu a question. "Mr. Liu, I want to know why you chose to study medicine in the first place?"

Dr. Liu, who was sorting out the medical files, was stunned for a moment when he heard this. Then he pondered.

"I seem to have forgotten my original intention of studying medicine, at the beginning it was just that everyone told me to either study medicine and become a doctor or go to a normal school to become a teacher, and if I didn't want to do it, I would go to the civil service exam, and I had to have an iron job. The only thing that attracted me to these choices was to study medicine, as a teacher I had a bad temper and didn't like children, I always felt that the world of children was too gentle and I didn't understand the world. ”

"If you go to the civil service examination, you are indeed within the establishment, but it is inevitable that you will have to make false promises to others and put on a mask to live. At that time, he was also young and vigorous, and he was not satisfied with the status quo, nor did he disdain false flattery with others. In the end, I chose to study medicine, and at that time I was thinking, either I don't study or learn the best, but unfortunately I still overestimated myself, and I was not admitted to a first-class medical university, so I could only study in an ordinary university. At that time, I was also curious about Chinese medicine, and in the end, I also learned half-heartedly. Until now, he is only the attending doctor of a small hospital. ”

Dr. Liu listened to Huo Tianlei's question and fell into memories. When he mentions his youthfulness, his eyes are full of yearning, and when he mentions his downfall, his eyes are full of determination.

"When we were young, we were like an angular stone, sharp and sharp. But reality does not allow such a tooth and claw, so I tried every means to prevent and polish, and in the end, the edges and corners were clearly flattened little by little. All ambitions have been worn out, and all passionate passions have been lost. In the end, what was left was just an ordinary stone that was oppressed by reality and no longer had passion. Such stones are found all over the world, so I know how to covet pleasure and what it means to be comfortable. ”

"After all the prosperity is gone, there is peace left. In this world that goes with the flow, occasionally I will see a piece of sharp stones, and I can't help but come forward to persuade him, telling him that he was the same sharp at the beginning, but now the edges and corners have been smoothed out, don't struggle, you can't struggle with fate no matter what. Instead of hitting the head and breaking the bloodstream, it is not too early to compromise. ”

"I don't know the original intention of studying medicine. But I know why I'm holding on. Every time I see patients out of their pain, I feel happy for them. I didn't have the original intention, but I knew why I was sticking with it. ”

Dr. Liu said unhurriedly, while Huo Tianlei listened quietly. The vicissitudes of life in the tone are unobstructed, this is a kind of depression that has seen through the red dust.

"The edges and corners of the stone will be flattened, but what about the heart? A sharp appearance must have an ambitious heart, the edges and corners of the appearance are smoothed, but what about the heart? What about the pride in the heart? Will the original ambition really be forgotten? Dr. Liu, what can decide everything is not the appearance, but your heart, the heart that is not willing to be ordinary and unwilling to accept the status quo, as long as you have the heart, there is nothing that cannot be done. If there is a will, it will be done, and the one hundred and two Qin passes will eventually belong to Chu. Hard-working people, the sky is not bearable, lying on the salary to taste the gall, three thousand Yuejia can swallow Wu. ”

Huo Tianlei heard Dr. Liu's opinion, although he did not say no, but he showed his unyielding. Where Dr. Liu leaned, he seemed to be calm, but in fact, his heart was already surging. Huo Tianlei's words were undoubtedly like a bomb, thrown into the lake of his calm heart, and the waves were turbulent and surging for a while.

"It's good to be young, you're not a simple kid. Tell me, what is your original intention, what is your direction, and what is your purpose?" Dr. Liu said with a smile at Huo Tianlei. But there is no doubt that the pride and ambition that he has hidden in his heart for so many years seem to be out of control, and he can no longer convince himself, and he can no longer appease that restless heart.

"The original intention... My original intention? I don't know why I studied medicine. Maybe it's because my grandfather used to study medicine, and he has been exposed to Chinese medicine since he was a child, and he has taken Chinese medicine as a part of his life, and everything is so taken for granted. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way. ”

Originally, Huo Tianlei thought that he could clearly know why he set out and why he acted. But when I really wanted to ask about it, I was even more confused. He has been studying medicine for too long, and since he was three years old, he has been memorizing "Tangtou Song", "Yellow Emperor's Neijing", "Shennong's Materia Medica"... His childhood was filled with countless medical skills. He couldn't figure out why he wanted to study medicine, as if everything was so natural.

He didn't know why he set out, why he worked so hard, or what he worked so hard for. But he knows that since he has chosen, he has to go one way to the end, and the road he has chosen must be completed on his knees. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm already on my way.

"I think what I want should be the glory of Chinese medicine, I want to restore the glory of Chinese medicine, I want Chinese medicine in China to have a long history, I want the whole world to know one word, that is, Chinese medicine. ”

When it came to what he wanted, Huo Tianlei did not answer Dr. Liu's question, but asked in his heart, what do I want and what I want to do. After some questioning, there was a voice deep in his heart, which really echoed in his head.

Huo Tianlei, who had figured everything out, had a smile on his face, and for some reason this smile was a little confident and a little hot. It's like a gambler's eyes in a casino, all I want is I'm going to win, I'm going to win. "That's what I want, that's why I've been sticking to it. ”

"It seems that you already have your own answer. Now that it has been decided, it is necessary to go on and persevere. Naturally, Dr. Liu also saw the smile on Huo Tianlei's face, and immediately knew that Huo Tianlei had already figured out what he wanted. It's just that what do you want? Dr. Liu struggled a little inside, as if something was about to break through the ground.

Huo Tianlei smiled and said something meaningful. "Dreams should transcend all boundaries, age, distance, time, space. ”

These words have been echoing in Dr. Liu's ears for a long time. It was as ubiquitous as a nightmare, reminding him all the time that this was not what he wanted, this was not what he wanted, this was not what he wanted.

Seeing that Dr. Liu fell into his own contemplation, Huo Tianlei didn't bother, just quietly flipped through an orthopedic medical book on the side. Although there are many things he doesn't understand, he still tries his best to figure it out and understand, so that one of the two of them leans on the bookshelf and reads hard, and the other sits at the desk and thinks about things in a daze.

But this situation was quickly broken, and a girl wearing a white dress and a long ponytail with a smile on her face walked in in a hurry. As soon as you enter the door, you will see such a scene, which is more or less strange, even inexplicably harmonious. However, this did not prevent her from interrupting Huo Tianlei's thoughts and Dr. Liu's meditation.

"Teacher, teacher. I'm coming to see you, hey, who is he?" I saw that the girl was not angry and reserved, and sat directly in front of Dr. Liu, and then called the teacher twice. These two voices dragged Dr. Liu out of his contemplation.

When the sound of footsteps sounded outside the office door a long time ago, Huo Tianlei was no longer indulged in the books in his hands. So when the girl asked, Huo Tianlei smiled and introduced herself. "Hello, I'm Huo Tianlei, an intern here. ”

"Well, isn't that... Oh, by the way, my name is Chen Qing, um... It's your big sister. I saw that the girl tilted her head and smiled at Huo Tianlei, and then after introducing herself in the same way, she was naughty by the way. But it's not wrong, it stands to reason that she is indeed Huo Tianlei's senior sister.

After Dr. Liu graduated from university, he was immediately admitted to graduate school, and after graduation, he stayed in school to take graduate students, and Chen Qing was his student at that time. These were introduced by Dr. Lau when he came back to his senses.

Subsequently, Chen Qing and Dr. Liu talked to each other, and from time to time they brought Huo Tianlei in to chat, but they would not be angry and embarrassed.

While the three of them were chatting, Su Xiaolin appeared at the door of Dr. Liu's office. Knocking politely on the door, Dr. Liu saw that it was Su Xiaolin and hurriedly let her in.

When he learned that Su Xiaolin came to report, Huo Tianlei was also taken aback. However, it was soon explained by Dr. Liu that he understood what was going on.

Speaking of which, I would like to thank Huo Tianlei for this matter. Didn't you beat Ji Dan and Zhang Zhang up last night, and then today the two of them took a long sick leave and didn't dare to appear in the hospital. But Su Xiaolin was an intern brought by Ji Dan, Ji Dan asked for leave, Su Xiaolin suddenly had no teacher, and in the end, Zhou Wei came forward to temporarily assign Su Xiaolin to Dr. Liu.

The other doctors had two interns everywhere, but Dr. Liu was the only one here, Huo Tianlei, so he was naturally assigned to Dr. Liu. Anyway, I study everywhere, orthopedics is just here to study, and Su Xiaolin is studying clinical medicine, which also involves a little bit of orthopedics. This gives you the best of both worlds, so Su Xiaolin appeared here.