Yan Yu is going to take her daughter Xiaoxing to get vaccinated today, but her youngest son Lu Shumu is still staying with her for the past two days, and he has to go to school today, Lu Shumu's father Lu Yan is still working in the field today, and there is no way to pick up Lu Shumu.

Therefore, Nanbei, who was free, took the initiative to help take him, sent him to school in the morning, and then picked him up from class, and helped Yan Yu take him to a haircut by the way.

Lu Shumu opened his black and white eyes and followed Nan Nan's side, Nan Nan squatted down, asked him to stand a little farther away, and said, "Your mother wants to see how you look after cutting your hair, come, you go back a little bit, and your godmother will take a picture of you." "

Lu Shumu hesitated, pursed his lips, blinked his eyes, and then asked quietly, "When will Mom pick me up?"

When Nanbei heard this, she raised her eyes to look at him, met his clean and pure eyes, and her heart softened, knowing that he wanted to speak, she smiled, but said on her mouth: "You little conscienceless, godmother runs for you, you only think about your mother." She paused, "She'll be here soon." Your sister's vaccine is ready, and she's getting ready to come. "

Lu Shumu nodded, his dark eyes were clear, and then he took a few steps, with some vague expectations, and said, "You take a picture of me, and I will send it to her." "

"Good. Nanbei smiled and bent his eyes.

Lu Shumu is young, but he is no stranger to the use of electronic products, he asked Nanbei to give the photo to his account, and he wanted to send it himself.

After he sent the photo, he stared at the phone dialog box for a moment, pursing his lips, looking serious and nervous.

Nanbei took him by the hand and let him sit on the chair of the dessert shop, and was cute by his little appearance, saying, "Don't keep staring, your mother will see it, she will come later." "

Nanbei ordered him a cake, the sweeter kind, because she knew that Lu Shumu followed the words and liked to eat sweet.

She supported her chin with one hand, looking at Lu Shumu's appearance, with mixed feelings in her heart.

Xiao Shumu is really pitiful compared to Xiaoxing, this pity is not material pity, he was born in the Lu family and the Cheng family, and he is the only male heir of the youngest generation. Naturally, there is no shortage of money and material things. What he lacks is love, because of the separation of his parents, he was raised by the Cheng housekeeper who was as cold and hard as a robot, although he is still young, but he is precocious and intelligent, and he may still have memories of these, and when he is older, his father Lu Yan raised him by his side, but Lu Yan is not a person with great love and patience, and he only fulfilled his father's basic responsibilities to Lu Shumu. Xiao Shumu is looking forward to mother's love in his heart, what he wants is his own mother, so after seeing the words, he will be close to the words, perhaps, he is envious of the little star in his heart.

Nanbei thought, Xiaoxing loves to laugh, noisy and likable, Xiao Shumu is awkward and quiet, although he loves both children, he may still unconsciously spend a little more time on Xiaoxing, children are sensitive, Lu Shumu also wants his mother to accompany him.

When Nanbei doesn't talk to Lu Shumu, Lu Shumu basically doesn't take the initiative to speak, he sits quietly, occasionally looks at the door, occasionally looks at the mobile phone screen, one is looking forward to the arrival of the metaphor, and the other is looking forward to the reply of the metaphor.

The waiter brought the cake over, and Nanbei pushed the cake in front of Lu Shumu. She smiled: "Shumu, you try this, your mother likes this cake very much." "

Hearing this, Lu Shumu raised his head, staring at the cake with dark eyes, not knowing what he was thinking, and pursed his lips without speaking.

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After a long time, he hurried over with the little star in his arms.

She was wearing a black professional suit, obviously going to pick up Xiaoxing to get vaccinated when she got out of court, Xiaoxing hugged Yanyu's neck tightly, pressed against Yanyu's face, blinked with big eyes, and waved her little hand when she saw Nanbei: "Godmother!"

The eyes of the north and south are crooked. waited until the words came in, and then said to Xiaoxing: "Are you ashamed, such a big person, you still want your mother to hug you." "

Little Star's black hair is soft, her eyes are moist, and there are shining stars inside: "Because my mother loves me." "This is what she has been told since she was a child, so she has no fear.

Lu Shumu sat still, just looking at the words, there was no extra movement, but his little hands were clenched unconsciously.

Nanbei noticed it, and hurriedly gestured: "Come and see, our hair is sparsely barbed!

Yan Yu had already seen Lu Shumu, she put the little star on the chair, walked over, and gently touched Lu Shumu's hair, the tip of her nose couldn't help but be sour, her heart was rippling, and it was soft like a lake, she only knew that Lu Shumu was her child not long ago, and her guilt about him was about to overwhelm her.

Xiaoxing stared at Shumu with sparkling eyes, jumped off the chair, and held Lu Shumu's hand, his black grape-like eyes were shining: "Brother Shumu, you are so handsome!"

Lu Shumu pursed his lips, his thick eyelashes fanned gently, looking at his sister, he was obviously a little excited. Even though his face was expressionless, his reddish ears still revealed his emotions.

Yan Yu said: "Beibei, it's time now, let's go to eat, let's go upstairs to the Chaoshan casserole porridge, how about it?"

"Okay. Of course, Nanbei has no opinions, and it is Xiaoxing who is dissatisfied with the small opinions, this girl knows that it is useless to ask for words, so she went to pester Lu Shumu, she held Lu Shumu's hand tightly, and said: "Brother Shumu, have you ever eaten Burger King? Have you ever eaten such a big burger?"

Nanbei heard it and smiled: "Regardless of whether Shumu has eaten it or not, I can't eat it today." "

Little Star was a little frustrated, and his words were amused, and he said, "Not today." "

"Okay. Xiaoxing said, she had a good temper, and suddenly became happy again, "Brother Shumu, we can't eat hamburgers, we can eat piggy buns, I like the custard in it!

"Hmm. Lu Shumu replied quietly, with no expression on his face, but his fingers were holding the little star tightly.

Yan Yu and Nanbei walked behind, and the two children got along very well, but the two did not get along with each other in the model of sisters and brothers.

Nanbei asked: "Yanyan, when are you going to talk to the children, I think they get along very well, and Shumu is also eager to live with you, he is very precocious, he has long known that you are his mother......"

"yes, I'm sorry for him. Yan Yu paused, "Let's see what Lu Yan thinks......"

"What about you and Lu Yan, what are you going to do in the future?" asked Nan Nan.

"I don't know. Yan Yu's eyes drooped, slowly raised, took a deep breath, his chest rose and fell, and then he said, "Take a step, count a step, I don't know what the future holds, Shumu is an accident, but he is my child." I'm not going to give up on him. Similarly, I will not choose to compromise and reconcile with Lu Yan because of the child, just because of the child. "

"Hmm. Nanbei pursed the corners of her lips, she fully understood the words, the words she knew had always been so firm, she had her own persistence.

"What about you? Yan Yu turned her head and looked at the north and south, from her point of view, she could only see the soft and charming side face and curled thick eyelashes of the north and south lines, but she couldn't see her expression at all, "You and Song Qingran ......"

Before she finished asking her question, she heard the voice of Nanbei who was calm to a little lonely: "I don't know, Yanyan, I don't have an answer yet." "

Yan Yu's heart was tight, a little inexplicably sad, for herself, for the north and the south, and more for the north and south, she had two children, although she was not sure, but from the current point of view, the future is almost like that.

But what about Beibei, there are countless possibilities in her life, as long as Beibei can be ruthless, really, everything will be different.

Since a few years ago, when Nanbei returned to China to work after graduating from graduate school, she hoped that Nanbei could cut off relations with Song Qingran, but she was an outsider, it was simple to see and easy to say, but Nanbei was an insider, she was in the fog, and there were many deep bonds that outsiders could not understand, whether this bond was from the Song family, from the Nan family, or from between Beibei and Song Qingran, it was enough to bind Nanbei tightly.

In the past few years, Yan Yu has watched the north and the south and Song Qingran separate and merged, and the north and the south have fallen deeper and deeper into the quagmire, but Song Qingran is refreshed. You can walk away at any time.

Yan Yu said softly: "Actually, I thought that Song Qingran could send Su Xiang away for you, and I would be able to fall in love with you seriously." "

Nanbei hooked the corners of her lower lip as if she was nothing, she was very calm and very rational: "Sending Su Xiang away is just a strategy, what's more, Su Xiang is not long gone, didn't I also leave? I also separated from him, I was studying in graduate school in the United States, he never came to me once, and I saw his news from the media." "

Yan Yu swallowed his throat and said, "He may be too busy with work......"

Nanbei just heard the beginning, and then laughed. The curvature of the corners of her lips rose more and more: "Yanyan, I'm not a little girl who doesn't know the world, and neither are you, let's not use these ridiculous reasons to deceive ourselves, okay?" At that time, Song Qingran was indeed busy expanding his company's territory, and he was also busy showing himself in front of Grandpa Song and currying favor with Grandpa Song, but as for being too busy for so long to have time to come to see me?" At that time, there was very little online communication, and I forced myself not to pay attention to him, but every few days, Uncle Song would urge me, so the frequency of communication between us would remain once a week, but every time I took the initiative to find him, and after a short conversation, we would end the call. Although I didn't ask him, believe it or not, he chatted with Su Xiang more often than with me. "

Yu didn't know what to say for a while.

Nanbei hadn't seriously shared her inner views on this relationship with someone for a long time, and now she suddenly has the desire to share.

She took a deep breath, her fingers tightened a little unconsciously, and her voice continued to speak calmly: "After I graduated and returned to London, even if I wanted to separate from him, but in his opinion, my relationship with him has not changed because of studying abroad, I am still his possession, or a concoction that he can call and linger on, he didn't mention breaking up, he hasn't been bored yet, how can I get out of control?" When he doesn't need me, he expands his territory in the company, and when he needs me, he goes to my apartment to rest for a few days, or takes me to the old house to please Grandpa Song. "

The two children walked in front very obediently, and Xiaoxing was talking to Lu Shumu, Yan Yu stared at the two children while listening to Nanbei talking, she knew that what Nanbei needed most at this time was a quiet listener.

"During that time, there was no third party between us, but we were still very strange. And you're back in China. So I thought, what if I go back to China to develop according to my previous plan?" she smiled at the corner of her eye, sneering, "But he doesn't care at all, I thought I was retaining, not once, I should have known a long time ago, he didn't have a heart." "

Yan Yu had booked a place in the casserole porridge shop before, so she didn't have to queue up, she could sit down when she entered the store, she settled the two children, ordered another meal, and poured a glass of water for Nanbei and Nanbei.

Nanbei took the water glass, and her slender fingers gently moved on the water glass, pursing the corners of her lips, and the light passed through the long eyelashes, leaving a shallow shadow under her eyes.

Most of the next things, not to be said by the north and the south, are actually known.

Not long after Nanbei returned to China, Song Qingran also came to China because he wanted to cooperate with Lu Yan, but he still came to Nanbei as if nothing had happened, as he had done every time in the past, and he still regarded Nanbei as his belongings. Occasionally he would know that Nanbei was angry and that he had patience. just spent some money and some effort to coax her, and when he was impatient, he continued to be busy with work, snubbing Nanbei for a few days, and letting Nanbei think clearly.

As an outsider, it is not easy to evaluate the relationship between Nanbei and Song Qingran, but in any case, in her opinion, it is not possible to simply conclude that Nanbei is humble or lowly in love, after all, Nanbei and Song Qingran grew up together, and the bond between them has long been more than just love.

The Song family's attitude towards the north and south is also very vague, obviously the family knows that the north and the south are Song Qingran's girlfriends, but they have not publicly admitted it to the outside world, and it seems that they have no plans to let the north and the south marry into the Song family. these years. She and Lu Yan split and merged, Nanbei and Song Qingran also split and merged a few times, but they never really broke off contact, maybe Song Qingran didn't take Nanbei's breakup seriously, just regarded it as a small character played by Nanbei and Nan, he would make Nanbei calm and calm, and then he went to her casually, and his trick was indeed unpleasant.

Compared with previous years, the current Song Qingran is naturally more powerful and prosperous, but his eldest brother Song Qinghan is not a fuel-efficient lamp.

Thinking of this, Yan Yu unconsciously wrinkled his brows and said, "Didn't Su Xiang go back to London last year?"

"Hmm. Right. Nanbei sipped shallowly and nodded.

Yan Yu was a little puzzled: "But hasn't she always been unforgettable with Song Qingran's old love? Song Qingran also sent her away back then, and the media also photographed Song Qingran appearing in Australia, I originally thought that she would come back for Song Qingran, but some time ago, how did I see the tabloid news that she was going to marry Song Qinghan?"

Nanbei's eyelashes trembled slightly, she pursed her lips, put down the water glass, and smiled: "This news is true, Song Qinghan and the Su family are united, I guess Su Xiang should not agree, but her father arranged for her to be engaged to Song Qinghan." "

Yan Yu's eyebrows jumped, and he asked with some hesitation: "What about Song Qingran?"

Of course he disagreed. "

Yan Yu thought for a while and explained: "You don't have to think too much, Song Qingran is still with you, he is angry with Su Xiang's engagement, it doesn't mean that he still likes Su Xiang, maybe it's just because Su Xiang and Song Qinghan are married, which will have an adverse impact on his status and career." "

Nanbei lightly hooked the corners of his lips: "Maybe." She smiled at Nanbei again, "Maybe it won't be long before I break up with him." "

"Break up?" the metaphor subconsciously repeated.

Because, when Nanbei came to look for her that day, she said that she was pregnant, but the month was still very shallow, and she did not show her pregnancy for the time being, and Song Qingran did not know the news of Nanbei's pregnancy yet.

Nanbei saw the expression of the words, smiled a little deeper, and said: "Can't you break up if you're pregnant? I'm a professional woman with hands, feet, and a career, and I'm also an intellectual, can't I afford to raise a child? And if I don't have you, you'll definitely help me, right?"

Yan Yu looked at Nanbei and smiled, she hid the worry and nagging in her eyes. Although it is precisely because she has raised children that she knows how difficult it is to raise children, at this time, Beibei needs support, not cynicism, Nanbei is a sane adult, and she can be responsible for her own decisions.

North and South looked away, and unconsciously fell on the two children of Little Star and Little Shumu, after that, she will also have children, will her children be so cute?

Yan Yu stretched out his hand and went around her shoulder, with a little force, Nanbei leaned on Yan Yu's shoulder, and his voice was soft but powerful: "Beibei, no matter what decision you make, I will support you." "

It was such a simple sentence, but it made Nanbei red-eyed, her thoughts were actually very chaotic, she seemed calm when she was pregnant, but she was also very flustered, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know who to discuss with her, the only person she could think of was words.

Nanbei didn't make a sound, and Yan Yu didn't speak, and for a while, there was only Xiaoxing's innocent laughter at the table, and Lu Shumu's occasional calm reply.

The dining room was brightly lit, the bright lights poured down, a little dazzling, the fog was hazy, and everything around it became a floating light, leaving only pale.

Nanbei said: "Pregnancy is an accident, but it can't be considered an accident. I had a little luck, a little bit of anger, and a little temptation. "

It was her birthday.

Grandpa Song organized a small party for her, and invited some insiders who were closer to the Song family, Grandpa Song, Uncle Song and Song Qinghan all loosened her gifts, but Song Qingran didn't, she was still a little angry, but when she returned to the room, she saw a room of surprises.

She never thought that Song Qingran, who was straight, stinky and ruthless, would also take the trouble to prepare such a gift for her.

In the hearts of the north and the south, like countless ordinary girls, there has always been a dream of a princess.

The Nan family has the strength to make her a little princess, but they don't have the heart to make her a princess, and no one in the family has even talked to her about similar topics. She and her sister are twins. Mom and Dad only care about my sister's preferences, my sister is a lady, she likes to wear simple white dresses, so even with her wardrobe there is only a white skirt, no one knows that she likes pink tutu skirts and ballet shoes; when moving, to decorate a new home, my sister said that she likes blue, even her room has become a blue ocean wind, no one cares what she wants is a pink castle style; she knows from a very young age that she must like what her sister likes.

The Song family is naturally not short of money, but no one in the Song family has asked her preferences, slowly, she first told herself not to think about it anymore, after a long time, it seems that she really doesn't care, and when she grows up, when she has the ability to arrange a girly style for herself, she has lost her desire when she was a child.

Only once, in the first year of high school, the school had a gala, and the program to be performed by the class was Snow White, and the candidate for the prince had been selected, and the head teacher hesitated for a long time on the selection of Snow White, but still chose the north and south, because she had white skin and was good-looking.

Nanbei originally wanted to refuse, she didn't want to be in the limelight, but when she saw the princess dress, she wavered, she remembered that when she was a child, she looked enviously at the children who wore princess dresses and went to the amusement park with their parents, and she still agreed.

The teacher gave her the princess dress, and when she got home, she was in front of the mirror in her room, gesturing to try on clothes, and she stared at it for a long time before she planned to try it on.

As a result, as soon as she put on her skirt and was still struggling with the zipper of the skirt on her back, the door of her bedroom was suddenly opened, and as the door opened, Song Qingran's indifferent and impatient voice came in: "Didn't you hear grandpa calling you? As soon as you get home, what do you do when you close the door?"

Nanbei didn't know why, as soon as he pushed the door, she had a kind of shyness and shame as if she had been publicly executed, she panicked and wanted to hide, but the room was brightly lit and her vision was unobstructed, and she had no place to hide.

Song Qingran's cold eyes had already seen the north and south, the young man leaned against the door frame, his legs were slender, his long body was erect, the light shadow fell in front of him, his eyes were full of deep meaning, little by little he patrolled the north and south wearing princess dresses, he noticed that the north and south had not yet been zipped, and his vision was full of her dazzling white skin.

"What are you doing wearing this?"

Nanbei didn't know what to answer, Song Qingran had already walked in Shi Shiran and saw the script on her bed, which said Snow White, he picked up the script and seemed to be sarcastic: "You play Snow White?"

Nanbei didn't need to think about it to know that Song Qingran would definitely humiliate her harshly.

Really......

He flipped through the script a few times casually, and he didn't know what he saw, but suddenly stopped on that page, his face stinked, and he became colder and colder, pursed his lips, hooked his lips and sneered: "Which Snow White is like you, just forget about the real male starring, what kind of princess temperament do you have? Prince Charming wants to kiss the princess? Do you want the prince to kiss you?