Chapter 542: Let Me Love You Once
I was full of excitement, but Lin Baiyuan said, "Don't be nervous!"
His voice was as gentle as ever, and my mood eased slightly.
Then his fingers roamed back and forth over my affected area.
To be honest, I'm really not used to him doing this, but instead of saying that we are just a doctor-patient relationship, if I talk more, I will make our relationship complicated.
"Ahh
Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my back, and I subconsciously screamed.
Lin Baiyuan continued to knead and said, "It will hurt a lot at first, but when the medicine seeps in, it will be much more comfortable!"
So, after I went through countless screams, the pain in my back really gradually lessened, and there was a warm feeling seeping into my back, his massage really worked, and I still felt very comfortable.
"Do you feel comfortable now?"
In my ears was Lin Baiyuan's gentle voice.
I closed my eyes and let out a comfortable "um".
As everyone knows, my voice still sounds like a reverie at this moment.
Lin Boyuan's palm was originally only rubbed in one place on my back, but I don't know why, I gradually felt that his palm seemed to have changed places.
"That...... You don't seem to be rubbing the wound I just had!"
I said comfortably with my eyes closed.
Lin Baiyuan smiled softly.
"Well, you have been in a bad mood recently, and your life and rest are irregular, I will help you massage other acupuncture points by the way to help you relieve fatigue. ”
Because it was the beginning, I didn't feel anything later, and even more, under his massage, I fell asleep in a daze.
Soon after, however, I felt like I had a dream, a dream that I couldn't get enough of.
Maybe it's because I've been lonely for two years, and after I came back, I had a relationship with Mo Yunqian without his knowledge, and once my body was nourished, I enjoyed this feeling more and more.
The feeling of comfort made my body feel a little strange, and gradually my lips became more and more dry.
In my dream, I seemed to see Mo Yunqian, we seemed to go back to the past, at that time, we were real lovers, just together for love.
He approached me and touched my body, and then he lowered his head and kissed me deeply on the lips, causing my blood to boil.
I trembled my body, and I wanted to hug him tightly and have him, but I didn't know, how could the man who really kissed me be Mo Yunqian?
Lin Baiyuan is like a lion who has lost his mind, he has endured it for so long, because of love, so he has the impulse to possess it.
He's been restrained, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to have.
He knew that it was too despicable to do so, but he still lost his mind at this moment.
His hands kept roaming over my body, as if trying to take me for himself.
I trembled, Mo Yunqian in my dream loved me so gently and affectionately.
No, that's not right.
Lin Boyuan's sanity returned, and he controlled himself again.
Looking at such a tired woman under him, his heart softened.
He reached out and stroked my face.
"Wei Ran, what should I do with you? I love you, I've loved you for so long, let me have you for once, okay?"
How could I, who was already asleep, respond to his words? If I knew that he was not Mo Yunqian, how could I be willing to be so entangled with him?
Reason tore at the desire in Lin Boyuan's heart.
He was miserable, sad, depressed......
Why, it's so hard for him to love one, why, he wants to love well, but he can't get any response?
Jealousy and resentment began to pour into my heart.
Just once, maybe just this once, he can get it for real.
His hand began to dip down, and suddenly, he retracted it.
He knew that if he really did this, he might not even be able to be a friend in the future, but he really couldn't control himself.
Lin Baiyuan bit his lip tightly, and he lowered his head again and kissed the soft lips fiercely.
Here it is again, and that tender kiss is here again.
I slept in a daze, but I always felt that this dream was too real.
Suddenly, my eyes widened in shock, and what caught my eye was Lin Boyuan's bloodshot eyes that were painful but enjoyable.
I subconsciously stretched out my hand and pushed Lin Baiyuan away.
"Bai Yuan, what did you do to me?"
I was shocked to notice that my clothes were in disarray, and my heart was terrified.
I looked at Lin Baiyuan incredulously, "Baiyuan, we are friends, why do you want to do this to me?"
As I spoke, I panicked and pulled the quilt over my body.
If I hadn't woken up, would Lin Baiyuan really do such an excessive thing to me?
I looked at him with horror and disbelief in my eyes.
What a gentle man he was, and how could he do such a thing?
But he did, and there was just me and him in this room.
Lin Boyuan saw me so frightened, and he looked at me painfully.
"Wei Ran, why, why can't you love me once, as long as you have a place for me in your heart, I am willing to do anything for you!"
Such a humble Lin Baiyuan, I saw it for the first time.
I suddenly felt so vicious that I had made my closest and best friend the way he was.
Without warning, my tears fell like this.
"Bai Yuan, I'm sorry, I can't do it, my heart has long been given to others, I can't lie to you!"
Seeing me crying, Lin Boyuan pulled me into his arms.
"Okay, okay, I don't want you to love me, okay? But don't you drive me away, just let me stay by your side like this, okay? If you don't have you, what's the point of me going back to the United States alone? If you don't have you, how can I live happily, Wei Ran, I can't leave you for a long time, I can't leave you!"
When did his feelings go so deep into the bone marrow?
I cried very sadly, for him and for me.
"Bai Yuan, I'm really sorry, I really don't want you to become like this......"
However, for the first time in so long, Lin Baiyuan released his feelings, but once he released them, he was out of control at all.
He actually lowered his head and kissed my tears, and he scolded himself as he kissed.
"Wei Ran, I'm sorry, I can't control myself, I really can't control myself......"
I didn't expect him to do this, so I pushed him away in fright, but he imprisoned me fiercely.
"I'm sorry Wei Ran, please, just let me be willful for once, let me have you well, and love you for once, okay?"