Yuxin sat down next to me after entering the door, and asked in a particularly gentle tone, "What's wrong with you?"

I shook my head and said to Yuxin: "There's nothing unhappy about it, my heart is a little messy." ”

Yuxin took my hand, looked at me and said, "Silently, in fact, I am very selfish, I want to monopolize your heart, I don't know if this is a mistake." I am also very aware of your confusion right now, including whatever you think. ”

I smiled bitterly, touched Yuxin's long hair and asked, "Then tell me, what am I thinking?"

"What you think about is Jing Yao, she still has a certain weight in your heart, this is also human nature, I understand you very well. You are deliberately keeping your distance from Jing Yao now, in order to prove to me that you really love me, and you also want to force yourself to see if you can be so ruthless to Jing Yao, am I right?"

I can't deny that I know Yu Xin best, I looked into Yu Xin's eyes and whispered: "What you said is right, I do think so." ”

"Don't do this!" Yu Xin took my hand and said: "I know that you love me, and I am sure that you will always be good to me, because of Jing Yao, what I want to say is that you once loved each other, even if you can't have a good ending in the end, don't leave any regrets, if I change places with Jing Yao, I don't want you to come to see me at the end of the farewell, don't make him too sad, just go and take a look." ”

"Don't say it!" I lay on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover my head, thinking of Jing Yao, thinking of the words that Lao Zhou said to me, tears couldn't help but slide down, soaking the quilt!

Seeing my attitude, Yuxin didn't talk to me anymore, she went to take a shower by herself, and when she came back, I pretended to be asleep, but in fact I just closed my eyes, and I knew what was going on around me, including Yuxin kissing my face before turning off the light.

The hardest thing is the lonely night, the clock hanging on the wall is ticking forward, every second is a kind of torment, when the axillary nerves are human, I can't help but pick up the mobile phone on the bedside table, turn it on, and watch the amount of information increase little by little. I ignored most of the information, but the few sent by Jing Yao made me unable to let go.

The first message sent by Jing Yao: Silently, I'm leaving, tomorrow morning's flight at half past ten, the immigration procedures have been almost completed, and this time I returned to China for Gao Xu and Cheng Jia's affairs, and also for myself. I once thought of creating 'Jin Nian', and I could justifiably ask you to come and help you and give you a decent job, but unfortunately I failed. Fortunately, I'm sure you don't need 'Jinnian' to have a wonderful life now, and for me, that's enough. I don't know if I'll be able to see you again before I leave.

The second message was sent two minutes after the first message was sent, it should be regarded as one, but it was edited separately: I'm leaving, I found that there is not much to be nostalgic about in this city, Gao Xu's situation is getting better day by day, and the broken memory doesn't know when it will be recovered, I don't think you need to feel ashamed of Gao Xu, you have done what you should do, just face all this calmly, Gao Xu's mother has always been very grateful to you, as a friend, you have done enough, my biggest hope is that you don't blame yourself, you didn't do anything wrong.

Article 3: About Cheng Jia, I don't want to have too many words to evaluate anything. I thought that if I knew that Cheng Jia planned it, I might not forgive him, but I knew it was too late, and when I wanted to hate him, I found that I couldn't hate it, because he took care of me in France, and he took the shares of the logistics company behind his back to exchange money, all of which were invested in me. In this case, I know the truth about the 'Jin Nian' annual meeting, how can I hate him? How can I not forgive him? Fortunately, now I have repaid all the favors I owe him, I met with Cheng Jia yesterday, and the conversation was more thorough, my father helped me return all the money that Cheng Jia invested in France, and now I have nothing to do with Cheng Jia in the company, and everything is over.

Article 4: Before leaving, my last wish is to see you, I have something to leave for you, but I said several times, you didn't agree to send me, I found Lao Zhou, Lao Zhou politely rejected my request, he said that only if I give it to you personally, it will be round. Maybe it's inconvenient for you to meet me alone, I understand! I also bless you, Yuxin is a good girl, I used to have too many misunderstandings about her, now everything is revealed, I bless her, and I wish you happiness, as a passerby in life, we let each other learn what love is, in the future life journey, I wish you happiness as always.

Article 5: It's dark, I learned to face it alone, goodbye ~ silent!

Seeing this, my tears have soaked the pillow, blurring my vision again and again! I didn't dare to wake up Yuxin beside me, and quietly wiped the tears with the quilt, and in the end, I still couldn't hold back my thoughts, and replied on my mobile phone: I'll send you tomorrow.

After the message was sent, Jing Yao responded: Really, will you come to the airport to see me off?

Me: Well, I'll come, the 10:30 flight, you have to go through security at 9:30, I'll be there before 9:30.

Jing Yao: Well, I'll wait for you.

Me: Go to bed early, go to sleep.

After sending this message, I put my phone aside, and behind me, a hand holding a tissue reached over, it turned out that Yuxin was not asleep, she knew my every move, right?

I took the tissue that Yuxin handed me, turned over and hugged her tightly, Yuxin's face was close to my shoulder, I felt her tears, a little hot! In the dark, I whispered to Yuxin: "I'm sorry, I still can't help but not read the information and don't contact Jing Yao." ”

Yu Xin, who was in my arms, shook her head vigorously, hugged me tightly and said: "Go, go and send her, don't leave regrets, I understand, really, even if you choose Yu Xin again when you are separated, I respect your ideas, I respect you, and I will bless you, really, after all, you broke up because of a misunderstanding, and I am a little ...... who took advantage of the situation."