Jiang Yumo's world filters everything, silent space, loneliness and loneliness become hypocritical descriptions, here everything solidifies into the most illusory thing, because of stillness and becomes invisible, along with him as a person, it becomes unreal.

His eyes fell on the folder, and every page he turned was like a heartfelt memory, he didn't know how he was going to face this terrible mental journey, but he knew that it would be a long journey, the outcome was unknown, but the process was conceivable.

He turned on the computer in a panic and logged on to MSN for help, but fortunately, the familiar name was lit up, and he quickly typed a line like a life-saving straw: Hello, Leo, my illness has flare-up, and it seems to be getting worse, this time I can't hear any sound at all, not even the initial warning tinnitus, and it has lasted longer and longer, more than every time before.

The other party quickly replied to him: Hello, Mo, is the onset still on a rainy day this time?

Jiang Yumo reluctantly unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt, propped his head, and then replied affirmatively: Yes.

The other seemed to be pondering, and after a full five minutes continued to ask: You have received a great mental stimulation, right?

Jiang Yumo didn't reply anymore, just stared at the strings of English words that jumped on the screen for a long time, and the person on the other side of the ocean seemed to know him very well, just replied to him with a smile easily, and did not force him to answer this question, because as early as when he hesitated, as a senior expert, he had already made the right judgment.

He continued: "Mo, if you did have organic injuries back then, after so many years, even if you were young and not physically strong, a slap in the face was not enough to cause you to cause such a serious Such a long-term sudden deafness, in fact, the slap is just a fuse, and the real culprit is the knot that you can't untie in your heart, unfortunately, during your time in the United States, all the unpleasantness you suffered, including the second blow that triggered your illness again, exacerbated your psychological fear, so you are afraid of rainy days, so when the mental condition is extremely bad, you will relapse the old disease, I think drug treatment is one thing, you must also be able to untie the original heart knot, this is the source of your disease, otherwise what we do is only temporary, futile, can never be cured, never know when it will suddenly recur。

After a while, he continued: Rainy days are just a condition of foresight, not the source of all your discomfort, you should face it positively, instead of avoiding all performance activities every rainy season, for fear of encountering such a sudden deafness, in the words of you Chinese, cure the symptoms but not the root cause, Mo, can't you still face the knot in your heart back then?

He raised his head buried in the palm of his hand, and subconsciously glanced at the file folder in his hand, and the answer to everything was in front of him, but could he untie it? From the age of seven to the present, this knot is like his nightmare, he can't touch it, and it hurts when he touches it.

When he thought he could face everything calmly, he realized that he would only avoid it carefully, never daring to open a corner of the old days, even if he wanted to return to China, even if he stepped on the land of God again, he was still a coward, because the person he really should face had a thousand and ten thousand opportunities to approach, but he deliberately ran away, he didn't know why, it was that person who did wrong, and it should be that person who should be afraid, not himself, but he hid again and again, until now there is no way to avoid it.

Jiang Yu sat there silently, the people he had always been reluctant to face, the things he had been unwilling to participate in, he had broken all his vows, just because she needed his help, he rushed in without hesitation.

Antonio's identity is clearer than anyone else, as his stepfather, there is no doubt that he is very good to Jiang Rumeng, but his identity as a smoke gang has always been a mustard in Jiang Yumo's heart, he deliberately drew a line with him, he deliberately did not spend him a penny, he would rather gnaw on white bread and do a few hard jobs to earn tuition than accept his help, just because the meeting back then made him afraid, only Antonio had seen him so down, and even almost took the wrong path, he was afraid to face himself at that time, and also rejected Antonio, who knew the truth best。

But now, they are in the same boat, and he is no different from him, and his high capital is wiped out from the moment his money is transferred into his account.

But he couldn't resist her request, the original intention of creating this company was to save Chu Xia's father, and even more so to take her back from Ou Jinyu's hands, he couldn't do anything without money, but he didn't expect everything to become too fast, her father was no longer alive, and she said that she wanted to stay with that person, he couldn't help but analyze whether it was more love or more hatred, he only knew that what she wanted, no matter what it was, he would give it.

Her eyebrows are lowered, her eyes are lowered, her lips are bent, and he can see through every thought, so he allows her what she says, and he allows her what she says, even if she does her best, even if it is painful.

In this life, my heart hurts, only for this one person, and in this life, I have no regrets, only for this one person.

Early Summer turned back to her place in a drowsy state, and she didn't know if this only indulgence was deliberate, but she did, and when she saw the sign of Eurasia, when she heard him say to her, "I will give you whatever you want." She knew that she couldn't turn a blind eye to this man, she knocked on the door softly, and kept shouting: "Jiang Yumo, Jiang Yumo ??????"

She hoped that he would say again, "Early Summer, stay, don't marry him, don't!", as long as he said that, she might never say no again.

She banged on the door, but he never opened it for her, Chu Xia smiled bitterly and recalled his answer just now, she asked him to help her, even if she was going to marry another man, he still replied, she would not know how his poor word was spit out heartbreakingly.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, the rain and her tears were mixed together, she couldn't tell who was who, she couldn't tell the difference between intimacy and alienation, they merged on her face, melted into the blood in her heart, she knew that she couldn't ask him for anything, she couldn't want him to let go, and too much to ask him to hold on to himself forever, it was not fair at all, leaning against the door, she couldn't cry anymore.

It's a pity that Jiang Yumo didn't hear this such an important knock on the door, which was enough to change his life, when happiness rang, he was embellished in his dream and missed everything.

The distance between a door is not far, but it is blocked between the two, and the inside and outside are completely two worlds, and they don't know that maybe the moment of letting go just now may be a lifelong dispersion.

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