3. March

She said that I was kind, but I actually understood that I was weak.

The big leader called me to the office, and he made a serious speech, hoping that I would seriously consider staying, and second, if I had made up my mind to go, if I didn't get along outside, I could come back, and the door would always be open to me. I was very moved.

Since I came to this art gallery, the two directors have always valued me very much, and have been cultivating me intentionally or unintentionally, the salary is not high, but fortunately, the working environment is superior and leisurely.

Lan Jie used to be happy for me because I found this job, she said that it doesn't matter how much the salary is, what matters is what I like and can learn, but I don't think so. She also said something she didn't like to hear.

I was firm with the leader, although the company just raised a few hundred wages to me, and gave me full authority to form a staff association in the hotel affiliated to the gallery, but I had to disappoint them, or choose to leave the familiar H City, I want to go to the place where I once vowed to go to experience exploration, maybe to leave no regrets, maybe to be able to meet in the same city unexpectedly, because of youth, I don't know what I want.

The deputy curator asked me to sort out the materials I handled before I left, and I couldn't complete it for a while because I was in arrears with too much work, and in the end, the deputy curator didn't blame, and the finance also put the rest of my salary on the card as scheduled.

The two leaders are well-known painters and businessmen in H City, and I have learned so much from them that I don't need to repeat them, and their casual words have benefited me a lot for the rest of my life, and I am deeply grateful to them to this day.

"Virtuous loading" because virtue is enough, so you have more, virtue is not enough, no matter how much material you are given, it will eventually pass.

I came to my father's stall in the flower, bird and fish market, I haven't been here for a few years, my father's expression was surprised, I said that I was going to Beijing, maybe I had to leave H City for a while, he looked down and listened and didn't say anything. A sentence came out for a long time: Xiaojie also sent me a message on Father's Day to wish me a happy holiday. Then he looked at me and smiled and got up and went inside.

I sat on a stool, watching the little fish churning in the water, and I never remembered to say Happy Holidays to my dad.

I got up to leave, went back to the company dormitory to pack up my things, my dad came out of it, pinched an envelope in his hand, forced it to me, and muttered "Poor family rich road! You will have a birthday in a while, this is Dad's birthday gift!"

Knowing that he would be unhappy if he pushed him, he still accepted it, knowing that his business was not good, and his heart couldn't help but be sour.

Aunt Darlan doesn't like me because she has always wanted to have another son with her father, but my father has no idea, so the two of them broke up.

I looked out the window at the rapidly retreating trees, the slowly moving green hills in the distance, and finally I got on the train to Beijing, a journey I had mentioned to her countless times, but finally succeeded her.

With some expectations, she didn't know that I was coming to Beijing, but she hoped that she would ask me in surprise when she knew, instead of listening to the wind.

I'm not going to disturb her life, that's what I hate, and she's not the reason I'm here, I'm here to find the seed I once planted in my heart to see what it looks like.