In the middle of the night, Qian Yueming heard a suppressed cry coming from Shen Ruxin's room, he was lying on the sofa, his tall and straight body was very aggrieved, and he woke up as soon as he heard a little sound.

Thinking that he had heard it wrong, he didn't move until he confirmed that he had heard it correctly, Qian Yueming bounced up directly from the sofa, originally wanted to open the door and go in directly, but he was afraid that Shen Ruxin would be unhappy, so he reached out and knocked on the door, "Ruxin, I'm coming in?"

He knocked on the door for a long time, Shen Ruxin was inside, there was no reaction at all, the crying was very depressing and desperate, Qian Yueming opened the door directly and walked in.

At a glance, I saw Shen Ruxin, who was huddled in the corner, still sobbing quietly, and the whole person seemed to be shrouded in dark clouds, making her look fragile and beautiful, which made people feel heartbroken and heartbreaking.

Qian Yueming's heart was about to break, he walked over quickly, stretched out his hand to pick up Shen Ruxin, although the heating was on in the room, but he always felt cold on the ground, and put Shen Ruxin on the bed, Qian Yueming did not leave, but lay down and hugged her tightly.

"Don't cry, my heart is about to break when you cry. ”

"Whatever happens, you can tell me. If I can do it, I will do it. Qian Yueming said, took one of Shen Ruxin's hands, put it where his heart was beating, and said in a deep voice: "Even if you want my life, I can hand you a knife." ”

His voice was soft, "As long as you don't cry, you can do whatever you want." ”

After so many years, Qian Yueming didn't know how much she had been wronged and how much she had suffered, he couldn't imagine it, and he couldn't accept it, so he could only deceive himself and look at her how she looked now, and comforted herself that she had always been very good.

Shen Ruxin didn't know if she heard what he said, she bit her lip tightly, trying not to let herself sob, she didn't take long to start hiccups, and she couldn't control it at all.

Qian Yueming patiently coaxed her, I don't know how long it took, Shen Ruxin's eyes were red and swollen, and she couldn't open them, she was so uncomfortable......

At this time, I especially want to die, as long as I close my eyes, I will think of the white and tender child, that is her child, he is so young, so well-behaved, in order to stay, the child only hums a few times when he needs to eat, drink and Lazar, and never bothers her......

is such a good child, but she was sent away because she couldn't control her emotions, how many sleepless nights, Shen Ruxin couldn't help but think of that child, is he still alive now?

Shen Ruxin sat up slowly, trying hard to see Qian Yueming in front of her, but when she touched Qian Yueming's dark eyes, she collapsed uncontrollably, clutching Qian Yueming's clothes tightly, she said in a trembling voice:

"Kid...... Qian Yueming, our children ......"

When she talked about the child, Qian Yueming's breath stagnated, and a huge sadness came to his face, he endured it and didn't show it at all, "It's okay, as long as you want, we will definitely have other children." This time, I won't let him die at such a young age. ”

"No, it's not like this!" Shen Ruxin became excited, kept shaking his head, tears slid down his cheeks, and his red and swollen eyes were full of suffocating despair, "Child, I'm ...... I was born, it was our child, he was so small, so obedient, but I ......"

Qian Yueming was struck by lightning, allowing Shen Ruxin to hold on to his clothes tightly, he couldn't react so quickly from what she just said, and in the end, it was Shen Ruxin's cry that pulled him back to reality, "Didn't you say that the child was miscarried?"

Shen Ruxin kept shaking his head, "There was no miscarriage, I gave birth to ......"

At the beginning, in order not to implicate Shen Ruxin, Qian Yueming found an excuse to break up with Shen Ruxin, and asked people to send Shen Ruxin back, in order to ensure Shen Ruxin's safety 100%, Qian Yueming did not let people guard Shen Ruxin in secret, so naturally he didn't know what Shen Ruxin had experienced.

Suddenly abandoned by the man she loved, Shen Ruxin returned to Huaguo in despair and despair, she washed her face with tears every day, and she couldn't get out of the shadow of abandonment at all, and soon lost weight, fainting because of malnutrition and was sent to the hospital by the landlord.

It was also in the hospital that Shen Ruxin knew that she actually had a baby in her belly, which was small and had not yet taken shape, this was Qian Yueming's child.

After knowing that she was pregnant, Shen Ruxin wanted to have a fetus countless times, but her body was too weak in the early stage to withstand the pain of abortion, and the doctor could only let her take care of her body first. What the doctor didn't tell her was that if she continued to live like this, even if she didn't do anything, she would have a miscarriage because she was too weak.

Shen Ruxin wanted to have a fetus, but because he hated Qian Yueming to the core, he didn't want to die so easily. She began to pull herself together and wanted to get better, and then went to the hospital to beat the baby.

In the end, while her body was getting better, the child was also growing up in her womb little by little, and this feeling of blood connection made Shen Ruxin feel hope for the first time. The health was better, and she kept the child.

Maybe it was because he knew that Shen Ruxin didn't welcome his arrival, the child was very sensible, and he had never tossed her, so that Shen Ruxin didn't feel any pregnancy reaction. It would be great if everything went so well, but when she was pregnant in October and gave birth, Shen Ru gave birth to a new boy, and it didn't take long for her to suffer from depression.

The depression is getting worse and worse, the child is only one year old, Shen Ruxin will think of Qian Yueming as soon as he sees the child, and his condition is constantly getting worse. In the end, the doctor could only advise her to send the child away, and her resistance to the child came from her predecessor, Qian Yueming. If he keeps the child, Shen Ruxin is afraid that he will be tortured to death by depression, and the possibility of being able to come out is too low.

"I had no choice but to send him away. Shen Ruxin's voice was hoarse, desperate and heartbreaking, "He's so young, that's my child, I kept dreaming of him after I got better, every time he was crying, saying that he was so sad, so sad......"

"Well, don't say it, it's not your fault. Qian Yueming's whole body stiffened, and he kept repeating what Shen Ruxin had just said in his mind, which hit him worse than hearing that the child had miscarried.

hugged Shen Ruxin tightly, tears flowed down Qian Yueming's profound and handsome face, and the green tendons on the back of his hand were very obvious, as if he was desperately restraining something, "It's all my fault, it's my fault." ”

If he hadn't thought of sending her away, things wouldn't have turned out the way they are. All her pain was given by him, including the young innocent child.

All night, the room was filled with Shen Ruxin's broken crying, she couldn't stop, as if she had returned to the time when she had just fallen out of love, as long as she was awake, she kept crying, completely uncontrollable.

The curtains were not closed, and the weather was fine today, and the sunlight poured in through the transparent windows, bringing a positive warmth.

Shen Ruxin was exhausted and fell asleep in his arms by Qian Yueming.

Even in her sleep, she was still crying, those desperate, painful things, even in her sleep, she refused to let him go.

Qian Yueming seemed to have been torn apart fiercely, and he was stunned.