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Nanbei always thought that she was mentally prepared to be able to face the fact that Song Qingran married someone else calmly, but when she heard the news, her heart still shrank heavily, and it hurt as if someone was pinching her heart heavily.
She looked at her cousin, pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and didn't want to look particularly embarrassed, she hooked the corners of her lips and whispered, "Really?"
Grandma was worried: "Then what are you going to do next? He is going to marry someone else, and you are pregnant at this time?" She held Nanbei's hand, "Beibei, although our family is not as good as the Song family, but your parents are also knowledgeable, we can't be small." "
Grandma's words were a little embarrassing, Nanbei's thin face seemed to have been scraped by a knife, she gently bit her lower lip, but grandma's words were also a wake-up call, making Nanbei soberly realize that after Song Qingran got married, she couldn't be a junior, which not only humiliated the face of the Nan family, but also humiliated her own self-esteem.
The cousin clenched his fists, and the green tendons on his forehead bulged: "The Song family is too bullying." Let my sister get pregnant, I don't want to be responsible yet, and now I have to marry someone else!" His eyes were red, "If I see Song Qingran, I must beat him all over the ground to find teeth! The Song family doesn't have a good thing!!"
Nanbei listened quietly and did not speak.
Grandma sighed heavily, in fact, she had also seen Song Qingran, Song Qingran had returned to Nan's house with Nanbei, she was a little worried at that time, Nanbei looked like she was eaten to death by the Song family's kid, the Song family's kid had a cold face, not very warm, but her family's Xiaonanbei, smiling and pestering him and making him laugh. The threshold of the Song family is high, it is not an ordinary family background, such an unequal identity in love is already hard, and if the man is not very attentive, it will be even harder.
Grandma persuaded bitterly: "Beibei ......" But before she finished speaking, Nanbei gently interrupted her and whispered: "Grandma, I understand, I will take care of this matter." "
Grandma sighed, and it was hard to say anything more. After all, the Nan family did not continue to raise the north and the south, she has been growing up in the Song family, and now she just wants to take care of her and persuade her a few words, but she doesn't seem to have a position.
Nanbei was not in the mood to continue shopping with her grandmother and cousin, so she sent them to the hotel, and then she went back to Yanyu's home, Yanyu was still working overtime, Xiaoxing was watching TV, Lu Shumu had been picked up by Lu Yan, and the home seemed extremely quiet.
Nanbei was holding the little star and was wandering, the little star suddenly pushed Nanbei down, and said in a soft voice: "Godmother, your mobile phone is ringing." "
Nanbei came back to her senses, only to find that her mobile phone was vibrating, it was her aunt.
She didn't want to take it.
But Xiaoxing kindly helped her godmother slide off the screen, and said with a smile: "Godmother, your phone." "
Nanbei didn't want to take it, but she had to take it, and her chest rose and fell slightly: "Auntie." "
The second aunt's voice was a little harsh: "Bei, I heard your grandmother say that Song Qingran is going to marry someone else, that is, you can't marry into the Song family?"
When Nanbei heard this, her mood became a little irritable, she suppressed her irritability, pursed her lips, and said flatly: "Auntie." It's my thing. "
"Why do you talk so much, kid? Isn't your business our family's business?"
Nanbei hooked the corners of his lips and thought mockingly, isn't it, if she leaves Song Qingran, if something happens to her aunt's family again, where will tens of millions come from to fill the loopholes?
My aunt said: "Your child is too dead-eyed, if you are pregnant, you should tell the second young master of the Song family, men will want their own children, they all say that tiger poison does not eat children, you have a child, you have status, the Song family is indispensable for you to eat and drink! You are a little girl yourself, is it possible that you still plan to raise your own children? Even if you can raise them." Besides, if the Song family knew that the descendants of the Song family were living outside, the Song family would definitely snatch the child!"
Nan Nan's heart came up at once, there was a raging flame in her dark eyes, she gritted her teeth, worried that now she would be angry and scare the little star, her chest rose and fell violently, and her disappointment in her grandmother also came up, she should have known a long time ago, people will change, she has been away for so many years, her relationship with her grandmother has long been slowly worn out, perhaps, grandma thinks that it is also good for her to tell her aunt about her pregnancy...... The north and the south can't tell where the disappointment is, but they feel tired and weak.
She only said: "Auntie, this is my business, it is my business and Song Qingran's business, you don't have to worry about it, I will raise the child by myself." "
Auntie's tone suddenly became mean: "Beibei, are you really driven out by the Song family? The second young master of the Song family shouldn't know that you are pregnant, right? He doesn't even want a child?"
"Auntie......"
Before Nanbei could say anything, my aunt hurriedly said: "Has the Song family given you money? Does Song Qingran's marriage partner dislike you and think you are an eyesore? You must remember to take the money, your grandmother is old, she eats and drinks every day, and your aunt's family is not very rich." How can there be any way to keep raising the old lady, when your father was in the past, he said that it was okay, grandma was raised by him, who knew that he died suddenly, and the inheritance was a lot, and we, the closest people, didn't even see a dime!" The more my aunt said, the more anxious her tone became, and she was a little angry, "Did you see it, now it's all your own choice, stupid to death, stupid to death! was played by the second young master of the Song family in vain, and he didn't even get any money, right?" Uncle Song of the Song family, you are still holding on to him, how much property your father had back then, he took it all away, and we didn't even see a dime! He said to help you look at the property, you are leaving the Song family now, will he return the property to you?"
Nanbei tensed the contour lines, her face was heavy, and she didn't want to say a word, she was afraid that she would open her mouth, so she couldn't help but speak loudly. She had to admit that the Nan family didn't have the slightest affection for her, they just wanted to suck her blood dry, and the Nan family's feelings for her were even inferior to the Song family.
Nanbei hung up the phone directly, and the second aunt's noisy and irritating voice stopped at once, and the next second, her mobile phone began to vibrate again, and it was the second aunt again, she clicked to refuse, and then dragged the second aunt's phone into the blacklist.
Nanbei had a calm face, every word the second aunt said made her sick, they seemed to care about her, but in fact they were just concerned about whether they could get the property left by her father again, she really shouldn't expect the family affection of these people anymore, compared to her granddaughter who grew up in the Song family. For grandma, it must be the aunts who are closer.
Nanbei heard the timid voice of the little star: "Godmother, are you angry?"
Nanbei was already very careful to control her emotions, but because of her anger, she had a calm face, and the child was extremely sensitive, so she felt it.
She relaxed her muscles, smiled slightly, and whispered, "I'm sorry, godmother was angry just now, but not angry with you, baby." "
"Did the person on the phone make you angry? Little Star said.
Nanbei laughed: "Okay, listen to you." "
Little Star hugged Nanbei and gently dropped a kiss on Nanbei's face.
*
The next day was Saturday, Little Star was at home, and Yan Yu went to work again.
Xiaoxing lay on the sofa: "Godmother, when do you say Mom can rest?"
Nanbei also lay on another sofa, and the posture of the two people was the same: "Your mother wants to make money." "
"Then why can't the godmother work?" Tong Sheng's innocent voice was extraordinarily sincere, hitting the heart of Nanbei and Nanbei, Nanbei said: "Because godmother doesn't have a baby like Xiaoxing to raise?"
"Okay. Little Star rolled over and looked at Nanbei's belly, "But mom said you have a baby." "
Nanbei gently touched his stomach, and didn't answer for a while, and Xiaoxing asked again: "I haven't seen my godfather for a long time." The godfather she said was Song Qingran.
The movements of Nanbei's hands paused slightly, and then smiled: "He's been very busy lately." "
"Okay, everyone is so busy, and so is Little Star. "
Nanbei thought it was funny: "What is the little star busy with?"
Xiaoxing counted his fleshy fingers: "I'm busy chatting with my godmother, and I'll go out with my godmother to buy things and eat ice cream later." "
"......" Nanbei smiled, she didn't say that she was going out to buy anything today, Xiaoxing said this completely because she wanted to eat.
Nanbei said: "Okay, then thank you Miss Xingxing for going out with your godmother." "
"Ahh
*
When I arrived at the mall, Nanbei took the little star to buy Häagen-Dazs.
The north and the south hold the little star. Xiaoxing was holding an ice cream ball in her hand, her eyes were staring at the ball without turning her eyes, and Nanbei was amused: "Xiaoxing, pay attention to the road." "
The two of them were about to walk to the restaurant, leading to the downstairs of the escalator, but suddenly stood a little boy of one or two years old, with a pair of obsidian-like eyes on his fleshy little face, he didn't know why, motionless, as if attracted by the north and south, he blinked, stared at the north and south seriously, and then suddenly laughed happily. She shouted in a milky voice, "Mom!"
Nanbei: "......?" Maybe because she was pregnant, she felt a little softer about the child in her heart, she smiled softly at the little boy, and was ready to continue walking.
The little chubby dun didn't get a response from Nanbei, but he was in a hurry, he staggered to come over, and saw that he was about to fall, and the man who was talking on the phone with his back to Nanbei suddenly walked over and scooped him up.
Chubby struggled restlessly at the man's hand.
The man's voice was mellow and low, with a gentle magnetism, and he asked with some displeasure, "Who let you move alone?" "
Little Fat Dun only cared about looking at the north and south, and the north and south saw that the little fat dun was very familiar with the man who couldn't see the face, so he left with confidence, and the little fat dun saw that the north and the south were going farther and farther, he struggled in the man's arms, and anxiously pointed at the north and south with the little fat finger, dragged the man's clothes, and motioned him to chase the north and south.
Little Chubby said anxiously "ahh......h Mom, I'm going to ...... Mommy ......"
The man wrinkled his brows, restrained the little fat man with one hand, his eyes were deep, and his voice was low: "Shout at everyone, you don't have a brain." There was not a hint of reprimand in his tone.
The conversation between the two of them was just right, and Nanbei could hear it clearly, and she couldn't help but look back at the father and son again, but she only saw the backs of the two.
Xiaoxing blinked his eyes: "Godmother, is that brother calling you mother?"
Nanbei bent his eyes: "He's still young, and he recognized the wrong person." "
But what she didn't know was that when she turned around and continued walking, the man turned his head again, staring at her departing back with deep eyes, the man pursed his lips, and his eyes were full of emotions that others couldn't understand.
*
What Nanbei didn't expect was that the next day, she would see that little chubby dun in the mall.
Nanbei's belly has not yet been conceived, and it is still very convenient to move. But she still put on soft flat shoes, and after shopping, she sat on a chair in the mall for a while, gently hammering her legs, and holding a cup of milk tea in her other hand.
Although she knew that she should not eat indiscriminately when she was pregnant, she especially wanted to drink it today, so she bought a cup, she took a few sips of milk tea, and just wanted to stand up, she heard a surprised milk voice with a milky "Mom"!
Perhaps because she was pregnant, she was more curious about the child's voice, so she subconsciously looked in the direction of the sound.
Her eyes showed surprise, it was the boy from yesterday, the little chubby dun wearing a plaid sweater and a gentleman's hat, smiling and staggering towards the north and south, he stretched out two fleshy little hands, as if he wanted to hug him in the north and south.
Nanbei watched the child run in front of her, she looked around, didn't see his guardian, and wrinkled her eyebrows a little worriedly: "Alone? Who are you going to the mall with?"
Little Fat Dun blinked, he didn't speak fluently: "Dad." Then, he threw himself into Nanbei's arms and shouted stupidly: "Mom." "
"……?"
Nanbei couldn't cry or laugh, she didn't know why this child called her mother so persistently, but there was still a moment of softness in her heart. She sighed and explained, "Baby, I'm not your mother, where is your father, I'll take you to your father." "
Little Fat nodded happily and repeated, "Looking for Dad!"
Nanbei asked, "Where is your father and what is he doing?"
Xiao Chubby Dun's eyelashes were long and thick, his dark eyes were bright, he thought for a while, and said seriously: "Dinner." "
The restaurant is on the upper floor, and Nanbei doesn't know how the little fat man is so small, how did he go downstairs alone? She slowly led the little boy into the elevator. pressed the floor, Xiao Chubby Dun stuck to the north and south all the time, holding her calves tightly with both hands, refusing to let go.
Nanbei squatted down and looked at him at eye level, and the little chubby dun laughed, and his eyebrows and eyes were crooked, which suddenly made Nanbei feel a little familiar.
But Xiao Chubby Dun became interested in the milk tea in Nanbei's hand, staring intently with black eyes, Nanbei laughed: "You can't drink this." "
As soon as she finished speaking, the elevator "ding", and when she reached the floor, the elevator door slowly opened. Nanbei was just about to stand up, but Xiao Chubby Dun took the opportunity to hold her milk tea, and put it in his mouth to suck it.
"Ah, what dirty stuff are you giving my son to eat!" At the same time, a sharp female voice suddenly sounded outside the elevator door, "The more you don't eat!"
Nanbei was stunned, and saw a woman rushing in, picked up Xiao Fat Dun, her movements were a little rude, the nail art she had just done scratched the back of Xiao Fat Dun's hand, Xiao Fat Dun's painful black eyes suddenly filled with tears, her little mouth was deflated, her face was wrinkled, and she was so aggrieved.
The woman didn't pay attention, she just stared at the north and south in displeasure, and her voice was sharp: "I'll just say why my son is missing, it turned out that he was taken away by you." She glanced at the milk tea in Nanbei's hand, and her eyebrows flashed with disgust, "Didn't anyone teach you not to feed any garbage to other people's children?"
North and South: "......"
The woman only cared about scolding, and then angrily hugged the boy and left, the little chubby dun was crying and struggling in her hands, and the woman quickly walked towards a man, who was facing north and south, and was the man from yesterday, the father of the little boy.
Nanbei didn't care about these people anymore, turned around and left.
*
Song Qingran was busy with work a few days ago, but he still sent a message to Nanbei every night, but because of the time difference between the two places, he was very busy and had no time to video, so he sent a request for a video call to Nanbei tonight.
Nanbei stared at the screen quietly, expressionless, not knowing what she was thinking, she didn't refuse, nor did she answer, Song Qingran repeated it several times, and then he sent a message: "Beibei, are you busy?"
Nanbei stared at his avatar, his avatar was still a profile photo she took for him, the smooth lines outlined a beautiful outline, looking handsome and indifferent, but all full of seductive atmosphere.
Immediately after, Song Qingran's phone called, but Nanbei still ignored it.
Song Qingran: "I saw the message, call me back." "
Nanbei pursed her lips, thinking that she had called Song Qingran over and over again in the past, but no one answered, and Song Qingran had only made a few calls before she had lost her patience.
Her mobile phone screen dimmed, and almost half an hour later, Song Qingran's phone called again, and this time, Nanbei took a deep breath and answered.
She didn't speak, and quietly, she heard the faint sound of electricity on the phone.
Song Qingran smiled, still as usual: "Beibei, what are you busy with?"
Nanbei was silent, she didn't know what to say, she didn't know what to say.
Song Qingran: "I've been very busy these days, in a few days, I'll take a break and go see you." "
The north and the south still did not answer.
Song Qingran's side was also quiet for a moment, he chuckled, with a bit of coaxing: "Are you angry? Blame me for not taking you to the airport that day?" he paused. "I said that I would go back to England in a few days, so would you like to stay alone in China? "
Nanbei raised her head slightly, not wanting the sourness in her eyes to squeeze out tears, she sniffed lightly, she quietly listened to Song Qingran talking about some trivial and boring things, the chill in her heart spread little by little, she finally spoke, her voice was calm: "Song Qingran, do you really treat me as a fool?"
Song Qingran's voice was low and gentle: "Beibei, you listen to my explanation." "
"Okay, you say. "
Song Qingran: "The Jiang family was set by my grandfather. "
"Grandpa?" asked Nanbei, her hand holding her phone, clenching it a little. Biting his lower lip, it's Grandpa Song, it's actually Grandpa.
Song Qingran's voice was light: "The Jiang family intends to marry our family, and they have offered very favorable conditions, and they talked directly to grandpa, the Song family needs this marriage partner, Song Qinghan is already married, and the only unmarried person in the Song family is me." "
"What about me? Song Qingran, what position do you put me. Nanbei's heart hurt as if someone was gently sharpening it with a knife, it hurt so much that she could barely speak, "What have you done in the past ten years that I have been with you? What have you done to me? You are of the right age, you are also unmarried, do you think you are single?" She spoke quickly, "Yes, of course you can marry that eldest lady of the Jiang family, do you think you don't need to break up with me? Or do you think that you can enjoy the blessings of all people, continue to be with me as if nothing happened, marry Miss Jiang at home, and raise me outside?"
Song Qingran let Nanbei be angry, and he waited until Nanbei finished speaking, then he lowered his voice and said quietly: "Beibei, even if I marry the eldest lady of the Jiang family, she will only be an ornament, this is just a commercial marriage." "
A few days ago, Nanbei heard the news that Song Qingran was going to marry her, and she felt a little in a trance, it didn't seem to be true, until now, when she heard Song Qingran's words, she felt a little bit of real cruelty.
Song Qingran made her sick, she was so disgusting that her body was like a soft worm, crawling under her skin, making her want to vomit.
Song Qingran continued: "What business marriage needs is only a name, just an expedient measure......
"Don't say it, Song Qingran, I beg you to stop talking. Nanbei's voice suddenly rose, she was a little uncontrollable, the nausea kept surging up, and the stomach that had been stable seemed to have a little pain, she gritted her teeth: "You are so disgusting, we broke up, don't call me again." "
As soon as she finished speaking, she hung up the call.
Song Qingran is such an arrogant person, after being scolded by the north and south and hanging up the phone by her, he didn't call again.
Nanbei hugged the pillow with a pale face, buried her head in the pillow, closed her eyes, the pillow was already filled with moisture, she was really uncomfortable, and it was really painful.
*
London, the Song family, the lights are bright, and the lakeside villas are shining.
Song Qingran stood on the balcony, hung up the phone by the north and south, he clenched the mobile phone, the green tendons on the back of his hand were bulging, his face was so heavy that his face seemed to have frozen, his chest was undulating, he still couldn't hold back, clenched his fists, his fists were fierce, and he smashed his fist on the railing.
Behind him, a woman's soft and charming voice sounded: "Why are you angry, who made Second Young Master Song angry." The woman leaned against the doorframe, smiling, and dressed in a delicate dress.
Song Qingran pursed his lips, but in an instant, he put away his anger, and when he turned around again, only a calm expression remained, he didn't answer the woman's question, and said lightly: "Miss Jiang, also come out to blow the wind." "
Jiang Sheng chuckled: "Fiancé, we are about to get married, and we will be husband and wife soon, are you still so unfamiliar?"
Song Qingran was expressionless, ignoring her, he bypassed the woman and was about to enter the house.
The woman's fingers with red nails gently grabbed his sleeve, a little ambiguous: "Qingran, why don't you ignore me, or, do you really have a woman you like in your heart as the outside world says, is that woman your sister?"