Chapter 144: Sad

Finding that the phone was locked, she put it down in disappointment. I continued to look through Dong Ming's bag to see if there were some medicines. Just tossed and turned, and finally arrived at the hospital.

After the doctor carefully examined Dong Ming, he said to Chu Xia and Ye Yun: "It's okay, don't worry, all organs are functioning normally, just be in a coma temporarily, just take a rest, you should wake up soon." ”

Hatsu exhaled heavily, as if he had survived the rest of his life. If something happened to Dong Ming, she really didn't know how to forgive herself.

"Then why did he faint suddenly?" asked Hatsu again.

"The reason for this is not clear, and it may be necessary to wait for the patient to wake up and ask himself. The doctor said.

While waiting in the corridor, Chu Xia finally took the initiative to talk to Ye Yun, but the first thing he said was: "If you have something, you can go first, I'll just stay here." Then, thank you today. Chuxia nodded and added, "Thank you so much." ”

Such a cold talk, so polite, so outside, so ruthless, so crossing the river and demolishing the bridge...... The fire in Ye Yun's heart is getting stronger and stronger.

He punched the wall in the hallway, it was not light, he must have been in pain, and she was so frightened that she almost jumped. He leaned close to her, "Tell me, how did you do it? Obviously, every time you leave me, you abandon me, you fail me, and in the end you always look like I fail you." Four years ago it was, and it is now. Every time I see you like this, I have to wonder again and again if I am a scumbag who has abandoned you all the time. But that's obviously not the case, you tell me, what point did I fail you, and what point did I feel sorry for you? Four years ago, didn't you leave me first, didn't you give up?" he roared in front of her, if he hadn't been in the hospital, he would have snarled at her.

Chu Xia settled down and tried to calm herself, and after calming down, she said to Ye Yun: "Let's stop talking about this, okay? ”

"I don't want to bring up the old things again, but if we don't mention the old things between us, do we have to imagine the future?" Ye Yun said helplessly and sadly.

Chu Xia shook his head, "Don't mention the old things, there will be no in the future, we don't have anything at all, so you forget about me, we forget about each other." Early Summer said sadly.

Ye Yun looked at her, wanting to see if she had any regrets or reluctance when she said such things. However, it seems that there are very few, and there seems to be none.

"Little sister, are you happy, are you happy when you leave me?" Ye Yun finally revealed his most instinctive attitude towards her, caring.

"I don't know, I don't know. Early summer also gave her the most intuitive answer.

"Little sister, let's not forget each other. ”

Desperate, he took her into his arms.

He whispered in her ear, "I don't want to forget you, and you don't want to forget me." Let's not disappear from each other's lives, it's okay to be friends, it's okay to be brothers and sisters, it's okay to be subordinates, you can do anything, but don't disappear, don't be so indifferent to me. Okay, okay?"

There was no resistance in early summer, probably she also missed the warmth in Ye Yun's arms and enjoyed this short-term reliance.

Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in her abdomen, and she had to break free from Ye Yun's embrace and cover her abdomen with both hands. This situation is familiar to Ye Yun.

He helped her to sit down in a chair and asked, "Doesn't it hurt? Why does it hurt again?"

Chu Xia's face was pale and she was trembling all the time, Ye Yun picked her up and looked around for gynecology in the hospital.

After entering the gynecology department, Chu Xia said to Ye Yun, "Can you help me buy a bottle of water?" Ye Yun knew that she intended to support him, but in fact, she didn't have to be embarrassed in front of him at all, it seemed that she really couldn't go back to the past. Although he was not happy, he had no choice but to follow her, and he withdrew from the infirmary and went to buy her water.

When I walked to the commissary, I realized that he had no money with him. He didn't know how long it had been since he had touched cash. Forget it, Hatsu didn't really let him buy water, he guessed that Hatsu probably didn't want him to go back right away, so he lit a cigarette next to the commissary. The warmth of early summer just now seems to be still there, and it seems to be gone.

He thought he could do it and let it go faster than early summer.

When she left him and insisted on studying abroad, he had to admit that she didn't love him that much. A woman who doesn't love him is not worth remembering. With this in mind, he quickly married Lisa.

Through the study abroad fund, the tuition fee for early summer was settled. He thought that he had already given her an account and could never owe her anything from now on. He tried his best to suppress himself, and he didn't use his power to inquire about her current situation, although it was easy for him. But he knew that with the first time, there would be a second time. Therefore, this precedent must not be set.

However, she appeared in front of him again. He wanted to find in her eyes the kind of anticipation that he had before, the eagerness that came to him desperately. But her eyes became very deep and complicated. Does she still love him? He couldn't confidently answer that question. But don't you love it? He thinks it's not. There is something in her that even he can't see through. It's horrible. What's even more terrifying is that he still loves her. It seems to be more intense and profound than before.

He took advantage of the fact that the owner of the commissary was not paying attention, and took a bottle of water.

By the time he returned, she had come out of the infirmary and was on the phone on a bench in the hallway. With a smile on her face, she can make a phone call at this time make her smile, which shows that the other party is a very important person to her.

He walked in and was just in time to hear her say in French, "My dear, I love you too, goodbye." ”

It was the same last time, when at the bidding meeting, he broke through the layers of crowds surrounding him and looked for her everywhere. I heard her on the phone around the corner, and I was also happy, and I also said in French, "Honey, I love you too, goodbye." He hung up the phone.

Chu Xia put away the phone, stood up, and saw Ye Yun, and a trace of surprise and uneasiness flashed in his expression. But she quickly collected her expression and said to him, "I'll go see if Dong Ming is awake." ”

The moment she passed by, Ye Yun pulled her back.

"Who are you calling, boyfriend?" he asked.

Chuxia stopped and said to him seriously: "You heard it all, I have a French boyfriend." We're rushing to get married. You asked me if I was happy to leave you, I don't know now, but I will try to make myself happy. ”

She broke away from Ye Yun's hand and walked towards Dong Ming's hospital room.

When the door opened, the two of them almost ran into each other.

"You're awake?!" was a burst of joy in early summer.

"Have I been fainting for a long time?" Dong Ming asked.

In the early summer, she didn't care about looking at the time, but she was still not at ease, so she hurriedly asked him: "Do you feel any pain there, do you want to call a doctor to take a look." ”

Dong Ming smiled and looked at her rare and strange look, "You use it, it's okay, it's old." ”

"How can you have such a strange old problem, do you know that you scared me to death. I said a word to you, and you fell off, and you couldn't wake up no matter how you got it. "Early summer remembered what had just happened, and my heart palpitated.

Dong Ming took the bag and walked out with Chu Xia, saying, "I saw your bucket of red paint." ”

Early Summer was surprised, "What's wrong with the paint? You can't look at the paint?"

Dong Ming shook his head: "You can't look at the red liquid." ”

Early summer was even more surprising.

"Because of Hong Xin's death. ”

Chu Xia knew that Hong Xin was Dong Ming's deceased first girlfriend. She didn't ask, she wanted Dong Ming to say it himself.

When he came out, he didn't see Ye Yun anymore, and the car was gone, probably he went back by himself.

In early summer, when he was about to call a taxi, Dong Ming proposed to walk back. Hatsu readily agreed.

While walking, Dong Ming said: "At that time, I went with her to the mountains to look for flowers and wanted to transplant them indoors. We shouldn't have split up, and when I went to look for her, she didn't respond to any of my shouting. I searched up and down the mountain, but I couldn't find her. Suddenly, I saw a bend in the water of a mountain spring tinged red. I scooped it up and looked at it, and suddenly I had a bad feeling of bad luck. Then he desperately searched for the upper reaches of the mountain spring. ”

"Finally, I found a small lake. The lake is already red. I dove headlong into her, and sure enough, I found her. She was still bleeding, and a steady stream of blood poured out of her head, forming a meandering cloud of blood smoke. I was surrounded by red water and felt a deathly hopelessness. ”

Dong Ming stopped. Hatsu also seemed to feel his despair deeply at that moment.

After a long time, Dong Mingcai said again: "Since then, I can't see more than a certain amount of red liquid, and I will faint every time I see it." ”

Dong Ming tried to speak as easily as possible, but Chu Xia knew that in his consciousness, there was not only pain, but also deep guilt.

"Judging by your description, she probably accidentally fell on her head and fell into the water. Hatsu said.

"I don't know, and I don't want to figure it out. Dong Ming said. "I just kept thinking about why I wasn't with her, maybe she wouldn't have had an accident with me. ”

Hatsu shook her head, "I don't think so." Even if you're with her, are you sure you can change something? Just like I saw you fall down the ladder just now, and I can't stop it. Moreover, have you ever met, if you are with her, maybe the consequences will be more serious, maybe it will be two people who fall. In that case, the pain you are suffering now will be borne by your parents once, can you bear to see such a result?"

Dong Ming looked at Chu Xia sincerely and said, "Chu Xia, thank you, thank you for comforting me like this." Actually, I'm much better. This is the first time I have told someone about this in earnest. I used to faint, and I told people about my body, and I didn't want to talk about it. I already feel much better to be able to say it today. Time will leave the rest. ”

Later, I couldn't see Ye Yun again in early summer. Listening to Lu Lu, Ye Yun is on a business trip, so he won't come to the villa for a while. Hatsu wondered if what she said last time had succeeded in making him die, and that was fine.