Chapter 355: Prayer Under the Night Sky
I stayed in the small garden for more than two hours, until night fell completely, and the bright lights gradually rose around the small garden, and the patients and their families who were walking in the small garden left the small garden one after another.
The hands of the clock pointed to 9:30 minutes, and at this time, there were not many people in the small garden, Wan Chenxi sat in a wheelchair, and under the dimming of the surrounding lights, she was like a heroine in the spotlight of the stage, playing a one-man show.
There is no graceful posture of dancing, no brilliance of starlight, only sadness of self-lamentation.
It's like a clown forgotten in the corner, wanting to scream but not daring to talk out loud.
"Dawn, it's getting late, it's time for us to go back to the ward. Aunt Wang reminded softly.
Wan Chenxi raised her head and stared at the sky that had been covered with a veil of night, and the sparse starlight was also weakly blooming the last bit of flickering light.
"Aunt Wang, if you have something to do, go and get busy first, I want to stay quietly alone, don't worry, there will be no danger, I also brought the phone, I think I will tell you when I go back, and you can come and pick me up when the time comes." Wan Chenxi withdrew her gaze looking at the night sky, replied softly, and shook her phone at Aunt Wang.
"This, Dawn, I'd better stay with you. Aunt Wang was still not at ease, thinking that it might be dangerous to leave Wan Chenxi here alone.
"Aunt Wang, it's really fine, I just feel a little stuffy, I'll go back in a while, really don't care about me, just get busy with what you need to do, don't you worry about me?" Wan Chenxi smiled, and the shallow dimples made Aunt Wang worry a little less about Wan Chenxi.
"Alright then, Dawn, be sure to inform me of anything in time. ”
Aunt Wang thought about it, the small garden is the place of the hospital, there are so many monitoring probes around, and there is a security room next to it, Wan Chenxi stays here alone for a while, there should be no accidents, anyway, the small garden in the luxury ward is only a few dozen meters, and anything can be arrived in time.
Then he nodded, promised Wan Chenxi, and returned to the ward alone, packed Wan Chenxi's bed, and Wan Chenxi came back to sleep in a while.
Wan Chenxi, who stayed in the small garden, kept thinking about the words she heard when she woke up, which was undoubtedly a huge blow to her.
She didn't expect that she would become paralyzed, her lover was no longer there, and her good friends had left her side for something, and the only person who could accompany her at this time was the shadow of the accompanying person under the light.
"Maybe Qiu Han has forgotten the unpleasantness of the past now, and he should be happy. ”
Wan Chenxi sighed softly, now even Shangguan Qiuhan, who was once very close to her lover, is drifting away, and when she says goodbye, she may be someone else's lover, and she has nothing to do with her.
"Mom, where the hell are you? Doudou really misses you, can you tell me, what am I going to do now? How can I find you, even if it's just to see you, to see your life is good, I won't be so sad. ”
"Little bee, you will achieve your goal, as long as you continue to persevere, you will definitely be able to impress Zhang Xun, and you will definitely be together, but I didn't expect that Zhang Xun turned out to be the chubby second stick when he was a child, and now that he has grown up, he can't see what he looked like when he was a child, but he is also quite handsome, maybe there is no autumn cold, you didn't fall in love with Zhang Xun, maybe I will be moved by Zhang Xun." But, now, hehe, I'm just a wasted person, how can I be so selfish? ”
Wan Chenxi looked at the sky, her eyes staring at the direction in the distance, and gradually became distracted, as if there was Xue Mi'er smiling happily at her.
"The children of the Sunflower Orphanage, you will also grow up happily, you must not learn from Sister Doudou, you live so embarrassed, you have failed so much, and now you can only become a paralyzed waste, I wish you no illness and no disaster, and there will be no more sadness. ”
In addition to his lover and friends who have always been around him, it is the orphans in the orphanage that Wan Chenxi can't let go of the most.
She is a child from a sunflower orphanage, and she knows that although those children seem carefree every day, in fact, every child has the most innocent dream in their hearts, and it is also the simplest dream, that is, to have a home of their own.
This family doesn't have to be too big, life doesn't have to be too good, as long as the family can be together and live in harmony, this is enough.
But at that time, such a simple and innocent dream became the most unattainable dream of the children of the Sunflower Orphanage.
Like her, there are basically no children who have been adopted after five or six years in the orphanage, except for her, and she is lucky to be the only child in the orphanage who is still adopted in her teens.
In the past, Wan Chenxi once asked Wan's father and Wan's mother why they chose her as an adoption, and Wan's father and Wan's mother told Wan Chenxi that they had actually seen Wan Chenxi a long time ago.
On the night when Wan Chenxi was abandoned by her mother, Wan Chenxi cried at the noisy intersection to find her mother, they have always remembered vividly, at that time they also scolded which mother was so ruthless, and they didn't know if their child was lost.
Especially Wan Chenxi's innocent and pure eyes at that time, which were as pure as a clear spring, directly poked the softest place in their hearts, and they will never forget the scene when Wan Chenxi cried a little confused and helplessly looked for her mother everywhere.
After a few years, Wan's father and mother had never given birth to a child, so they came up with the idea of adopting a child in an orphanage.
When they first arrived at the orphanage, they saw Wan Chenxi playing in the square at a glance, at that time, Wan Chenxi also looked at them, it was this look that reminded Wan's father and mother of the little girl's eyes back then, still so pure as a clear spring, so that they made a decision at once, no longer choose young children as adoption objects, and adopted Wan Chenxi.
Later, as soon as I learned from Dean He, the girl they decided to adopt was the little girl who made them remember it deeply, which strengthened the idea of adopting Wan Chenxi.
For the children in the orphanage, the most desired thing is to be adopted by a family of well-wishers, so that they can have a home again and no longer be lonely.
Although there are many "brothers and sisters" in the orphanage, and there are also mothers, this can never make up for the lack of family affection in their hearts.
At that time, when Wan's father and mother came to the orphanage, Wan Chenxi didn't think that they would adopt her, after all, she was already a teenager at the time, and the first criterion of a kind-hearted **** is generally to choose a young and unremembered child as the first choice.
It's just a seemingly coincidental fate that Wan Chenxi finally met Wan's father and Wan's mother again after staying in the orphanage for five or six years, and since then they have formed an indissoluble bond and become a family.
After being taken back by Wan's father and mother, Wan Chenxi finally had a complete home again, and she also felt the long-lost family affection.
In fact, when Wan's father and Wan's mother had a car accident and were sent to the hospital, in front of the hospital bed, Wan's father knew that he would owe a debt, and did not want Wan Chenxi to bear the debt, so that she could sell the house, not only could pay off the debt, but the remaining money was enough for Wan Chenxi to finish college smoothly, and there was still a little left as living expenses, all of which were considered for Wan Chenxi.
And although the house is not big, it is not in a high-end community, but it is the last thought that Wan's father and mother left to Wan Chenxi, in this dozens of square meters of house, Wan Chenxi spent her happiest time, how could she sell it to pay off her debts, she would rather live a hard life herself, but also keep the last bit of things left to her by her adoptive parents.
"Dad, Mom, are you okay in heaven? Are you thinking about Doudou, Doudou really misses you, after you are gone, Doudou is really tired, I don't care what I want, I will go to heaven with you. ”
"Doudou is really tired and tired, but Doudou still has too many things to complete, and has not completed your instructions, so far I haven't found my biological parents, I left that house, Doudou really can't promise you to sell it, that's our home, if there is no home, Doudou will become a homeless orphan again." ”
"Dad, Mom, you tell Doudou, what should Doudou do now? Doudou is now a disabled person who can't walk and is paralyzed, you say, can I still fulfill the instructions you gave me?"
When Wan Chenxi prayed to the night sky, unconsciously, the night sky that was originally sparsely starry was densely covered with bright starlight, as if Wan's father and mother were telling Wan Chenxi, don't give up, everything will be fine.
"Mom and Dad, are you going to tell me that you will always support me, support any decision I make, as long as I make a decision, you all agree, right?" Wan Chenxi's emotions were a little excited.
"If you can really hear Doudou's words, let the stars in the sky answer for you, blink your eyes, okay? Doudou really doesn't know what to do, I'm so scared, Doudou made a decision that you all agree with, you answer me." ”
The anxious and gloomy mood completely exploded at this moment, all the suppressed emotions, all the sadness, as if getting an outlet, surging out in an instant, about to drown Wan Chenxi's thin body.
As if hearing Wan Chenxi's hysterical cry, the stars in the night sky continued to emit flashing light, as if in response to Wan Chenxi.
"Hahaha, Mom and Dad, you agreed, you promised, Doudou knows what to do, thank you, thank you for always supporting me, you must be good in heaven, you must wait for Doudou. ”
Wan Chenxi waved her hands happily, under a little tearlight, like a child, crying for a while and laughing for a while, cloudy and uncertain, if anyone saw her now, they thought she was crazy.
On this night, Wan Chenxi stayed in the small garden for a long, long time, constantly pouring out and praying to the night sky, like a devout believer, constantly worshipping the faith in her heart.
It wasn't until nearly eleven o'clock that Aunt Wang came out again and sent Wan Chenxi back to the luxurious ward.
The night was still quiet and palpitating, and it seemed to echo the last prayer voice of a desperate and helpless girl under the night sky.