Chapter 330: Deception

"I can't go to the psychological counseling room of Jiangsu Yi, I can control my condition very well. Yan Yanyu looked at Bai Bai with a pitiful look, she really didn't want others to treat her as a patient.

She is now trying very hard to control her emotions, trying to make herself happy, trying to keep herself from losing her temper.

But depression is really difficult to control, as long as one is not going well, I feel that I can't control myself. But these can't be known to the day, otherwise he will definitely follow him every step of the way.

She also let herself go to the consultation room of Jiangsu Mobile at a fixed time, she doesn't want anyone to know that she is sick.

She could go to the consultation room by herself, but she didn't want daylight to accompany her. I don't want to see Daylight look at me with loving eyes, and I don't need to be kind to her because I pity someone.

She felt conflicted now, an emotion that wanted to consume her. The harder she tried to control it, the more her temper would explode.

"Smoke and rain, I know you can control it. But I want you to be completely well and innocent and happy like before. ”

Bai Tian looked at Yan Yanyu distressedly, he knew that Yanyu was very strong. I don't want to be treated with colored glasses by others because I have depression.

But depression can be big or small, and she can't control herself at the moment. If you hear that it is serious, you will not be able to think about looking for death and life.

He couldn't imagine if Yan Yanyu reached that point, he would be able to bear it. blamed himself for not noticing Yan Yanyu's changes before, if he could have found out in time, maybe Yan Yanyu would not have been tortured by illness now.

Seeing that she has been eating less and less recently, she is in a daze at every turn. Once, because she accidentally touched the table when she got up, she lost her temper and threw things around.

She couldn't control her emotions at all, and she said that only by relaxing her heart could she slowly control her condition. I also thought about taking her to the mountains and rivers, not to mention that the Bai family couldn't do without him, even the Yan family couldn't do without Yan Yanyu.

This plan has been put on hold until now Yan Yanyu's condition has worsened. He didn't expect that the things of work and the trivial matters of life would bring so much pressure to Yan Yanyu.

But she didn't tell herself, she was silently bearing. If she hadn't found out the clue, I don't know when she would have told herself.

"Then I'll go by myself, you don't have to accompany me. ”

The more gentle he was with himself, the more irritable her heart became. That kind of irritability is not annoying, but I feel that I have caused him trouble.

Sometimes she would rather she care less about herself during the day so that she feels less guilty.

Since Daylight knew that he had depression, he took care of himself more carefully. She didn't want Daylight to think of herself as a patient, but she didn't know what to say when it came to her mouth.

After all, he did all this because he loved himself, and she didn't know it. She is also a human being, and she can feel the sincerity of the day.

"No, I have to escort you today. ”

As he spoke, he stuffed Yan Yanyu into the car during the day and drove to the consultation room in Jiangsu.

The two got out of the car and came to the office of Jiangsu Yi. Yan Yanyu didn't expect to see Ye Lan in this place, although she knew that Jiangsu Yi and Ye Lan were a couple, she still felt incredible.

She stood in the doorway, neither walking nor entering. She couldn't face Ye Lan, and this kind of scene made her feel embarrassed.

I have never mentioned to Ye Lan that I have depression, and I guess she will know about it when she meets her this time. She didn't know how to speak, and even felt the urge to run away. Bunny Fly

"Hey, my boss. ”

Ye Lan didn't want to cause any burden to Yan Yanyu, so she greeted Yan Yanyu generously. She knows that Yan Yanyu is a very strong woman and hopes that every appearance will be a perfect influence.

Although I knew that she was depressed, I wasn't ready to tell her. Everyone has a little secret to some extent, so why bother to puncture it and embarrass others.

In fact, without this chance encounter, she can guess seven or eight points when she usually works. Although Yan Yanyu has worked hard to restrain herself, depression is not just restraint.

There were several times when she was furious over a trivial matter, and in normal words, she would not have been angry at all.

Since then, she has felt that Yan Yanyu may have a tendency to depression, after all, she has a boyfriend in psychology, and she still knows some about these things.

Fortunately, Yan Yanyu herself was aware of it, and she took the initiative to find Jiangsu Yi. When Bai Tian asked herself, she only told Bai Tian that Yan Yanyu had found Jiangsu Yi, after all, she really didn't know Yan Yanyu's condition.

If a person goes to a psychiatrist for no reason, does he need to explain what the situation is? It is estimated that Yan Yanyu was under too much pressure during that time, resulting in not mediating his emotions before he suffered from depression.

"Hello, it's a pleasure to meet you. ”

Yan Yanyu thought that she had hidden her illness from Ye Lan, and felt guilty about her, and even spoke to her a little unnaturally.

Looking at Ye Lan, who greeted herself normally, she felt even more guilty. Maybe he shouldn't hide his illness from Ye Lan,

The more she thought about it, the more guilty she became, and she didn't dare to look at Ye Lan at all with her head down.

"Don't stand stupidly at the door, go inside. ”

Bai Tian saw that Yan Yanyu had been standing at the door, refusing to go in. Thinking that she had resistance in her heart again, she stretched out her hand and took her hand and walked into the office. He arranged Yan Yanyu to sit down on a chair, and then sat down next to Yan Yanyu himself.

"I really can't see it usually, but in fact, the two of you are quite a good match. ”

He naturally greeted the two of them, and looked at the two of them being concubines, and couldn't help but joke.

When he knew that Jiang Yi and Ye Lan were in love, he was also a little surprised. Looking at the eight people in the industry who can't beat the poles, they are quite harmonious together.

It can be seen from Ye Lan's eyes that she admires Jiangsu Yi very much. In fact, Jiangsu Yi is also quite charming, slightly worse than him, but he is also a handsome guy.

"You still tease the two of us, you see you take care of my boss. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I would have thought you were abusing my boss. ”

Ye Lan is unforgiving, and she is used to joking with Yan Yanyu. Anyway, the four of them are old acquaintances, and they don't care about those details.

They also want Yan Yanyu to relax, if the body has been in a tense state, it is not conducive to the treatment of depression. Recently, they found that Yan Yanyu was particularly sensitive to everything in the outside world.

This is the self-protection of people with depression, who think that people or things outside will hurt them. So as soon as there is a stir, you will immediately be nervous. Sometimes I am extremely anxious, even unfounded.

Now these symptoms are all present in Yan Yanyu, and if you want to be completely cured, it is estimated that it will take a while to treat.