Chapter 215: Help
Maybe he was frightened by Mo Qingyou's recent actions, although the secretary of the town party committee and others were very polite on the surface, but they had secretly urged Mo Qingyou to put forward their money, Mo Qingyou knew that in front of actual interests, there was not much face to talk about.
It's past eleven o'clock at night, Mo Qingyou is still staying in the office, the department store is closed, and his friends are going back to rest, at this moment, he is like a wounded animal, his eyes are red, under the double torment of emotion and adversity, he is indignant in his heart Mo Nai is desolate until now, not even a cathartic way to pour out the object, the animal can still pounce on the prey and bite a few bites, but what can he?
Mo Qingyou really wants to leave all this still, and go to find Shui Qinxin alone, since returning here, Mo Qingyou has always been swayed by the boring thoughts that are rising in his head, and he has always buried himself in work for a long time, and tensed his nerves with a tense atmosphere, he thinks that he will not think of Shui Qinxin, but now, when a person is lonely here licking his mouth, he thinks that Xiaoqin can accompany him, can comfort him, and can give him the strength to survive and continue to struggle.
Xiaoqin, where are you? Slowly raised his head, through the outside, looking at the sky, Mo Qingyou seemed to see Xiaoqin complaining to him, complaining that he only cared about his work and didn't want her, and complained that he didn't want to go to him after coming back for so long. Xiaoqin, do you know, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't be able to find you when I get to your hometown, I'm afraid that you don't exist in this world, I'm afraid that you won't show up, Mo Qingyou muttered, tears, and disobeyed orders all over his cheeks.
No one gave him results, especially in this world, Mo Qingyou finally felt the deepest panic: lonely, lonely because he missed, because he didn't belong to this world but integrated into this world, he was even more lonely, this lonely mood controlled him, making him deeply afraid.
"Xiaowen, what's wrong?" The soft voice made Mo Qingyou, who was intoxicated in the lonely world, wake up suddenly, and turned around to see that it was the demon girl Xiao Meifen, Mo Qingyou was stunned, but she still took the toilet paper she handed over.
"Why are you here?" Mo Qingyou turned his back to wipe away his tears and turned around, slightly surprised by the sudden visit of the demon girl. It is said that she can't hide herself now, and now she actually comes to the door to insult herself? What am I doing? Can I still think about that? Mo Qingyou was a little confused, she wanted to live and die when she was alone just now, but now she is just one more person, and she even has changed the realm.
"Let's practice gambling. The demon girl saw that Mo Qingyou seemed to be back to her original state, and she finally put it down after carrying it for a long time, "You just was?"
The demon girl Xiao Meifen felt beyond imagination, a man quietly hid here and cried, just now she came back from Carla with a few children's shoes, and when she passed by the Hanwei Department Store, she found that the main entrance was not closed, and a few staff members were discussing that Mo Qingyou was still in the office, so they couldn't get off work, so they came to take a look. I didn't expect her to see such a scene, and at first I thought that I should laugh at him, but unfortunately, when I saw his lonely appearance, my tone was naturally not as fierce as usual.
"Haha, it may be that the pressure is too great, and I have suffered some grievances, and tears have flowed down by myself. "Even if people have seen it, Mo Qingyou won't say anything stupid about the sand grains in her eyes and so on to cover up, how can she say that she also has good intentions, the truth is said to her, and she feels relaxed in her heart for a while.
"The pressure is still because of Sheng Shishi?" Xiao Meifen was also scared to death by her own question, her tone was not only much gentle, but also asked about the privacy of others, but she really wanted to know in her heart, she didn't know why, she always wanted to know what was going on between him and Ying Shi, she didn't understand the girl's secret, and Mo Qingyou wouldn't know it.
"Half a bar each. Mo Qingyou felt that she had stored a lot of secrets in her heart, and now she had a confiding object, as if she had a psychological urge to tell her everything, "What kind of person do you think I am?" Mo Qingyou asked such a question after thinking for a while.
"You, haha. The demon girl laughed before she could speak, because she thought of the first time they met, Mo Qingyou stepped on her, and later repaired her twice, "Although there are some big men, they are still a well-mannered celebrity." ”
Big man, celebrity, Mo Qingyou smiled reluctantly, and said, "Don't you think my performance doesn't match my age?"
The demon girl tilted her head and thought for a while, then bowed her head slightly and said: "It's a little inconsistent, like a reckless child holding paper money in his hand and throwing money around, hehe." ”
Mo Qingyou was angry, the demon girl is the demon girl, just thought that she could listen to her own words patiently, but now listening to her answer so seriously, I had to hold back the words in my heart.
"Let's go, I'm going back. ”
Mo Qingyou cleaned up casually, although the problem was not dealt with, but seeing the demon girl made him feel a lot better, at least he would not feel lonely and lonely.
"You invite me to eat ba?" After Mo Qingyou finished explaining everything, the demon girl jumped to Mo Qingyou with small steps, and said suddenly.
Mo Qingyou smiled and nodded her head down, looking at her pitiful appearance, she suddenly felt a little ashamed to be angry with this little girl some time ago.
Back to the corner of the street is the night field of Jianzhou City, although it is the middle of the night, but there is still noisy and abnormal, the pot and small bowl Ding Dong make a sound, the guests are fist-drawing and shouting one after another, more lively than the daytime.
Mo Qingyou led Xiao Meifen to sit down on a slightly remote dry stall, the owner of the stall was an adult woman, thin, and it could be seen from her face that life was difficult, but on her smiling face, it was full of confidence in her future life.
ordered 2 servings of noodles, a pot of nautilus and 2 home-cooked dishes, and the two of them were silent for a while.
"Mo Qingyou, can you tell me the wonderful story of you and Sheng Shidi?" Seeing Mo Qingyou's smile when ordering food, Xiao Meifen finally broke the silence.
Mo Qingyou wanted to push it, but seeing her eagerly looking forward to it, she couldn't let her be disappointed, so she had to start from the elementary school and know Yingshi, and talk about Yingshi's departure yesterday. While he was telling the wonderful story of the six years between the two people, a few home-cooked dishes were also served.
Xiao Meifen has been listening quietly, occasionally asking a few words, as the wonderful story develops, her face continues to change, and when she finally heard Mo Qingyou say that the two were separated, she was happy for no reason, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, and spit out her tongue to show that she was innocent.
"Is it true that Ying Shi will not meet you anymore?" Xiao Meifen took a piece of courgette shred, but she didn't put it in her mouth, just stared blankly at the courgette shredded on the ground on the wooden chopsticks, and asked quietly.
"Xingxuba. Mo Qingyou sighed, and stayed away from Ying Shi categorically, he was not half sure that Ying Shi could come back, and now he could only hope that after the school opened, he could see her at school.
Xiao Meifen put the smelt back on the plate, and also sighed with Mo Qingyou, she didn't know what was going on, but she felt that Mo Qingyou was very lonely at the moment, in this noisy night scene, she could even feel the emptiness in Mo Qingyou's heart.
"I hope you and Ying Shi can get back together, come, for you to reconcile one day sooner, let's do it!" Xiao Meifen picked up the wine glass and stretched it out towards Mo Qingyou.
Mo Qingyou also picked up the water cup with a smile on her face, touched her gently, and the two of them drank the boiled water in the cup in one gulp.
Then the two of them didn't speak, thinking about their secrets, Mo Qingyou didn't feel hungry, just ate some casually, Xiao Meifen didn't seem to have touched the wooden chopsticks, but occasionally accompanied Mo Qingyou to clip a few courgon shreds.
Mo Qingyou looked at her as if she didn't have any appetite, and after eating some at will, she would post the account, and the two of them stepped out of the night.
"I'll send you ba. "Even if she has already said that she is a celebrity, then Mo Qingyou has to do something that celebrities should do.
But Xiao Meifen unexpectedly refused, "No, I won't go back today." ”
Mo Qingyou still thought that he had heard something, and said curiously: "Don't you go back? Could it be that you still want to go outside to play? No wonder everyone calls you a demon girl." ”
Xiao Meifen snorted and said: "Thinking of you sitting down, I heard that you live with Ah Xian and them, I already wanted to see them, but I was always afraid that you would think of us to bet, haha." ”
"It's late? "The demon girl's thoughts are very difficult to understand, Mo Qingyou has some nonsense, and the third watch went to him in the middle of the night, Ah Xian and the others have already laid down, and they don't know what kind of plane she wants to do.
Xiao Meifen frowned slightly and said, "Don't you want to see me?" It's late, and I don't have a key at home, don't let my father spray to death when I go back, hmph, look at me coldly." ”
Mo Qingyou took a look at her, it was indeed difficult to put down the key in a skirt, so she had to agree to come down, and stopped a car at the fork in the road to take the little demon girl home.
After arriving home, Mo Qingyou decided to let the demon girl go to his room to sleep, and he accommodated himself on the couch in the hall for a night, but the little demon girl didn't mean to sleep at all, and stayed in the hall to accompany Mo Qingyou to talk.
"You give me a good night's sleep!" The little demon girl kept asking Mo Qingyou about the source of the quarrel between Mo Qingyou and Ying Shi, but Mo Qingyou really had no way to answer her question, and finally had to push her into the room without allowing her to refute.
"Okay, okay, I'll go to sleep, you are not allowed to steal in, hehe!" Xiao Meifen's demon disposition stood out again, and between her eyebrows, she teased Mo Qingyou as if intentionally or unintentionally, and when she saw Mo Qingyou's embarrassed appearance, she closed the door with a smile.
Mo Qingyou walked downstairs, sat in the hall, and after some whimsy, he finally felt a little sleepy, and suddenly felt something covered with something on his body, and opened his eyes in surprise, and actually found that the demon girl Xiao Meifen was gently covering herself with a thin blanket.
"Why don't you sleep yet?" Mo Qingyou straightened up a little and asked in surprise.
"Just sleep peacefully, haha, you can rest early. Xiao Meifen originally thought that he had fallen asleep, and the wind rose at night, and she was afraid that he would catch a cold, so she found a blanket from his room and tiptoed to build it for him.
Mo Qingyou smiled at her back, and suddenly felt that this little demon girl was still full of cuteness, pulled the blanket tightly, and slowly fell asleep in the paste.
This world is like this, no matter how you avoid and how afraid, the place where you should come will always come, and the place where it shouldn't happen, but it will never happen, Mo Qingyou knows this truth, but to be strong in the face, knowing and doing it are purely two different things, difficult!
Mo Qingyou slept very uneasily all night, and for a while he dreamed that Shui Qin waved at him with a clever smile, and for a while, Shui Qin's heart and face suddenly turned into Sheng Shishi's resentful look, tossing and turning, only to feel that everything had become far away, and finally, Xiaoqin and Ying Shi raised their hands together and left, but with how he summoned but how sad he was, the two of them finally disappeared slowly, at this time, Mo Qingyou finally woke up.
"Are you awake?" Xiao Meifen smiled sweetly at Mo Qingyou, holding a wet towel in her hand and wiping the sweat drops on Mo Qingyou's forehead.
After Mo Qingyou looked at her with some gratitude, he gently lifted the handkerchief she put on her forehead, supported her body and asked, "What about them?"
"They all went to work, and they said that you should rest for a day, so they didn't call you. Xiao Meifen suddenly had a high fever on her face, stood up and said: "You, you have slept peacefully for so long, look at your sleep is still not steady, and now it is almost 11 o'clock." ”
"Oh," Mo Qingyou bowed slightly, there were still fragments of dreams in his mind, and there was some woodenness in his expression.
"That...... Which one is that little qin?" Xiao Meifen finally asked.
"No, not anyone, I don't know. Mo Qingyou felt as if he was letting people peek into the most hidden things in his heart, as if he was frightened and the cat suddenly jumped up.
Xiao Meifen pouted and said dissatisfiedly: "If you don't talk about it, you won't talk about it, why are you so nervous? I'm not surprised, hum!"
Mo Qing sighed slowly, he didn't know what to say for a while, and after being embarrassed for a while, he got up and washed up.
The cold water made Mo Qingyou's gloomy brain begin to regain some sobriety, but there was no way to get rid of the words that were deposited in his thoughts, and the words "Shuiqin Heart" had been lingering in his mind, unforgettable, and even had a more fiery thought in his heart: ready to find her, desperate to find her! However, the reality of the situation did not allow him to leave everything behind at all, after all, he still had family and friends, and he had no way to give up those.
"Perhaps, this is my life. Mo Qingyou laughed at herself, and her gentle personality stood out again.
When Mo Qingyou returned to the hall, he found that Xiao Meifen was no longer in the hall, and no one answered after two calls, so he couldn't help but pouted and smiled bitterly: This demon girl has no explanation at all!
Slightly cleaned up and changed into a set of clothes, Mo Qingyou was about to go out, when he suddenly heard a scream coming from the stove room, and walked towards the stove room curiously, and actually found that Xiao Meifen was screaming around the waist cloth with a shovel in her hand, and her whole body was dancing like a song and dance.
"Xiao Tongshoe, what kind of plane are you doing?" Mo Qingyou couldn't cry or laugh, but there was some vague gratitude in his heart, but he didn't forgive people in his mouth.
"Quick, come and help me kill it, quick!" Xiao Meifen saw Mo Qingyou come in, as if she had caught a life-saving straw, she jumped on Mo Qingyou, and looked at the position she was standing in horror.
"Kill what?" Mo Qingyou was also infected with her nervous atmosphere, and her heart couldn't help but tighten.
"Xiao Qiang, Xiao Qiang, hurry up, hurry up and kill it!" Xiao Meifen exclaimed as she pushed Mo Qingyou.
Mo Qingyou couldn't help but exhale, it turned out to be just Xiao Qiang, and he put it down, turned around and patted her on the shoulder, giving her a relieved smile, and then walked towards the position she had just stood on, and after looking for a while, she really found that there were two Xiao Qiang Zheng Dang with whiskers moving slightly on the edge of the pot.
"Look," Xiao Meifen didn't see Mo Qingyou's movements, she found that he had an extra bottle of cockroach exterminator in his hand, and as soon as Mo Qingyou finished speaking, she heard a few hissing sounds, and then, the two Xiaoqiang who made her very frightened stumbled to the ground.
"I'm so an adult, I'm still afraid of Xiaoqiang! Mo Qingyou closed the lid as she spoke, and just turned her head when she noticed her outfit and asked curiously, "Won't you start cooking and eating now when the temple is empty?"
"Naturally not," Xiao Qiang has been sorted out by Mo Qingyou, Xiao Meifen's courage seems to have replied again, and her voice is much thicker, "I just saw that you just got up and didn't eat, so I went to cook and fried 2 eggs for you, you are good, and you still ridicule others! Hmph, the bright moon shines on the ditch!"
"Why are you so good to me?" Mo Qingyou asked a stupid question, but this was what he wanted to know.
Xiao Meifen was stunned when she heard Mo Qingyou's soft words, only to realize that what she did was indeed suspicious, and she couldn't help but say angrily: "Where is it good for you, just seeing that you were discarded by Xiaoying, take pity on you, do you like to eat or not, hum!"
"Okay, haha, what did you do to eat the ground? I'm really hungry. Mo Qingyou also knew that the atmosphere was a little embarrassing, so quickly diverted the topic.
Hearing that there was something to eat, Xiao Meifen's energy immediately shifted away, and she introduced triumphantly: "This is me frying 2 chicken eggs, this is the cake I took from your refrigerator, and I fried two hot dogs for you, how about it?"
There is no need for Mo Qingyou to reply, just hear the sound of Mo Qingyou's belly cooing, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, Mo Qingyou took the food out, Xiao Meifen also turned off the gas and picked up for a while, and then came out closely.
"Do you want to hear a wonderful story?" Mo Qingyou tore off a small piece of cake and put it in his mouth and chewed it slowly, seeing Xiao Meifen looking at him expectantly, he had to add: "You are very delicious, and you have the potential to be a good wife and mother!" Mo Qingyou also raised his big finger at her.
Xiao Meifen's face immediately shone brightly, and she didn't seem to hear Mo Qing's words at all.
"Do you want to hear a wonderful story?" Mo Qingyou asked again, I don't know what's wrong, he really wants to talk about the things that have been backlogged in his heart, at first he wanted to tell this to Ying Shi, but the latter two people are related to that kind of situation, and they don't have a chance to tell it at all, and now although the little demon girl in front of him used to be against him everywhere, but no matter what, she can be regarded as a good friend.
"Think, you say ba, I'll listen carefully. Xiao Meifen smiled informably.
Mo Qingyou also felt that in such an atmosphere, he had the courage to check out the wonderful stories of the past and let people look at them, so he didn't mind and began to tell the wonderful story of his heart with Shui Qin.
"The boy was very useless, and in the end he lacked the courage to turn everything around, and when the girl finally said the words 'never see each other again', he knew that they could never go back to the past, and the wonderful story of their two places was over. ”
Mo Qingyou spoke very slowly, with a sad look that there was no way to connect him with his current age, Xiao Meifen listened with a smile at first, but after that, her expression became more and more serious, and she even began to substitute for the girl's footsteps, playing the role of the girl who slashed the silk with a sharp sword and pursued her own happiness.
"God has long eyes!Which made him so useless, and deceived her three times and twice, if I were that girl, I would have kicked this unlearned boy far away!" Xiao Meifen's face was full of contempt.
"You!" When Mo Qingyou heard Xiao Meifen say this, Tengdi got up from the recliner, his expression was red and blushing, and he stretched out his hand and pointed at Xiao Meifen's left hand, which was trembling due to chicken jelly.
"Didn't you turn your head around the day? Didn't you give me the last chance? Could it be that after years of emotion, I can really finish talking about it? Could it be that I have endured everything enough? Why, why do you have to be so decisive, why? Why are you telling me all this?" Mo Qingyou's expression was very terrifying at this moment, the wooden chopsticks on his right hand were broken due to his indignant catharsis, his eyes were slightly blood-red, and the musculature of his face was also a little distorted.
Xiao Meifen was frightened when she saw his look, and said in a slur manner: "Could it be ...... Could it be that the man, that person, is it you?"
Hearing this, Mo Qingyou finally came to his senses, the anger just now suddenly disappeared, and the strength of the place with him seemed to have been drained, and he sat on the chaise longue in despair, and his withered expression also told Xiao Meifen that what he said just now was not just a wonderful story, it really happened to him, and that girl was definitely not Sheng Shishi!
"Do you think you can turn everything around like this?" Xiao Meifen thought that he couldn't stand Xiao Ying, and her anger rose, "Even if you can reverse it, what if it's over, that is, you're over, why can't you like Xiao Ying wholeheartedly? Are you so fair to Xiao Ying? You are intoxicated with the painful past, and you can't extricate yourself, can you do this in exchange for her liking you?" Accept your superficial thoughts, Mo Qingyou, I really can't imagine that you are so weak, I dare not like or hate, if I were you, I would be a seven-foot man, I really have no two kinds of a little woman!"
"Don't say it again, please don't say it again!" Mo Qingyou's voice choked, and he held his head with both hands and shrank back on the recliner in pain, but he couldn't stop Xiao Meifen.
"Are you afraid? Yes, because you are weak and imbecile, because you have no way to face reality, because you always want to dodge, I really look down on you, and I think you are a person worthy of my liking, and I think you are a boy who is excellent in all aspects, I can't imagine that you are actually a person who only knows how to escape from reality, and will only be an emu when encountering things, have you forgotten that you are still a family? Forget that you have a career? Have you forgotten that you like you so much? I see that you have forgotten, you only have that girl in your head, it seems that Xiaoying is also right to leave you, hum chirp, you eat, don't bother you. Xiao Meifen threw down these few words fiercely and broke out of the door, leaving Mo Qingyou alone curled up on the recliner, fighting bitterly.
Xiao Meifen's words are like a sharp knife cut in Mo Qingyou's heart, weak and imbecile, escaping from reality, forgetting everything else, those comments that make him unacceptable are so appropriate, Mo Qingyou knows that he can't live with anyone, can't live with his father, can't live with his friends, can't live with Xiaoying, and even Shui Qinxin, he has been living with her, he originally thought that death could handle everything, who knew that God actually gave him such a chance to face the ground from scratch, but he still lacked the courage to deal with it, for a long time, he always shouted that he was ready to find Shui Qinxin, and when he was really ready to go, he was afraid in his heart, maybe because of this, he found an excuse to postpone this matter all the time.
At this moment, the earth is strange, like a bird out of the nest, lonely, the sense of loneliness and despair is becoming more and more intense, but the shadow of Shui Qin's heart is slowly becoming clear, and he can't get rid of it, and fundamentally speaking, he doesn't want to get rid of it, because it is the love of his life, if he gives up Shui Qin's heart, if even the shadow in his heart disappears, how will he live? Mo Qingyou didn't know, and there was no one to explain these to him, waiting for him, as if another cold cycle was repeating again, hurting others and himself, but he had no way to control it, and now, he could only curl up and sobble on the recliner without breath.
The pain and torture seemed to be boundless, and it had been surrounding Mo Qingyou's heart, fighting weakly, but as if the strength had been emptied, perhaps, everything was a cycle, and everything was the beginning of another nightmare.
The bell rang in the hall many times, until the night fell, Mo Qingyou stumbled and touched the edge of the couch, and raised the shadow of the water piano's heart, the past, it was the past, he grabbed the phone, and said in a very firm tone: "Ying Shi, I am Mo Qingyou......"