335: Her new pain
Wang Shanshan didn't understand why Zhang Yang didn't agree with her leaving the cleaning, didn't he know that if she didn't leave, she would have many opportunities to meet Lin Haoran, what an embarrassing thing it was, how could he ignore his feelings.
As for the shares, even if she doesn't participate in the management, the dividends will not be less of herself, so why should she stay there and wait for the foreseeable embarrassment? Besides, now that the two are back together, doesn't he want everyone to stay together?
"Zhang Yang, don't you know that if I continue to stay in Cleaning, I will inevitably come into contact with Lin Haoran, how embarrassing it is, don't you know how uncomfortable it is? Besides, since we are back together, don't you want to spend more time together?" Wang Shanshan was a little unhappy in her heart.
"Of course I wish we had more time together, my dear, and I know it will be awkward for you to see him again. But, dear, cleaning is a testimony of our past, and to be honest, cleaning is a knot in my heart. It's impossible for me to go back to cleaning, but with you cleaning, my heart feels like I'm still cleaning, because our hearts are connected, and you are my ...... to each other. Zhang Yang tried his best to say that the so-called memories and testimonies were full of feelings, but the purpose was not to want her to leave the cleaning.
What he said made Wang Shanshan fall into memories, indeed, the cleaning recorded their ups and downs, and the cleaning was like her own home and her own children, which filled her with feelings.
However, she was very afraid of meeting Lin Haoran, and she was even more afraid of seeing his eyes.
She was ashamed of him, she felt that she had deceived him, so she didn't want to see Lin Haoran again.
"Zhang Yang, I really don't want to stay there, although I am also reluctant to clean. However, I didn't want to meet him. Wang Shanshan said.
"Do you feel sorry for him? Do you like him very much? Are you really in love with him?" Zhang Yang was a little hateful, or jealous.
The lover's mind is the most meticulous and delicate, although Zhang Yang tried his best to be flat, and the tone of his voice was as ordinary as possible, but Wang Shanshan still heard Zhang Yang's hatred.
She didn't answer, not because she didn't know how, but because she didn't want to.
She knew very well that she was indeed sorry for Lin Haoran. Yes, she likes him too, but it's not love, she can't tell the difference. She was really confused, if she said that she was in love with Lin Haoran, why did she have to go back to be with Zhang Yang. If you say you don't love it, why has your heart been hurting after you decide to leave, is it just guilt?
She didn't know.
But her silence ignited Zhang Yang's jealousy, and he suddenly burst out and shouted to her: "Say, why don't you speak." ”
She was startled by Zhang Yang's sudden unusually violent drinking, and looked at him and asked him what he meant with her eyes.
"You don't dare to stay in the cleaner because you are really in love with him, do you think it's sorry for him to be with me again, full of guilt?" jealousy made him desperate, angry, what formula, what task, he was all in the back of his mind.
Now, he is just unconvinced, just jealous, just hated Lin Haoran.
"Zhang Yang, do you know what you're talking about? If I love him, will I be with you now? He originally invited me to go to Xiangjiang with me, and I had already agreed, but when it was time to leave, I came to you, do you say I love him?" Wang Shanshan's mood is now very complicated, there are sadness, disappointment, guilt, regret, .......
There were mixed tastes, she couldn't say it clearly, and she even suddenly felt that it was wrong to get back together with Zhang Yang.
A woman will only have such complicated feelings for the current man if she has love for another man. To put it elegantly, she can't let it go, to put it mildly, she wants to have both fish and bear's paws.
But she knew it was impossible, so she was gently said by the current man, and her mood was complicated.
Once again, it proves that if a man thinks he understands women, he must be the least aware of women.
"Hmph, you don't have to deny it, you are obviously in love with him, otherwise, you are still thinking about him, thinking about his goodness, am I not good enough?" Zhang Yang almost roared.
But is he really good enough? If he is good enough, how can there be a divorce before?
However, jealousy covered his eyes, Zhang Yang seemed to have forgotten everything, and now he only cares about Wang Shanshan's attitude.
"Okay, okay, I promise you to go back to cleaning, don't yell at it. Wang Shanshan felt that if she didn't compromise, maybe she would have nothing.
"Look at it, just say that you are in love with him, you can't bear him, go and go, go to him now, ...... him. Zhang Yang went crazy and completely forgot about his mission.
Perhaps, he really loves Wang Shanshan, otherwise why is he so jealous?
"Zhang Yang, what do you mean? Just now, a minute ago, you asked me to stay in the cleaning, and now I said that I was willing to stay in the cleaning, and you actually said that it was ....... Wang Shanshan was also angry, what does this mean.
A weird scene, the two of them sat on the bed and scolded, a few minutes ago they were still emotional, a few minutes ago they were still negative distance, but at this moment, the distance suddenly ...... far away.
Wang Shanshan was angry and sad, could it be that he was really wrong again, could it be that his performance in the past two or three months was a performance?
"Hmph, I'm tempting you, look, I'll test you like this, and you'll be exposed. "Zhang Yang is really unreasonable, tempting, what qualifications do you have to tempt?
"Then you tell me, what can I do to be satisfied?" Wang Shanshan reluctantly took a step back, she didn't want the relationship between the two to break down again.
"Unless, you help me get the cleaning back, the cleaning is mine, I can't tolerate being taken away by that box face. No one knows if this is Zhang Yang's true thoughts, but judging from his expression and tone, he has come to his senses and is no longer the Zhang Yang just now.
True, he came to his senses and suddenly remembered his mission.
However, the water spilled out of the words cannot be recovered, so he can only pretend to be crazy and stupid to continue.
"Zhang Yang, do you know what you're talking about?" Wang Shanshan was shocked.
Zhang Xu crawled over, held her face and said very emotionally: "Shanshan, I really want to get back the cleaning, cleaning has our happiness, our pain, our sweat and our footprints, but I fell from there, I want to get up from there ......." Cleaning is our testimony, but also my confidence, if you don't get it back, even if you lie next to me, I am still afraid, still have no faith, dear, do you understand?"
He said it very sensationally, and she was a little moved.
The woman, sure enough, had zero IQ at some point, so her new pain began.